It's all about love letters

"Little Susu!" Fu Yun was astonished, he never thought that these words would be said by Su Ci.

Cold-blooded and ruthless.

Su Ci's lips were pursed into a straight line, and he stared straight into Fu Yun's eyes without saying a word.

Fu Yun looked at him, and what he saw in Su Ci's eyes was calmness, so calm that there was no emotion at all.

The two looked at each other for a full ten seconds, and Su Ci lowered his eyes, covering up the panic and loss in his eyes: "I...I know!"

Fu Yun frowned, what did Su Ci know?

Su Ci smiled, turned and left!

Fu Yun wanted to catch up, but was overwhelmed by the rushing crowd.

He watched Su Ci's back disappear into the crowd.

"Su Ci!"

Su Ci walked towards the teaching building without looking back.

Fu Yun stood there, not knowing what to do!

Su Ci stepped up the stairs, the smile on his face gradually disappeared.

Teaching building No. 7 is connected to teaching building No. 8. Su Ci walked through teaching building No. 7 step by step and stepped on the stairs of teaching building No. 8.

On the 15th floor, Su Ci closed his eyes. He was so exhausted to climb up that he could only take the elevator.

After pressing the 13th floor, Su Ci was thinking about his words, suffering every second.

After all, he and Fu Yun are people in two worlds. Fu Yun values ​​everyone's life, but he doesn't care about anyone's life.

He can choose to leave, once he leaves, he will lose Fu Yun.

He doesn't value life, but Fu Yun.

He couldn't let Fu Yun down on him!

No!

"Ding--"

Su resigned from the elevator and took the safe passage to the rooftop.

It is very windy in October and the roof is very empty.

"Zhang Qian!" Su Ci's voice was trembling. He had never been to such a high place before, and he never knew that he was afraid of heights.

The empty rooftop made him feel very insecure, feeling like he might fall at any time.

Zhang Qian's back stiffened, and she turned her head in shock.

"Su Ci!"

"Zhang Qian, you don't really want to jump off the building!"

"You did all this just to rebel, to rebel against your current life!"

There are still tears on Zhang Qian's face, she looks so pitiful!

"So what? If I don't do this, they will never know my pain, and they will just scold me and beat me! You think everyone is as good as you, even if you don't work hard, you can still be the first in the school. You pretend to be lofty, you think you are great, how can you understand my mood!"

"Your mood, what mood are you in? What kind of mood can you have? You are just escaping. You are not even afraid of death, afraid of the college entrance examination?"

"Why should I understand your mood? Why should they understand your mood? No one in this world will care about your mood. People are born as individuals. Everyone has their own world. Why should they understand you?"

"You want to jump off the building, yes, have you ever thought about the scene of jumping off?"

"There will be a feeling of weightlessness at the moment of jumping, and the falling speed will become faster and faster. In the process, you may be afraid and regret it, but it will not help. You can only watch your head fall to the ground. There's a 'bang' on the floor, and your head turns into a puddle of bean curd mixed with ketchup."

Zhang Qian retched while leaning on the fence. She imagined that scene and felt nauseous.

"Your pretty face will also disappear. Jumping off a building is a very stupid thing." Su Ci paused, why did he feel like he was talking about himself?

"Your parents are here. Look at their faces. What expressions are there?" Su Ci was far away from the edge of the roof, and the people downstairs couldn't see him. They could only see Zhang Qian turning around suddenly and retching suddenly.

At such a high distance, Zhang Qian couldn't see her parents' expressions clearly, nor could she hear her parents' voices.

"It seems that your parents still understand you. They know that you are forcing them to give up the almost harsh discipline on you."

Zhang Qian clenched her hands slowly, "What do you know? You are arrogant, you don't understand how painful I am every day. You can easily get what you want. But I can't, no matter how hard I try, No matter how hard you try, you can't meet their requirements, and you can't satisfy them!"

"I live in this home, and I feel like I am a tool, a machine! It's always turning, turning, just learning, learning, learning. Su Ci, you don't understand anything, what are you talking about standing here Sarcasm?

You are also the culprit. If it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you getting so high in the exam every time, how could they say that I didn't study hard, it's all because of you! Zhang Qian yelled hysterically the last sentence, as if she wanted to vent all her anger, grievance, and unwillingness on Su Ci.

Her voice was carried by the wind to the ears of everyone downstairs, Fu Yun suddenly raised her head and looked at the highest place!

Su Ci was not affected in the slightest by her anger, he just looked at Zhang Qian calmly: "Since I am the culprit, then you defeat me, I will always be here waiting for you, waiting for the day you defeat me. "

"Standing here is tantamount to compromising to your opponent. Come down, go back and work hard, and you can also stand at my height. No one is born with it. You study hard, but you can't learn. Your study is not good. Efficiency, even if you don’t sleep for 24 hours, you will only get this result. Only when you master the correct learning method will you improve your learning efficiency. Give yourself a buffer time to adjust.”

"I want to too, but they won't give me buffer time, they just think I'm wasting time, I'm playing."

"I'll talk to your parents."

After speaking, Su Ci left the rooftop.

Zhang Qian stood alone on the roof and hesitated for a long while, and then got off the roof. She didn't want to die, she just couldn't stand the pressure her parents put on her.

When Zhang Qian went back, Su Ci had disappeared, and her parents were standing in the crowd, their expressions were not very good-looking.

Zhang Qian didn't dare to look at them, she lowered her head and stood aside.

The class teacher walked over and rubbed Zhang Qian's hair: "It's okay, your parents won't blame you anymore, and if you have any problems, tell the teacher in time, don't hold back, and communicate with your parents if you have any ideas, you know?" ?”

Zhang Qian's mother hesitated to speak, but was stopped by the teaching director next to her: "Don't be impulsive, Zhang Qian's grades are around [-] in the school, and there is no problem in going to a university. Don't put too much pressure on the child, just now Su Ci What the classmate said is correct, things must be reversed at the extreme, so give children some space appropriately."

"Zhang Qian, go home."

Zhang Qian's psychological tension was loosened, and she fainted after taking two steps.

"Zhang Qian." Fortunately, the class teacher was close and hugged her in time.

Zhang Qian's parents were also frightened, their faces were pale!

"Don't be cruel to the child when you go back." The dean persuaded.

"I know teacher, thank you teacher!"

Zhang Qian's mother cried and hugged Zhang Qian. At this moment, she realized that her daughter was very light and frightening.

She never cared about her daughter's body before, but put all her energy on her daughter's study.

Su Ci's words were still lingering in her ears, "Not everyone is suitable for studying. She has already worked very hard. You will only lose her if you do this. Things will turn against you. You should care more about her life and her hobbies than her. score."

She still remembers the look in the boy's eyes when he said this, it was longing but filled with endless indifference.

He is obviously No.1 in the whole school, but he doesn't seem to be happy!

He said, "People's hearts are unsatisfied. Once you get this, you will want the next one."

He spoke as if he had experienced it himself.

Again, this sentence sent her into self-reflection.

She remembered that Zhang Qian's grades were not good when she was a child, and she didn't want to go to every parent meeting. She began to strictly demand Zhang Qian to improve by [-] points every time she took the exam.

When she went to middle school, her requirements were even stricter, and she was required to be admitted to the High School Affiliated to Xida University.

During that time, Zhang Qian was doing math problems while eating, endorsing memorandum, day and night, and dreaming.

"I'm sorry Qianqian, it's all mother's fault!"

Su Ci hid in the corner, and saw this scene with envy. There may be unfortunate times in this world, but the dawn will eventually come.

Everyone present breathed a sigh of relief, and some people started looking for Su Ci, but no one saw him.

"Susu." Fu Yun's voice sounded from behind, and Su Ci's back stiffened. Just now he knew that he had acted too coldly.

He didn't know what Fu Yun should think of him, he didn't dare to face Fu Yun.

"Little Susu, you..."

"I'm sorry, Tangtang!" Su Ci turned his back to Fu Yun, staring at the ground, "I'm sorry."

"Su Ci!"

"What are you apologizing for? You're right again!"

Su Ci held his breath in his heart, he wanted to confess, he wanted to tell Fu Yun that the him just now was the real him!

He doesn't want to save anyone at all, and he doesn't want to help others. He doesn't want to be a kind person, that's just a mask for him to live in the world.

That's just to make himself look less out of place with this world, and he just wants to blend into this world, and doesn't want to be excluded by this world.

"Tangtang, if one day you find out that I am not me, will you still treat me so well?"

"You are not you, who else are you?" Fu Yun didn't know what Su Ci would say again!

Su Ci kicked the pebbles by his feet, "People live in this world with more or less masks. It's just how much! If one day you find that I am not the me you know, will you hate me? ?”

"Su Ci, you are you, no matter what kind of you you are, you are the Su Ci I know, my teacher Xiao Su, and my little Su Su."

"Susu, can you turn around!"

Su Ci stood still, kicking small stones restlessly with his toes, from his left foot to his right foot, and from his right foot to his left foot.

There was no sound from behind.

Su Ci turned around, wanting to see if Fu Yun left quietly.

As soon as he turned around, he fell into a familiar embrace.

Su Ci was stunned for a moment.

"Su Ci, you don't have to change yourself for me, make things difficult for yourself, I wasn't angry just now, nor did I hate you, I just love you."

Fu Yun hugged Su Ci and hugged him hard.

"You have your life, I have mine, I don't know what your life is like, if you don't want to talk, I won't ask. I will wait, wait until the day you want to talk, wait until you think I can be The day of the listener.

But Su Ci, if you are sad or unhappy, can you not hide it, at least you don’t have to hide it in front of me, you can try to be yourself without wearing any mask. "

"No matter what kind of you you are, I will never leave. As long as you are willing to turn around, I will wait for you where you are. Just like now, as long as you turn around, I will be there."

"Okay." Su Ci buried in Fu Yun's chest, breathing hard, "Tangtang, I'm afraid!"

Fu Yun: "Don't be afraid, I'm here!"

"I'm afraid of heights. I just found out that I'm afraid of heights! Standing on the roof, I feel like I'm going to fall anytime."

Fu Yun hugged her even tighter.

"Why go up?"

Su Ci: "I thought you would think I was cold-blooded and heartless."

"I did think so at first." Fu Yun regretted, "But when I saw your eyes, I didn't have such thoughts anymore!"

Su Ci's eyes were extremely empty at that time, he didn't know what Su Ci was thinking at that time.

"Can you tell me, what were you thinking when you saw Zhang Qian about to jump off the building?"

Su Ci bit his lower lip and remained silent.

He couldn't say what he thought.

Whenever he saw someone wanting to commit suicide, a voice would appear in his mind, a voice that made him want to jump down with the other person.

The voice kept echoing in his mind, "Living is too tiring, why do you want to live, as long as you jump off, you will be free!"

"Okay, since you don't want to say it, then don't say it!" Fu Yun sent Su Ci away, and took out a mint-flavored candy from his pocket, "Do you want to eat it?"

Su Ci nodded.

Fu Yun peeled off the candy wrapper and fed it into Su Ci's mouth, "How is it? Do you feel better?"

"Ah."

"Little Susu, can't you be more sincere?" Fu Yun smiled helplessly, "How can I get comfortable so soon!"

"No." Su Ci ate candy in his mouth, and spoke vaguely, "I'm really much more comfortable!"

"Well, it seems that I am more effective than sugar! Next time if you feel uncomfortable or scared, come to me and I will hold you!" Fu Yun patted his chest, and the small calculation in his heart crackled.

"Thank you Tangtang!"

Fu Yun's heart is about to melt, Su Ci is really a good wife!

I really want to take it home and hide it!

[The author has something to say: Hey, I didn't expect it, I actually updated it! 】