My past life was a fan of all men

He stuck the phone to his cheek, trembling all over to listen to the last message...

The same sentence is always recalled in the cochlea:

"Grandma has passed away."

These few words sounded like an understatement, and they didn't seem to be shocking at all, but they made Sun Ran feel desolate.What he missed that night was not only the last parting with his grandma. His tearful eyes told us that he could never find the old childlike fun again, and went to buy a candy and peeled it open to feed his grandma.

Outside the dormitory and inside the military academy, thick black clouds weighed on top of the top, a gust of wind blew from the hills, and the heavy rain poured down "crash la la la", like Sun Ran's tears before he had time to cry.

"Xiao Ran, what's the matter?" Mo Lang stepped up to Sun Ran's bed and sat down, stretching out his hand to caress his back gently from top to bottom.

"Grandma...Grandma..." Sun Ran choked up and muttered.

He stretched out his hand to push away Mo Lang's hand on his back, he was helpless, his eyes were empty and lost in the vast ocean, in an instant, he stood up abruptly, and rushed out of the dormitory like a gust of wind.

Mo Lang hurriedly followed.

Sun Ran rushed into the heavy rain, his clean short hair was suddenly wet, and his whole body, from the collar to the bottom of his trousers, was soaked. The heavy rain hit Sun Ran's fair and immature face in the wind, and his eyes burned. , the facial expression was distorted into a twisted pattern, it was not that the tears were invisible, but the tears turned into the autumn rain that fell deeply on the hills that night, adding to the river's overflowing embankment.

"Xiao Ran, Xiao Ran..."

Mo Lang screamed more and more urgently, but Sun Ran buried his head in the rainy night, and the only thing echoing in his ears was the sound of the pattering raindrops that night, it was the warm smile on his grandma's kind face that said to him: "Grandma stared at Ran." Ran to buy candy for grandma..."

"Stop, I, as a master, order you to stop!"

This is the first time that Mo Lang has issued an order to Sun Ran as a master. He walked quickly, and the place where his feet passed was splashed with cold and crystal raindrops. Standing still under the light.

Mo Lang approached the big iron gate with yellow lights, and comforted Sun Ran on the slope at the gate of the military academy, "I know you are suffering now, but the dead are dead..."

Sun Ran turned his head when he heard "the dead are gone". In the night, his eyes, bright as moonlight, looked at Mo Lang without blinking. After 3 seconds, his heart convulsed and ached again and flew like arrows. Interrupted, the soothing emotion just came to his mind again, he twisted the muscles of his face, pulled his legs out and continued to run.

Mo Lang quickened his pace to catch up with him, stretched out his slender right hand to grab his arm, and said in a hasty voice, "It's late at night, where are you going? It's dark outside and it's still raining."

Sun Ran slightly raised his tear-filled, red eyes, glanced at Mo Lang, lifted his Adam's apple emotionally, and said in a trembling voice, "I'm going to buy candy..."

When Mo Lang heard Sun Ran's words, tears welled up in Mo Tan's clear eyes, his water-colored eyes slipped away, and he stretched out his hands to clasp Sun Ran's shoulders, thinking of saying some comforting words , was blocked by Sun Ran as soon as he opened his mouth.

Sun Ran raised his trembling hand slightly, grabbed Mo Lang's wrist, his eyes flickered as if they had been polished by soapy water, and he said with a wry smile, "Master, I want to buy it." Candy, my grandma likes the lollipop that Ranran bought her the most."

Mo Lang looked at Sun Ran who was already crying. He had thousands of thoughts in his heart that he wanted to hold him in his arms. He knew that Sun Ran's heart was frozen at this moment.

He wanted to give Sun Ran a little warmth. In this merciless rainy day, the pattering rain is no different from the past, but it always makes the heart of the green onion sour.

This child, his heart is crystal clear like a crystal stone... At this moment, Sun Ran, who is crying and red-eyed, is like a lost lamb, stumbled and injured in the grassland, but can't find the way home , helpless, his world is dark, without any light.

Mo Lang stretched out his arms and held Sun Ran tightly in his arms, warming up, "Master will go buy lollipops with you, don't cry, Master will go buy lollipops with you."

Mo Lang reached into his trouser pocket and took out his mobile phone, wanting to call Tan Cheng and ask Tan Cheng to drive them to buy lollipops in a car.

Sun Ran reached out to stop him, "Master, let's go now."

"Wait a minute, I'll call Tan Cheng and ask him to drive us to the city."

Sun Ran stretched out his hand to grab Mo Lang's hand, and his tiny veins protruded, "Let's go now, I don't want... I don't want the instructor to be with us..."

At first, Sun Ran's eyes were empty and he had no opinion, but now his eyes were bright. He glanced around and found a traffic police motorcycle parked outside the security booth of the military academy. run away.

Mo Lang sat cross-legged on the motorcycle, and Sun Ran sat behind Mo Lang, reaching out to hug his psoas.

"Boom boom boom..." The motorcycle disappeared into the rain curtain, leaving only a white smoke.

"You bastards, you even dare to steal a police car, don't die!" A big man in a traffic police uniform heard the sound of a motorcycle, ran out from the grass beside him, and staggered forward a few steps.

"Damn it, the car was stolen as soon as I went to get off, and it was said to be outside the military academy!" He returned to the station dumbfounded and glanced at the big words "A Cheng Warrior Military Academy" at the gate of the military academy.

Mo Lang was driving a motorcycle, and the headlights of the motorcycle were shining a beam of light, illuminating a concrete road sandwiched between the fragrant rice fields on both sides of the wind and rain.

The cold autumn rain washed their faces, and Sun Ran hugged Mo Lang's waist tightly. In the dark night, the yellowed street lamps blurred the two figures who were drifting away.

Riding a motorcycle through the rainy night of lightning and thunder, I rushed all the way to a store in the community. After searching for a long time, Sun Ran finally found the brand of lollipops that my grandma bought for me when I was a child. Grandma likes to eat strawberry flavored ones. , He casually picked up two packs of strawberry-flavored lollipops and ran to the store owner.

"Boss, do you still have lollipops with this flavor?"

"There should be two packs in the warehouse, but why do you buy so many by yourself?"

Standing aside, Mo Lang looked at Sun Ran who was holding two big bags of lollipops in his hands, pretending to be calm, fearing that a question from the shop owner would make him burst into tears again, he hurriedly stretched out his hand to hold Sun Ran's hands were held tightly with both hands, and there was a heat flowing from Mo Lang's palm to Sun Ran's heart.

"Does the boss have it? We will buy as much as you have." This is probably the most stupid and thoughtless sentence Mo Lang has said in the past thousand years.

Both of them held two big bags of strawberry-flavored lollipops in their arms. When they arrived outside the community, they turned around and exchanged for a taxi, and both of them rushed to the third-class hospital in City A.

After driving for more than two hours, they finally arrived at the hospital. The two rushed into the hospital with two packs of lollipops in their hands in the heavy rain. At the end of the corridor, I finally came to the ward that my elder brother said on the phone.

"Da da da..." There was a scuffing sound of flip flops stepping on the floor tiles.

Sun Ran ran straight to the ward, and when he turned the corner, he saw his elder brother standing in front of the dimly lit ward with his head bowed.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Sun Lei raised his tearful eyes slightly, and watched Sun Ran run towards him.

He clenched his fist in his right hand, and the tiny blue veins on his white wrist protruded out one by one. He frowned tightly, and punched Sun Ran, who was rushing towards him, hard in the face, twice.

Blood was dripping from the corner of Sun Ran's mouth, and the two packs of lollipops he was holding in his arms flew out of thin air, fell to the floor, and scattered all over the floor.

Sun Lei reached out and grabbed Sun Ran by the collar, lifted him up slightly, and said with a ferocious face, "Why didn't you answer the phone? Grandma has already left. Before he left, he kept calling your name. Why didn't you answer the phone?" .”

Sun Ran, who was beaten down and fell among the lollipops all over the floor, burst into tears in an instant. He reached out to touch the tears from the corners of his eyes, but his sobs became more and more choked.

"I... I didn't hear..."

Sun Lei raised one corner of his mouth, and smiled extremely coldly, "Grandma has always loved you the most. I never thought that she would never see you even if she wanted to see you again."

These words were like piercing a bone-chilling sharp knife into Sun Ran's heart. He was in so much pain that he almost lost consciousness.

"Brother, forget it, grandma has already left, no matter how much you blame third brother, this is a fact that cannot be changed." Sun Ren who was on the side walked over and grabbed Sun Lei's fist that was about to hit him.

Mo Lang took a few steps forward, wanted to help Sun Ran whose heart was broken all over the ground, and got up from the floor. He casually glanced at his brother Sun Lei out of the corner of his eyes, and was also stunned.

In an instant, the time around seemed to have dropped to absolute zero and froze, and his heart was beating non-stop.It was as clear as water, and only a ray of light was projected from the pupils filled with starlight, falling on Sun Lei's fair face.

Under the incandescent light, his face was as bright as white ivory, with sword-like eyebrows like green mountains and peaks, his eyes were as clear as two pools of autumn water, and his nose was very high and straight. The thin lips that evoke a heart-wrenching arc make people fall in love at first sight and feel elated.

The two looked at each other, and the surrounding air seemed to be stagnant and suffocating.

It is pitch black and silverless, and there seems to be only two beams of light in the world where you can't see your fingers. They shine vertically from the top of their heads, and the two of them look at each other. For a moment, the flint and lightning, the thunder and thunder, solidify into an eternal picture of the reunion in ten thousand years .

Mo Lang stared wide-eyed into the deep mire, looking through the autumn water, looking at Wannian.

is it you?my sweetheart.

It's you, it must be you, those eyebrows, those delicate and deep facial features, even those burning lips seem to have just kissed you affectionately, and there is still the saliva and friction on my lips.

"Pfft puff..."

In my heart, there are tens of thousands of mature male sika deer passing by in a hurricane, jumping and scurrying around without hitting their heads, the sky is dark, the sky is dark, and the sky is old, and they will never give up.