A madman with a dog lasts forever

After leaving the apartment, Xie Ran felt very relaxed, as if a big rock that had been pressing on the bottom of his heart suddenly fell to the ground, he was humming a song, and his steps were very brisk.

After walking a few steps, he heard the sound of the mobile phone in his pocket, and took it out to see that it was Xie Qi's call. The corners of Xie Ran's mouth were slightly raised, and he even answered the phone in a very brisk tone.

"Sister, what's wrong?"

Xie Qi was startled when she heard Xie Ran's voice. She hadn't seen Xie Ran so happy like today for a long time, so she asked, "What's wrong with you, did you encounter something happy?"

"Strictly speaking, it counts." Xie Ran said with a smile.

Seeing that he was in a good mood, Xie Qi took this opportunity to ask Xie Ran, "Do you have time this weekend? Let's have a meal at home. Qingqing has been clamoring to see my little uncle these days."

"Okay, I just have a rest this weekend, and I haven't seen you for a long time, tell Qingqing that I have prepared a gift for her."

"Okay, then it's settled, see you on the weekend." Xie Qi said.

"Yeah," Xie Ran agreed with a smile.

After hanging up the phone, Xie Ran still had a smile on his lips. He looked up at the sky, and suddenly found that the night sky of the imperial capital was extraordinarily beautiful and the stars were extraordinarily shining.

However, at this time in the apartment, Shao Jin was in a very bad mood. Just now he resisted the phone call with Shao Kai, and then he was in a daze in the living room. The apartment was full of Xie Ran's atmosphere. Shao Jin felt that he was about to be This feeling is driving me crazy.

He walked back and forth in the room several times, and finally couldn't help but approached the study room, and dug out Xie Ran's things. He didn't know why he did this, but he simply felt that maybe it was there find what he wants to know.

At the beginning, for the sake of convenience, he reserved a study room for Xie Ran, so that the two of them could not disturb each other when they were working or reading, so generally there was nothing special, and Shao Jin would never go to Xie Ran's study room, so much so that Xie Ran never went to Xie Ran's study room. After Ran moved here, this was the first time that Shao Jin formally approached this study in a strict sense.

As Shao Jin expected, the layout of the study was similar to what he had imagined. Xie Ran's books accounted for more than half of it, and there were some models related to human bones and some simulated body organ specimens.

Shao Jin walked past the bookcase and looked at the rows of books inside, which were arranged in order according to the type. At first glance, he thought it was very neat, but after reading it for a long time, Shao Jin felt that something was wrong.

Although these books are classified by category, the top row is related to medicine, the middle is some books about racing, and the bottom is all kinds of miscellaneous books, including literature and others.

But when Shao Jin looked carefully, he found something strange. Each row of Xie Ran's bookshelf only holds 20 books, no matter whether it can fit or not, there are always 20 books, and the thickness of these books Basically the same, this discovery made Shao Jin tighten up a little bit.

"Could it be that Xie Ran has obsessive-compulsive disorder?" Shao Jin thought to himself, with this thought in mind, he began to search for other things. Sure enough, the distance between all the things Xie Ran placed was the same, as if he had been placed It seems that people have measured it on purpose.

Looking at everything in the study, Shao Jin suddenly felt a sense of strangeness in his heart. At that moment, Shao Jin felt that he didn't know Xie Ran at all before, and his body unconsciously took a few steps back, pushing his waist against the table, Accidentally dropped the books on it to the ground.

When Shao Jin squatted down to pick it up, he caught a glimpse of two books and saw a diary sandwiched between them. Shao Jin picked up the diary and opened it slowly.

It seemed to be something recorded by Xie Ran, and the more Shao Jin looked at it, the more he felt the chill down his spine.The diary slowly records various data of Xie Ran.

Regarding how normal people fall in love and how normal people perceive emotions, Shao Jin flipped through the pages, and finally let go of his hand, and the notebook fell to the ground.

Shao Jin's back was leaning against the corner of the table, a layer of sweat appeared on his forehead, and the first sentence of the diary was written by Xie Ran, "I want to be a normal person."

When Shao Jin saw this sentence, his pupils shrank sharply. He turned to the second page. It seemed that this should be Xie Ran's diary. Shao Jin sat on the ground and began to read it seriously, but the more he read, Shao Jin felt that his back was getting colder and his heart was getting more and more painful. The diary recorded in detail the little things between Xie Ran and himself in the past two years. Everything has been made into a case analysis table, like an excellent doctor, to analyze every time he gets along with himself, from how to make him seem to love himself more, to how to analyze why he is today I only ate a bowl of rice in the evening. If it were someone else, they might think that the person who wrote this diary must have loved the other person terribly, but Shao Jin clearly understood that every time Xie Ran recorded in the diary One thing, every time the diary wants to express how much he loves himself, he is making records. Shao Jin has seen this kind of records. In Xie Ran's laboratory, there are many cases recorded there. It densely recorded Xie Ran's experience in every operation.

Until this moment, Shao Jin finally understood that Xie Ran was using him as an experiment to see if he could make himself look like a normal person, so on the first page of the diary, Xie Ran wrote I want to be a normal person. normal people.

Shao Jin felt his heart ache, the pain made him breathless, he didn't know why after reading Xie Ran's diary, he was not angry, irritable, and didn't want to grab Xie Ran in front of him immediately The feeling of being pumped hard, and some are just distressed, unbearably distressed, that kind of pain has never been felt before, even if he confessed to his family about himself and Shen Luo back then, he was beaten up by his father When he was driven out of the house, or when Shen Luo left without saying goodbye, he never felt so distressed like tonight.

He really fell in love with Xie Ran. He didn't know when, he fell in love with Xie Ran who sometimes acted like a baby to him, and sometimes was cold to him.But when he found out that he was in love with Xie Ran, he found that Xie Ran didn't love him at all.

The diary slipped from his hand to the ground, Shao Jin felt some cold and salty liquid flowing from his face to his mouth, Shao Jin reached out and touched his face, he cried, even himself Didn't realize he was crying.

Shao Jin wiped his eyes with the back of his hand indiscriminately, but the more he wiped, the more tears came out. At this moment, a weak meow made Shao Jin put down his hand, and he looked towards the door. Fuguier was squatting by the door, crooked He looked into the door.

Shao Jin looked at Fuguier, lost his mind for a moment, he waved at the cat, Fuguier was rarely obedient and ran over, Shao Jin held it in his arms, Fuguier found a comfortable position in Shao Jin's arms, meow With a cry, he lay down in Shao Jin's arms.

"He doesn't even want you, does he?" Shao Jin whispered while stroking Fuguier's hair.

Then he changed his mind and said, "Yes, I gave you to him. He doesn't even want me, so why would he want you?"

Fu Guier raised his head from Shao Jin's arms and looked at him with a dazed expression. Shao Jin looked down at the cat and laughed at himself, "It's not that he doesn't want me anymore, he didn't want me at all, he doesn't love me, he doesn't love me ..."

Shao Jin hugged the cat tightly in his arms, like he usually hugged Xie Ran, crying like a child and said, "Xie Ran, I was wrong, come back, okay, don't want me... .”

Xie Ran has been living in the old house for the past few days. The apartment that Xie Qingyuan left for him still needs to be cleaned up. The old house is cleaned all the year round. Apart from going to work, everything else is fine. The most important thing is The only thing is that Shao Jin will never be found here.

So Xie Ran has been living peacefully for the past few days, the only thing that remains the same is that his sleep quality is still not very good, and every night he still dreams about old stories and people he doesn't want to think about, so he started taking medicine again up.

It has been three days since I saw Shao Jin again. On that day, Xie Ran came out of the operating room, changed his clothes and was about to go home. As soon as he left the hospital gate, he saw Shao Jin's car parked not far from the hospital gate. , while Shao Jin leaned against the car door and glanced towards the gate from time to time, as if he was afraid that he might miss something.

Xie Ran originally wanted to turn a blind eye to him and leave as soon as possible, but Shao Jin seemed to have installed a GPS on him. He had just walked out of the gate and heard Xie Ran behind him.

Xie Ran turned around and saw Shao Jin standing behind him. Xie Ran realized that he hadn't seen him for three days. Shao Jin seemed to be a little thinner, his eyes were black and blue, and he looked like he hadn't slept well.

Shao Jin didn't seem to come from the company, but he was wearing casual clothes, his hair was not well taken care of, and his bangs fell on his forehead, making him look much younger.

Shao Jin looked at Xie Ran, the two hadn't seen each other for three days, Xie Ran seemed to have no influence, except that his face looked a little tired, everything else was pretty good, at least much better than himself.

"Get off work?" Shao Jin walked a few steps forward, looked at Xie Ran with a smile and asked.

"En." Xie Ran nodded, and looked at Shao Jin warily. This kind of look made Shao Jin feel very uncomfortable, but thinking of the purpose of his visit today, Shao Jin suppressed the anger in his heart, and said in a slow tone, " How have you been these few days?"

As soon as the words fell, before Xie Ran could speak, Shao Jin went on to say, "You see, I asked this question, and I can tell from your appearance that you are doing well."

After hearing this, Xie Ran frowned, and asked, "Do you have anything to do with me today? I'm leaving." After speaking, he was about to leave, but was about to turn around when Shao Jin grabbed him.

"Why, are you so afraid of seeing me?" With a sneer on the corner of Shao Jin's mouth, he raised his eyebrows and looked at Xie Ran and said, "Even if we break up, we can't be friends anymore. Anyway, we've lived together for two years, right? Seeing me now and avoiding it so much, can I eat you or what can I do?"

"What are you going to do?" Xie Ran was obviously a little impatient, and his face was much darker than before.

Shao Jin ignored this, and still pulled Xie Ran, as if he was afraid that he would run away, and when Xie Ran finally couldn't hold back, he slowly said, "Come with me to my house for dinner on weekends, I told my family I will take you home this weekend."

"What?" Xie Ran looked at Shao Jin with wide eyes as if he had heard something from the Arabian Nights, "Have you lost your memory? If I remember correctly, we have already broken up, right?"

"Yes, I know." Shao Jin nodded.

"Then why did you order me to accompany you home to meet your family?" Xie Ran asked.

"The breakup was unilaterally proposed by you. Only you think that the end cannot be counted. I did not agree, so we are still in a relationship. You must go home with me this week."

Xie Ran couldn't even laugh this time, he seriously suspected that he proposed to break up, which directly stimulated Shao Jin into a fool.

He rolled his eyes, broke away from Shao Jin and grabbed his hand, and said, "I don't care what you think, I just know that I have already broken up with you, and from now on, you Shao Jin will be with me regardless of wedding or funeral." Xie Ran has nothing to do with it, our road is facing the sky, each side will go."

"The road is facing the sky, each side go?" Shao Jin sneered, "Xie Ran, you think beautifully, let me tell you, I will never finish talking about this matter. I read the diary you put in the study. I have done it as an experiment, there is no way!"

Xie Ran's expression changed when he heard the diary, but soon returned to normal, just looking at Shao Jin expressionlessly, as if the words just now had no great influence on him.

Seeing Xie Ran like this, Shao Jin became more and more angry, but because it was difficult to be outside, he was about to push him into the car, but Xie Ran grabbed his hand tightly.

"Isn't it just going home with you on the weekend? I'll just go." Xie Ran said.

Shao Jin didn't realize it for a while, but then he did, and smiled and said, "It would be nice if I didn't agree earlier."

Xie Ran ignored him, walked a few steps forward, opened the car door, turned to look at Shao Jin and said with a smile, "Shao Jin, I hope you won't regret your decision today." After speaking, he slammed the car door .

And Shao Jin stared blankly at the direction Xie Ran left, feeling a little dazed.

What does it mean to regret today's decision, Shao Jin is puzzled.