Zi Wei Bu Tian Di

45． Chapter 20 Liu Shuangyu Twelve

For no reason, I thought of Liu Ziwei again. Could it be that Liu Ziwei's recent closeness to me is all to occupy me and prevent me from getting close to his brother?If it's true, Liu Ziwei treats his elder brother more than Lou treats me... I'm afraid it's the same thing?

If so, is Liu Ziwei Ziwei?Is it possible for Ziwei to like someone else?

If I were Ziwei, if I met someone like Liu Ziheng, I would be willing to get in touch with him.

After thinking about it for most of the night, I gradually lost my eyesight.

When I was about to fall asleep, a string of flute sounds floated by my ears. The sound of the flute flowed through my anxious heart like a hot spring. The whole heart gradually stabilized and fell softly into sleep.

For the first time in 1000 years, I dreamed of Ziwei: He was waiting for me standing under the willow tree beside the Spring River, and I ran towards him stepping on the elongated shadow of the tree inlaid with gold at dusk.I called him "Ziwei", he turned around slowly, and the voice came first, "Taoist."

I woke up with a start!

It's already bright.

I hugged the quilt, and a name was circling over and over again in my mind-Liu Ziheng.

I can't lie to myself anymore, it was Liu Ziheng in my dream, and it was indeed Liu Ziheng that I often thought of day and night!

I wait for Liu Ziheng to pass by my window every day; I inquire about Liu Ziwei's opinion of my brother because I want to know more about Liu Ziheng; I am happy to stay with Liu Ziheng and talk about the world; Into my eyes, my quiet world seems to be injected with warm currents.

These, all, I cannot avoid.

In the dream, Ziwei turned around, although I only had time to see the corner of his brow, but that distant mountain eyebrow, and the extremely familiar "Taoist", who else could there be except Liu Ziheng?

People say that they think every day and dream at night, but I can't accept that I think Ziwei is someone who is probably not Ziwei; I can't even face the fact that I may have thoughts about others.

I locked myself in the room all morning, told the housekeeper to go out before lunch, and blew the cold wind by the moat all day.

Until the cold wind straightened my hair, my head was full of mud and I didn't adjust it.

I sighed and set up the cloud head, and sat on the cloud for a long time.I watched the sun star set, the lunar star rise, I saw the Milky Way resplendent, the Big Dipper sparkled, and the dipper shifted a few rounds, but I never figured it out...

Liu Ziheng's light blue shirt is lingering in my mind, as soon as I close my eyes, I can see him standing under the willow tree waiting for me.He has said to me countless times in my dreams and in my mind: "This is where you belong."

Where is my home, where is my home?If it was at Liu Ziheng's place, what about Ziwei?

Ziwei, if you can see me, please help me, I have been looking for you for almost 1000 years, and I have entered the magic barrier long ago.

I flew higher and higher until I approached the stars.

I can pluck the stars in my hands, and receive the brilliance of thousands of stars.There is an undercurrent of endless power among the stars, and the stars fly by rapidly, and I am so small that I am comparable to dust.At this time, looking back at the mortals in Rongjin Continent, they are just one of thousands of stars, and countless grievances and hatreds are like passing clouds.

People say, "The sky is the shore where the sea is boundless, and I am the peak where the mountain climbs." I have reached the highest place I can fly, and there are still countless stars above my head. Even if I have reached the highest place, I still cannot become any world. peak.As the suzerain of ten thousand stars, Ziwei can probably fly to the highest place to look down at the stars. In his eyes, the stars are probably no more than the size of dust, but I... How big can I be in his eyes?

The Rongjin Continent is no longer visible, but I still can't see through the mortal world.

In the space full of stars, I kept thinking of two figures, one was Ziwei in a purple-gold imperial robe, and the other was Liu Ziheng in a green shirt.

After all, I'm just an ordinary god who can't get rid of the seven emotions and six desires. I have thousands of troubles. I can't kill the three corpses, I can't cultivate the way of heaven, I am wrapped more and more tightly by anger and infatuation, and I have long since lost the detachment of the gods.After struggling in the mortal world for nearly a thousand years, I have worn away all my fairy bones. Do I have to take out all my fairy bones before I can give up?

"Forget it, forget it, if I'm destined not to wait for Ziwei, I might as well go into reincarnation with cramps and bones, maybe when I become a mortal, I can get old together with Ziwei I."

Thinking of this, my heart was empty, and the big stone that had weighed on me for nearly a thousand years was lightened, and it was gone.

The demonic barrier tore in my heart, blurring the flesh and blood that had been destroyed in the inner mansion. When I let go of my mind, blood flowed into the Lingtai, and I completely gave up resistance to the demonic barrier.

"That's it, that's it."

I imagined an ice blade and slashed down on my wrist.

Blood flowed out and fell into the bottomless star abyss.

Seeing the fairy power go away with the blood bit by bit, I didn't feel much pain, the Lingtai was completely gray, and my mind was depressed a little bit.

"If the blood is gone, I can be free, Ziwei, I'm looking for you."

"There should be a bowl", I suddenly thought, I have to fill a bowl like Liu Ziheng, lift it up, and then say to Liu Ziheng, "Is it enough for me to use this bowl of blood to understand the friendship between you and me?"

You have to use a very large bowl.

Liu Ziheng's face became more and more clear in my mind - he turned around and looked at me under the willow tree, his black jade eyes were like deep hot springs, warm flowing through my heart, I suddenly wanted to see him again.Ziwei wouldn't blame me for just one glance, right?

Thinking of this episode, my spiritual consciousness returned to the Lingtai, and the immortal power that had just flowed away with the blood slowly froze.I raised my hand and saw a ferocious red mark on my wrist, I spat at myself in disgust: This Immortal's knife skills are really poor - not comparable to Liu Ziheng.

I went back to the capital of Rongjin Dynasty without stopping.

At the east end of Fuxue Hutong, Liuzhai.I stared at the seal on the opposite side of the door and stood there for a long time, "Why is the Liu residence sealed?" I was very worried, "What happened to the brothers of the Liu family?"

A down-and-out Taoist priest stood outside the sealed-off house for a while, and finally attracted the attention of the neighbors. Some people raised their heads and looked at me vigilantly, probably worried that I might have something to do with Liu's house.

The eldest brother passing by stopped and asked me: "Master Taoist, are you looking for the owner of this house?"

I replied: "Exactly. I don't know why Liu's house was sealed? What did Mr. Liu do?"

The eldest brother took a serious look at my attire, but fortunately I was dressed in a Taoist uniform, which relieved his vigilance, so he said: "It's a long story. Three years ago, Mr. Liu won the first prize in high school, the Holy One The important point is to attach a horse, Mr. Liu wrote a letter to express his feelings, do you know what happened between the government and the opposition?"

I nodded.

"One year ago, when Master Liu's funeral was over, someone came to ask Master Liu about when he would marry a wife. It is said that Master Liu already has a marriage contract, and it is too late to marry a wife at the age of 24. It is appropriate to marry a wife after the funeral." Welcoming a new wife and marrying a new wife, who knows that there has been no movement in Liu's house for a long time to hold a wedding event. Master Liu can wait, but the person in the palace (he pointed to the sky) seems to have recognized Master Liu, and waited for two years for Master Liu not to marry Mrs. Liu, however, seemed to have been determined by the weight of the weight, and she did not want to marry. It is said that if the emperor married his daughter, who would dare to disobey an imperial decree. However, the princess did not want to force Mrs. Liu, and came to Liu's mansion to propose marriage in person regardless of the princess's face. Well, there was an uproar in the government and the public. Master Liu blocked the princess out of the door respectfully, knocking and beckoning three times to invite the princess back to the palace. Scary! Master Liu is so arrogant!"

It is wise for Liu Ziheng not to invite the princess in. Once the princess steps into the door of Liu's house, there will be a woman with a yellow flower, a handsome young man, a lonely man and a widow in the same house. If he doesn't marry again, all the saliva in the court can drown him.

"The government and the public are stretching their necks waiting to see a good show. I don't know if it is good luck or the house leaks and it rains overnight. For some reason, the prince of the current dynasty has taken a fancy to the younger brother of the Liu family and asked him to be a companion in the East Palace." The elder brother of the neighbor made a With an envious expression, he smacked his lips, "Who knows that this younger brother is unwilling, the crown prince came to invite Liu's house in person, but who knows that the younger brother of the Liu family ran away from home?! Scary! I really don't know what the brothers of the Liu family are thinking. When good things happen, they are as unwilling to accept them as if they were avoiding the plague.”

I thought I could only leave for a day, but I flew too far, passed the heaven, and went up and down for a year.In the year since I left, so many things have happened in the Liu residence.

"The elder brother of the Liu family lost his younger brother. He went out of the house overnight to look for him, but he never came back. Seeing the opening of the gong, the drama came to an abrupt end. Later, the government sealed the Liu residence, but did not confiscate the house. His Majesty arrested Mr. Liu for malfeasance, and is now wanted nationwide. Capture Mr. Liu alive. The Liu mansion has been sealed for a year, and no one has visited it again. It is said that the princess is still waiting for Mr. Liu to come back, so she is wasting her beautiful age." After finishing speaking, the elder brother of the neighbor shook his head and smacked his lips again.

I thanked him and sat in front of the Liu residence in a daze.

As the sun went down, the neighbors closed their doors.When there was no one around, I phantom entered the willow mansion.

Thick dust fell on the tables, chairs and counters, and the courtyard doors and windows were locked.I walked to the main courtyard, the east wing on the right was divided into north and south, the north room was lived by Liu Ziheng, and I used to live in the south room next to him.

Push open the door of the north room, I have been here many times.At that time, because I felt uncomfortable in the man's room, I only sat in the outer room and the separated study room when I went to his room.When I went back to his bedroom for the first time, he no longer lived here.His bedroom is clean and warm. I stood by his bed, originally wanting to sit up, but I endured it and shook my head.

Going around to the book room, Liu Ziheng must have left in a hurry for the uncollected pens and black-stained inkstone on the desk.There was a stack of papers left on the desk, and the top two pages were a bit misplaced, as if they were crooked when someone hastily pulled out the top page.What important thing did Liu Ziheng write at that time, and he still didn't forget to take it away when he was in a hurry?

Through the wall is the house where I used to live.As soon as he passed through, he was startled.

There is no strong smell of dust in the room, the tables and chairs only have a thin layer of dust, unlike the dusty nets in the whole willow house, my room seems to have been carefully tidied up not long ago.My eyes finally landed on the carved bed that I often suffer from insomnia. There was a slightly sunken mark on the mattress. Who cleaned it up and sat on my bed?

The name "Liu Ziheng" popped up, is it him?

I am alienated from mortals, and I have only gotten closer to the Liu family brothers in the past thousand years. Liu Ziwei...is impossible.That is to say, only Liu Ziheng has the possibility to sit in my room in Liu Zhai.

He is waiting for me?

Why is he waiting for me?

He treats me...?

Will he come again?