My Five Elements Lack You

Knowing that no one in the store would go home and would be here for the New Year, Mother Tao didn't urge Tao Jing to go home anymore, and even told her, "You spend more time with your colleagues, sorry to see you, there is no home for the New Year. Answer. We must fulfill the friendship of the landlords."

"Got it!" Tao Jing originally thought it would be good for everyone to celebrate the New Year together, but when she heard Mother Tao say so repeatedly, she couldn't help but wonder, they don't even have a home, are these ghosts too pitiful?

Like that kind of flowers, plants, trees, birds, beasts, insects and fish, it's okay to be a spirit monster. After all, there is a place where they lived before becoming a spirit, and it can be regarded as their own home.However, objects do not have a fixed place. ——Even if there are, such as the jade bowl, which lives in the museum, but can he let the people in the museum know that he is a spirit?No, so I have to run away from home at every turn.

What's more, the so-called "home" has long been annihilated in a long time, such as Chen Jia.

And like Qin Yan, it is considered lucky to be able to find a ruined house.But there is really no need to go back to that home.

Fortunately, there is still An Yin Zhai now, which can be regarded as a shelter.Maybe in the future, everyone will regard this place as their home.

Tao Jing heard from Mu Xiaoyu and the others that An Yinzhai had opened only a few decades ago.She suddenly thought of a problem that she had never been aware of before—how did Qin Yan live those hundreds of years when she was not by Qin Yan's side and did not have An Yinzhai? ?

She could feel that since the reunion, Qin Yan had been trying to help her regain her memories, although it was because she hoped that she could remember the past, but most of all, she still wanted to know what Tao Jing had experienced.But she never mentioned her own past.

Tao Jing recalled Qin Yan's expression when he brought her back to the ruined temple she called "home".She could even think that perhaps in those years, Qin Yan had been working hard to find himself, and would occasionally go back to the ruined temple to rest.She didn't move every plant, tree, brick, and tile in the temple, probably not because she didn't need shelter from the wind and rain, but on purpose.

It's like a punishment for myself.

Thinking of this, Tao Jing felt her heart tugging.

Qin Yan didn't say that she didn't know how the two separated before.But it must be impossible for Qin Yan to abandon him, that would be an accident and force majeure.But Tao Jing could feel that Qin Yan seemed to take this matter as her own responsibility, and blamed herself for it.

It was only recently that Tao Jing gradually realized these things.In the past, although she felt that Qin Yan was kind to her, she never thought about it, let alone delved into the reasons why she was kind to her.But after knowing this, Tao Jing couldn't help feeling sad.Qin Yan has too many burdens on his body, but he usually doesn't reveal half of it. If he didn't intentionally explore, he might not have discovered it at all.

And even if she found out, she didn't know how to tell Qin Yan about these things, so she could only pretend not to know.

Maybe when my problems are solved, I can have a frank talk with Qin Yan at that time, and I can also tell her clearly: No one blames you, and you have done nothing wrong.So stop putting so much pressure and burden on yourself.

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On New Year's Eve, the group went to Tao Jing's house early.Qin Yan and the others specially bought a lot of ingredients and brought them over. After seeing this, Mother Tao blamed her and said, "Come here, what are you doing with some things? Don't worry, the things in Auntie's house are enough for you to eat."

"This..." Tong Xiangxiang turned aside Chen Jia, and said awkwardly, "Auntie, you should take it, we really have a lot to eat, maybe these are not enough."

This is not an exaggeration at all, anyway, no one knows how much Chen Jia can eat.Because usually even if he says he is full, if you give him something else, he can still eat it.So Tong Xiangxiang told others in private that maybe he also felt that he had eaten too much, and he was embarrassed, so he only ate five or six cents each time.

Of course Mother Tao didn't believe this, but she brought all the things, so she had to take them in and put them down.But she made up her mind to give them some new year's goods to take back.

Although Tao's mother had already done dust removal work before, everyone still cleaned the whole house again, including those places that were inconvenient to move.Qin Yan also secretly put a few dust-proof charms bought from the sea market in the corner of the room.This will save you a lot of effort to clean up later.

For dinner, Papa Tao cooks.According to Tao Jing, only during the Chinese New Year every year can I eat my father's handicrafts, which is comparable to a chef, and cooking big dishes is even better.It is said that when he was still in the countryside, he was often invited to cook for happy events in the village.Qin Yan wanted to help at first, but was held in the living room by Tao's mother, "You are a guest today, how can I let you go to the kitchen? You can talk, and you can eat in a while."

I cooked a table full of dishes, and talked while eating. After eating a meal for nearly twelve o'clock, I packed it up and started making dumplings.

When eating before, I don't know whether it was Chen Jia's intentional control or what. In short, although there was not much food left, no one noticed how much he ate.But it's different when it's time to eat dumplings.

Because there are so many people, you are one by one and I am one by one, so you have packed a lot without knowing it.After the dumplings were cooked, Mother Tao realized that there were too many dumplings, and there was a large pot of them.This stuff doesn't taste good when it's cold, and it tastes even weirder if it's put back into the pot, so I can't help but feel embarrassed.

As a result, Chen Jia played a little bit, and everyone else ate a few of them intentionally, and he wrapped up the rest. At the end of the meal, Tao's mother looked at him differently, "You child, do you have any?" Hold on? If you can’t eat it, don’t be brave. It’s okay to save it for breakfast tomorrow... don’t overwhelm it.”

"It's okay." Chen Jia scratched his head naively, and wiped out the last few dumplings, "Thank you, auntie, the dumplings are delicious."

In fact, although Chen Jia's mind is not very bright, he also knows that it is different to be a guest at someone's house.So when eating, deliberately keep your stomach.Unexpectedly, when it was time to eat dumplings, the stuffing was still exposed.

However, people at Mama Tao's age like children who eat a lot, and feel blessed and strong. In addition, Chen Jia is originally strong and looks simple and honest, so he likes it even more.He kept asking about his affairs between words, which was quite meaningful.

Chen Jia didn't dare to talk nonsense, fearing that he would miss something, so he looked at the others frequently, and was extremely embarrassed when asked.

It was Tao's father who saw something was wrong and stopped her, and everyone broke up.

Of course Tao Jing, who celebrates Chinese New Year, will live at home.Qin Yan made an appointment with her to come back tomorrow, and then took the others back to the shop.

When walking halfway, Mu Xiaolian finally couldn't help laughing, "Hahaha... just now Tao Jing's mother kept asking Chen Jia those questions, did she see him as her son-in-law? How about it, Ajia, we Jingjing is not worse than others, is she? Make a statement!"

Although Chen Jia has a simple and honest personality, he is very sensitive in some aspects. Hearing this, he immediately looked at his boss. Seeing Qin Yan's dark face, he quickly waved his hands, "Don't talk nonsense, we are all friends."

"That's right." Mu Xiaoyu also noticed Qin Yan's expression, and quickly filled in for her, "Little Lian, you have to limit your jokes, Tao Jing heard this, how embarrassing it will be to meet in the future? Shut up about that one, too."

"That's right, Ah Jing and the boss are compatible. How can she marry someone else?" Tong Xiangxiang also said.

When Qin Yan heard this, his face turned pale.

Mu Xiaolian is not an idiot, everyone hinted for a while, she had already reacted, and said, "Haha, I was just joking, to tease Chen Jia, of course it is impossible..."

Then secretly wiped a sweat.

Don't look at how they usually talk to Qin Yan in the same way, they are used to joking, but when Qin Yan really gets angry, everyone can hold it.

The next morning, before they went to Tao's house, Tao Jing came over, "I was kicked out by my mother, and told me to go out and have fun at the New Year's Eve, and don't stay at home. I heard that there is a temple fair today, how about we Go and see."

So everyone went out together to watch the temple fair.

When I got to the place, I realized that they had come too late, and there were huge crowds of people everywhere.After huddling for a while, they were dispersed by the crowd, and they simply agreed to go to play separately, and then find a place to have dinner together during lunch time.

When the crowd first started to squeeze over, Qin Yan subconsciously grabbed Tao Jing's hand and held it tightly, never letting go, so no matter how crowded it was, it was never squeezed away.Several times, Tao Jing felt that Qin Yan scratched her hand so hard, but she never let go.

Tao Jing only felt a softness in her heart. Maybe, Qin Yan was really too afraid of being separated from her, so she subconsciously grasped herself.

Qin Yan's palms were dry, and after being held together for a long time, Tao Jing seemed to feel a little warm.

The two walked hand in hand for a long time, surrounded by unfamiliar people, unfamiliar and enthusiastic, and noisy voices everywhere, the sky was full of noise, but the hearts of the two became more and more peaceful, shuttling through the crowd, but It seems that there is only each other in this world, or maybe there is no each other, only the temperature from the place where the palms are held together seems to be eternal.

Just when Tao Jing was in a trance, someone suddenly patted her hard on the shoulder and shouted, "Tao Jing?!"