It's all about love letters

The High School Affiliated to Xida University requires classes on Saturdays, but there is no need for evening self-study.

As soon as the school bell rang, Zhang Xingyu rushed out with his schoolbag on his back, regardless of the teacher who hadn't left yet, "Ah, it's the holiday! It's the holiday! You can finally go home!"

The English teacher glared at Zhang Xingyu's back fiercely, "Where is the monitor! Write down the name for me, and tell your class teacher on Monday, it's the wrong way!"

The monitor, He Yi, ruthlessly took out a small notebook and wrote down a sum for Zhang Xingyu.

Su Ci slowly cleaned up the desk, and finally heard the English teacher say "get out of class is over" after finishing the last book.

The voice was like a switch. As soon as the voice fell, only Su Ci, He Yi and the English teacher were left in the classroom.

The three looked at each other, Su Ci lowered his head and zipped up his schoolbag, got up, and bowed to the English teacher, "Goodbye, teacher."

The ugly face of the English teacher improved a little, "Goodbye, be careful on the road."

When Su Ci left the classroom, he happened to meet Fu Yun who had just left the classroom. With his head down, he was arranging his school uniform with one hand, and holding an exquisite gift box in his left hand.

As soon as Fu Yun raised his head, he met Fu Yun's clean eyebrows, "Together?"

Su Ci nodded. In his perception, going out of school together is very common. Anyway, there are many students who don't know him walking out of school together.

"Thank you for helping me sort out the exercises, it's very helpful to me." Fu Yun had nothing to say, and quietly shortened the distance between him and Su Ci.

At this time, the two of them stood shoulder to shoulder, stepping on the stairs together, with the same pace, as if they had discussed it, and they had a tacit understanding.

Su Ci frowned slightly, and smiled softly, "You're welcome, I hope I can help you, I wish you success in the monthly exam next week, and a good grade in the exam!"

"Hmm... Then Su Ci Xueba, can you shake my hand and let me get a taste of the fairy spirit of Xueba?" Fu Yun stretched out his right hand, premeditating his own little abacus.

The pure Su Ci really thought that Fu Yun believed in metaphysics, and explained solemnly: "There is no such thing as a top student in this world, they just work harder than others, so don't call me a top student, I don't have any fairy spirit for you."

When Su Ci spoke, he looked straight ahead, speaking firmly and sincerely.

The corners of Fu Yun's mouth twitched. Sure enough, the white moonlight could only be admired from a distance, but the closer it turned into the black moonlight.

What kind of bad thoughts could he have?

He just wanted to find a reason to touch Bai Yueguang's little hand.

From the corner of Su Ci's eyes, he caught a glimpse of Fu Yun shaking his palm in embarrassment, wanting to withdraw his hand when he didn't notice.

Su Ci pursed his lips, and held Fu Yun's hand when he withdrew it.

Fu Yun's palms are big and warm, and the palms are a bit rough, which should be worn out by years of sports and playing.

Su Ci paused briefly for three seconds, "Come on!"

As soon as the voice fell, he withdrew his hand.

Immortal energy is definitely impossible, but encouragement can still be given.

Fu Yun's eyes stared straight at his palm, a little dreamy, just now he shook hands with Su Ci!

Su Ci shook hands with him!

It was Su Ci who took the initiative to shake hands!

Fireworks exploded in Fu Yun's mind!

Billbillbill - ringing non-stop!

"Why don't you leave? Do you have anything else to do?"

Su Ci looked at Fu Yun suspiciously, not understanding what was wrong with this man.

Fu Yun suddenly woke up, and shook his head quickly, "No, I just shook hands with you. I feel that I will definitely do well in this exam."

"Your grades are not bad." Su Ci glanced at the time, "I'll go first, goodbye."

"Ah!" The fireworks in Fu Yun's mind suddenly disappeared, and he woke up, "Where are you going?"

"Go home, the bus is here." Su Ci pointed to the bus stop not far from the school gate, where many students were already standing.

Some from our own school and some from the neighboring school.

Fu Yun rolled his eyes and asked casually, "Which way do you sit?"

"Route 251." Su Ci quickened his pace. Just now, the phone showed that the stop was 2 minutes away.

Fu Yun followed closely behind, "Me too, let's go together."

Fu Yun, who had never worked on a bus before, didn't need to write a draft to tell a lie.

The extent of this casual manipulation must have been simulated in my mind many times before.

The bus was extremely crowded during school hours, and Su Ci was a good student who was humble and polite. He stood aside and waited for everyone else to get on the bus before moving forward.

Fu Yun frowned as he watched.

With this character of not fighting or grabbing, he can only stand when he gets in the car.

After getting on the bus, Su Ci chose a place with few people to stand. Fu Yun knew that he didn't like to be in contact with other people, so he stood beside him and blocked others for him.

"Do you stand every time you take the bus?"

Su Ci thought about it and nodded.

God, Fu Yun stared at Su Ci, "Don't you know how to fight for it?"

Su Ci, a character who doesn't like to be touched by people, how did he endure it on the bus.

"What are you fighting for? What's wrong with queuing to get on the bus?" He couldn't control others queuing to get on the bus, but he could control himself.

Do you want him to be like those people, blocking the bus door and trying to squeeze in?

He can't.

His upbringing told him that was wrong.

Fu Yun was speechless, because Su Ci was right, so could it be possible to squeeze in as hard as everyone else?

Su Ci got off the bus after sitting for six stops. Fu Yun silently looked at Su Ci's back and remembered the stop.

Su Ci's home is not too far from the school, and it takes only half an hour to walk there, but Su Ci carries a schoolbag of books on his back, walking on the road in summer, he will not suffer from heat stroke.

Su Ci returned home sweating, put down his schoolbag and prepared to take a shower.

At this moment, there was a knock on his door.

"Mom!" Opening the door, Su Ci was a little surprised, "Why are you back today?"

"The experiment is over, so I came back early! Just arrived home?" Mother Su looked at her son's sweaty head, feeling a little distressed.

Su Ci nodded, looking at the tenderness in Su's mother's eyes, she knew that Su's mother was in a better mood at this time, "Get ready to take a bath."

"I'll wash it later, you need to rest for a while." Mother Su took out a pack of napkins from her pocket, "Wipe off your sweat, don't take a shower as soon as you get home, it's easy to catch a cold, and you can't get sick when you're in the third year of high school."

"Yeah." Su Ci obediently took the napkin and wiped his sweat. Are you in the third year of high school? No wonder he suddenly cares about me so much.

"What do you want to eat tonight? Mom is cooking today."

Su Ci thought of sweet soy milk and wanted to drink it.

But I can't let Mama Su know that I have started to eat sweets again, "It's okay. I want to eat shrimp!"

"Spicy crayfish?"

"No, I want dipping sauce, not spicy."

Spicy crayfish is not his favorite.

"it is good."

"Mom." Su Ci suddenly called Su's mother.

Su's mother looked at him suspiciously, Su Ci pondered for a moment, and asked, "Mom, how can I have friends?"

When Su Ci said this, the corners of his eyes drooped, and he didn't dare to look into Su's mother's eyes. At the same time, his fingertips were trembling. He was afraid that Su's mother would react violently.

Mother Su was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, although she was smiling, but her tone was emotionless, "Does Xiaoci have friends?"

friend?

Su Ci didn't know, he had no friends, and he didn't know what kind of people could be classified as friends.

"Xiao Ci, not everyone is hostile to you, you have to learn to accept others, don't you?"

"I know, I'm trying to make contact." Su Ci clasped his fingers back and forth uneasily.

Mama Su's gentle face immediately became serious, "Tell mom, who is it?"

"No."

Su Ci suddenly didn't want to talk about this topic anymore. Maternal love might not belong to him at all.

Who is it, if it's not the friend she imagined, she will do everything possible to keep him away from her!

He also just wants to be like a normal person, to have his own life and his own social life.

"Xiaoci, if you have anything to tell mom."

"Ah."

"Xiaoci just asked me how I can have friends. Have you met someone trustworthy?"

"No." Su Ci knew that Su's mother was suspicious. At the critical moment, how could Su's mother let him spare other thoughts to make friends.

If it was someone else, he wouldn't come to test Su's mother.

But Fu Yun is different, he is different from others.

Fu Yun would treat him well, especially today on the bus, Fu Yun kept blocking the crowd for him.

He hates crowds, but he has to blend in so he doesn't look like a weirdo.

Humans are social animals, and no one naturally likes to be alone.

The same is true of Su Ci.

He doesn't like to sit alone in the corner of the cafeteria and eat every day, and he also hopes to have someone to accompany him.

But he is afraid of being approached by others, hates being approached by others, and hates the smell of others.

He is sick.

But he tried to disguise himself as a normal person, and tried to deal with everyone around him.

Want to blend into the world, but afraid of the world.

But Fu Yun is different, he feels less rejection of him than everyone else.

in particular……

Su Ci thought of the day when he coldly said to Yun, "Stay away from me", deep down in his heart, he felt regretful and terrified. He was afraid that this person would really be far away from him from now on.

Fu Yun is the person he wants to be, everyone likes him, like a big warm sun, warm and comfortable.

He longed to be someone like Fu Yun, but he couldn't.

He longed to be friends with Fu Yun, but he only hoped that Fu Yun was his friend alone.

He is very selfish.

So he hides his selfishness from anyone's eyes.

Neither can Fu Yun.

Fu Yun has too many friends, as long as he says a word, almost everyone around is his friends.

Su Ci took a shower, and the restlessness in his heart also pressed the pause button.

What is he asking for?

He doesn't deserve to have friends at all.

Su Ci opened the exercise booklet and slowly brushed up the questions, letting himself immerse himself in the sea of ​​questions and stop thinking about them.

It was already a selfish act for him to acquiesce in Fu Yun's approach.

When eating, Su Ci was always absent-minded, always wanting to reach for a cup of sweet soy milk.

But his mother would not prepare sweet soy milk for him, but would only give him a cup of warm milk.

Habits are sometimes formed overnight.

"Mom went to the supermarket to buy some nuts, you can eat more at school."

"Ah."

"There are fresh canned fruits in the refrigerator, you take some to school."

"Ah."

"Can be shared with your friends."

"Ah."

Su Ci raised his head abruptly, "Mom, I have no friends."

Mother Su nodded, "Well, no, but Xiao Ci will definitely be found."

Su Ci sneered twice in his heart. In the eyes of his mother, he might always be that seven or eight-year-old child!

Su Ci didn't see the distress and self-blame in Su's mother's eyes.

He didn't want to see it either, it would only make him feel hypocritical, even disgusting.

He also knew that distress and self-blame never belonged to him.