Siege

Many years later, Xu Jincheng recalled all the things back then, and still couldn't help feeling that Xiaochi had always been soft-hearted and compromised towards him.

Jinchi has so many opportunities to kill him, Xiaochi has a position of resentment, and also has the strength to revenge, Jinchi has prepared to the point where everything is ready and only owes the east wind, but he has repeatedly blocked the east wind footsteps.With Xiaochi's strength, it is not a matter of minutes to punish him.Not to mention other things, just cutting off his financial resources and making him a poor ghost with a lot of debt can make it difficult for him to move forward. It is impossible for him to go to the United States to live a happy life.Or, if Jinchi was really cruel and forced to tie him by his side for the rest of his life, he would not be able to escape.Xu Jincheng knew that Jinchi had always been tolerant towards the Xu family and the old man. He retreated again and again, but he never made a move to end the matter. He left the most cruel situation to himself. In the final analysis, who used it to whom? What about deeper love?

To leave room for others is to leave a way out for oneself, and all kinds of things in the following years have definitely verified this old saying.Good fortune tricks people, and the world is unpredictable. Whether it is Xu Jincheng or Jinchi, you should be grateful that you didn't go all the way, and you didn't do everything. Only in this way can there be room for loopbacks, and you won't be hit by great changes I can't live until all thoughts are lost.

Di Chengye put his hands on Xu Jincheng's shoulders and walked him forward. The park was still a lively park where the child played, but the two of them calmed down, and they didn't have much interest in looking at the scenery.When Xu Jincheng entered the park, he still couldn't help but look back a few times. Di Chengye paid him attention, but he didn't ask any questions, let alone say anything.In fact, he had bought a hot drink a long time ago. Not far away, he watched Xu Jincheng hurriedly cross the street, watched him take off his scarf and wrap it around Xu Jinchi, and saw the short hug, all of them.The state of mind is different from the past. Di Chengye no longer bluffs about worrying about gains and losses, but there must be some unhappiness. He is not a holy father, and he has a strong possessive desire for his lover, which he does not deny.Ke Di looked at Xu Jincheng's unconcealable disappointment, and felt a little sad for him. Some things can't be let go overnight, and Di Chengye can only leave those broken threads to time to cut. He is willing to give his lover respect and space.

Before going to bed at night, Di Chengye went to the bathroom to take a shower. When he came out, he found that Xu Jincheng was missing from the room. There was a note on the table, which said: "Go out to breathe, half an hour, it's nearby, don't look for it." Cheng Ye turned off the light in the room, opened the curtains, and sure enough, he saw Xu Jincheng wandering around the alley where he met Jinchi during the day.

Xu Jincheng really came out to breathe. He has been restless after seeing Jinchi. Although he has asked Anan, everything in Jinchi's domestic business is going smoothly, nothing unusual.When he was surfing the Internet, he checked his account by the way, and it was indeed a huge sum of money that Yueyu remitted, and the string of zeros was simply dazzling.The more peaceful he was, the more uneasy Xu Jincheng became, feeling that something bad would happen.He didn't want to provoke Di Chengye to ask more questions, so he came out while he was taking a bath, his chest was very stuffy, he needed some space of his own.

The unhurried light snow had already covered up the footprints left by people during the day. Xu Jincheng stood under the street lamp and walked back and forth a few times along the alley. The end of the alley was just another ordinary road. There is a small shop that has closed its business, next to the pet hospital and flower shop, all of which are unique city scenes, without the noise of the day at night, accompanied by the white snow scene, it is extraordinarily quiet.Xu Jincheng followed the footsteps of Jinchi in the daytime, and wandered around the alley several times. In fact, it was only a short distance, 50 meters or 60 meters?He kept walking, but the more he walked, the more irritable he became. He wanted to block the sudden hole in his heart with fast moving steps, but the more he tried to grab something, the more empty he felt, lost and at a loss.

In fact, he also misses Xu Jinchi, and misses him as a relative. The world is so big, and he only has such a younger brother. Even if there is no blood relationship, the love of more than 20 years will not be wiped out in an instant. He hated Jinchi. Some of his practices have even reached the point of loathing and resentment, but he still occasionally wonders whether Jinchi has a good rest, whether he has enough food and clothing, whether he has stayed up late, and whether he has encountered difficult things that are difficult to deal with.It was really a habit and instinct deeply rooted in his bones. Xu Jincheng sadly found that those concerns were too stubborn for him to overcome, and he subconsciously didn't even want to overcome them.

Xu Jincheng walked back and forth in the snow like a lunatic, turning around and around, and turned out of his own siege, turning so dizzy and dizzy, finally, he stopped under the street lamp , looking up at the beautiful appearance of the lights reflecting on the flying snowflakes.He sighed, finally figured it out, no matter how much he and Jinchi thought, talked and walked, it can be summed up in five words: we can't go back to the past.

Jinchi will have his own life trajectory, he will also have his own new life, each will meet new people around him, and will walk with his own person, just like he already has Xiaodi by his side, Jinchi Sooner or later, there will be others to accompany you.In this life, no matter how few they are, they are really brothers in the past, and no matter how many they are, they are just relatives in the future.Between them, there are some bloody debts, hurdles that cannot be passed, and there will be no past.

Some loss and pain slowly fermented and swelled after leaving. Xu Jincheng looked at the empty alley again, couldn't hold back, and still shed tears.

This was the first time he had formally bid farewell to Jin Chi.Alone, bid farewell to the person whom he loved so much for half his life, it had nothing to do with resentment, hate, or love, he just told Xiaochi in his heart: You also have to live well.

Xu Jincheng said half an hour, that's half an hour, no more, no less. When he returned to the room, except for the redness and swelling around his eyes that couldn't be concealed, his expression was indifferent and calm.

Di Chengye only wore a bath towel, walked around Xu Jincheng, grinned, and said, "Where did you go? I heard it, didn't you go to steal the fish?" He said, and he licked the waist of Xu Jincheng's trousers , lifted the edge of Xu Jincheng's underwear maliciously, and muttered, "Have you received a tip? I'll check."

Xu Jincheng's nose was still a bit stuffed, so he slapped Di Chengye hard on the back of his hand. He was going to the bathroom to take a hot bath. When he went in, he found that Di had already put the water in advance. The time was just right, and the water temperature was moderate. Xu Jincheng Glancing back at him, this man looked careless, but his thoughts were actually very meticulous, and it was hard for him to pretend to be confused,

Xu Jincheng was silently praising his little Di in his heart, when he saw Di ripping off his bath towel from his crotch, slipping away without shame, making dishonest hands and feet three or two times. Maybe Jincheng took off his clothes and hugged him They entered the bath together, hugged Xu Jincheng from behind, and made people lie on his chest.

Xu Jincheng's hands and feet that were freezing cold quickly warmed up, he thought to himself, this is really warm.

Di Chengye hugged Xu Jincheng, and only by leaning against his chest could he feel at ease, nothing else, after all, it was already a passing cloud, gonewithwind.Di Chengye thought that he would give Xu Jincheng enough sunshine to make him live a brighter life.