Si Tian Guan

As soon as Liu Chongming walked around the screen wall after entering the door, Bai Shilei had already got the news and ran out quickly to continue.

"Second brother! It's been a long time!" He was more enthusiastic than usual: "Go, my mother mentioned you just now, go, go and accompany my mother!"

Liu Chongming stood still, ignoring his tugging: "Where's Shi Yan?"

Bai Shilei's tongue seemed to be split: "Ah...my brother...he's not in a good condition..."

"The situation is not good?" Liu Chongming asked coldly, "Is he dead?"

"No..." Bai Shilei knew he couldn't be fooled.

"It's fine if you don't have one, I'll look for him," Liu Chongming pushed him away, "Apologize to my aunt and say that I will come to visit her another day."

Bai Shilei staggered two steps from being pushed, looked at Second Brother Liu's knife-like gaze, and said "oh" with interest, how dare he go to mother's place to tell the truth.

Liu Chongming was more free to enter and leave Bai's house than going to the Hou's mansion, so naturally no one stopped him, - when he opened the bedroom door, the strong smell of medicine came to his face, mixed with the heat from the charcoal basin, making it difficult to breathe.

He closed the door, and when he turned around again, the person lying on the side of the bed had already sat up, as if he was not surprised by his arrival.

"Shi Yan," he dragged a chair to sit on the edge of the bed, and asked, "How is your body recovering?"

Bai Shiyan didn't expect the conversation between them to be so peaceful, as if nothing happened before, he was stunned for a while, and then replied: "It's nothing serious, it's just frostbite, it's not frostbite, and it will take half a month The medicine can be stopped."

Liu Chongming nodded: "That's good."

Bai Shiyan was a little at a loss, he knew that his friend would come to settle accounts with him sooner or later, but in such an unembarrassing atmosphere, it would be better to scold him directly.

He was about to take the initiative to say something, so he heard Liu Chongming say: "Shen Zhou entered the palace this morning, and Jing Chen took it with him."

"So fast!" He blurted out a sentence, and immediately knew that he had slipped the tongue.

Qu Shenzhou had told him the cause and effect of the whole thing, and even the ultimate goal now.

Now that Chongming faced the result so calmly, it was one thing not to be able to hide it, but Chongming's attitude made people feel very creepy.

"Chongming," although he didn't regret it, but after all he felt ashamed and asked cautiously, "Shen Zhou...going into the palace...what to do?"

Liu Chongming lowered his eyes, stared at his hands dumbly, and said nothing.

Bai Shiyan regretted it even more, he knew that Chongming was thoughtful, since he came to the door to ask this question, he probably knew something, how could he be able to prevaricate it.

Shen Zhou also said that it is enough to hide it for a while. Once Chong Ming calms down, he will find some mistakes sooner or later.

He thought about it, thinking that since he had already entered the palace, even Liu Chongming couldn't change anything, and Qu Shenzhou had told him before that it didn't matter if he came to this point or not.

No matter what Chongming thinks of or how he reacts, please ask him to take care of him.

Liu Chongming still lowered his head.

Liu Shizi, who was confident and proud at all times in the past, seemed to have his soul taken away, and what was left was only a hard-supporting body, which didn't know whether to like it or not.

"I know, he went to be a Sitian official... He mentioned it to me before, but I didn't agree... But he still went..."

Liu Chongming moved his lips dryly: "I also know his ability. If he wants to convince you, it is a sure thing. Shi Yan... I don't blame you, I just want to know what Shen Zhou said to you."

There was unstoppable choking in his voice, which was completely different from the rage Bai Shiyan had imagined, more like a pleading.

"Shi Yan, tell me, what did Shen Zhou say?"

Bai Shiyan's headache was about to split, he didn't have a heart, and naturally he couldn't understand what was going on between the two younger brothers.

He thought about it carefully for a while before opening his mouth carefully.

"Chongming, don't blame Shen Zhou. Many things before and after are indeed his ideas. Please don't tell you. It's all for your sake."

"He said that although the emperor doted on the elder sister because of the sinful birth of a son, he still hung you up and down with the Jinxiu camp. It was because the elder son did not intervene much in the sinful birth of a son, and the emperor was still on this matter. Take the lead."

"Most of the bargaining chips are still in Jin Ping Village, and it takes a dose of strong medicine to make the emperor have to rely on you more. The best way is to let those sins have no children."

Liu Chongming propped his forehead with his hands, half covered his eyes, his shoulders trembled slightly, but quickly waved his hands to let Bai Shiyan continue to speak.

Bai Shiyan had never seen him like this before, and he couldn't bear to scratch his heart.

"Shen Zhou said that big sister is smart and good at timing. If he read correctly, she should already have a body. The palace is insidious. If you want to give birth to this child safely, you can't be sure if you only rely on these people outside the palace. "

"So... so you still need someone who can speak at the place closest to the emperor, and he is the best candidate."

"But he said that everyone knows that he is a member of the prince's family. If he goes directly to the emperor, the emperor will become suspicious. Not only will the Liu family have no chance of seizing the heir, but it will even make the emperor feel murderous."

"So he came to beg me..."

"One day, maybe I will turn against you. At that time, please ask me to save him, and then use Jing Chen's hand to send him up."

"He also said that if you resent him and hate him, it's not too late to worry about it after all the dust settles. The most important thing right now..."

"Resent him for hating him..." Liu Chongming finally choked up and said, "I blame him for hating him?"

Bai Shiyan was at a loss, and said, "Chongming, although Shen Zhou lied to you, you still seriously injured him like that. You said that he was even... all owed to Shen Zhou. Now it's done, don't let him down. ..."

"Shi Yan, I remember the past."

"Ah?" Bai Shiyan was at a loss for a while, but quickly realized that he was shocked: "What did you remember!"

"You understand! Did Shen Zhou tell you something else?" Liu Chongming's eyes were red, and his lips trembled: "Did he tell you something else? Things about his previous life! Didn't he! There is me! Otherwise, why would you even hide it from me! Isn't it!"

The matter has come to this point, Bai Shiyan can't hide it, he can only answer truthfully: "Yes..."

He didn't dare to look directly at his friend's pleading eyes, and turned his eyes away.

"He said that he is actually Qu Chenzhou, also in his previous life. By chance, he was sent to the palace by Pan He to be a Sitian official."

"Many people bully and despise him. It is you who taught him to support him, so that he is no longer a lowly slave who is not as good as a pig or a dog. Without you, there would be no Qu Shenzhou today."

"But he said he was sorry for you. Not only did he ruin the Liu family, but he also implicated the Bai family. He is ashamed of you."

Bai Shiyan said the following words with some difficulty: "He thought...he died at your hands in the end as atonement, but he didn't expect to be 14 again...What happened next...you also know..."

"Ashamed of me..." Liu Chongming's persistence, which he barely held up, was finally completely crushed by these four words: "He said he was ashamed of me?"

Bai Shiyan was frightened by his sudden hysteria, and Gu Lu jumped out of bed to support him: "Chongming! Chongming!"

Liu Chongming could hardly stand still, he knelt on the ground and curled up into a ball.

"Shi Yan," he trembled like a lost cub in the dark, with endless darkness in front of him: "I remember... I remember everything from the past!"

Bai Shiyan's face turned pale—the thing Qu Chenzhou didn't want to see finally happened, and the past that Shen Zhou had vaguely explained to him was finally remembered.

"Remember all...?" He asked cautiously.

"all."

Liu Chongming suddenly thanked Qu Chenzhou for leaving a Baishiyan for him, so that he could have a place to cry unscrupulously.

"Did he tell you that the emperor asked him to divination for me, because he refused to speak out, he was tortured with drugs, and when he was dying, he kept calling me!"

"I was able to escape the catastrophe because he gave me the way of life. He saved me with all his might, but I have been hating him all the time!"

"But I thought he had changed. I thought he was greedy for vanity. He killed everyone in order to climb up. I never thought about how he lived in the palace!"

"I never thought that he would endure humiliation and worry about me, but I just want to kill him!"

"He's been waiting for me all his life, and I won't even listen to his excuses. He was bullied|humiliated for me, what have I done!"

"I had someone drag him through the streets to show the public, put him in jail for several months, and finally hung his dead body at the entrance of the downtown area."

"Where is he ashamed of me? I've always been sorry for him! It's always...I've been sorry for him..."

"In fact, I never believed him. If I could trust him a little more, I wouldn't..."

Bai Shiyan was terrified when he heard that, among these many things, some Qu Shenzhou did not tell him, and he did not expect that Qu Shenzhou would die so tragically.

Thinking of Qu Shenzhou's begging to him before, his throat was choked up, and he couldn't say a word of comfort to Liu Chongming.

Is the matter of the past life considered to be the past?not at all.

As long as these two people still remember, it can never be regarded as the past.

Liu Chongming knew that he couldn't speak loudly, knew that he couldn't lose control, and while it was already collapsing like sand, he tried his best to glue himself together.

"Shi Yan, he said he would never regret dying for me! I didn't believe him, I never believed him!"

"He used to wait for me and hope for me all his life, but now he watches over me day and night, dares not say anything, and endures the torture of my suspicion!"

"I promised him twice—Shi Anle, but what did I give him!"

"I promised him twice that I would marry him gracefully," Liu Chongming finally broke down, biting his lapel tightly, sobbing silently: "I'm not as good as a beast..."

Bai Shiyan felt that the tip of his nose was sore and astringent, he didn't know what to do, so he could only squat aside and wait silently.

"They are still alive," he said softly, "Shen Zhou said that it is a good thing that they are still alive."

Liu Chongming put his hands on the ground and watched—the wet circles gradually dried up and faded away. He suddenly remembered something and asked sharply: "Shi Yan! Why didn't you give him the antidote! Why didn't you give him the antidote! Do you know that he Almost died!"

"It was Shen Zhou's own request. He said that as long as he can survive for two days, he will be free from Suo Ye."

"He...he looks like that..." Liu Chongming knew better than anyone how those injuries came from, and his eyes suddenly turned red: "He never survived..."

"Shen Zhou said," Bai Shiyan saw that his friend was a little crazy, but he was afraid of hiding something, which would make a big mistake, so he could only say softly: "If he doesn't make it through, prepare a thin coffin for him and bury him properly. I don't want to live it all over again."

As if struck by lightning, Liu Chongming completely lost his soul, and even the tears in his eyes gradually dried up.

"Thank you...thank you...I see..." He stood up staggeringly, and stammered: "I...stay for a while, I can't go out like this..."

Bai Shiyan helped him up, seeing that his expression was in a trance, he said cruelly, "Chongming, Shen Zhou has something to tell you."

Today, only this name can bring Liu Chongming back to his sanity in the chaos.

"He said... what? For me?"

"He said, whether you remember the past or not, no matter how much you remember, now is not the time to be depressed."

"I went to Beiwangpo, not because of that note. I'm sorry Chongming... Although he wrote that note, I took it with me and kept it for you to find out."

Liu Chongming woke up with a start, and suddenly recalled the anxiety of the past—the strangeness that flashed by.

Qu Shenzhou didn't have the manpower to go to the paddock. In his rush, he never thought about who passed this note to Bai Shiyan.

Without the slightest hesitation, she blamed all the crimes on Shen Zhou.

He didn't dare to think that when Shiliting intercepted him, Qu Chenzhou would be thankful that he fell into the trap so easily, and still smiled wryly - the trust between them was so fragile.

"Ren Rui was in Beiwangpo at that time. I met him on a narrow road, and he would definitely not miss this opportunity. Shen Zhou said, let me flee south all the way, and live to die."

"When Shen Zhou went to my place, I took him to see Ren Rui. He said that if Ren Rui couldn't find me and expanded his search range, he would definitely meet Jinpingzhuang. With Ren Rui's character, Jinpingzhuang couldn't be spared. "

"After I returned to Beijing, I heard that Ren Rui captured the heads of the old people of Liequ. Chongming, speaking of which, you should also know who those people are."

"Ren Rui's aftermath is good. No one at Jinpingzhuang will find out for a while. This lead is waiting for Shen Zhou to ignite. Jinpingzhuang has a great relationship with the emperor. Not only Ren Rui, but also King Qi Can't get out."

"Sinborn sons are wiped out. You are rich and the only insider in the court. You are the only one the emperor can rely on in the court."

"Now is the critical time to move forward. You must not be emotional, and you must grasp the moment."

Liu Chongming's tears flowed down and were slowly wiped away.

Someone puts his life on the line, the horse takes the lead and fights a way forward for him, he is not qualified to cry and feel sorry for himself behind.

"I...understood," he took out a wooden hairpin from his pocket, touched it, and handed it over.

"If you see Shen Zhou some other day, give him this with your own hands, and tell him, I remembered everything...I'm sorry for him."

"If there's anything I can do..."

He choked for a moment, not knowing what he was doing now to make up for those wounds.

"Tell him...be careful..."

Bai Shiyan took a look at it, and saw that the simple wooden hairpin had the character "Ming" engraved on one side and the character "Zhou" engraved on the other.

When he looked up again, he could only see the back of Liu Chongming staggering away.

The author has something to say: I am speaking, so there is no second update 2333

By the way, I remember turning dozens of chapters forward, obviously calling out Jiang Chen and this pair of BE, but there is good news, Ling Rong and this pair are HE, because according to the development of the plot, they have no reason to be characters Create it, just go your own way, I am responsible for recording it naturally