My Five Elements Lack You

As soon as Qin Yan entered Tao Jing's sea of ​​consciousness, she sensed something was wrong.

She sensed a strong sense of repulsion, preventing her from entering.The last time I came, it was clearly not like this.At that time, entering Tao Jing's sea of ​​consciousness was no different from entering her own, it was very easy.

Qin Yan stood vigilantly, and immediately noticed the changes in the sea of ​​consciousness.The originally calm black tide was now all concentrated in the middle of the sea of ​​consciousness, and the surging figure gradually formed a figure, which became more and more clear.

At this glance, Qin Yan almost lost his mind.

There is no one else in Tao Jing's sea of ​​consciousness, so naturally she is the only one wrapped in the black tide!

Qin Yan knows that everyone's sea of ​​consciousness is different, like her own, it is a sea of ​​fire.But because I haven't seen anyone else, I didn't feel strange when I saw Tao Jing's sea of ​​consciousness was a black tide.

But now, she can feel very clearly that the person reshaped by the black tide is definitely not Tao Jing!

What exactly is going on? !

Qin Yan knew that the problem Tao Jing was facing was very serious, but he didn't know that it was so serious!

Her heart suddenly became restless, and before she had time to think, she had already raised her hand and sent out the flames.Sure enough, as soon as the flame touched the black tide, it made a sizzling sound, obviously fighting against it.

Qin Yan regretted greatly.

Because this is Tao Jing's sea of ​​consciousness, she didn't pay attention to it before, let alone thought that there might be unsafe things in it.If I had known this, I should have used flames to burn this sea of ​​consciousness. Perhaps the black water would have been burned long ago, and naturally there would be no disaster like today.

In the final analysis, she was still not careful enough. She failed to protect Tao Jing the first time, but she was negligent the second time.

Although Qin Yan's flames are powerful, but there are too many black waters after all, the flame she emitted is getting smaller and darker... Qin Yan didn't bother to blame himself, and quickly sent out more flames , almost condensed into a sea of ​​flames, completely enveloping that figure.

However, the next moment, she felt that the thing her flame touched had changed. It was no longer a black tide, but a very warm feeling that could not be ignited at all.Qin Yan retracted the flame and took a look, only to find that there was a layer of light white flame wrapped around the black figure.

It was the white flame that escaped Chen Jia's attack and rushed into Tao Jing's body at the crematorium just now!

It ran out to stop Qin Yan from burning the black water, it really wasn't a good thing.Qin Yan was even more anxious, from the moment she discovered the seal to the moment Tao Jing lost control, and then to the appearance of the white flame... She only realized that she seemed to have been walking on the path arranged by others, step by step, and now even if she wanted to It is impossible to retreat.

Because Tao Jing might...have been plotted against.Otherwise, it would be impossible for others to control even one's own sea of ​​consciousness.As long as there is a little bit of such thoughts, Qin Yan will feel unsteady and almost go berserk.

Second time!

The first time was because she was going to cross the catastrophe, so it was impossible to bring Tao Jing with her, and she could even excuse herself.But this time?

This time Tao Jing was by her side from the beginning to the end, she had so many opportunities to avoid such a bad situation, but it just happened.

If Tao Jing really encountered an accident this time, how would she deal with herself?I thought that I had promised Tao Jing more than once that no matter what kind of situation I encountered, I would be with her, but when she really suffered a disaster, I didn't know anything.

Qin Yan stared blankly at the quietly burning flame.Under this flame, what is wrapped up?Where did Tao Jing go? Has this thing occupied Tao Jing's sea of ​​consciousness and completely wiped her out?

I... Is it still late?

Once this thought flashed into my mind, it could never be erased.

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, unable to think of anything else.She once thought that if Tao Jing's problem could not be resolved, she would die sooner or later.When she died, she stayed with her.

When she died, she stayed with her.

The cyan flame instantly lost control, and was gradually swallowed and transformed by the white flame. Qin Yan's consciousness could not maintain the floating, so he fell straight into the black tide.

Pure darkness came up and enveloped her whole body.

Qin Yan suddenly remembered what Tao Jing had said to him more than once, that the whole world was dark, and there was nothing but darkness in dreams and memory fragments.

Was this how Tao Jing felt at the time?

However, at the moment when she was completely enveloped by the black tide, her heart suddenly jumped violently, and she felt Tao Jing's existence!

……

Tao Jing watched Qin Yan fall down helplessly.

Originally, when Qin Yan appeared, she was full of hope in her heart.In Tao Jing's heart, Qin Yan is the most powerful, no one else can compare.So she never thought that figure could fight against Qin Yan.Even if it is in his own sea of ​​consciousness.

So she thought to herself, I just need to hide and not let the figure find out.After Qin Yan defeated her, it would be fine to go out by himself.

In the end, after you came and I went back and forth for a few rounds, Qin Yan suddenly stood still.Tao Jing anxiously watched the blue flame being swallowed up, and felt something bad.

what is going on?The other party didn't hurt Qin Yan!Why was she defeated all of a sudden?

At the beginning, she wondered if this was one of Qin Yan's strategies, but when she saw Qin Yan falling into the black tide without any resistance, Tao Jing couldn't bear it anymore.She didn't even care about continuing to hide, she flew over and landed on Qin Yan before the black tide completely covered Qin Yan.

Anyway, if Qin Yan fails, she probably won't be able to escape, it doesn't matter if she hides or not, Tao Jing thought.

However, I am still not reconciled!

She wants to live a good life, and she still has a lot of things to do. It has been less than a year since she came to Anyinzhai, and she has just seen a corner of this wonderful world, and she really wants to continue watching.

And An Yinzhai, she really likes this place, all her colleagues, and even more... Qin Yan.

She also wanted to go to more places with Ah Yan and see more things. She had thought that it would be good to live like this for the rest of her life, even if it was just the two of them.Unfortunately, it was too late to realize...

"Ah Jing?" Just as Tao Jing was thinking wildly, Qin Yan's voice suddenly appeared in her ear.

Tao Jing was taken aback.Because it was dark all around, she couldn't see anything, so she didn't know where Qin Yan was.But the black tide was different from what she thought, it didn't have the texture of water, so when I entered it, I didn't feel suffocated.So she opened her mouth and asked, "Ah Yan, where are you?"

Qin Yan was silent for a while, then said, "I'm with you."

"Ah? I didn't see it." Tao Jing said.

This time Qin Yan was silent for a longer time, "The two of us are temporarily integrated." She said, and she didn't know what to do, and Tao Jing felt that her feelings changed all of a sudden.

She seemed to have suddenly turned into Qin Yan, who could feel everything about her, breath, thoughts, and even strength.It felt like they had really become one person.

Tao Jing was very surprised, "What's going on?"

Qin Yan said, "Have you forgotten? We are a whole." The lamp holder and the flame are interdependent.But since knowing that Tao Jing's body has been shattered, Qin Yan has never thought about the fusion of the two of them.Because Tao Jing is a human being now, she cannot become a lamp holder at all.

But I didn't expect that it can be directly integrated with divine consciousness!

Tao Jing didn't know this, and after hearing Qin Yan's words, she immediately accepted the setting.She was already very close to Qin Yan, but now she is only a little closer. Tao Jing hasn't noticed the difference yet, so she naturally doesn't take it seriously.

Moreover, the problem they are facing now is very serious, "Ah Yan, how did you fall just now? What should we do now?"

Hearing this, Qin Yan couldn't help but smiled wryly. I can't say that I thought you were dead, so I decided to bury you with you.She could only ask, "What about you? I didn't even feel where you were hiding just now!"

"Huh?" Tao Jing was surprised, "Your flames wrapped me up and hid me." Why couldn't Qin Yan feel it himself? !

Qin Yan was also taken aback, and then recalled that when Tao Jing just started to have a headache, in order to prevent himself from not being around her when she had an attack, Qin Yan once left a flame between her eyebrows, and used to protect her.

Moreover, Qin Yan completely cut off the connection between that flame and himself at that time, leaving only a mark, allowing it to passively protect Tao Jing in times of danger.Unexpectedly, that flame, at some point, entered Tao Jing's sea of ​​consciousness, and was activated at the most critical moment.

But thinking about it again, Qin Yan was not surprised.The sea of ​​consciousness is the most critical point. Tao Jing once completely let go and allowed herself to enter. Perhaps at that time, the flame also entered, without both of them noticing.

"Okay, since you're fine, let's get rid of that guy quickly, before she really takes possession of your body." Qin Yan said.She thought to herself, Tao Jing's everything is her own, so naturally she can't let other people touch her body.

Tao Jing was a little embarrassed, "We can't get out here now, what should we do?"

At this time, she finally realized that the environment here was so similar to how she felt every time she dreamed or recovered her memory.Could it be that at that time, my consciousness was in this black tide?What about the light she saw?Could it be... those stone platforms?

Compared to Tao Jing's worries, Qin Yan didn't care much.She came in on her own initiative. At that time, all thoughts were lost and she did not resist.However, it is not so easy to keep her here.

"You just need to empty your mind and don't think about anything. I'll take you out," Qin Yan said.

Because two people are fused together, they can feel each other's thoughts.If Tao Jing thinks east and west, it will inevitably affect her performance.

Tao Jing hastily held her breath and concentrated, letting herself not think about anything.

After doing this, she really felt Qin Yan's thoughts more clearly.

Qin Yan stood up, Qin Yan raised his hand, and Qin Yan sent out flames... Although Qin Yan did it, it felt like his own movements at the moment, very natural.This feeling is very novel, Tao Jing watched with great interest, and at the same time tried her best to suppress all kinds of thoughts that kept popping up in her.

Sure enough, as Qin Yan said, it was very easy for her to leave the darkness.

What is the best way to deal with darkness?

—is light.

The flames brought light, and when the blue flames burned, the darkness in front of them quickly faded away.The next moment, Tao Jing found that they were still standing in the sky of the Sea of ​​Consciousness, as if seeing Qin Yan sinking into the black tide before was all an illusion.

After all, being in the darkness still took a lot of time, so when the two of them came out, the figures on the opposite side had completely condensed.

The black tide receded slowly, and what appeared in front of my eyes was a woman in a bo-knot Xiang skirt, wearing a red gauze, with an ancient charm, outstanding appearance, and an imposing manner.

Tao Jing couldn't help being surprised when she saw the other party, "Ma'am?"

Sensing her thoughts, Qin Yan immediately asked, "Is she the lady in your memory?" Tao Jing had personally experienced that memory at that time, and it stands to reason that it should be her memory from a certain life.But why, there will be an independent "Madam" appear?

"Oh... so it's like this?" Madam said to them, "It's strange that I have been unable to donate to the city for so long, but it turns out that you are crippled!"

Speaking of this, a ruthless look appeared on his face, "I have spent hundreds of years, and it turned out that it was all useless work!"

As if stimulated to the extreme, after saying these two sentences, Madam raised her hand and attacked.There was no flame protection at the moment, so Qin Yan was naturally not afraid of her, and immediately went up to meet her.

The madam didn't see her at first, but after being touched by the flames, she couldn't help but wailed and quickly backed away, "What the hell are you?!"

"Madam has spent hundreds of years, haven't you found the answer yet?" Qin Yan chased after him unceremoniously and continued to attack.

And she discovered a very strange thing, whenever her own flame burned the lady, there would always be a stream of pure energy flowing into her body.In this way, one side ebbs and another, and the originally evenly matched battle quickly became one-sided.

Qin Yan's feeling was similar to that of when he transformed into a fierce ghost. He was less and less angry at hitting the other party, so it was easier to deal with.However, to get rid of the evil spirit of the ghost, she still needs to consume herself, but now she can get supplies from the other party!

Is this the benefit of being one with Tao Jing?It's too heaven-defying!

Qin Yan couldn't help but think too much, this was not a supernatural ghost, so she didn't show mercy at all, and directly wiped out the lady completely.Otherwise, staying in Tao Jing's sea of ​​consciousness will be a disaster after all.

When the last gust of pure energy came from the raging flames, the color of the sky and the earth changed, and the black tide in the sea of ​​consciousness completely dissipated, turning into a vast expanse of yellow land, endless as far as the eye can see.

It turns out that this is what Tao Jing's Sea of ​​Consciousness originally looked like, Qin Yan thought vaguely, only feeling a huge flow of information rushing over, and then quickly sinking into it.

This is Madam's memory, and it is also the part of Tao Jing's lost memory.

In the middle of that night of lightning and thunder, after Qin Yan left with the thunder and lightning, Mrs. Li Gui, who happened to pass by here, discovered Tao Jing's existence.

It turned out that Qin Yan and Tao Jing were originally one body, and they also practiced together after opening their spiritual wisdom, so the thunder calamity of this day was actually shared by the two of them, as long as they can resist the past, they can transform into human form.By this time, the spirit and monster will be considered successful in cultivation.

However, Qin Yan didn't know this, and thought he was going through the robbery alone, fearing that the thunder would destroy the temple, he ran away with the thunder.Tao Jing was left behind who should have been able to transform, but couldn't because she hadn't endured the tribulation thunder.

This is a very tragic oolong.If he hadn't met his wife, then Qin Yan would have found a little partner who was successful in cultivation but couldn't transform himself when he came back.

But Madam passed by here and found Tao Jing.

At that time, she was already a very powerful evil spirit, and she became more and more aware of the approaching thunder.It is difficult for the ghosts of ten thousand eons to become holy, and under the thunder, there will be ten deaths and no life.Madame is naturally not reconciled to her thousands of years of Taoism, and was eventually destroyed under the thunder.So she tried every means to get a lot of heresy, in an attempt to continue her existence.

After meeting Tao Jing, she had a flash of inspiration and came up with a very bold idea.

Why don't you use this spirit that has already been cultivated as a basis, and transform yourself into a ghost body?

After the spirit monster has completed cultivation, it transforms itself, but the body is still there.Now that Tao Jing only has her body and no incarnation, Madam intends to use her own soul as her incarnation to pinch the two lives together.After she succeeds, she will be transformed into a spirit and monster, and she no longer has to worry about the existence of Yin Lei!

This is a very genius idea.

So Madam took Tao Jing away and traveled to many places. While perfecting the exercises, she also arranged a few seals, so that even if she failed, she would have a chance to start all over again.

In the end, perhaps it was because Tao Jing herself was only made of soil from a small ditch that was not strong enough, or maybe it was because she was no longer complete without Qin Yan. In short, Madam failed.

But it can also be said that she succeeded.Because she had already fused herself with Tao Jing, only her body was damaged.

And a ghost with a damaged body cannot exist alone, so Madam had no choice but to reincarnate.

This is the origin of Tao Jing.

So she and his wife say they are one body, but they are actually two people.Said to be two people, but merged into one.

After the reincarnation, a new consciousness emerged, and the lady turned herself into a sea of ​​consciousness, trying to wait for the opportunity to recover. ——Of course, the so-called timing is the moment Tao Jing opened all the seals.

It's just that she never knew of Qin Yan's existence, which led to no corresponding means being arranged at all, so that the success fell short in the end.

As for Qin Yan being able to absorb energy when fighting with her before, it was because the energy belonged to Tao Jing, but now she and Tao Jing have merged into one, so naturally they are not separated from each other.

Because the two are merged into one body at this moment, although Tao Jing's memory came in last, Qin Yan also saw all of them.

So it is!It turned out to be so!

When she was away from the ruined temple and went to cross the catastrophe, Tao Jing, who had not yet transformed into a form and could not control herself at all, was infected by a thousand-year-old ghost.Li Gui originally had nowhere to go, so she wanted to use her ghostly body to live forever.But she never thought that during the process of fusion, Tao Jing's body couldn't bear the strength and was completely destroyed. Tao Jing also became a ghost, and she had no choice but to reincarnate!

And now, even though they have dispersed the ghost, the remaining causal force is all entangled in her body...

Qin Yan originally thought that Tao Jing could only live for a few decades even as a human being, but after all, becoming a ghost is just another way of existence.She tried to keep her in the world for hundreds of years, or send her to the underworld. Although they can't stay together, at least they are good with each other.

But now, Tao Jing is entangled with so many causes and effects, and her strength is extremely tyrannical. I am afraid that once she becomes a ghost, she will soon attract thunder, and she will not be able to go to the underworld at all...

It is difficult for ghosts of all times to become holy!Back then, Madam couldn't get through it, and neither could Tao Jing.Once the thunder is attracted, Tao Jing will have no way out.

When he opened his eyes and returned to his body, Qin Yan realized that he was shaking slightly because of shock and fear.

She and Tao Jing only had a few decades to go... The worst ending she had imagined was not the worst.

Why is God so cruel to them?

She turned her head and looked at Tao Jing who was lying beside her, feeling at a loss for a moment.

At this moment, Tao Jing suddenly opened her eyes.

Their eyes met, and both of them saw too many things in each other's eyes.

Qin Yan forcefully pulled herself out of the sad mood, and then slowly realized that she saw Tao Jing's memory, maybe, maybe, probably, it seems... Tao Jing also noticed part of her own thoughts just now.

Even though Qin Yan has always boasted that "everything can be said to others", knowing that Tao Jing might see through the thoughts in his heart about her, he couldn't help but blush in embarrassment.

"Cough... are you awake?" She took the initiative to ask.

Tao Jing hummed, "It feels like a dream." She said, paused for a while, and then continued, "Ah Yan, I really remembered everything this time. I didn't expect the truth of the matter to be like this. ..."

Speaking of this, she was a little distracted, "I am neither human nor ghost, nor a spirit. After I die, I am afraid that I will not even be able to go to the underworld, right?"

"Don't worry." Qin Yan finally couldn't help it, and reached out to hug her, "Don't think too much, let's think of a way, there must be a way. There must be!"

Tao Jing moved her lips, she wanted to say, don't lie, we all know that there is almost no way.If there was, someone would have done it already, wouldn't it?But she couldn't tell.Qin Yan is not ignorant of this, so why should she provoke her?

It was like a dream, and it had been hundreds of years since she woke up again. Times have changed, and even her own situation is terrible.But Tao Jing didn't take it very seriously.Maybe it was because she had slept for too long, even if she knew all the memories, it would be very difficult for her to bring all the emotions into her at once.

That's it, but you can think rationally.

Qin Yan said, "It's a big deal, let's continue to do what Madam didn't do. This time I will be your body."

Tao Jing suddenly looked up at her.Qin Yan's eyes are very serious, showing that she really intends to do so, not just talking casually.

Tao Jing was suddenly speechless.She is very clear about Qin Yan's intentions for herself.But it never occurred to her that she planned to do this.Let her be her own body, let Tao Jing transform into a ghost body, not to mention the failure, both of them will be unlucky, but if it succeeds, Tao Jing will be a free person at that time, but she will always be just a flower. Flame, obviously has intelligence, but can't transform into form.

This is different from Tao Jing's situation.

Tao Jing hadn't transformed herself before, so even if Madam succeeded, it wouldn't be much pain.However, Qin Yan had actually lived the life of a "human" for hundreds of years before, and then changed back to his original body and was unable to change his form. The pain can be imagined.

At this moment, even though some emotions still seemed separated by a layer, Tao Jing couldn't hide her emotion.

She suddenly said, "Ah Yan, let's be together."

"Ah?" Qin Yan couldn't react.

Tao Jing leaned her head lightly in her arms, and said in a low voice, "That's what you think, Ah Yan, we don't have much time, if we can enjoy one more moment, it's just one moment."

Qin Yan's eyes suddenly dimmed, and she looked down into Tao Jing's eyes, "Do you know what I'm going to say, A Jing? I won't allow you to go back on your word."

"I won't go back on my word." Tao Jing suddenly smiled, raised her head and kissed her on the lips, "I think, is there anyone in this world who is more suitable for me than you?"

"No more." Qin Yan pressed Tao Jing who was about to run away, and kissed her hard.

No one else, I am the one who suits you best in the world.

No matter how much time we have left between us, she is always there for her.The big deal is that the day when the thunder comes, the two of them will join hands to deal with it.

Qin Yan closed his eyes, indulging in the initial kiss.At this moment, there is no regret in this life.