After death, the white moonlight became the mortal enemy

Qin Ming had no idea of ​​a father before the age of four, and only had her mother in her memory.

One day, my uncle came to visit their mother and son, stayed for a day and then left.Afterwards, another tall man came to the house, but he never left.

Qin Ming also thought that he was some uncle of his. He was very afraid of that man, especially his eyes. His black pupils were full of alienation and indifference. When he looked at him, it was as if he was looking at some "gadget". , which made Qin Ming very uncomfortable.

He grabbed his mother's hand and quietly asked her when this uncle would leave.

His mother froze for a moment, and then told him that this was not his uncle, but his father.

For the first time in his life, he had an impression of the concept of "father". It turned out that his father would not leave like outsiders, but would live with them.

But he still felt awkward, and every day he hoped that his father would leave early, as long as he and his mother were at home.

Fortunately, within a few days, my father and mother quarreled, and my father was so angry that he slammed the door and left.

Before leaving, Dad looked back at him, his eyebrows furrowed deeply.

He was so frightened that he hid behind the sofa, only showing a pair of eyes to look at people.In the end, Dad only lowered his eyes, turned his head and left without saying a word.

The sound of the engine outside the yard and the cry in the room sounded at the same time.

Qin Ming went to knock on the door and called for his mother, but he never got a response from his mother, so he sat on the floor and waited.Later, I fell asleep in a daze, and heard the sound of my mother opening the door hastily.

She hugged him, and kept saying things like that he couldn't be found, that he couldn't be found.He didn't understand what happened, but he just hugged his mother tightly, afraid that she would abandon him.

The mother who said she would never leave him ended up leaving him forever.

The gunshots that day seemed to pass by his ears, shaking his ears rumbling, and he was deaf for a moment, unable to hear the screams and collapses around him, and stood numbly in place.

……

Even after many years, he is still afraid of this violent sound similar to an explosion.

As long as he heard this sound, he would think of the bloody, terrifying and hideous picture.The overwhelming smell of blood made him suffocate in despair, and all the tears in his life seemed to be shed at that moment.

He has not yet understood what the meaning of life is, but he has already experienced the pain of death.

The adults kept their mouths shut and didn't tell him anything, but as he grew older, he still knew the story between Qin Yi and his mother.

Qin Yi didn't love his mother, and married her because he needed her kidney to save the one he really loved.The mother discovered the secret only after she was pregnant, and she quietly escaped from Qin Yi, but was eventually captured by Qin Yi.

Not long after he was born, Qin Yi used him to threaten his mother and force her to stay.After donating a kidney, Qin Yi may be out of guilt and would visit him and his mother from time to time, but they broke up unhappy every time.

Later, the woman Tan Yi loved pressed his mother hard, but Qin Yi defended that woman again and again, and finally drove his mother crazy and chose to commit suicide to end everything.

The funny thing is, after she died, Qin Yi suddenly found out that he had already fallen in love with her.As if he couldn't accept her death, he vented all his anger on his Bai Yueguang and sent Bai Yueguang to prison.His spirit was getting worse day by day, and finally he went crazy and disappeared.

Old man Tan once told him that there is no absolute right or wrong between parents, and as a child, he should understand Qin Yi more, but he couldn't agree.

When I was studying in the UK, I saw a psychiatrist. The doctor said that mental illness can also be inherited.

It happened at that time that my aunt stabbed my uncle to death. At that time, my aunt pointed at old man Qin hysterically and scolded the Tan family angrily, as if to curse the Tan family. She finally turned around to look at him and scolded him as a pervert.

He suddenly believed that this kind of paranoid, insane or even abnormal gene could really be inherited.Occasionally, he would have dark thoughts, thinking of dying with the Tan family and this world.

He looked at the bustling crowd, not understanding the meaning of life.

Life is so exhausting, numb and boring, where is the direction to stick to?

He can't feel sunshine, can't feel happiness, just breathing in this world has made him extremely painful.The Qin family seemed to sense his problem and had been showing him a psychiatrist, but to no avail.

They treated him like a child, chatted with him, tried to make him happy, and wanted to open his heart, but they didn't know that it was not his heart that was locked, but that his heart was originally a spinosa plant in a dark corner. .

He always thought that the end result of this spinosa plant would be to decay slowly in a humid environment and turn into a pile of dirt, until he met Xia Chen.

It was the first time he saw Xia Chen on campus. The green fence in his field of vision was cut into countless small squares. The young man in blue and white sportswear was particularly conspicuous among a group of people, with his slender limbs, flexible movements and facial expression. A cheerful smile on the face.

He never knew that someone could laugh so happily, he was even a little heartless, he couldn't control his eyes and stared at Xia Chen, and after seeing Xia Chen winning the basketball game, he blinked in Song Yu's direction.

And Song Yu happened to be standing right in front of him, so for a moment, he thought Xia Chen was blinking at him, and his heart stopped for a moment.

Xia Chen hugged the basketball, pulled the black hairband on his forehead, and walked out of the playground while talking to Song Yu.Fragments of sunlight flowed under his eyes, moistening his eyes like black ink. When looking at others, there was warmth and softness in his eyes, which inexplicably stabilized people's emotions.

Qin Ming took note of this young and handsome face, and then she always subconsciously paid attention to Xia Chen's every move after transferring to another class.

Love can easily breed when one person pays too much attention to another person.

When he was studying abroad, he knew what g·a·y was in elementary school, and he had already seen scenes of young boys getting together in pairs, so he didn't feel ashamed when he found out that he liked boys, but he didn't feel ashamed. What I thought was that the person I like would be Xia Chen.

Thinking about it later, with my personality, the only person who can attract him is someone like Xia Chen.Although he looks carefree, he can always take care of the emotions of everyone in the class. Even if he is just a "little person" in the world, his shining points cannot be ignored.

Because they are different, two different magnets can attract each other.

When he was ridiculed because of his pronunciation, it was Xia Chen who carelessly rescued him.When he was misunderstood as a "hearted man", it was Xia Chen who asked the girl at the front desk to apologize to him after understanding the situation.When he was fainted by the sound of firecrackers, it was Xia Chen who carried him to the infirmary...

Xia Chen's seemingly insignificant actions are the only actions that can make him feel that the world still has meaning.

The doctor once said that he was like a sponge, which could only absorb water, but not sunlight.But after meeting Xia Chen, the sunlight can pass through every gap in the sponge, drying all the water.

After the college entrance examination, the Qin family planned to let him study in the UK, given that he had lived in the UK for many years, but because he wanted to stay in the same place with Xia Chen, he gave up studying abroad and went to F University.

The reason why he entered the finance department was also because he heard that Xia Chen wanted to study finance at F University, but he didn't expect Xia Chen to change to study e-commerce later, because Song Yu's favorite major was e-commerce.

Thinking about it now, he should be glad that he didn't choose a college with Xia Chen, otherwise he would continue to "press" Xia Chen, which would only make Xia Chen hate him even more.

When graduating from university, everyone had to go their separate ways. He thought that it would not be so easy to look at Xia Chen in the future, and he might even never see Xia Chen, and his emotions fell uncontrollably.

Even though Xia Chen hates him very much, he is very satisfied to see Xia Chen once in a while.

Lu Yu came to the school to pick him up. He was sitting in the back seat of the car. When he was upset, he saw Xia Chen holding the doll's head in one hand and fanning himself with the other.

Probably because the weather was too hot, Xia Chen frowned slightly, with a hint of "life without love" in his eyes.The children walked towards Xia Chen curiously, holding Xia Chen's arms and thighs, rua the fluffy hair on Xia Chen's body.

The lovelessness in Xia Chen's eyes disappeared instantly, he lowered his head, and gently stroked the heads of the children.

Qin Ming inexplicably envied those children at that moment, he also wanted to hug Xia Chen, and also wanted to be patted on the head by Xia Chen.He saw a bear distributing leaflets across the street, and his eyes froze suddenly.

The next day, he bribed the brown bear to distribute leaflets for him.

"Learn about fitness swimming..."

He yelled for a long time, but no one paid any attention to him. Instead, he heard someone complaining about the lack of energy and blood to distribute the leaflets, and his voice was not loud.

His face was full of black lines, and he didn't dare to shout too loudly because he was afraid of being heard by Xia Chen on the opposite street.

When the sun was shining at noon, Xia Chen sat on the stone pier and shook his fan, his lips were a little dry, and he seemed to be in a bad condition.He immediately handed the happy water that he had prepared to Xia Chen.

He knew that Xia Chen liked to drink happy water. He used to drink a few mouthfuls of happy water every time he finished playing.

After Xia Chen saw the drink in his hand, his eyes lit up instantly. At that moment, he was like a puppy who got his favorite toy, his eyes were black and bright, and he unconsciously licked his lips.

Tan Ming's breathing stopped suddenly, and his eyes gradually deepened. Fortunately, at this moment, the strange expression on his face was covered by a doll costume.He dressed up as a brown bear, as if putting on a shell, so he had enough courage in his mind to sit beside Xia Chen.

On the last day of the "part-time job", he hugged Xia Chen.

This may be the most peaceful and intimate scene of their life, and it may also be the last time they meet.

Many years later, he never thought that he and Xia Chen would be together, share the same bed, and become the most familiar people in the world.And that doll costume was also picked up by Xia Chen.

That day he was discussing matters with a clothing client, and received a text message from Xia Chen, saying that he was going to surprise him and play the temptation of uniforms at night.

He had a calm face, but when chatting with customers, he talked about the quality of the uniforms and the specifications of the uniforms. In the end, the assistant couldn't help reminding him that although the other party was a clothing customer, they made down jackets, not uniforms.

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He ended the negotiation with a red face, and the moment before he went back and pushed open the bedroom door, he still had all kinds of beautiful pictures in his head. When he opened the door, he saw a fluffy white polar bear standing on the big bed.

Seeing him appear, the polar bear yelled at his chest, jumped out of the bed, pointed to another set of brown doll clothes on the bed, and excitedly told him to put it on quickly.

He withered instantly.

But that day, he still wore a brown bear doll costume and kissed a white polar bear.

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