[Indian Mythology] Self-cultivation of male gods

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Dasha's choice is so surprising. He abandoned his identity and all his needs, just to let his daughter be born again... This is completely different from the violent father who argued with Sati before. Different, he changed back to the original Dasha, the great immortal Dasha who has not yet sat on the head of the Lord of Life.

The Great Immortal Dasha, he is the heart-born son of Brahma, an immortal who has the world in mind, and an immortal who is very kind to his wife and children. He loves his wife, he loves his daughter, and he never gets angry because of his own affairs. Let his wife and daughter fall into a sea of ​​misery... However, after that, he was blinded by arrogance, and his soul was stained by wealth and hopelessness.

At that time, he no longer put himself in a suitable position. He thought that the world was so big that only he was invincible and the one chosen. No one, not even the devas, even the god of the five elements, could do it. against him.

This is true.

But this is not the case.

Dasha repented, put his hands together, touched the ground with his forehead, and lowered himself to a position that could not be lowered, he also understood the true meaning and beauty of this world.

Therefore, Daksha embraced his second chance and was about to go to asceticism to alleviate his sins, but at this moment, Prasudhi rushed to catch him: "Swami, do you want to go alone? "

"But... madam, you don't need to..."

"Swami! I did not dissuade you in time, I did not stop you, in this world, in Sati, I am also responsible, so I must go with you." Prasudhi said, stretching out his hand to hold lived with her husband.

They decided to do asceticism, but mitigating sins is one thing, but the real purpose is to pray for their daughter Sati to return soon... Now, she is lying on the ground, cold and dark, her body is as lifeless as coke... ...boluosudi and Dasha hoped that she could return, but how would she return?

Narayan encouraged them, he looked at them and blessed them.

The poor couple walked out of the city, and they started their own asceticism, using asceticism to pray for their future and their past.

When they left, Mahadeva picked up Sati's body. He glanced at Narayan, his eyes filled with endless sighs, and buried the pain in his body—lost half of himself, lost The other half of oneself, anyone can feel pain, and Mahadeva can't change this.

Narayan sighed: "Maha Deva..."

However, Mahadeva did not answer.

Narayan turned to look at Lakshmi, and Goddess Lakshmi nodded to him and said, "Go, Swami, he needs you."

Then Narayan moved his steps and followed Mahadeva.

Mahadeva walked around the world holding Sati's body.

His pain is not only from Sati, but also from himself. He has no other half, and his complete male power cannot be comforted by the female power. Painful and full of burning sensations, he is now burning like a fire, and this pain comes from himself... Sadie's body is in his arms, and he loves her, there is no doubt about it.

There is no one in this world who does not love himself, Sati is the incarnation of his own Sakti, and if he loves Sakti, he will naturally love Sati, but... Sati died, died in the sacrifice, She burned all the suffering in this world with her own anger.

Mahadeva hugged Sati, and although his tears were also water, they could not clean Sati's scorched body.

How on earth could he call Sadie back?

He carried her body and walked day after day, year after year. In this dreary, lifeless world, her body brought a series of sufferings and tragedies... Behind him, they followed all the way, and did not step forward to hold him.

"Why didn't you hold him?"

Everything in this world asks Narayan.

"Then why hold him back?"

Narayan asked back.

"Why hold him? Hold him, how to release his pain, his hatred, his love, and all his emotions at this moment?

"Hold him and he won't cry anymore?

"Hold him, and he will throw away the pain?

"No, you can't hold him. If you hold him, he will be forcibly brought back to this world, but after being brought back, his pain still has nowhere to vent...I can't do this."

Narayan denied the problems of all things in this world. He followed Mahadeva and followed him, smoothing out the footprints he had stepped on along the way, and preventing the suffering from being imposed on the earth mother.

The Earth Mother emerged from the center of the earth, and she returned to the center of the earth after paying homage to Narayan.

Narayan continued to follow Mahadeva, following behind him, calming the huge waves he stirred up from the sea, and preventing the pain from hurting mortals.

He walked all the way, all the way to wipe out the traces of what Mahadeva did, until Mahadeva completely forgot himself, Sati, and pain... He forgot everything, just held Satie in his arms. Dee, like an organ that grew on his body, he hugged her corpse and walked all the way.

Mahadeva forgot his identity, he also forgot Sati's death, and he forgot his own strength.

He doesn't remember anything.

Only remembering... He was really in pain, so he sat on the ground and shed tears, letting the tears wash away the dust on his face.

Mahadeva had even forgotten his own name, and he was sitting there trying to get rid of what he was holding but couldn't—in fact, what he wanted to get rid of was his pain, his heart. It was broken, but he couldn't throw it away, he couldn't throw away any of it, he could only sit there holding Sadie's body, his eyes out of focus.

He is already very tired.

He was so tired that he had difficulty even speaking, so he grabbed a handful of sand and threw it back.

Narayan didn't let the sand hit him.

Mahadeva snorted, fell to the ground, and fell asleep instantly.

This sleep is combined with dreams, they are inseparable.So, in this dream, Mahadeva saw the tall and extremely radiant god——

"Why is your form so brilliant... Who are you, who are you, why did you come to me... It is you who have been following me, it is you who have been looking at me, it is you who have never met me ? Tell me, what are you, glorious form, how did you present such a dazzling posture in front of me?"

In the dream, Mahadeva saw the person who had been behind him all the time, and he didn't need to turn his head to see him... The brilliance of this person made his heart tremble, and the heart that seemed to have never felt it was suddenly hit. With a heavy blow, he quickly rushed to the side of this glorious figure, he wanted to get the ability to penetrate the fog in front of him from this glorious person!

However, how did he know that this glorious god in front of him has such a close relationship with him, and their intimacy cannot be explained by intimacy... But how can Mahadeva, who lost Shakti, recall these things? ?

All his memories, Shakti also has.

Now that Shakti has left, even if his memory has not left, it has been hidden because of it.

The glorious god was full of sadness, and Mahadeva, who couldn't keep his memory, couldn't understand his sorrow, so he hurriedly hugged the dazzling god, and said in a panic: "Don't be sad, glorious god, you Your pain is like my pain, I can't let you suffer like this, please don't be sad, please don't be sad, give me all your sorrow and pain, I will die with them..."

"You are dying every day, every moment, every moment... In this case, how much pain do you take away, my Hara?" The radiant god sighed and hugged his shoulder lightly , "This is when you were sleeping, I came to meet you in your dream, and outside, after your body fell into a deep sleep, my body hugged your body and took your pain away ... Mahadeva, you cannot take away my sorrow, but I can feel your pain."

"No! It can't be like this!" He was called Hara, and he was also called Mahadeva, so he deduced that this was his name, but even if he had a name, he could not be a god who brought pain to his beloved. People, so he put his face on his shoulders and rubbed it lightly, "How could you do this to me, my God!

"I can't give you pain, how can I?

"Please don't do this to me! This is a terrible punishment!"

Mahadeva's words came from the heart, and Narayan knew it very well.

Why is it so clear?

Narayan sighed, of course he knew how the words from the heart were produced... When Mahadeva had no memory, he acted with his most instinctive instinct, all actions, all things, Everything comes from his instinct, his heart.

But such a thing... Na Luoyan couldn't help feeling even more heartbroken.

He gently comforted Mahadeva.

In the dream, he could comfort him, but in Maya's illusion world, he couldn't use such comfort to break Mahadeva's heart again...

In Maya's illusion, he could only hold him when he was asleep, and put his arms around Mahadeva tightly, and his cheek was pressed against Mahadeva's forehead, which was so cold, but The bones beneath the skin were burning like fire.

Narayan was heartbroken by this.

He was in great pain.

He couldn't help but be hurt and heartbroken... Such a thing was not unexpected, but... it happened after all, and it couldn't be stopped after all... Whose crime is this?

His pain was so great that his tears could not be taken back, and those tears accumulated into a pearl from his red lotus eyes, which were as beautiful as lotus flowers, until the pearl condensed into reality and flowed from his eye socket Falling down from the sky, rolling into the rolling red dust, falling into the lonely yellow sand... That drop of pearl is so crystal clear, so clear and so moist, it rolls through this dusty world, pressing the dust on the ground. Next, don't dare to make mistakes.

However, when the dust and sand wanted to roll again, the pearl shone brightly, and the water vapor contained in it also began to fall. In an instant, the land chosen by Mahadeva was hit by the strong water vapor to form a puddle——

The puddle was very small at first, but it gradually became bigger, then bigger, bigger...so big that Narayan had to hold Mahadeva and move it back, and the puddle finally stopped and did not change anymore. Big, but the puddle that is no longer getting bigger is finally no longer a puddle... It has changed from a small puddle to a lake.

Turquoise lake.

The color of the sky is reflected in the lake, and it blooms like the color of Yudanbra.

"Who are you...the God of Radiance, why do you really exist?" Mahadeva's voice sounded right next to Narayan's ear. Hedeva.

"Why are you crying?" Mahadeva asked again, "You are real...and you cry, are you crying for me?"

Narayan shook his head and said softly, "Yes, Mahadeva, I cry for you, and I also cry for this world. My tears flow down and fall into this world."

"How can I make you cry for me, my god, my glorious figure, I can't do this...you can't cry for me, it will make me bear the sin..." Mahadeva said, Gently brushing away a drop of tear from Na Luoyan's cheek, but put the tear-stained finger on his forehead.

What he did made Narayan quickly grab his hand and put it on his chest. On his chest, there were traces left by them when they fought back then, so Mahadeva's hand touched that The trace immediately shocked his heart, and so many things rolled into his heart at this moment.

Narayan said softly: "Maha Deva, I shed tears for you. The lake formed by these tears falling in the world of mortals is the testimony of our mutual respect and love."