let me be your man

?Shika was woken up early the next morning. As soon as Shika opened his eyes, he saw Dangnong sweating profusely and his body shaking. Shika knew that Dangnong's drug/addiction had relapsed.

"Dang Nong, Dang Nong." Shika slapped Dang Nong's face and shouted.

"Shika, Shika, fast, tie me up quickly." Dannon said in a trembling voice.

"No, you will get hurt then." Shi Ka said worriedly.

"Hurry up, hurry up, I can't hold on any longer." Dang Nong said with white lips twitching non-stop.

"..." Shika looked at Tang Nong and kept shaking his head.

"Go and get the rope, if you want me to get rid of drug/addiction, then tie me up quickly, I can't control it, Shika, go quickly." Dang Nong shouted with all his might.

"..." Shika had no choice but to quickly bring the rope over.

"Hurry up, hurry up." Dang Nong shouted as his body trembled more and more.

In the end, Shika tied Dangnong up with a rope. Dangnong was tied up by the rope and lay on the bed, unable to move his limbs at all. He struggled desperately on the bed. Seeing Dangnong, Shika felt extremely uncomfortable.

Dang Nong lay on the bed and yelled loudly, because it was so uncomfortable, Dang Nong couldn't control himself, and tried desperately to break free from the rope.

"Let go of me, let me go." Dang Nong yelled while waiting for Shika with fierce eyes.

"Dang Nong, you must persevere, please, you must persevere." Shika said looking at Dang Nong who was struggling on the bed.

When Nong lay on the bed unable to move, he could only cry out in pain.It's like a person who has a very special itch, but he doesn't have hands to relieve it.

Half an hour passed, Dang Nong's cold sweat drenched his clothes all over his body, and if he continued like this, he would definitely collapse.Shi Ka quickly poured a glass of water to feed Dang Nong, but Dang Nong glared at the ground with his feet, looking at Shi Ka with hatred in his eyes.

Seeing that Dang Nong's hands and feet were tied up with ropes, and he kept struggling, his wrists and feet were all red. At this time, Dang Nong's lower body twitched wildly. Dang Nong opened his mouth wide to breathe, and his eyes began to roll. And snot wet the sheets.

"Dang Nong, Dang Nong." Seeing Dang Nong rolling his eyes, Shi Ka was so anxious that he hugged Dang Nong and shouted.

"..." Dang Nong didn't respond, his eyes kept rolling, his whole body was cold.

"Dang Nong, Dang Nong, wake up, Dang Nong." Shi Ka panicked, not knowing what to do.

"..." Dang Nong still didn't respond, but his body kept shaking.

An hour later, Dang Nong's hair was completely wet with sweat, and his body stopped shaking. There was no reaction, no matter what Shika called Dang Nong, he did not respond.

"Dang Nong, wake up, Dang Nong, wake up, you can't do anything, Dang Nong." Shika kept calling Dang Nong.

"..." Dang Nong's pale face was bloodless, and he closed his eyes without feeling anything.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, why should I force you to quit/drugs, Dang Nong, wake up, I don't want you to quit/drugs, I don't want you to quit, Dang Nong." Shi Ka cried loudly .

Shi Ka put down Dang Nong and was about to go to see a doctor. At this time, Dang Nong held Shi Ka's hand slightly, and slowly opened his eyes. Dang Nong, whose whole body was wet with sweat, looked very tired. It's like you just got out of a storm.

"Dang Nong, you scared me to death, why don't we stop quitting? We don't quit." Shi Ka grabbed Dang Nong's hand and said excitedly.

Every time Dang Nong's drug/addiction breaks out, Shi Ka is terrified, because Shi Ka is very afraid that Dang Nong will not be able to get over it and will leave him from now on. Ka thought, is it really for him to let Donnon quit/drugs?Looking at Dang Nong who was writhing on the bed in pain, and Dang Nong who might leave him at any time because of drug rehabilitation, Shi Ka felt very heartbroken.

"Shika, I've made it through again this time." Dang Nong panted and said in a weak voice.

"Dang Nong, let's stop quitting, okay? Seeing you in such pain, I can't help you with anything." Shika said distressedly while helping Dang Nong wipe away his tears.

"I have survived in the past, and I will survive in the future." Dang Nong touched Shika's face and said with a weary smile.

"I don't want to see you suffer so much anymore. Every time your drug addiction flares up, I'm terrified. I'm afraid you'll just leave me." Shika said with tears.

"Shika, in this world now, you are my only family member and the only motivation for me to live. I don't allow you to say that."

Dang Nong recovered after a few days of rest, and Shika also closed the farmhouse during this time, because Shi Ka wanted to take care of Dang Nong wholeheartedly.Taking advantage of the beginning of spring and the warm weather, Shika planned to take Dang Nong for a walk around, let Dang Nong look outside and breathe the fresh air outside.

"Shika didn't expect such a beautiful place nearby." Sitting on the back of the bicycle, Dangnon said happily with his arms around Shika's waist, looking at a large field of gerbera.

"That's because we have never been out since we came to the county." Shika said as he rode his bicycle through the fields.

"That's right, but we have to start running the farmhouse quickly, otherwise we will be able to buy the farmhouse in the year of the monkey." Dang Nong said, resting his head on Shika's back.

"No, you have to listen to me during this time, and you have to come out more to get some fresh air." Shi Ka refused immediately.

"Stop, stop." Donnon suddenly shouted.

"What's wrong?" Shika hurriedly stopped and looked at Dang Nong and asked, for fear that Dang Nong's drug addiction would flare up again.

"I want to pee." After Dang Nong finished speaking, he walked to a place where no one was around and began to pee.

"Idiot." Shika said with a sigh of relief, looking at Dang Nong's back.

"Shika, help me take a photo here, look at how beautiful it is here." Dang Nong said in a good mood looking at a large area of ​​flowers of various colors behind after peeing.

"..." Shika touched his body, and was suddenly stunned, because Shika had never used a mobile phone since he came to the county.

"Shika, I know that when you came to the county, you threw away our mobile phones. You just didn't want anyone to find us. Thank you Shika. You gave me a chance to live again. It doesn't matter, I can't shoot today , we’ll take the camera tomorrow.” Dang Nong said with a smile.

"Dang Nong, don't you hate me?" Shika leaned the bicycle to the side, walked to Dang Nong and said.

"Shika, I don't allow you to say that. Without you, I wouldn't be where I am now. I am very happy now, and I live a fulfilling life every day. I don't want to think about the past anymore. You said you brought me here, didn't you just let me Shall we start our life from scratch?" Danny said holding Shika.

"Dang Nong, I love you." Shika said while hugging Dang Nong tightly.

"This is the first time I've heard you say this." Dang Nong looked at Shi Ka in front of him and said movedly.

"I'm sorry, I love you, I love you, I love you." Shika said, holding Dang Nong into his arms again.

"From the day I met you, my love for you has never stopped." After finishing speaking, Dang Nong kissed Shika's lips.