Rebirth of a scumbag man who becomes a loyal dog

In autumn, the air is crisp and the wild geese come together.

Wei Qingchen looked up at the sky, feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart.

He wasn't angry that Shexin suddenly didn't go out with him because of something, but felt that Shexin, who had always been gentle and considerate, had changed.

I don't feel sorry for myself anymore, I don't care about myself anymore, I don't love myself anymore, and I start to hold grudges because of one of my mistakes, which will make my little >>>

Duan broke his heart.

Wei Qingchen sighed, when he was angry earlier, all he said were angry words.

I did think of a lot of tricks just now, such as not going home, flirting with someone, or ignoring him. In short, it is enough to make She Xin feel sad and regret it. .

So in the end, after much deliberation, I still feel that drinking is a more worry-free trick.

In order to avoid being picked up by others when drinking like last time, what should not happen happened.Wei Qingchen called Feng Yunchang to come over and look at him, and said: "Remember to send me home." Then he began to pour his head down.

He had just said earlier that he would take She Xin out to play, but now he was drinking here at the time of the flight, Feng Yunchang didn't even need to ask, he knew that the two might be quarreling.

Ignoring Guan Wei Qingchen first, Fengyun often pulled the word teacher aside and said: "I'll go and enlighten him, you sit here obediently and don't go anywhere."

After he finished speaking, he kissed the speaker again, ordered a drink for him and said, "Call me if you have something to do, don't hook up with others."

This place is clear, there is no dubious person at all, the speaker nodded, and asked: "Don't talk nonsense!"

"Definitely persuade to make peace and not to persuade to leave!" Feng Yun often patted Yan Shi on the buttocks, and kissed him again.

Ever since the two got married, Feng Yunchang seemed to be a different person. He had to take the speaker with him wherever he went, and he couldn't leave him for a moment.

Originally, when Wei Qingchen asked Feng Yun to come out often, Yan Shi was afraid that it would be difficult for the two of them to talk with him, and Feng Yun would not want to go out alone, so he had to take him with him, Yan Shi had no choice but to obey him obediently.

Fengyun often walked up to Wei Qingchen, turned around to confirm the situation around Yan Shi, then took a sip of the wine in the glass and said: "Tell me, what's the matter with you and Shexin?"

Wei Qingchen didn't speak, took two sips from the wine glass, and continued to ask for wine from the boy at the bar, as if he wanted to drink himself to death.

Feng Yun often felt that his appearance was a little familiar. He was like this when he misunderstood that the speaker gave him a green hat, and he would risk his life to drink. When he felt uncomfortable, he wanted to drink to death. : "What's the matter? She Xin gave you a cuckold?" Otherwise, why would you look like you have nothing to love?

Wei Qingchen chuckled lightly, "He dares!" He drank another glass of dirty wine.

"Drink slowly!" Fengyun often said that the sarcastic remarks were just to adjust the atmosphere, but because the atmosphere was not right at the moment, he looked serious: "What's wrong with you two? Why have you two been in a relationship since he opened the flower garden? Isn't it good to quarrel?"

In less than a while, Wei Qingchen had poured more than a dozen cups in a row. At this moment, he was already drunk, shaking his head with red eyes, and said: "He has changed." He became indifferent to himself, didn't like himself, didn't love himself, and was cruel. stabbed him.

Woo!

"What changed?" Feng Yunchang frowned and said, "What's wrong? Has he changed his mind?"

Wei Qingchen shook his head, Feng Yunchang continued to guess: "Because I don't like to care about you as much as before?"

"Um"

Feng Yunchang: "..." That was really uncomfortable.

A person who treats you well for ten years, suddenly one day, the love value begins to decrease due to unknown reasons, it doesn’t need much, just decrease by one point, for him, he still loves you very much, but you will feel that he is I don't love you anymore.

Because you have seen him love you 100%, so you will unconsciously deny the remaining 90.00% because of the one percent reduction.

This is the inferiority of human beings. Once you have accepted the best, you can't bear the worse ones. What's more, the current Wei Qingchen also puts out [-]% of his heart to love and give up the new.

"Tsk! How did this happen?"

Feng Yun often thought that his family's orator hadn't said a word of liking to him until now, and he was a little unbearably sad. He drank a glass of wine and said, "Why do you think our two brothers are so sad? Why did we meet such two people?" ? You said we treat them wholeheartedly, why do they always make us unhappy? You said how chic we were, didn’t we? Or..."

Wei Qingchen looked at him, thinking that he was going to say bad things again, but he didn't want Feng Yunchang to look serious and said: "Why don't we go act like a spoiled child and beg?"

"Get out!" Wei Qingchen rolled his eyes at him, picked up the wine in front of him and took a sip, and said: "I want to go to you, I won't do such a shameful thing!"

What is it to ask for?Wei Qingchen is not rare, but if he goes to seek Shexin, will that person treat him as well as before?

呜

Wei Qingchen didn't know, he poured a glass of wine from the glass, and lay down on the table.

In less than an hour, Wei Qingchen managed to drink until he was unconscious.

Feng Yunchang sighed, and sent him home as he said earlier.

Standing at the door, Shexin saw Wei Qingchen being escorted back by a drunken man, and rushed to meet him.

Although they are good brothers, it is not very convenient to participate in the matter of the couple.

Feng Yunchang simply said: "He has a heavy heart, She Xin, you should be considerate of him, don't hurt your feelings for trivial things, it's not worth it." He led the speaker out of the house.

She Xin sighed softly, went to the kitchen to make soup to sober up, and when he went back, Wei Qingchen rolled from the bed to the ground at some point.

The bed was not high, but Wei Qingchen's forehead was still red, and even so he didn't wake up.

She Xin struggled to move him back to the bed, the movement was a bit loud, She Chang came up to help him in his pajamas, and asked, "Why are you so drunk? Did you two quarrel?"

She Xin didn't want her grandfather to know about these disturbing things, so she shook her head and said, "No, I just had a few words, Grandpa, go back and rest, it's okay!"

She Chang heard a little bit

Head, said: "Don't be afraid of bickering, if you have something to talk about, don't quarrel."

She Xin nodded, hummed, and sat on the edge of the bed to undress Wei Qingchen.

He smelled of alcohol all over, and he didn't know how much he had drunk. She Xin thought that Feng Mu picked him up last time because he drank like this, and felt a little angry, and the strength to untie his belt was a bit strong.

The unconscious person slightly raised his hand, tried a few times and finally put his hand on the belt.

She Xin frowned slightly, and slapped his troublesome hand away. With the crisp sound of the belt, the sleepy man suddenly got up, raised his hand and slapped him.

Crisp and loud, without mercy.

She Chang, who has always been deaf, turned around slowly. After seeing the wound on She Xin's face and the blood on the corner of his mouth, he was about to pass by, when he saw Wei Qingchen clutching the belt on his waist, pointing at She Xin wobbly with his eyes closed. Xin cursed: "! I have a wife at home! Don't touch my belt!"

After he finished cursing, he fell to the ground and fell asleep completely.

Just like a corpse!

Extra Story·Shexin Monologue

The first time I saw Wei Qingchen was on the soil slope of my hometown, his clothes were thin, and he sat there with a blue nose and a swollen face in late autumn, looking embarrassed but not pitiful.

I was 17 years old that year, the age when I first fell in love.

There are only a few people coming and going in the village. I have never seen him. I heard that he came from a neighboring village, so I took out the dry food in the bag and gave him food. Seeing that he had nowhere to go, I took him to the top of the mountain. in the grass shed above.

In the early years, there was no food at home. Grandpa would take me to hunt in the mountains, and spend the night in the grass shed at night. Later, there were fewer and fewer small animals on the mountain, and life at home was easier. The shed became my own secret base.

Now it is convenient for him.

The family's living standard is not good, but white flour and steamed buns are enough. I secretly bring some dry food to Wei Qingchen every day, and he eats green onions, which are delicious.

After coming and going, they became friends who talked about everything.

Wei Qingchen told me a lot about the outside world, strange things, everything, I think he is a different person, he is good-looking, but he knows so much, in the words of grandpa, he is very ability.

Wei Qingchen is like a magnet, every word can attract me, I don't understand, I don't understand the scorching light that emanates from his eyes when he looks at me, I only blushed slightly.

The quilt is short and thin. When his hand stretched out, I thought he was cold, and subconsciously hugged him back. He is so thin, but he can hold me in his arms. My heart is warm, so I am not cold. up.

Sentimental kisses and caresses are like fire in the dark night. The cold wind blows in from the dilapidated roof. I feel the warmth of the person on my body. I don't feel cold, but it hurts a little.

I don't know what he's doing, but when I was kissed, I looked at the cautious and yearning light in his eyes, and didn't want to reject him.

Accommodation seems to have started from that time.

Wei Qingchen asked me if I would like to go to the big city with him to work hard. I heard him say that he would be good to me for the rest of my life, so I couldn't help but nodded in agreement.

Grandpa is at home, I can see him whenever I come back, but Wei Qingchen left, but I don't know when I can meet him again.

So I think those later experiences deserved it. I abandoned my grandfather who had worked so hard to bring me up, so when Wei Qingchen turned his back on me later, it was just a reincarnation of karma and unhappy retribution.

As Wei Qingchen said, the outside world is indeed very exciting, but with more contact, there are also many helplessness.

I have been poor since I was a child, but no matter how poor I am, I can eat enough and wear warm clothes, but it is not possible in the city. This is the first time I have tasted the feeling of being hungry, and I miss the weight of the white flour steamed buns at home, but no matter how hard it is, I have never thought about going back. Follow him wholeheartedly.

Life is hard, but luckily Wei Qingchen is sweet enough. He gives me the best he can, and gives me every penny he earns. Although there is not much water and electricity left after paying the rent, he plans three meals a day. At that time, I still feel very happy.

At that time, I was actually very vague about the meaning of happiness. I just thought that being with him would make me happy.

Until one day when Wei Qingchen came back from get off work, he happily asked me to close my eyes, and then stuffed something into my hand.

It was a cold thing with a slight weight. I just felt it and guessed it was a key.

Wei Qingchen hugged me excitedly, and said again and again: "Shexin! We finally have a home!"

I was more excited than him, pestering him to take the subway for two hours to see the home he bought for me.

The old neighborhood exudes a faint smell of damp.

The lights in the corridor flickered, and it took me a long time to open the dusty door with the key in my hand. I was so happy that I didn't want to go back.

We moved out of the basement where there was no sunlight all day long. Wei Qingchen spent more than four hours a day squeezing the subway, and I spent a lot of time sitting on the balcony basking in the sun every day.

No matter how hard and tired Wei Qingchen was, he would not allow me to go out to find a job. He said that I was too stupid. In this bustling metropolis, I would be deceived if I was not careful. me.

So during the years when I lived in the basement, I had no contact with anyone, nor did I see any sunshine. I was like a person who can't see the light, yearning for the bright sun, but also likes to shrink in a dark corner.

I sat on the balcony, at sunrise, watching Wei Qingchen's back slowly disappearing downstairs, and then watching the sun set in the west, cooking dinner and waiting for him.

So sunrise and sunset, day after day.

Until one day, Wei Qingchen suddenly stopped going home.

He said that he was busy with work and had to work overtime. I vaguely felt that there was something wrong, but after listening to him coaxing me, I could only blushed and told him to eat well and go home when I had time.

Wei Qingchen hummed, called me wife, and hung up the phone.

After that, he always worked overtime and was always busy, so busy that he didn't make a phone call, and he never

Will coax me, I seem to know something, but also a little uncertain.

It rained heavily that night, with thunder and lightning, but he still didn't go home.

I hugged the pillow under the quilt, sweat and tears, and spent the first time alone in a thunder and rainy day without Wei Qingchen.

He clearly knows that I am most afraid of the sound of thunder, and he clearly promised that no matter how busy I am, he will stay by my side, but why doesn't he come back now?

For the first time, I tasted the taste of grievance, and I cried and called him. He seemed to be sleeping, but he didn’t seem to be. The drenched man at the door held him and cried fiercely for a long time, in exchange for a simple sorry.

He didn't coax me or promise not to let similar things happen in the future, just simply sorry.

When Wei Qingchen left at dawn, I looked at the suit of clothes on him that I had never seen before, and knew that I would probably try to compromise with Lei Sheng in the future.

Everything is just the beginning.

Wei Qingchen's cell phone is always turned off. I think he is busy, so I don't call him anymore. Later, when he didn't go home for several months, I couldn't help asking him why he didn't go home, simply asked Inquiry, in exchange for swearing.

He has never treated me like this, so while I can't accept it, I am also very scared. Has the person who said he will always like me and treat me well changed?

It wasn't until there was a loud slap on the face that I was sure that he had really changed.

Wei Qingchen, who said he would always treat me well and always like me, frowned, pointed at me and scolded fiercely, at the same time raised his hand and hit me fiercely.

With tears in my eyes, I slowly described his appearance in my heart. I couldn't tell which one was real, the one who said I liked it or the one I hated, and which one was the fake one when I hugged him or the one who waved and slapped me.

Wei Qingchen has indeed changed, but I dare not admit it.

Looking back on my life for decades, apart from not wanting my grandfather, he is my whole world, and I can't subvert it, so I wait for him to make a choice.

I learned to drive and got a driver's license, and started to get in touch with all kinds of people. During those years when I was left out, I gradually forgot all the sweet things I had before.

In the dead of night when people are alone and sleepless, I still can’t help but think of those things in the past. In the rainy night with thunder, I still think of him when he was by my side, but the most common thing is that he was cold and ruthless when he scolded me and beat me. Those knife-like words, like Ling Chi, tormented me to varying degrees every day.

But even so, I still can't bear to leave, and I can't bear to leave him who hasn't said any decisive words.

It's just that feelings will always be consumed. I don't know how much my feelings for Wei Qingchen have been consumed. In the tenth year of being with him, I sent a message to ask him to go home for the first time.

It was my birthday that day, and what I was looking forward to was not a gift or a happy birthday, I cleaned the house, packed the only thing in the box, and waited for him to come home.

When the knock on the door sounded, I guessed that he had lost the key to the house, and there was fish stewing in the pot. I turned off the fire and went to open the door, but he scolded me furiously with a frown.

But he couldn't wait for it in just a few tens of seconds, and I don't know how I waited for it all these years.

I took a breath, looked at the person in front of me whom I hadn't seen for a long time, and asked him directly where he had been recently and who he was with if he didn't go home.

Wei Qingchen's reaction did not disappoint me, he slapped me and scolded me bitterly, I was happy to hope that he would be more ruthless, so that my determination to leave would be stronger.

It's just that the tears couldn't be controlled, and my heart began to throb uncontrollably. Before I left, I didn't want to remember any sweet memories about him. I just wanted to firmly remember this moment, this moment of heartache.

"Why do you hit me? I can't care about you hanging around outside, and you can't even ask me a question?"

I covered my face and asked him, hoping he would give me an affirmative answer. I knew he had someone outside, but he never admitted it, and I never caught any handle, so at that moment, I hoped he would admit it. Come down, I hope that when we separate, I will not have a little bit of nostalgia and reluctance.

I was ready to make a clean break with Wei Qingchen, but he seemed to see what I was thinking, when his body shook slightly, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself, and hugged him.

Very novel feeling.

I have forgotten what happened afterwards, I only remember his weeping face.

Wei Qingchen seemed to be a different person, he was kind to me from the beginning, better than ever before, my heart that wanted to go away was dragged back by him, and I couldn't break free.

During those years when I was left out - you are my obsession - I didn't leave, but now that he changes his mind, how can I just leave?

In the absence of evidence, I just believe that everything is true now.

My Wei Qingchen loves me from the beginning to the end as always, he just ignores me because he is too busy, he has not betrayed, cheated or disliked me, he just has a bit of a temper.

I choose to forgive him, give him one last chance, and give each other a chance to start all over again.

If there is a possibility of being happy with him in this life, I want to try my best.

Wei Qingchen didn't let me down. In the following decades, marry me and love me, just as promised, at the beginning.

It's just that life is not, there will always be bumps and bumps.

After I opened a flower garden and my business got better and better, the way Wei Qingchen looked at me changed, I understand a little bit

The meaning in his eyes is a feeling of losing control.

I know how strong his desire to control me is. I didn't want to disobey him before, but now I want to try, to see if he really just treats me as an obedient accessory?

He is so outstanding and successful, even though we have been married for so many years, there are still so many wild bees and saucers around him. I don’t want to stand beside him and worry every day. I also want to be someone who is good enough to stand side by side with him. Trying to catch up with his pace, let his eyes look at me, no longer so confident.

I want to be a good enough match for him.

Hard work always pays off.

I don't know when it started, Wei Qingchen gradually became an equal existence in my heart.

The day he lost his temper at me, the blue enchantress I bred had just succeeded. It was a gift for him, but he stepped on it and turned it into pieces.

Wei Qingchen didn't go home again for many years, and I also started to suffer from insomnia all night. When I couldn't sleep at night, I just looked at his circle of friends.

One after another.

Such a busy person actually spends all day posting on Moments, even taking photos of the shoes on the floor while eating and sleeping.

I felt a little strange, turned on the mobile phone in the well, and Wei Qingchen’s circle of friends was empty. I went to ask the speaker again, and after getting the answer that Wei Qingchen’s circle of friends was also invisible, my hazy heart suddenly began to clear up. stand up.

His circle of friends probably posted it specially for me.

I thought about it with my mobile phone, and I also sent a message, only three words, I miss you.Also only visible to him.

Wei Qingchen, who was updating so fast, stopped suddenly, and I think we both could finally have a good night's sleep.

When Feng Yunchang and Yan Shi got engaged, Wei Qingchen and I had been in a cold war for more than half a month.

He seems to be a little thinner, he lifts his chin and ignores me, and sneaks glances at me from time to time

For the first time, I felt that he was a little arrogant and cute. I deliberately stood beside him with red eyes and lowered my head. Come out, before the banquet is over, he will coax me to apologize.

Wei Qingchen can't see me jealous, I know it.

So the appearance of Fengmu was completely an accident.

Wei Qingchen explained humbly for a long time, and when I didn't cooperate, his temper suddenly exploded.

He slapped himself while explaining profane words; he suppressed me violently with force, while knelt on the ground humbly; scolded me, and kissed me.

Wei Qingchen is trying her best to control her temper, but I still can't help but feel wronged and want to cry.

More than anything else, I don't want to see him have anything to do with other people. I think everyone who has experienced jealousy can empathize.

I beat him with red eyes, and his mood suddenly calmed down. Although he possessed me punitively on the bed, when his lips and teeth were intertwined, he called me in a low voice: "She Xin, please don't leave me."

I can see Wei Qingchen's uneasiness.

The flower garden is just a medium close to him. Although I like it, compared to Wei Qingchen, it is not a pity to abandon it.

Feelings are like flowers. It is always right to cultivate and manage them well. There is nothing worth showing off for unilateral contributions. I think I should do something while blindly asking for it.

Jingxia told me that a person named Miko Xiaoxiao told him that those who can act like a baby are the luckiest, as long as Wei Qingchen and I act like a baby, he will satisfy all my requirements.

I don't know who Miko Xiaoxiao is, but when I heard Jing Xia say that the pen in her hand is like the red thread in Yuelao's hand, which can control the fate of fate, I subconsciously believed it.

As Wei Qingchen said, I don't need to do anything, as long as I look at him with red eyes, he will nod and agree to my big and small requests, reasonable or unreasonable.

So when this coquettish method failed, I couldn't help but want to cry.

Wei Qingchen worked overtime on May Day but didn't notify me in advance, and all my travel plans that I had prepared for several months in high spirits all came to naught. As soon as I was wronged, I wanted him to try the same taste.

When he told me to go out to play, although I said I would look at it then, but in fact, I rejected all the orders for the flower garden early in the morning, and I couldn't wait for Wei Qingchen to take me out to play. I was very happy, so I deliberately teased him, I don't want him to lose his temper and become so scary.

At that moment, I suddenly wondered if his good temper towards me was just pretending?Otherwise, why would he say such hurtful words?

Wei Qingchen said that he wanted to have sex with me endlessly, and that he wanted to compete to see who could win the other person's heart better.

I want to tell him that it is better than that, I am afraid that no one can win him.

The ticket has been cancelled, and I have some regrets.

I was afraid that he would do something impulsive, but I also wanted to see how much he could do to chill my heart.

The words that teased him before were false, but now the tempting heart has become true.

I stayed at home terrified and watched him being brought back drunk and vicious.

Wei Qingchen was so drunk that he fell to the ground without waking up.

I couldn't help but want to slap him when I thought about Fengmu's incident before, so when I untied his belt belt, I exerted a little force. The person who didn't want to be drunk suddenly woke up slowly, and stretched out his hand to make trouble, I slapped him away With the crisp sound of the belt, he was slapped across the face.

His cheeks were hot, the corners of his eyes were sore, and the wound at the corner of his mouth hurt all the way to his heart.

Wei Qingchen was really ruthless, he beat me with all his strength, I looked at him with red eyes, and heard him yell loudly: "! I have a wife at home! Don't touch my waistband!"

During the whole time, he kept his eyes closed, and after scolding, he fell headlong on the bed again and fell asleep.

I couldn't laugh or cry, my heart was up and down by him, I raised my hand and wanted to beat him, but I was a little bit reluctant.

Wei Qingchen seemed to be sleeping a little restlessly. In the second half of the night, he kept calling my name. I sat beside him and answered in a low voice. When he called me, I agreed.

Probably because I felt the approach of the people around me, and his hands were waving dishonestly again, I hurriedly said, "Don't hit me!"

"Shexin, don't leave me..."

"I'm by your side, I'm not going anywhere!"

"Shexin, you have changed..."

"I haven't changed!"

"Shexin...I love you..."

"I love you too!"

"Shexin..."

"Ok!"

In this way, I talked to a drunk for most of the night. At dawn, he finally stopped. I listened to his snoring, and knew that this time he really fell asleep.

I took off his coat and glanced at the belt on his waist. As soon as I reached out my hand tentatively, I felt his snoring stop, and hurriedly took a few steps back to wash up.

My face was a little swollen, and the corners of my mouth were a little torn. I took a towel and wiped it lightly. I gasped in pain, but when I heard the snoring from the bed, I felt at ease again.

When it was close to noon, the person on the bed still showed no signs of soberness, so I went out to buy groceries helplessly, thinking that when he woke up, I must let him quit drinking.