Si Tian Guan

"Let's go home."

The pace is very slow, and the corridor becomes very long.

The person in his arms curled up and fell asleep peacefully, his wet cheeks rubbed against his chest, and one hand was tightly clutching his front, as if he was afraid that it would disappear if he let go.

Liu Chongming lifted the man up, and looked back at his own shadow, he was alone.

But somehow, he was so determined that this person would stand up again and stand beside him, whenever he stretched out his hand, someone would hold it.

This little fox, whether it is a steel-framed appearance or wet and weak, has been deeply embedded in an important place in his heart.

It turns out that this is what I like.

"We're home."

After entering the bedroom, he walked around the screen and entered the inner room. He put the person on the bed, and leaned on the outside, patting the thin back with one hand.

"Shen Zhou, you're home."

When Qu Shenzhou opened his eyes, he saw the cotton-like snow falling from the sky, like a fragmented curtain covering his head.

It turned out not to be home.

It turned out to be back again.

It turned out that the resurrection from the dead was just an unbelievable dream. I dreamed that Chongming was laughing and cursing with him, but the real him was still curled up under the flagpole. I just didn’t know where this dream started.

He wanted to get up and look at his dead body hanging on the side, but found that he didn't even have the strength to raise his arms.

Someone passed in front of him, and he quickly saw Guanshi Lin, who was not as gray-haired and younger as Guanshi Lin.

He couldn't hear, and couldn't groan|moan, he just felt as if his whole body was torn apart, and when he moved his lips, his face was also torn apart, with pain that even the cold couldn't suppress.

It turned out that he didn't die, it was at that time.

Qu Chenzhou closed his eyes tiredly, the past was dug out again, who dug it up?alone?Is he such a disrespectful person?

Why bother?

He didn't know who the words should be addressed to, maybe it was to the parents who were frightened. If he knew this earlier, why did he have to give birth to him, why did he need to raise him.

Just for a mere three taels of silver?

Maybe it's for myself, I should have seen clearly that I was full of scabies and pus, why should I disturb other people's lives.

Not only could he not escape, but he had nowhere to go.

The snow piled up around him, so high that it seemed to cover the sun, and then gradually turned into water. The water surface was high and far away, shining mottled.

The mottled and bright lights couldn't come in, he was lying on the bottom of the water, surrounded by darkness and silence, only himself.

A quiet shadow floated from above, a corpse swaying with the water, once struggling to survive in the flooded and turbulent embankment, and now it has become numb and stiff.

At first there were only one or two, but soon there were groups of them, covering the sky and the sun.

He suddenly opened his eyes, and those undead spirits came rushing unwillingly.

He couldn't hear those horrible screams and roars, and couldn't see the swollen faces clearly, but he could distinguish those few people who were connected with his blood as if he was blessed with his soul.

They also saw him, with a ferocious crying face with curly sharp claws, opening his mouth in the quiet world, but silently, cutting sharply and strangely in his neck, chest and abdomen.

I can't feel the pain, maybe it's because my body is already in too much pain, or maybe it's because the water is too cold, and I'm already frozen.

Or maybe, he's dead.

Qu Chenzhou couldn't move, but he grinned at them, coming just in time

——There is no home anymore, let’s hate each other.

——Return the flesh and blood to you, and let me go to reincarnation. I have created too much karma, and I don’t want to be a human anymore.

Someone was pulling his hair, someone was scratching his face, someone was putting his hand into his chest, he stood up with difficulty, and watched himself being eaten.

——Take them away, take them all away, use them to build a nest, build a solid and safe home, no longer will be washed down, no more evil spirits will look at you.

But in an instant, the haze above his head dissipated, revealing a ray of light, his body broke through the siege of the life-threatening ghost, and slowly rose up.

Someone hugged him and lifted him up.

"Don't..." He moaned in a low voice, struggling desperately.

A wicked ghost like him shouldn't see the light of day again.

"Be obedient." The man held him in his arms, and the voice made him fight: "I will take you home."

He can't be disobedient, dare not be disobedient, and is not willing to be disobedient.

The filth can't be washed away in the water, but the man didn't care to be contaminated with him, the sunlight above his head was dazzling, and the suffocation disappeared the moment he surfaced.

Hiding in the darkness for too long, he floated on the boundary between light and shadow, burst into tears in the bright, lost the last bit of strength to struggle, and heard the man whispering in his ear.

"it's not your fault."

"Let's go home."

Qu Chenzhou slowly opened his eyes, in front of the tip of his nose was a dark blue thin cloud bag, which was infused with a faint black agarwood, and he knew whose bed it was without turning his head.

The person behind him was leaning against him, sticking to him, turning his head and talking to someone impatiently.

"I haven't seen you for a few days? He's going out to drink again. He's busy. I think he's really busy."

"Go and tell Bai Shiyan that I'm busy." The voice paused, as if looking down at him: "I'm busy raising foxes."

The servant responded, went out and closed the door.

"Pretending to be asleep again?" The man turned him upside down, looked at him, saw his eyes gradually gather together, finally heaved a long sigh of relief, and smiled jokingly: "Are you awake? Just blink when you wake up." Blink."

He blinks.

"It can be regarded as awake." Liu Chongming turned sideways, patted his cheek, and asked, "Are you sleepy? Do you recognize who I am?"

Qu Chenzhou rolled his eyes stiffly, looked at his hand, and slowly opened it to Liu Chongming.

Seeing his stupid gaze, Liu Chongming's heart sank, he gently held his hand, pressed it against his face, and called softly: "Shen Zhou."

Qu Chenzhou moved his lips lightly, but no sound could be heard.

Liu Chongming's heart was in his throat, and he asked very carefully: "Do you remember anything? Do you know who I am?"

"I remember..." Qu Chenzhou raised his voice and spoke hoarsely, still showing his five fingers, with a slight smile in his eyes: "I remember... the prince still owes me 500 taels of silver."

Liu Chongming's breath was stuck in his throat, and he almost died young. He knew that this person was really sober, and he couldn't speak well, so he knew how to be annoying.

He lost the bet between them about Danlang.

"This son keeps his word, and you are indispensable." He got up and got out of bed, and wanted to hug him up habitually, but after looking at each other for a moment, he withdrew his hand embarrassingly.

He regretted it a little. He was worried that the little fox would never come back, and he didn't want to take advantage of the danger to hug him twice.

Now it has turned back to a nasty fried hairy product, and it is estimated that it will be untouchable for a while.

"Wake up and get up, this son's bed is not so easy to climb."

I don't know how long I've been sleeping for this sleep, my muscles are sore and my bones are weak, Qu Shenzhou took a long time to stand up, when I was sitting on the side of the bed, I could feel the warmth from the quilt that hadn't dissipated in my palms, I think the people around me were here to accompany me for a while Half a meeting.

A piece of old warmth in his heart floated up and was suppressed, and he didn't argue with anyone anymore, he just responded: "Thank you, my lord."

Liu Chongming sympathized with him recovering from a serious illness and couldn't walk a long way, so he asked people to serve meals outside. The smell of the food made him dream of the days when he was hungry.

The two sat down facing each other. Liu Chongming lifted the chopsticks first. Seeing that Qu Shenzhou's hand holding the spoon was still shaking, he took the rice bowl and scooped up the maw of the sweet-scented osmanthus fish with the spoon, and handed it to Qu Chenzhou along with the rice. The mouth of the boat.

Skillful.

Qu Chenzhou stood up abruptly as if being scalded, stepped back a few steps, his pale cheeks gradually turned red.

"Are you ashamed now?"

Liu Chongming was overjoyed, seeing this man's arrogance extinguished, the hard work of these few days was not in vain.

"After sleeping for five or six days, I don't think about it. Who fed you?" He pouted: "Sometimes when you can't fill it, you still feed it like this."

Qu Chenzhou's breathing became short of breath, his face was so red that it was almost burning, the corners of his eyes were wet, and he still pursed his mouth without saying a word.

"Don't talk about feeding," Liu Chongming leaned his elbows on the table, and chased after the victory with a smile on his face: "This is the first time for this son to serve someone in the bath. I haven't seen you up and down. It's not bad. , fat and thin, very soft to hold."

His gaze swept away casually, and Qu Chenzhou quickly covered his lower back, which made him roll with laughter in his heart.

This little wild cat was full of sarcasm when he said that his skills were jerky. He only regarded him as an old hand, but he didn't expect that he couldn't even handle it. He would become soft after being rubbed, and his face would blush after a few nasty words. He was still a melon egg. , worse than him.

"My lord, you can't..." Qu Chenzhou gritted his teeth bitterly, the tip of his nose was so red that he would cry if he was bullied again: "You can't..."

"What can't be done?"

Perhaps he had been in a coma for too long, Qu Shenzhou couldn't find his usual eloquence for a while, so he could only rush out the door angrily.

Liu Chongming snapped his fingers, the people outside took Qu Shenzhou back, put him at the door, and went out to close the door.

Qu Chenzhou clenched his fists.

"I advise you to be a hero who understands the current affairs. Since someone has caught your weakness, you should be obedient." Liu Chongming raised his spoon and motioned for someone to come over: "Do you still remember the rules I set for you?"

Qu Shenzhou still had some impressions, turned his face away and replied softly: "First, it is forbidden to refuse to answer, and second, it is forbidden to violate orders and disobey."

"Third, it is forbidden to escape," Liu Chongming added for him, and then greeted: "Come and eat, this is an order."

I don't know if it's his own illusion, but Qu Chenzhou felt that hateful gaze was circling around his waist, but being stared at like this, it was like an ant biting his skin and getting in, numb and itchy.

He even recalled the feeling of being rubbed between his hands by this person in vain.

After weighing again and again, he could only sit back and slowly swallow the food on the spoon, chewing in his mouth, his mind still a little confused.

This wrestling, he lost.

There was a disparity in status between them, and the other party figured out his own position, and if he wanted to regain the dominance, he would have no power to resist.

Thirty years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi, he is now under the fence, so he has no choice but to bow his head.

He didn't mind losing to Liu Chongming, but he didn't know how to persuade Chongming to listen to his advice in the future.

He was too eager for quick success before, which consumed Chongming's patience ahead of time.

Too impatient.

He could feel that the other person's gaze was always on him. He thought he was waiting for him to speak first, but he didn't expect to hear the other person's question soon.

"Do you still remember how you climbed into the bed of this son?"

Qu Chenzhou sprayed out the rice.

The author has something to say: I saw a relatively long comment in the comment area this afternoon. I don’t know if the girl will buy this chapter. I want to explain first. Chongming killed Shen Zhou in the previous life, not because Shen Zhou was born with divination Hexagram, it was because of Shen Zhou who killed people, even if you put aside the thousands of people in the Liu family [Chongming knows that Shen Zhou is involuntary in the palace, it is not easy to consider Xiaoqu's position with so many lives], I wrote it before, After the Liu family, Xiao Qu said in front of the Zhonghe Palace that the Bai family must rebel, so that Bai Shining was shot to death in the palace as soon as he returned from the battlefield, and the Bai family was gone. Write], after that, Concubine Liu Gui also died because of Shen Zhou, and after that, Shen Zhou expelled and killed loyal ministers and good generals, standing on the standpoint of Chongming, what should I think?

Do you want to think, hey, Shen Zhou is all for my own good...

Second, Chongming is the only one now. The biggest pain he can experience is losing his brother. He has tried his best and knelt in the rain before Xiaoqu. The most confused thing is, is he wrong?

Chongming answered the question for him

Third, say that Chongming paid a high price in exchange for his own rebirth?This logic is a bit wrong.

[I exchange my life for my own rebirth], Emma is a great thing, she is more than ten years younger, who would not be happy to let it go?This is not called the price, it is like I bought 100 yuan with 200 yuan [of course, buying and selling RMB is illegal].

The normal logic should be: Chongming exchanged [the biggest price Chongming can pay] for something equivalent [Shen Zhou's Rebirth], and it was his best effort to leave a faint memory. Fourth, why did Shen Zhou The boat is reborn, because to live is to hope.

For a smart, persevering and strong person like Shen Zhou, survival is the best hope. Chongming believes in him and knows that he will never go the same way again.

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