song for the city

The torrential rain threw everything into a ball and stood crumpled on the ground.It is easy to lose your way in the rain, and the sound of rain is a natural barrier, blocking other sounds that want to break into your ears.

Liang Zhang hates rain.

The rain would wet his clothes, and the water and mud on the ground would easily jump up his trouser legs. White trousers were always the worst sufferers.What he hates even more is going to school or cram school on rainy days, and his already bad mood is even more depressed because of the gloomy sky.The summer rain made the classroom unbearably stuffy, and the drops of water seemed to seep into his body. It was terribly damp, and there were all sorts of strange smells. The horrible combination of smells and scents made Liang Zhang feel nauseous every minute.

Liang Zhang would never go out as long as it rained. He didn't want to get wet, and he didn't want to be swallowed by the rain.

But at the moment Liang Zhang, who hates rain, is running under the heavy rain.

It wasn't running, at best, it was a little faster than walking. He had no strength in his whole body, and the only thing supporting him was the sound of an ambulance heard in the room.

I vaguely remember that it was about ten o'clock when Xiang Pei went out, and it is already eleven o'clock now. The door of the pharmacy downstairs is closed. Xiang Pei must have gone to other places, but the nearest pharmacy is only 10 minutes away. How could he go so far to buy medicine? Long?

The rain was too heavy, and the wind blowing made the building in front of Liang Zhang seem to be shaking. It was too late, and there were not many people on the road.Liang Zhang was so nervous that his heart was about to pop out of his throat. Apart from the sound of rain, there was only the sound of heavy breathing in his ears. He just ran forward, but he couldn't tell where he was going.

A splitting headache.Liang Zhang had never felt so uncomfortable before, but the strange thing was that he seemed to be very sober again.

The only goal left in his heart is to find Xiang Pei, he needs to know that Xiang Pei is fine.

Along the way, Liang Zhang didn't even look at a few personal shadows, only the cars on the road flew past him rapidly, and the water splashed on him didn't make any difference. Anyway, he was completely soaked, and he could barely keep his eyes open.

At a corner, there were suddenly more people, a man and a woman walked towards Liang Zhang with umbrellas.

"It's terrible, how did it hit like this, I will definitely have a nightmare tonight."

"It's too miserable. You can see that man's face is ugly."

"Stop talking, stop talking..."

The dialogue gradually moved away until it was completely covered by the sound of rain.Liang Zhang froze in place, his legs suddenly became heavy, as if hanging from an iron ball, his heart was desolate, and his body shrank from the cold.

Even though he kept comforting himself, he couldn't help but think - what if the person they were talking about was Xiang Pei?

Liang Zhang didn't dare to think any more, took another step, and ran towards the corner with all his strength, every time he got closer to the corner, his breathing became more rapid.

Liang Zhang turned right, and his field of vision entered a new field.An ambulance and a minivan were parked in the middle of the road, and the vehicles should have hit pedestrians.

Few people gathered around the scene of the accident, with expressions of curiosity and pity on their faces, and even more panic, they glanced at it and moved away immediately.Liang Zhang didn't need to distinguish carefully, he guessed how horrible the scene was.

A large pool of blood on the ground was washed by the rain and scattered in all directions, becoming blurred and unreal, expanding in size, like smudged red ink, and the road became a canvas.

Liang Zhang bit his lip, clenched his fist until his fingers turned white, and both sides of the back of his hand sank deeply.

Xiang Pei, it must not be you.

Liang Zhang didn't believe in ghosts or gods, but at that moment, he sincerely prayed to all gods, and the person lying down must not be Xiang Pei.

Liang Zhang accidentally slipped and fell while running over, and his whole body hit the ground, muddy water splashed into his eyes and mouth, and he shut up desperately to avoid eating a mouthful of mud.The original color of the clothes could no longer be seen, the knees were burning and hurting, and a large piece of skin might have been rubbed off, and the front teeth also hurt. When the jaw hit the ground, the teeth collided. During the dizziness, he thought that the teeth were going to fail.

Falling down at this time, Liang Zhang didn't have time to recall the pain. He gritted his teeth, got up on the ground with his hands on his hands, and limped towards the ambulance.

He had already seen the man's clothes, black top, what color coat was he wearing when he walked towards Pei?Liang Zhang couldn't remember.Where are the shoes?Xiang Pei seems to have these shoes.Liang Zhang didn't have time to see the picture of going up. He was about to be carried into the ambulance. Liang Zhang struggled to roar, but his throat was so sore that he could hardly speak, and he couldn't hear the sound.

"Liang Zhang!"

A familiar voice suddenly visited, dragging Liang Zhang out of the chaos.

Xiang Pei stood across the road and looked at him, holding a bag in one hand and an umbrella in the other.He looked surprised and anxiously wanted to walk towards him, but it was a red light.

He was intact, wearing a gray coat with a low collar, clearly showing his collarbone, broad shoulders propped up on either side, and a silver chain.His eyebrows and eyes seemed to merge with the rainy night, guiding Liang Zhang back to the original world.

At that moment, Liang Zhang suddenly felt that he was not the one looking for Xiang Pei.Instead, Xiang Pei came to rescue him.

The green light is on.

Xiang Pei wanted to come over, but Liang Zhang rushed over before him.When standing in front of Xiang Pei, his strength finally ran out, and he almost threw himself on Xiang Pei, using Xiang Pei as his support point willfully.

"To Pei."

Liang Zhang no longer wants to pretend, doesn't want to worry, and doesn't want to hide behind foolishly and be a coward.

The anxiety and fear on the road turned into surprises at this time. He had never owned Xiang Pei, but he tasted the joy of regaining it.

Liang Zhang likes Xiang Pei more than ever, to the point where his heart aches, to the point where tears run out of his eyes inexplicably, to the point where he wants to express his love with his mouth.

He thought that secret love was so painful that it could tear a person apart.

Xiang Pei's clothes were wet by Liang Zhang, and there were traces of mud on his neck.He was held by Liang Zhang, flustered, and could only ask in a deep voice, "What's the matter? You came out to run around with a fever, and you didn't hold an umbrella. Are you dying?"

Liang Zhang didn't speak, but Xiang Pei felt the warmth of his neck, and said, "I'll go, why are you still crying, don't be ashamed."

It was Liang Zhang's teeth who answered Xiang Pei, and he bit Xiang Pei's neck in retaliation, so hard that Xiang Pei's expression distorted visibly.

"Why did it take you so long to buy medicine?"

Xiang Pei touched his neck with lingering fear, and felt a circle of tooth marks: "Because the pharmacies along the road are basically closed, I searched for a long time before I found one that was open, and then I went to the restaurant to buy you some hot porridge return."

"Fuck, I thought you..."

Liang Zhang's tears were swirling, they couldn't fall, they stabbed Pei's heart, he panicked rarely, and his mouth became clumsy: "What's the matter?" He looked at Liang Zhang's drenched body, his clothes It's transparent, and almost lost its shielding effect, "Wait, I'll give you the coat. Look at you, you've been drenched in the rain. I guess the low fever has turned into a high fever. Are you really stupid?"

Liang Zhang lowered his head, water drops slipped in front of him.

"How did you become a mother-in-law?"

As soon as these words came out, Xiang Pei followed in a daze.

When did his words become so many?When did you start caring too much about other people's lives?

"Silly boy..." Xiang Pei wiped away the tears from the corners of Liang Zhang's eyes, and tilted the umbrella a lot towards Liang Zhang, but his back was almost wet, "Let's go back first."

"I don't want to go back."

Tears were wiped away by Xiang Pei, he was so gentle that he was outrageous.Liang Zhang was still crying, crying even more fiercely, his lacrimal glands suddenly lost control, and he burst into tears endlessly.

Liang Zhang wished he could slap himself twice to stop his tears, he thought he was so useless, shedding tears like an idiot, he was too cowardly.

But just like falling when he was a child, Liang Zhang never cried, because his parents always told him to stand up by himself.But if someone came to comfort him and asked him if he was in pain, he would cry miserably, as if this was the most painful injury in the world.

Gentleness is sometimes more cruel than indifference.

"Then what should we do? It's raining heavily." Xiang Pei said softly, and brought Liang Zhang inside a little.

The rain was indeed heavy, and so was the wind, which made Xiang Pei's umbrella fall out of his control at any time.The ambulance had already left, and the few people had also dispersed, and there was no one around.

With such a wind, you can't hear anything clearly.

What if?

When Liang Zhang's brain came to his senses, his lips were already on Xiang Pei's.

He has done countless times what he dared to do in his dreams, maybe the rain has made him crazy.

Liang Zhang simply pointed his mouth at Xiang Pei's, so young that he didn't know what to do next.His mouth trembled violently, all he knew was that Xiang Pei's lips were soft, and the bridge of his nose hurt him, but Xiang Pei didn't tremble, it was stiff.

Liang Zhang lost his mind, what's the point of a heart-warming kiss?It was but the meeting of mournful lips.

Before Xiang Pei could react, Liang Zhang took the initiative to back away.

He trembled, knowing he had done something stupid.He could no longer see Xiang Pei's face clearly, only monotonous colors were left together. He didn't know what Xiang Pei's expression was like now, but it would definitely not be peaceful.

Xiang Pei's eyes revealed disbelief, and he was obviously shocked, even though he was crazily suppressing his emotions.Her lips were still warm, and Liang Zhang's breath lingered.

"Do you know what you're doing?" Xiang Pei's eyes widened in disbelief, and he tightened his grip on the handle of the umbrella.

The time went back to a few seconds ago, Liang Zhang was a prisoner who was driven to a dead end, and he couldn't escape anyway, so he simply lost his heart and met Xiang Pei's surprised eyes.

"I like you so much..." Liang Zhang's lips turned white, and the drops of water on his eyelashes were trembling, "I like you so much that I don't know what to do."

Xiang Pei couldn't speak, his rationality told him that this was not a normal thing, but there was another voice in his heart suppressing his rationality.

Regardless of Liang Zhang's disregard, he thought that he would never forgive him no matter what, so he might as well say it once and for all.

"I don't know when my eyes are full of you. Brother Jing told me that I like it, and I realized that this is called liking. I didn't want you to know it in my life. I have never experienced such feelings before. , my every move is always under surveillance, and so are my emotions. I know that I am outrageous, like a monster, but I can't help it," Liang Zhang covered his eyes in pain to resist the surging tears, "I didn't Way, I'm going crazy, Xiang Pei."

He hoped that someone would save him, but he knew that no one would care about his pain.

The author says:

Finally confessed! !Excited