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?Going back the next day, Lu Guang pulled me and asked, where have you been?I'm dying of anxiety!

I told him that I met Musen on the way back and slept with him.

He seemed to be in a bad mood, his whole face twisted together, and he looked at me angrily, "Do you know how worried I was, and I went around the river several times, but I couldn't find you, I thought What happened to you?!"

"I'm sorry, I made you worry." I patted him on the shoulder, and it seemed that he was really angry.

He put one hand on my shoulder and smiled again, "It's a good thing you're fine."

This chapter has been turned over, but I feel that Lu Guang is watching me more and more closely. Whenever he has no class, he will stay in my office. When I go to class, he will talk nonsense with Song Lu and Shen Haowen , Talking too much.

In this regard, he is not like the artist in my conception. The artist in my eyes should have a decadent temperament and should also have autism, not like Lu Guang who just dresses up with an artist's atmosphere, but has no personality at all. , he's just a chatterbox.

Basically, we are a threesome, Song Lu often invites us to her house for dinner, Song Lu's mother is also very hospitable, every time before returning home, she will invite us again and again to come over often.

Aunt Song looks very lonely. In this family, there are only her and Song Lu. When Song Lu goes to work, she is the only one. Every time we go to eat, she sits on the sofa and knits a sweater alone. There is a big difference in the heavy makeup, she doesn't actually wear makeup, maybe that time she put on makeup because she knew I was coming.

After getting along for a long time, I discovered that she and my mother actually have many similarities. They probably used to have a really good relationship. I heard that good friends will have a "husband and wife look" after a long time. Musen and I There are also some similarities. Uncle Ji once recognized my back as Mu Sen, and called A Sen several times behind me.

After I told Mu Sen about this, he made fun of Uncle Ji for a long time, but Uncle Ji didn't know that the relationship between their father and son was very stiff.

Thinking about it this way, I thought, did Ji Musen tell Uncle Ji about his upcoming engagement?

This is a big deal. After thinking about it, I really forgot about it. I should write a letter to my mother.

But before writing this letter, I went to find Musen first. He was still in the same posture, bent over to plan wood, and a large piece of sawdust was scattered on the ground, forming a thick layer.

I stepped on a pile of sawdust and made a "rustling" sound. Jim Sen raised his head to look at me and smiled, "Xiao Yan, you are here."

"Yeah, it seems like it's been a long time since I came to see you." I pulled up a chair and sat not far away watching him planing wood.

"Yeah! You haven't seen me for a month and a half, what are you busy with?" Mu Sen talked to me while planing wood.

"Did you tell Uncle Ji about your engagement? Do Uncle Ji and Sister Ji know that Qiao Shuang is going to be engaged to you?" I pretended to be calm, but he stopped and showed a tangled look. He patted his thigh and pointed at him, "You really didn't inform them, you didn't tell your family about such a big thing!"

"I'm engaged, it's none of their business!" Ji Musen scratched hard again.

I sneered and said: "Musen, you are too heartless for saying this. I don't care what's going on between you and Uncle Ji, but getting married is not about you and Qiao Shuang. It's about two people. Regarding family matters, didn't Qiao Shuang mention going to meet your family members?"

Ji Musen's eyes were taken away instantly. He opened a drawer, rummaged through it, took out a cigarette and smoked until he finished smoking one cigarette. Strangely, he closed the workshop door.

"It's broad daylight, why are you closing the door?" I asked impatiently, this fool Jim Sen pretended to be deep and smoked a cigarette by himself, and didn't speak, trying to block me.

He walked in front of me with his mouth tightly shut, slowly squatted down, and raised his head. His voice was very hoarse, but it made me throb inexplicably.

"I don't love her, but I'm going to be engaged to her."

I couldn't help holding his face, suppressed the restlessness in my heart, gritted my teeth desperately, and managed to squeeze out three words, "Why?"

"What's the reason?" He smiled like a child, and scratched my nose with his hand, "There is no rule that you can't marry someone you don't love."

"Why?" I asked him stubbornly, "If you don't love, why do you want to get married?"

"Xiao Yan, do you know that many people don't marry because of love, the most important thing is what suits them, just like my father and mother. Song Lu is very suitable for me, so I promised her to marry her." Ji Musen had a smile in his eyes when he spoke, as if he was enlightening me, a vexatious child.

"You don't want to get married, do you?" I was almost confused by his forced explanation. He said he didn't love Qiao Shuang, he said that Qiao Shuang was suitable for him, so he wanted to marry her, they had no love .

He shook his head slowly, "I'm going to get married, because I've reached my age, many people at this age have become fathers, and I'm much too late."

"What? Then I don't have one either, don't you have me to accompany you? What are you in such a hurry for?" I anxiously held his face and dangled it, trying to get the strange thoughts in his mind shake away.

He pressed my two hands, "My dad is in a hurry!"

All of a sudden, I had no excuses, and my mother was also anxious, but she didn't dare to press me now, she was afraid that I would get sick.

"Although I have been at odds with my dad for several years, I know in my heart that he cares about me very much, and my sister cares more about me. My sister has been delaying because of my marriage. If she wants to be strong, she must get married first. Married again, and saved the money for me to buy a house for me. I don’t know how to get to my house, the order of marriage has changed, but the younger one should get married first. Maybe in my sister’s eyes, I’m just an unreliable person. You little kid." He said it easily, with a smile on his face all the time, but it felt like a needle prick in my ears, which made me feel uncomfortable and distressed.

I can't take it anymore, I'd rather he didn't say such things to me, I'd rather believe that he got engaged because of his love for Qiao Shuang, rather than this kind of extra reason, which is clearly giving me a hopeless expectation.

"Why are you talking to me like that?"

"Are you my best brother? If I don't tell you, who should I tell? Tell my sister, she won't beat me to death!" He stood up and patted the top of my head, "Hey, Xiao Yan , just please tell my dad and my sister that I'm getting engaged and I'll bring his daughter-in-law home next time."

My heart twitched and I couldn't breathe. He was so cruel that he actually wanted me to inform his family of his happy news. All of this was a purgatory for me.

Seeing that he was going to continue planing wood, I grabbed his hand, and he turned around and looked at me.

"Do you have someone you love?" I heard my voice tremble.

He raised the corner of his mouth, walked in front of me again, bent down, stroked my cheek with one palm, gently rubbed my lips with his thumb, and looked at me with gentle eyes like water. I have never seen such a gentle Jim Sen seen.

For a moment, I seemed to understand something, the knot in my heart was suddenly opened, two lines of hot tears flowed down, wet my face, and Ji Musen's face became blurred.

I only heard him say - yes, it's been a long time.