My Five Elements Lack You

Just do what you said, Qin Yan immediately made arrangements to take Tao Jing out the next day.

Qin Yan figured it out by herself, but Tao Jing couldn't sleep all night, feeling that the sky was about to collapse.Although Qin Yan didn't know about the male ghost hidden in his sea of ​​consciousness, his previous behavior probably made her heartbroken, and maybe he would stop paying attention to him from now on.

The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and the more she thought about it, the more desperate she became. For a moment, Tao Jing even thought that she should just tell Qin Yan everything.Even if she despises herself at that time, it's better than being so entangled.

But...she waited all night, Qin Yan didn't return to the room, and Tao Jing's own determination slowly disappeared.

Fortunately, she didn't know what was going on during this period of time. She felt that her spirit was much better. Even if she didn't sleep all night, she couldn't see anything on her face.

As a result, when I came out of the room early the next morning, I heard Qin Yan arrange to say, "You three should pay attention to the things in the store. If someone comes to look for them, you can deal with them. If you can't, wait until I come back." .Tao Jing will go out with me."

"Me?" Tao Jing asked in surprise, ignoring her petty emotions.

Qin Yan looked at her as usual, and nodded, "Yes. I'll leave later, maybe for a few days, you pack your things."

She said it so firmly that there was no room for rebuttal at all, Tao Jing followed suit in a daze, until she got in the car and there were only two of them, finally she had a sense of reality.It's just that at this time, if you want to ask Qin Yan anything again, you seem very unconfident.So I just kept stealing eyes to see Qin Yan.

Qin Yan was naturally aware of such little actions, and could see them clearly. At first, he found it interesting. Later, seeing that Tao Jing didn't ask any questions, he finally understood what she was worried about. He couldn't help feeling helpless and distressed.

"Don't you ask where you are going?" She asked proactively.

In the past, whenever she went out, Tao Jing would inquire about these things, and even ask some other things, such as who invited her, how is her relationship with the other party, and how to deal with this matter.

This time it was a rare silence.

Tao Jing then turned her head and glanced at her, "Where are we going?"

Qin Yan's hands on the steering wheel were tightened, his expression was a little complicated, and he whispered after a while, "Go home."

Although there were only two words, Tao Jing could hear the nostalgia and complexity in her tone, and couldn't help being curious.Home?Where is Qin Yan's home and what does it look like?

Tao Jing fantasized about many possibilities, but when she finally arrived at her destination, she couldn't help but get weird.

It was really an abandoned ruined temple in the middle of the mountain, with ruined walls and basically only the foundation and a few walls that were not completely destroyed. If it wasn't for the half of the Buddha statue enshrined in the middle, Tao Jing might There is no way to tell that this place was once a temple.

"This is your home?" She couldn't help but ask.

Qin Yan was standing in front of her silently, not knowing what he was thinking, but when he heard this, he turned his head and looked at her.There were so many things contained in this glance that Tao Jing couldn't help but freeze when she saw her like this.

Then, in the blink of an eye, images flashed in my mind, deep mountains, ruined temples, lightning and thunder——

Tao Jing couldn't help taking a step back with a pale face.

Isn't the scene in the dream exactly the same as here?

Why would she have such a dream?Or, before she knew it, she had been here before?

Qin Yan said this is her home, Qin Yan once said that he is her old friend, is it possible... this is also his "home"?The self in the previous life, the self in the mouth of that male ghost!

If so, what happened then?Why did I separate from Qin Yan, and why did I become what the male ghost said?And why... now I have become an ordinary person who doesn't remember anything.

One question after another appeared in Tao Jing's mind one after another, which made her feel a splitting headache, and she couldn't help but raise her hands to press her temples on both sides.

"Ah Jing?" Qin Yan immediately noticed her abnormality, frowned and walked over to support her, "Have you started to have a headache again? Did you remember anything?"

Tao Jing opened her eyes and looked at Qin Yan.She brought herself here on purpose, is she planning to admit her identity?So try to remind yourself.Thinking of this, Tao Jing only felt that her heart was soaked in water, swelled so sour and astringent, she couldn't speak.

"I...is that old friend you mentioned, we knew each other before, right?" She asked Qin Yan.

Qin Yan looked at her, nodded after a while, "Yes."

Tao Jing smiled, then fainted from the unbearable pain.

In the last clear thought, what she thought was: Sure enough, she was right, Qin Yan had indeed concealed many things from herself.

Be sure to ask clearly!Thinking of this, she fell into darkness.

The familiar darkness made Tao Jing's heart skip a beat.I always feel that there is something hidden in it that can make me irreparable.

After a while, a little light illuminated the darkness, and it was extremely dazzling.Tao Jing couldn't help walking towards the place where the light was.He walked faster and faster, and finally fell into that little light.

After being in a trance for a while, the world in front of my eyes was spinning, and when I recovered, there was a temple in front of me.Blue bricks and green tiles, high walls and deep courtyards, flowers and trees supporting Su, the sound of bells and Zen singing are far and near, high and low, filling the ears.

Tao Jing felt that she should be standing in the air looking down at the temple below.She saw by the ditch in the backyard, a sixty-year-old little novice dug up a basin of sticky mud and squeezed it into a strange shape.After a while, a young monk came over, touched his head, smashed the thing and squeezed it again.This time it can be seen that this is a lamp holder.

Then the two held the lamp holder and entered the tallest and largest hall in the temple. A ray of flame was separated from the wick in front of the Buddha, carefully put it into the lamp holder, and escorted them back to the most remote hall. Yu, enshrine it in front of the Buddha.

"Namo Amitabha...May this lamp last forever, and my Buddha will last forever." The little monk knelt down and kowtowed devoutly, chanting sutras and making a wish.

The following pictures are fragmented, and it can be vaguely seen that the years have changed, the time has passed, the grand scene of the temple is no longer, and there are gradually fewer incense and people.The last group of people rushed into the temple, shoved and shoved with the monks, grabbed and tied up one by one, and took away the slightly valuable things, smashing the rest, but in a short time, the once deep wall was huge. The courtyard was completely turned into dilapidated walls, and then gradually buried in the dust.

I don't know how many years later, a young monk came to this place and built a simple small temple brick by brick with his own hands. When cleaning up the pile of ruins, he found the lamp seat.The strange thing is that even though it has been covered with dust for many years, a little blue flame in the lamp socket is always jumping and burning. Although it is faint, it actually exists.

Seeing this, the young monk couldn't help but smiled slightly, "It's rare that there is such a spiritual thing, it can be regarded as the treasure of the town temple." After saying that, he gently wiped the lamp holder clean, and solemnly placed it on the lamp that he had just molded. In front of the clay bodhisattva, he bowed his head and proclaimed the Buddha's name.

Tao Jing only felt that her eyes went dark, and then she changed her perspective, and she actually needed to look up at the monk.Looking left and right, I finally realized that I had turned into that lamp holder.In the hollow center of the top, a blue flame is burning quietly, and every jump seems to bring a subtle warm feeling.

--I see.

The moment Tao Jing realized something, Qin Yan's call came from beside her ear, "Ah Jing? How are you doing?"

Tao Jing opened her eyes, she was still standing where she was, without even moving half an inch.It was obvious that she didn't faint for a long time, maybe only for a moment.

However, in the dream, hundreds of years passed in an instant.

She looked up at Qin Yan, "Ah Yan, I remembered. It turns out that we are not only old friends, but also the only one for each other."

A look of joy flashed in Qin Yan's eyes, and he asked excitedly, "You remember?"

Tao Jing thought for a while, then shook her head, "It's not all, I only remembered our origins, but I still can't remember what happened afterwards." She said.

Qin Yan breathed a sigh of relief, "That's enough."

To Qin Yan, being able to think of these things was actually a surprise.After all, they all said before that Tao Jing had been reincarnated, so it was impossible to recall the memories of her previous life.What's more, the things suppressed in her body are even more troublesome.I can't remember what happened later, but it's safer.

Anyway, what Qin Yan had been worried about before was that Tao Jing didn't know her identity, so she couldn't talk about many things.Once Tao Jing realizes this, it doesn't matter if she doesn't remember anything.

I don't know how to describe the satisfaction in my heart at this moment.Although bringing Tao Jing here has such a meaning in itself, Qin Yan never thought that it would go so smoothly.She originally thought it would be troublesome to remind Tao Jing of this, but it turned out to be so simple.

"Then you are hiding things from me, can you tell me now?" Tao Jing asked.

Qin Yan pursed his lips, "Why don't you tell me what you are hiding first?"

After speaking, the two looked at each other and couldn't help laughing.Finally, Tao Jing took the initiative to say, "Okay, you lie to me once, and I lie to you once, so it's even." After a pause, she added, "No matter what happens in the future, you must tell me directly. My I won't hide anything from you anymore."

I don't know what's going on, it seems that I know my previous identity, and it really has a lot to do with Qin Yan, as if I suddenly have full confidence, Tao Jing is not afraid to tell her things.