Rebirth of a scumbag man who becomes a loyal dog
Chapter 42 Give You One Last Chance
It has been a while since Yan Shi and Feng Yunchang broke up, and their relationship has not improved at all.
Wei Qingchen knew Yan Shi's heart for Feng Yunchang, and he was afraid that Feng Yunchang would be like fooling around like in his previous life and would not be able to save him, but he never thought that although he was drunk and dreamed of himself and did not regard himself as a person, he did not mess with flowers and made Yan Shi give up his heart .
As long as the heart is not dead, there is still hope.
The teacher's expectation is that Fengyun can give him a future, but this kind of thing is not something that others can control, so Wei Qingchen can only watch from the sidelines, hoping that Fengyun can be enlightened soon.
At noon, She Xin came to deliver food to Wei Qingchen, along with a few others from Yan Shi.
Feng Yun often sits opposite the Yan Shi, swallowing rice and staring at him, gnashing his teeth as if he wants to eat him as a meal.
Master Yan couldn't swallow it, he ate a few mouthfuls and was about to leave, Feng Yunchang stretched his long legs and tripped him with his feet, cursing: "Fresh! Hong Xing is out of the wall! Hooked up! Not satisfied! Eating the bowl Look at what's in the pot! Split your legs and split your forks! Don't be afraid of getting sick! Shameless!"
Verbal humiliation is something that Fengyun often intentionally embarrasses the speaker.
Zhou Sisi ate the rice in the bowl uncomfortably, got up and wanted to leave, but was suddenly pulled by Feng Yunchang: "In the future, when you find a boyfriend, you must keep your eyes open, otherwise you won't be able to cry if you get cheated on, just like me. .”
After he finished speaking, he looked at She Xin who was full of embarrassment, and said meaningfully: "She Xin, you can't learn from some people! Wei Qingchen doesn't have such a good temper as me."
Shexin, who has not recovered from yesterday: "..."
Wei Qingchen put down his chopsticks and punched Fengyun Chang, and while letting Zhou Sisi go, he frowned and said, "Have a good meal, you can get drunk too, can't you?"
"Cut! I'm very sober." Feng Yunchang got up and went to Yan Shi's side, covered his mouth and scolded him quietly, "Bitch!"
After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, and stood in a daze in a daze.
These days, Feng Yunchang has been provoking him with methods that he thinks can hurt the speaker, but the speaker is stable, no matter what he hears, he looks calm, so Feng Yunchang is getting more and more excessive, developing In the end, it was no longer as simple as scolding him, but just started to speak obscenities directly.
For example, sending a message to the speaker in the middle of the night saying that he misses him in bed, or sending him an intimate photo of the two during a meeting in the middle of the day, accompanied by an obscene sentence and calling him prudish, in short, a lot .
The teacher ignored him, and Feng Yunchang got worse, so the teacher, who was already exhausted at the moment, sniffed and decided to fight back.
Fengyun is often so unscrupulous, isn't it just because he can't help but give him a cuckold?Since he cared so much, the teacher decided to just let him die of anger this time.
The approach is straightforward and the results are very satisfying.
The speaker is getting married!
Feng Yun often looked at the invitation card on the table, stayed for a long time, as if he was not sure, opened it and looked at it for a while, then pointed to the words "Speaker" on it and asked Wei Qingchen: "Today is April Fool's Day?" ?"
Wei Qingchen glanced at him and said, "Today is the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, and there are two days left before the Chinese New Year."
"Then, is there anyone in our company called Master Yan?" Feng Yunchang didn't know when his nose turned red, tears rolled in his eyes, he looked at Wei Qingchen as if asking for help, and said, "Is there someone with the same name? ?”
Wei Qingchen suppressed the laughter in his heart, and said seriously: "There is only one." After he finished speaking, he was afraid that he would not understand, so he added: "Your ex."
"He... he's really going to get married?" Feng Yunchang's face was full of disbelief. After seeing Wei Qingchen nodding, he choked up and said, "With whom? Is it that man?"
Wei Qingchen nodded, and comforted him pretending not to bear it: "Probably, don't be sad. When you get along with others in the future, it's almost time to settle down. You are old and young, so it's not a problem to waste so much time."
If he usually said that, Fengyun Chang Tie
He was so determined to say that he was not sad, but now the matter is a foregone conclusion, the speaker is really going to marry someone else, and he is finally going to lose the speaker.
Feng Yunchang could no longer pretend to be indifferent and say what he didn't care about against his will. Holding the red hot invitation card in his hand, he said uselessly: "I don't want anyone else, I just want a teacher."
But it seems to be too late.
The winter nights are extremely cold. In previous years, at this time, Yan Shi would always think of various reasons to say no to his family, and happily accompany Fengyun to celebrate the New Year, but this year it seems that there is no need.
Master Yan looked at the suitcases on the ground, and was about to pack his things when he heard a text message on his phone, which was sent by Feng Yunchang.
This time he didn't curse anyone or say anything strange, he just asked: [Are you going to get married? 】
【Um. 】
[Is it the man from before? 】
【Um. 】
【you like him? 】
【Um. 】
Master Yan was holding his mobile phone, sitting on the sofa waiting for a reply, and was feeling lost when he heard someone knock on the door.
I don't know when it snowed outside.
Feng Yun often held a wine bottle and stood outside the door with red eyes. He was only wearing a thin shirt and his body was covered with ice stubble.
There was a door between them, both of them were silent, Fengyun Chang raised his blunt eyes and glanced behind the speaker, seeing no one else, he lowered his head and said, "Are you really going to get married?"
"Ah."
Feng Yunchang's eyes were red, and after hearing the teacher's affirmative answer, tears fell down. He lowered his head, let the snot slip into his mouth, and asked him in a hoarse voice: "We have been together for so many years, how are you?" Do you really have the heart to leave me like this?"
He was pitiful, the speaker had never seen him like this before, he sighed and said, "It's cold outside, you come in and say it."
There are messy things on the floor of the living room, and it looks like they are all equipment for going home.
Fengyun Chang stared blankly at the strange yet familiar house he had lived in for five years, and sat timidly on the sofa. Thinking of the intimate scene where he and Yan Shi were here before, he couldn't help crying again.
The Master Yan handed him the tissue, without saying a word, and started to pack his things on his own.
Fengyun often holds the wine bottle in his arms, watching the words master come and go like a fool, and feels sleepy after a while.
The air was full of the smell of the speaker, and Feng Yun, who hadn't had a good rest for some time, smelled the familiar smell on the blanket, and soon fell asleep.
The pointer on the wall was ticking, and it was already night.
The lights in the living room were off, only a dim wall lamp was on.
The things on the ground were cleaned up by the speaker at some point, they were all clean.Feng Yun often sucked in a somewhat congested nose, and was about to get up when he saw the speaker opposite him sitting on the sofa and playing with his mobile phone.
Fengyun often paused and quietly pretended to sleep.
He didn't dare to let the speaker know that he was awake, he was afraid that he would say sad things to him, and he was even more afraid that he would drive him out.
Master Yan noticed Feng Yunchang's small movements, put down the phone and said, "Are you awake?"
"No!" Fengyun often grabbed the blanket and covered his face, covering his ears and stealing the bell.
Master Yan didn't speak, got up and went into the kitchen, and after a while came out with a bowl of porridge, handed it to him and said, "You have a cold, eat something and drink the medicine."
Fengyun often sniffed, and couldn't help but want to cry when he looked at the gentle Yanshi, he got up and hugged the person who was thinking day and night from behind, and called him softly: "Yanshi!"
The speaker did not speak, nor did he push him away.
Fengyun often lay on his shoulder and sniffed, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't get married, okay?"
The teacher paused: "Why can't I get married?"
"I can't live without you, Master Yan." Feng Yun often hugged the person in his arms tightly, and told him plainly: "I like you, and I can't live without you. Don't want me, okay? Let me beg you, okay?" ? May I beg you?"
These are the softest words that Fengyun can often say. The proud and flamboyant man buried his neck and shrugged his shoulders, humming like never before.
"Don't you think it's a bit late to say this now?"
"Master Yan! You really gave me a chance, okay? I quarreled that day, but I didn't say that I didn't want to marry you, I didn't say that!" Fengyun often started crying and sobbing With a child, he covered his face and stammered: "I really just didn't think about it, I didn't think about not marrying you! Really!"
He wept bitterly, the Yan teacher looked at him and did not speak.
"Master Yan! Huh!" Fengyun Chang cried heart-rendingly, and finally saw that Master Yan just looked at him and said nothing, heartbroken: "You really don't want me anymore? Huh"
The person in front of him has been pushed to the limit, Yan Shi and Feng Yunchang have been together for so many years, knowing that he has trampled his pride and dignity under his feet, so he looked at the sadness and tears in Feng Yunchang's eyes, and stretched out his arms to hug him.
"Just give you one last chance."
Extra Story·Fengyun Chang Monologue
My first love was in, the other was my deskmate in high school, a boy named Su Xiao who had a good-looking smile.
He was not the most stunning person I had ever seen when I was young, but he was the one I liked the most.
I disobeyed my elders because of him, gave up the long-established path of joining the army at home, applied for a university with the same major as him, and betrayed all those who had high hopes for me.
I don't know if that counts as love, I just want to be with him.
My father was furious with me, and soon after he knew about my relationship with boys, he cut off my source of income and drove me out of the house.
Same-sex marriage was still not legal at that time. For a person of orthodox origin like my father, what I did was tantamount to discrediting the family. I feel sorry for him, but I don't want to give up my choice.
Su Xiao is the motivation for me to grit my teeth and persevere. For him, I, who was pampered since childhood, can also get used to it.
The supercilious look of others, bent down to work and make money.
I thought that with persistence and love, we could overcome all difficulties. For him, I would not even go home. I don't believe there is anything else that can separate us.
So when Su Xiao and I broke up, I realized that the heart-piercing feeling in the TV series was actually true.
At that moment, the world was quiet little by little, and the graduation gift prepared in my hand fell to the ground involuntarily, I could only hear the beating of my heart getting louder little by little, and all the sweet memories in my mind All turned to mottled black and white, then all black.
Su Xiao said that one cannot be selfish, that he has to worry about his parents and other people's eyes, that he wants to get married and have children to live a normal life, he said a lot, but he kept his head down and refused to say a formal breakup.
I looked at him and wanted to say that I also have my parents and family members, and I have failed them a lot, and I didn't know when I was kicked out of the house.
I would give everything for him, he can't and thinks I'm a selfish person.
Graduation season, breakup season.
When my mother found me, I was sitting on the curb drinking. Over the years, she has been secretly supporting me financially without telling my father, and slowly accumulated a considerable amount of money.
I originally wanted to use the money to start a business and give Su Xiao a stable and beautiful life, but reality taught me to be a man, I have no fighting spirit, and even want to die.
My father is an upright soldier, and my mother is a lady.
They taught me the virtues of a gentleman since I was a child. The way I am now makes my mother, who has always been dignified, wipe away her tears. I dare not approach her because of the smell of alcohol, so I can only whisper: "Mom, don't cry!" .”
Later she told me that my father had already started to give in about Su Xiao and I. I was their only son, and no matter how many mistakes I made, they would never let me go.
At that moment, I just thought I was a joke.
When Su Xiao broke up with me, I gritted my teeth and didn't cry. I couldn't sleep at night when I couldn't close my eyes because of the heartache. I tried not to cry, but when my mother told me that my father gave in to me, I couldn't help it anymore. , covering his face and crying loudly.
It turns out that for so many years, the only one who moved me was myself, and the only one who was let down was my parents.
I didn't have the face to see my father again, so I didn't go home. I left all my memories in the paradise of the university, and took the money my mother gave me to go away and work hard.
The seven emotions and six desires are always the most debilitating, and the end result of excessive sadness is that I become a hungry ghost, wandering wantonly in the field of love, and no longer believe in feelings.
Until later I met the speaker.
At that time, it had been two years since I joined Wei Qingchen's company, because of the capital turnover problem, Yan Shi became the third partner.
My first impression of him was good, and I instinctively wanted to hook him up, but based on my countless experiences of reading people, I felt that he was not easy to provoke.
I like beauties, but I am also afraid of troubles, especially in the future, Yan Shi will be a partner at work, unlike other people who can be thrown away after playing, so I resist the itch like a cat scratching, and as we get along day by day, and He keeps his distance.
Yan Shi is not someone I can afford to play with, I knew this from the beginning.
So since that night of drunkenness, I couldn't let him go.
Because I know that the teacher is unattainable, so I always think about the taste of that night. Someone as gentle and repulsive as him would allow my frivolity to take advantage of it. Just thinking about it makes people excited No way.
My pursuit of possessiveness towards the speaker has gradually turned into a willing pursuit. When I don’t get a response, I can’t help but stab him. I hope he will pay more attention to me, but I can’t think of someone who seems to have a good personality to be violent. It's very, if you don't agree with me, you will hit me.
I’ve been beaten more times, and I don’t dare to overdo it. When I couldn’t help it, I secretly touched him, hugged him and kissed him to take advantage of him. One day, I punched him because of my cheap mouth. With the fallen teeth, she dared not provoke him easily.
I don't dare to say that I like pursuing the Word Master anymore, and I silently avoid him, not giving up, but wanting to see whether the entanglement of these months has left a little trace on him, whether my sudden withdrawal, whether he There will be a little bit of unhappiness.
The answer later was no.
Master Yan still gets along with me as usual, and even laughs at me when we talk about happy things. He seems to completely treat those things as never happened, leaving me alone and uncomfortable.
In order to alleviate the embarrassment, I returned to my original life, feasting and feasting, looking for someone pleasing to my eyes to relieve my loneliness, but this kind of thing that just went to bed never happened again.
I have always been nostalgic for that night in my heart, and I always couldn't do that to others. Later, I felt that it was really boring, so I didn't look for those dubious people, but just dragged Wei Qingchen out for a drink.
During the chat, he once said that if I really like the speaker, I should not give up, treat him well, and within a year, my wish will be fulfilled.
While I refuted him bluntly, at the same time I listened to his words with half-belief.
Master Yan is not easy to chase after. I have treated him with all my heart and soul for two years, but he is still lukewarm to me. He didn't refuse my kindness to him, but he didn't nod and agree to be with me either.
At that time, I didn't care about the result anymore, I just treated him well out of habit. Later, when I took his hand in the misty Chang'an, I was a little grateful for the efforts I had made in the past two years.
The person I've been longing for has finally become mine.
It took me quite a while to get into the Yanshi's house and get into his bed.
It has been too long since the last drunken night, so long that when I think of those scenes later, I can only rely on my imagination.
So during the ten minutes waiting for the speech teacher to take a shower on the bed, my mood was very surging!
Master Yan wiped his wet hair and sat on the edge of the bed, with his back turned to me defenselessly.
I
She didn't dare to ask him if it was okay, but carefully hugged him tightly and kissed his lips to prevent him from saying no.
The person who has just finished bathing has a sweet smell of water, and he closes his eyes and obediently lets me do what he wants, not obedient.
The physical stimulation gradually turned into psychological satisfaction. I hugged Master Yan and couldn't bear to sleep all night. At dawn, he was so tired that he pushed me away gently, begging for mercy in a low voice: "I'm so tired." no more"
At that moment, I looked at his slightly panting face, and for the first time regretted all these years of indulgence.
Such a good person, what kind of shit luck did I get?
I didn't dare to think about it, I just treated him well day after day and year after year, and worked hard to change his character.
Yan Shi is a very sensible and gentle person. Except for the occasional temper, he hardly feels sorry for me. I am also very sensible. Every time something goes wrong, I will drag him to bed, and when he is tired, nothing will happen.
I thought that this method of coaxing people could last a lifetime, but it turned out that I was wrong again.
"I want to get married." The speaker said.
This is not the first time he has expressed his desire to get married, but it is the first time he has been so straightforward.
I didn't know how to respond, so I could only play sloppy with him. I thought I could fool him like I did a few times before, but it didn't work.
We had a big fight and broke up.
From then on, it was my normal state to drink away my sorrows, and I was restless every day, so I also wanted to make Master Yan sleepless at night.
He was indifferent to my verbal provocations and actions, and even gave me an invitation card.
I finally knew that I was really about to lose my speaker.
When Su Xiao broke up with me, I tried my best not to say a soft word, but when it was the speaker's turn, I just wanted to kneel down and beg him, beg him not to leave me.
At that moment, I had long forgotten what self-esteem was and what the bottom line was. I even happily thought, as long as the teacher doesn't get married, I can do whatever I want.
The speaker opened the door for me, and let me in without any emotional fluctuations.
I want to beg him, want to hug him, but looking at the piles of suitcases on the ground, I can't open that mouth.
He accompanied me through the Spring Festival for five full years, and now there are only two days left before the sixth year.
I sat on the sofa with the cold wine bottle in my arms, looking at the familiar scene in the living room, I couldn't help crying again.
The air is full of the smell of the speaker, the smell of sleeping.
I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I saw Master Yan sitting on the opposite sofa with his long legs crossed, playing with his mobile phone, his face was translucent and white under the dim light, so beautiful that people dare not look directly at it.
I stared at his white and greasy slippery feet, sucked at his stuffy nose, and didn't dare to move.
Being able to look at him quietly like this may be the last time left.
I tried my best to pretend to be asleep, but Teacher Ke Yan looked over sensitively.He handed me a bowl of porridge, and said as usual: "You have a cold, you have eaten and drank the medicine."
I would rather he kicked me out and made me completely give up than hear his gentle words. I couldn't help reaching out to hug him in pain, crying shamelessly and begging him.
I don't know what to do to save a person, I just know that during the years of swimming in the ocean of desire, I always think that this is the end of my life, I will not really like anyone, and I will not be fooled hurt by others.
But what I didn't expect was that I met the Speech Master, the person who saved me. I'm not sure if I still have the courage to live after he left.
For the first time, I wanted to kneel down and give my life to someone, just begging him not to leave me.
I was so out of breath from crying, I was ashamed like never before in my life, I even showed my fragility on purpose, hoping that he would take pity on me, I gave up the dignity of all men, I only hoped that he would consider even a little bit, forgive me.
The Master Yan watched me remain silent for a long, long time. When I was finally about to accept the reality, he reached out and hugged me, and said softly, "I'll give you one last chance."
It is completely redemption in life!
I cried and laughed and hugged him tightly, splashing all the snot and tears on his face, proving that I possessed him equally.
Master Yan is still so docile, lying beautifully under me, accepting my dirty kiss.
I stared at his sleeping face all night, and then left a blue mark on his smooth neck.
At dawn, Master Yan opened his eyes. I packed up my things and prepared to send him to the airport. Master Yan put on his clothes slowly, and asked me, "Why don't I tell my family that I won't go back for the New Year."
I froze for a moment, and suddenly thought that he hadn't said a word of liking to me, but hasn't he done enough for me these years?Isn't the response enthusiastic enough for that unspoken love?
"The tickets are all bought, your family is waiting, go back! You haven't been back for several years."
"But you..."
"It's okay! During the Chinese New Year, I can send a video with you, or I can go to Qingchen's house, you don't have to worry."
"Then I'll be back before fifteen."
"Ah."
That's how we made up.
It's like an agreement, we are happy for the moment of happiness in front of us, and no one wants to use uncertain words to make the other party unhappy.
There is no longer any dispute in tacit agreement.
After watching the speech teacher get on the plane, I went to the ticket office and bought a ticket to the border town at the earliest.
I knew from a very early age that a relationship without the blessing of my parents would not be happy, not to mention that what I want to give to the speaker is a relationship that can make him happy.
feel happy marriage.
It's a long way home, but I can't sleep.
I don't know if my father's leather whip is still there?When you hit me, you don't know how much force you will use?Adding up the accounts of these years, I don't know if I will be beaten to death?
I rubbed my knees that were already sore, and hoped that my father would beat me up more than that my father didn't want to see me. Anyway, my mother loves me so much, she will always stop him.
The stewardess handed me a thin blanket, and the moment I fell asleep, I seemed to be back again. The man with a blurred face reached out to me and said, "Yun Chang!"
I stood at a crossroad where people came and went, looked at the hand that was slowly reaching out to me, and suddenly felt something was wrong: "You are not a speaker!"
"Yun Chang!" I didn't know who was calling me again, I turned my head and saw the speaker.
"Speaker!"
His face was very vivid in the shadowy crowd. I called out to him happily, and when I was about to pass, I felt someone tap me on the shoulder.
"Sir, the destination border town is coming soon..."
I don't know when I fell asleep and talked in my sleep. There were not many people in the first-class cabin, and no one noticed my embarrassment.
I took out my phone to check the time, and kissed the person on the phone screen saver.
If all goes well, I want to marry him back home before the end of 2019.
Wei Qingchen knew Yan Shi's heart for Feng Yunchang, and he was afraid that Feng Yunchang would be like fooling around like in his previous life and would not be able to save him, but he never thought that although he was drunk and dreamed of himself and did not regard himself as a person, he did not mess with flowers and made Yan Shi give up his heart .
As long as the heart is not dead, there is still hope.
The teacher's expectation is that Fengyun can give him a future, but this kind of thing is not something that others can control, so Wei Qingchen can only watch from the sidelines, hoping that Fengyun can be enlightened soon.
At noon, She Xin came to deliver food to Wei Qingchen, along with a few others from Yan Shi.
Feng Yun often sits opposite the Yan Shi, swallowing rice and staring at him, gnashing his teeth as if he wants to eat him as a meal.
Master Yan couldn't swallow it, he ate a few mouthfuls and was about to leave, Feng Yunchang stretched his long legs and tripped him with his feet, cursing: "Fresh! Hong Xing is out of the wall! Hooked up! Not satisfied! Eating the bowl Look at what's in the pot! Split your legs and split your forks! Don't be afraid of getting sick! Shameless!"
Verbal humiliation is something that Fengyun often intentionally embarrasses the speaker.
Zhou Sisi ate the rice in the bowl uncomfortably, got up and wanted to leave, but was suddenly pulled by Feng Yunchang: "In the future, when you find a boyfriend, you must keep your eyes open, otherwise you won't be able to cry if you get cheated on, just like me. .”
After he finished speaking, he looked at She Xin who was full of embarrassment, and said meaningfully: "She Xin, you can't learn from some people! Wei Qingchen doesn't have such a good temper as me."
Shexin, who has not recovered from yesterday: "..."
Wei Qingchen put down his chopsticks and punched Fengyun Chang, and while letting Zhou Sisi go, he frowned and said, "Have a good meal, you can get drunk too, can't you?"
"Cut! I'm very sober." Feng Yunchang got up and went to Yan Shi's side, covered his mouth and scolded him quietly, "Bitch!"
After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, and stood in a daze in a daze.
These days, Feng Yunchang has been provoking him with methods that he thinks can hurt the speaker, but the speaker is stable, no matter what he hears, he looks calm, so Feng Yunchang is getting more and more excessive, developing In the end, it was no longer as simple as scolding him, but just started to speak obscenities directly.
For example, sending a message to the speaker in the middle of the night saying that he misses him in bed, or sending him an intimate photo of the two during a meeting in the middle of the day, accompanied by an obscene sentence and calling him prudish, in short, a lot .
The teacher ignored him, and Feng Yunchang got worse, so the teacher, who was already exhausted at the moment, sniffed and decided to fight back.
Fengyun is often so unscrupulous, isn't it just because he can't help but give him a cuckold?Since he cared so much, the teacher decided to just let him die of anger this time.
The approach is straightforward and the results are very satisfying.
The speaker is getting married!
Feng Yun often looked at the invitation card on the table, stayed for a long time, as if he was not sure, opened it and looked at it for a while, then pointed to the words "Speaker" on it and asked Wei Qingchen: "Today is April Fool's Day?" ?"
Wei Qingchen glanced at him and said, "Today is the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, and there are two days left before the Chinese New Year."
"Then, is there anyone in our company called Master Yan?" Feng Yunchang didn't know when his nose turned red, tears rolled in his eyes, he looked at Wei Qingchen as if asking for help, and said, "Is there someone with the same name? ?”
Wei Qingchen suppressed the laughter in his heart, and said seriously: "There is only one." After he finished speaking, he was afraid that he would not understand, so he added: "Your ex."
"He... he's really going to get married?" Feng Yunchang's face was full of disbelief. After seeing Wei Qingchen nodding, he choked up and said, "With whom? Is it that man?"
Wei Qingchen nodded, and comforted him pretending not to bear it: "Probably, don't be sad. When you get along with others in the future, it's almost time to settle down. You are old and young, so it's not a problem to waste so much time."
If he usually said that, Fengyun Chang Tie
He was so determined to say that he was not sad, but now the matter is a foregone conclusion, the speaker is really going to marry someone else, and he is finally going to lose the speaker.
Feng Yunchang could no longer pretend to be indifferent and say what he didn't care about against his will. Holding the red hot invitation card in his hand, he said uselessly: "I don't want anyone else, I just want a teacher."
But it seems to be too late.
The winter nights are extremely cold. In previous years, at this time, Yan Shi would always think of various reasons to say no to his family, and happily accompany Fengyun to celebrate the New Year, but this year it seems that there is no need.
Master Yan looked at the suitcases on the ground, and was about to pack his things when he heard a text message on his phone, which was sent by Feng Yunchang.
This time he didn't curse anyone or say anything strange, he just asked: [Are you going to get married? 】
【Um. 】
[Is it the man from before? 】
【Um. 】
【you like him? 】
【Um. 】
Master Yan was holding his mobile phone, sitting on the sofa waiting for a reply, and was feeling lost when he heard someone knock on the door.
I don't know when it snowed outside.
Feng Yun often held a wine bottle and stood outside the door with red eyes. He was only wearing a thin shirt and his body was covered with ice stubble.
There was a door between them, both of them were silent, Fengyun Chang raised his blunt eyes and glanced behind the speaker, seeing no one else, he lowered his head and said, "Are you really going to get married?"
"Ah."
Feng Yunchang's eyes were red, and after hearing the teacher's affirmative answer, tears fell down. He lowered his head, let the snot slip into his mouth, and asked him in a hoarse voice: "We have been together for so many years, how are you?" Do you really have the heart to leave me like this?"
He was pitiful, the speaker had never seen him like this before, he sighed and said, "It's cold outside, you come in and say it."
There are messy things on the floor of the living room, and it looks like they are all equipment for going home.
Fengyun Chang stared blankly at the strange yet familiar house he had lived in for five years, and sat timidly on the sofa. Thinking of the intimate scene where he and Yan Shi were here before, he couldn't help crying again.
The Master Yan handed him the tissue, without saying a word, and started to pack his things on his own.
Fengyun often holds the wine bottle in his arms, watching the words master come and go like a fool, and feels sleepy after a while.
The air was full of the smell of the speaker, and Feng Yun, who hadn't had a good rest for some time, smelled the familiar smell on the blanket, and soon fell asleep.
The pointer on the wall was ticking, and it was already night.
The lights in the living room were off, only a dim wall lamp was on.
The things on the ground were cleaned up by the speaker at some point, they were all clean.Feng Yun often sucked in a somewhat congested nose, and was about to get up when he saw the speaker opposite him sitting on the sofa and playing with his mobile phone.
Fengyun often paused and quietly pretended to sleep.
He didn't dare to let the speaker know that he was awake, he was afraid that he would say sad things to him, and he was even more afraid that he would drive him out.
Master Yan noticed Feng Yunchang's small movements, put down the phone and said, "Are you awake?"
"No!" Fengyun often grabbed the blanket and covered his face, covering his ears and stealing the bell.
Master Yan didn't speak, got up and went into the kitchen, and after a while came out with a bowl of porridge, handed it to him and said, "You have a cold, eat something and drink the medicine."
Fengyun often sniffed, and couldn't help but want to cry when he looked at the gentle Yanshi, he got up and hugged the person who was thinking day and night from behind, and called him softly: "Yanshi!"
The speaker did not speak, nor did he push him away.
Fengyun often lay on his shoulder and sniffed, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't get married, okay?"
The teacher paused: "Why can't I get married?"
"I can't live without you, Master Yan." Feng Yun often hugged the person in his arms tightly, and told him plainly: "I like you, and I can't live without you. Don't want me, okay? Let me beg you, okay?" ? May I beg you?"
These are the softest words that Fengyun can often say. The proud and flamboyant man buried his neck and shrugged his shoulders, humming like never before.
"Don't you think it's a bit late to say this now?"
"Master Yan! You really gave me a chance, okay? I quarreled that day, but I didn't say that I didn't want to marry you, I didn't say that!" Fengyun often started crying and sobbing With a child, he covered his face and stammered: "I really just didn't think about it, I didn't think about not marrying you! Really!"
He wept bitterly, the Yan teacher looked at him and did not speak.
"Master Yan! Huh!" Fengyun Chang cried heart-rendingly, and finally saw that Master Yan just looked at him and said nothing, heartbroken: "You really don't want me anymore? Huh"
The person in front of him has been pushed to the limit, Yan Shi and Feng Yunchang have been together for so many years, knowing that he has trampled his pride and dignity under his feet, so he looked at the sadness and tears in Feng Yunchang's eyes, and stretched out his arms to hug him.
"Just give you one last chance."
Extra Story·Fengyun Chang Monologue
My first love was in, the other was my deskmate in high school, a boy named Su Xiao who had a good-looking smile.
He was not the most stunning person I had ever seen when I was young, but he was the one I liked the most.
I disobeyed my elders because of him, gave up the long-established path of joining the army at home, applied for a university with the same major as him, and betrayed all those who had high hopes for me.
I don't know if that counts as love, I just want to be with him.
My father was furious with me, and soon after he knew about my relationship with boys, he cut off my source of income and drove me out of the house.
Same-sex marriage was still not legal at that time. For a person of orthodox origin like my father, what I did was tantamount to discrediting the family. I feel sorry for him, but I don't want to give up my choice.
Su Xiao is the motivation for me to grit my teeth and persevere. For him, I, who was pampered since childhood, can also get used to it.
The supercilious look of others, bent down to work and make money.
I thought that with persistence and love, we could overcome all difficulties. For him, I would not even go home. I don't believe there is anything else that can separate us.
So when Su Xiao and I broke up, I realized that the heart-piercing feeling in the TV series was actually true.
At that moment, the world was quiet little by little, and the graduation gift prepared in my hand fell to the ground involuntarily, I could only hear the beating of my heart getting louder little by little, and all the sweet memories in my mind All turned to mottled black and white, then all black.
Su Xiao said that one cannot be selfish, that he has to worry about his parents and other people's eyes, that he wants to get married and have children to live a normal life, he said a lot, but he kept his head down and refused to say a formal breakup.
I looked at him and wanted to say that I also have my parents and family members, and I have failed them a lot, and I didn't know when I was kicked out of the house.
I would give everything for him, he can't and thinks I'm a selfish person.
Graduation season, breakup season.
When my mother found me, I was sitting on the curb drinking. Over the years, she has been secretly supporting me financially without telling my father, and slowly accumulated a considerable amount of money.
I originally wanted to use the money to start a business and give Su Xiao a stable and beautiful life, but reality taught me to be a man, I have no fighting spirit, and even want to die.
My father is an upright soldier, and my mother is a lady.
They taught me the virtues of a gentleman since I was a child. The way I am now makes my mother, who has always been dignified, wipe away her tears. I dare not approach her because of the smell of alcohol, so I can only whisper: "Mom, don't cry!" .”
Later she told me that my father had already started to give in about Su Xiao and I. I was their only son, and no matter how many mistakes I made, they would never let me go.
At that moment, I just thought I was a joke.
When Su Xiao broke up with me, I gritted my teeth and didn't cry. I couldn't sleep at night when I couldn't close my eyes because of the heartache. I tried not to cry, but when my mother told me that my father gave in to me, I couldn't help it anymore. , covering his face and crying loudly.
It turns out that for so many years, the only one who moved me was myself, and the only one who was let down was my parents.
I didn't have the face to see my father again, so I didn't go home. I left all my memories in the paradise of the university, and took the money my mother gave me to go away and work hard.
The seven emotions and six desires are always the most debilitating, and the end result of excessive sadness is that I become a hungry ghost, wandering wantonly in the field of love, and no longer believe in feelings.
Until later I met the speaker.
At that time, it had been two years since I joined Wei Qingchen's company, because of the capital turnover problem, Yan Shi became the third partner.
My first impression of him was good, and I instinctively wanted to hook him up, but based on my countless experiences of reading people, I felt that he was not easy to provoke.
I like beauties, but I am also afraid of troubles, especially in the future, Yan Shi will be a partner at work, unlike other people who can be thrown away after playing, so I resist the itch like a cat scratching, and as we get along day by day, and He keeps his distance.
Yan Shi is not someone I can afford to play with, I knew this from the beginning.
So since that night of drunkenness, I couldn't let him go.
Because I know that the teacher is unattainable, so I always think about the taste of that night. Someone as gentle and repulsive as him would allow my frivolity to take advantage of it. Just thinking about it makes people excited No way.
My pursuit of possessiveness towards the speaker has gradually turned into a willing pursuit. When I don’t get a response, I can’t help but stab him. I hope he will pay more attention to me, but I can’t think of someone who seems to have a good personality to be violent. It's very, if you don't agree with me, you will hit me.
I’ve been beaten more times, and I don’t dare to overdo it. When I couldn’t help it, I secretly touched him, hugged him and kissed him to take advantage of him. One day, I punched him because of my cheap mouth. With the fallen teeth, she dared not provoke him easily.
I don't dare to say that I like pursuing the Word Master anymore, and I silently avoid him, not giving up, but wanting to see whether the entanglement of these months has left a little trace on him, whether my sudden withdrawal, whether he There will be a little bit of unhappiness.
The answer later was no.
Master Yan still gets along with me as usual, and even laughs at me when we talk about happy things. He seems to completely treat those things as never happened, leaving me alone and uncomfortable.
In order to alleviate the embarrassment, I returned to my original life, feasting and feasting, looking for someone pleasing to my eyes to relieve my loneliness, but this kind of thing that just went to bed never happened again.
I have always been nostalgic for that night in my heart, and I always couldn't do that to others. Later, I felt that it was really boring, so I didn't look for those dubious people, but just dragged Wei Qingchen out for a drink.
During the chat, he once said that if I really like the speaker, I should not give up, treat him well, and within a year, my wish will be fulfilled.
While I refuted him bluntly, at the same time I listened to his words with half-belief.
Master Yan is not easy to chase after. I have treated him with all my heart and soul for two years, but he is still lukewarm to me. He didn't refuse my kindness to him, but he didn't nod and agree to be with me either.
At that time, I didn't care about the result anymore, I just treated him well out of habit. Later, when I took his hand in the misty Chang'an, I was a little grateful for the efforts I had made in the past two years.
The person I've been longing for has finally become mine.
It took me quite a while to get into the Yanshi's house and get into his bed.
It has been too long since the last drunken night, so long that when I think of those scenes later, I can only rely on my imagination.
So during the ten minutes waiting for the speech teacher to take a shower on the bed, my mood was very surging!
Master Yan wiped his wet hair and sat on the edge of the bed, with his back turned to me defenselessly.
I
She didn't dare to ask him if it was okay, but carefully hugged him tightly and kissed his lips to prevent him from saying no.
The person who has just finished bathing has a sweet smell of water, and he closes his eyes and obediently lets me do what he wants, not obedient.
The physical stimulation gradually turned into psychological satisfaction. I hugged Master Yan and couldn't bear to sleep all night. At dawn, he was so tired that he pushed me away gently, begging for mercy in a low voice: "I'm so tired." no more"
At that moment, I looked at his slightly panting face, and for the first time regretted all these years of indulgence.
Such a good person, what kind of shit luck did I get?
I didn't dare to think about it, I just treated him well day after day and year after year, and worked hard to change his character.
Yan Shi is a very sensible and gentle person. Except for the occasional temper, he hardly feels sorry for me. I am also very sensible. Every time something goes wrong, I will drag him to bed, and when he is tired, nothing will happen.
I thought that this method of coaxing people could last a lifetime, but it turned out that I was wrong again.
"I want to get married." The speaker said.
This is not the first time he has expressed his desire to get married, but it is the first time he has been so straightforward.
I didn't know how to respond, so I could only play sloppy with him. I thought I could fool him like I did a few times before, but it didn't work.
We had a big fight and broke up.
From then on, it was my normal state to drink away my sorrows, and I was restless every day, so I also wanted to make Master Yan sleepless at night.
He was indifferent to my verbal provocations and actions, and even gave me an invitation card.
I finally knew that I was really about to lose my speaker.
When Su Xiao broke up with me, I tried my best not to say a soft word, but when it was the speaker's turn, I just wanted to kneel down and beg him, beg him not to leave me.
At that moment, I had long forgotten what self-esteem was and what the bottom line was. I even happily thought, as long as the teacher doesn't get married, I can do whatever I want.
The speaker opened the door for me, and let me in without any emotional fluctuations.
I want to beg him, want to hug him, but looking at the piles of suitcases on the ground, I can't open that mouth.
He accompanied me through the Spring Festival for five full years, and now there are only two days left before the sixth year.
I sat on the sofa with the cold wine bottle in my arms, looking at the familiar scene in the living room, I couldn't help crying again.
The air is full of the smell of the speaker, the smell of sleeping.
I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I saw Master Yan sitting on the opposite sofa with his long legs crossed, playing with his mobile phone, his face was translucent and white under the dim light, so beautiful that people dare not look directly at it.
I stared at his white and greasy slippery feet, sucked at his stuffy nose, and didn't dare to move.
Being able to look at him quietly like this may be the last time left.
I tried my best to pretend to be asleep, but Teacher Ke Yan looked over sensitively.He handed me a bowl of porridge, and said as usual: "You have a cold, you have eaten and drank the medicine."
I would rather he kicked me out and made me completely give up than hear his gentle words. I couldn't help reaching out to hug him in pain, crying shamelessly and begging him.
I don't know what to do to save a person, I just know that during the years of swimming in the ocean of desire, I always think that this is the end of my life, I will not really like anyone, and I will not be fooled hurt by others.
But what I didn't expect was that I met the Speech Master, the person who saved me. I'm not sure if I still have the courage to live after he left.
For the first time, I wanted to kneel down and give my life to someone, just begging him not to leave me.
I was so out of breath from crying, I was ashamed like never before in my life, I even showed my fragility on purpose, hoping that he would take pity on me, I gave up the dignity of all men, I only hoped that he would consider even a little bit, forgive me.
The Master Yan watched me remain silent for a long, long time. When I was finally about to accept the reality, he reached out and hugged me, and said softly, "I'll give you one last chance."
It is completely redemption in life!
I cried and laughed and hugged him tightly, splashing all the snot and tears on his face, proving that I possessed him equally.
Master Yan is still so docile, lying beautifully under me, accepting my dirty kiss.
I stared at his sleeping face all night, and then left a blue mark on his smooth neck.
At dawn, Master Yan opened his eyes. I packed up my things and prepared to send him to the airport. Master Yan put on his clothes slowly, and asked me, "Why don't I tell my family that I won't go back for the New Year."
I froze for a moment, and suddenly thought that he hadn't said a word of liking to me, but hasn't he done enough for me these years?Isn't the response enthusiastic enough for that unspoken love?
"The tickets are all bought, your family is waiting, go back! You haven't been back for several years."
"But you..."
"It's okay! During the Chinese New Year, I can send a video with you, or I can go to Qingchen's house, you don't have to worry."
"Then I'll be back before fifteen."
"Ah."
That's how we made up.
It's like an agreement, we are happy for the moment of happiness in front of us, and no one wants to use uncertain words to make the other party unhappy.
There is no longer any dispute in tacit agreement.
After watching the speech teacher get on the plane, I went to the ticket office and bought a ticket to the border town at the earliest.
I knew from a very early age that a relationship without the blessing of my parents would not be happy, not to mention that what I want to give to the speaker is a relationship that can make him happy.
feel happy marriage.
It's a long way home, but I can't sleep.
I don't know if my father's leather whip is still there?When you hit me, you don't know how much force you will use?Adding up the accounts of these years, I don't know if I will be beaten to death?
I rubbed my knees that were already sore, and hoped that my father would beat me up more than that my father didn't want to see me. Anyway, my mother loves me so much, she will always stop him.
The stewardess handed me a thin blanket, and the moment I fell asleep, I seemed to be back again. The man with a blurred face reached out to me and said, "Yun Chang!"
I stood at a crossroad where people came and went, looked at the hand that was slowly reaching out to me, and suddenly felt something was wrong: "You are not a speaker!"
"Yun Chang!" I didn't know who was calling me again, I turned my head and saw the speaker.
"Speaker!"
His face was very vivid in the shadowy crowd. I called out to him happily, and when I was about to pass, I felt someone tap me on the shoulder.
"Sir, the destination border town is coming soon..."
I don't know when I fell asleep and talked in my sleep. There were not many people in the first-class cabin, and no one noticed my embarrassment.
I took out my phone to check the time, and kissed the person on the phone screen saver.
If all goes well, I want to marry him back home before the end of 2019.
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