song for the city

After death, people just turn into a handful of ashes, and they can't take anything with them. People like Ah Cheng can't even leave traces. They are quiet when they are alive, and they can't make waves when they die.Besides Nana and Xiang Pei, who would shed a tear for him.

Ah Cheng's parents didn't recognize him long ago, because he had done too many stupid things before, so they denied having this son.

When Ah Cheng was pushed into the incinerator, Nana cried her heart out, as if she wanted to go in and lie with him, Xiang Pei desperately pulled Nana to prevent her from losing control.She beat her chest hard, desperate as if she was going to die in the next second, crying until she finally lost her strength, no longer struggled, and Xiang Pei was willing to let her go.

Liang Zhang looked sore in his heart, he had never witnessed such a death, and it is still horrifying to think about it now. Ah Cheng's death was desperate and miserable. He cut his skin with a knife and waited for the blood to flow slowly. How painful it must be.

"Sister Na, you still have us." Liang Zhang brushed all the hair off Nana's face and put it behind her ears. Her tears messed up her hair.

"What should I do?" Nana looked at Liang Zhang helplessly, her eyes were red and swollen. After Ah Cheng died, her tears seemed to have never stopped, "Without him, how would I survive."

"Sun Na," Xiang Pei called Nana's full name for the first time, with an extremely serious expression, "Don't say such things. Life is more important than anything else."

Ah Cheng's ashes were put into a black box, a simple rectangular box, carrying Ah Cheng's life.

The police said that Acheng committed suicide because of guilt. Before he died, he wrote a confession letter, which roughly explained why he killed Wang Jie and the extreme uneasiness of conscience after the killing. He couldn't resist, so he chose to end his life.The fingerprints on the knife that killed Wang Jie were the same as A Cheng's, and the cause of A Cheng's death was indeed suicide.

But Xiang Pei never believed that Ah Cheng would commit suicide because of guilt, he would feel guilty for Wang Jie, it was just nonsense.An Zi made a fuss with the police, but was thrown out by the police.

And that knife, Xiang Pei couldn't figure it out the most, Nana said that A Cheng took away everything about them before running away, so why did he keep the knife with the most obvious evidence?And there are fingerprints on it.

However, Xiang Pei didn't want to delve into it any further. Ah Cheng was dead, so it was completely meaningless to think about anything else.

He is most worried about Nana now, Acheng is the only light in her life, if this light disappears, she may collapse, and finally go to the same ending as Acheng.Ah Cheng's death was a big blow to Xiang Pei, he couldn't accept that Nana did something that hurt him.

"Sister Na, you live alone...can you do it?" Xiang Pei looked at Nana, she was in a trance, with only dark circles on her face, which was still a little color.

Nana forced a smile, she guessed what Xiang Pei was worried about.

"Xiao Pei, you don't have to worry about me doing stupid things. It's not easy for me to live until now, and I don't want to die yet."

Xiang Pei said: "I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable if you stay alone."

Nana didn't speak, and after a while she raised her chin slightly and said, "I'm about to leave Day City. Ah Cheng will commit suicide, so I hope I can start a new life."

She choked with sobs and her voice was hoarse: "I just found out that he hasn't taken medicine for a long time. The medicines at home are all vitamins. Do you think he wanted to die a long time ago? I should have seen it sooner."

Xiang Pei: "Brother Cheng is always so stubborn."

"Sister Na, do you really want to leave?" Liang Zhang was a little anxious when he heard that Nana was going to leave, and he couldn't bear it.

"Everything here is like a nightmare to me. I used to stay here because of Ah Cheng, and now I can finally leave. Xiao Zhang, are you reluctant to part with me?" Nana pursed her lips lightly, Liang Zhang's eyes filled with tears. Stiff, he remembered the first time he met Nana.

Dazzling streets, Ah Cheng's hoarse singing voice, Nana's eyeliner that was about to fly out was messy in the night, her short skirt was insolent, Liang Zhang's face was flushed with the words "little brother", she said that this song was written by Ah Cheng to Hers, when she turned around, she held Ah Cheng's arm and called her baby.

She just got out of the sea of ​​misery and was about to get married, so she said that she would invite Liang Zhang to have a wedding wine.

In a blink of an eye, in front of Liang Zhang was Nana's too thin cheeks, and there was no trace of her before.

"Of course I can't bear you. You're like my own sister." Liang Zhang said, throwing himself into Nana's arms, tears streaming down his face. figure it out.

Nana was made to laugh out loud by Liang Zhang's reckless coquetry. This was the first time she really laughed in the past few days.

Xiang Pei said helplessly to Liang Zhang, "Are you a child?"

Liang Zhang ignored him, still bent over and hugged Nana: "Sister Na, you must be well, remember to come back and see us."

After he finished speaking, he thought that Nana would not be able to see him even when she returned to Day City in the future, making her even more sad for a moment.

Nana patted him on the back: "Both of you have to grow up well, you have to make good movies, and Xiao Pei, you have to create the best music."

"Sister Na..."

"I hope to meet again in the future, and you will both become what you most desire to be."

Liang Zhang was absent-minded, and broke a glass directly in the bar. Xiang Pei couldn't stand it anymore, and said that he would take him to skip work.

You Jing stood in front and talked to Chen Zhaonan, Liang Zhang glanced over there, and said, "I'm afraid Brother Jing will beat me tomorrow."

Xiang Pei didn't care: "He won't," he supported Liang Zhang's shoulder, and pushed him into the locker room, "He wants to beat you, I'll just block it for you."

Liang Zhang thought that Xiang Pei was going to take him home, but Xiang Pei said that he would take him around Day City.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Day City is very lively. There are lights everywhere, bright and dark, connecting the whole city.

Liang Zhang lay on Xiang Pei's back, and Xiang Pei rode slowly. He was very relieved and a little drowsy.

"You said before that you thought Day City in the movie was beautiful, but you haven't seen those beauties with your own eyes, have you?"

Liang Zhang regained his spirit, and answered, "Do you still remember?"

At first, he asked Pei on the train what he thought Day City was like. At that time, Liang Zhang mentioned the movie, but Xiang Pei still remembered it.

Xiang Pei hummed lightly and said, "Do you want to know the day city in my eyes?"

Liang Zhang wrapped his arms around Xiang Pei's waist and nodded in the heat wave of the summer night: "I think so."

The lights in the city are very dreamy. Liang Zhang has the illusion of being in the movie. At this moment, he seems to be the protagonist in the movie. Nana and Acheng are just characters in the movie. In reality, Acheng is still alive and well. .

"Xiang Pei, I'll make a movie about you in the future."

"What story do I have to shoot?"

"A lot, a lot." Liang Zhang felt that his heart was about to jump out.

If Liang Zhang was interested in Day City because of the movie, now his interest in Day City comes from Xiang Pei. He wants to know what the place where Xiang Pei grew up is like, and the trajectory of Xiang Pei's growth. He wants to know everything about him.

After coming to Day City, there are too many unpleasant memories here, and Liang Zhang often feels disillusioned.

And he still loves this city, because Xiang Pei's presence is the only reason why he loves Day City.

The movie was just an opportunity for him to meet Xiang Pei.

The author says:

I won’t be sad in the future~~~