song for the city

Uncontrollable, Liang Zhang responded nervously to Pei, and when he realized this nervousness, he suddenly felt bad.Xiang Pei once again integrated into his life, or never left, like eating rice would go into his stomach, otherwise it would be abnormal.

Liang Zhang didn't like people attacking Xiang Pei. As always, his hatred and disgust had become part of his physiological reaction. He thought of Xie An'an, countless people as extreme as Xie An'an.

The vulgar words pressed on Xiang Pei, Liang Zhang was first annoyed, and then he was wronged, feeling aggrieved for Xiang Pei.His palms would sweat, and his face would flush with emotion.

Xiang Pei is still the same Xiang Pei, free and loose, and doesn't care what he does, but in fact he is extremely persistent. Liang Zhang likes Xiang Pei like this, so he doesn't want Xiang Pei in Guangli to be swallowed up, just like Liang Zhang thought before that he would It's the same as the bad existence in Pei's life.

Xiang Pei told him not to be impulsive, and Liang Zhang did it, but now all his previous efforts have been wasted. His scolding on the Internet is not a rational behavior. Liang Zhang thought that his emotions can be controlled now, but he looked at the light on the table. On the phone, the page stays on his half-typed words.

Xiang Pei said that he didn't want to move out, he thought Liang Zhang would think it would be better for him to move out, Liang Zhang always hoped that Xiang Pei could find a new place to live.

It turned out that in Xiang Pei's heart, he lived in Liang Zhang's house with no shame, no shame, and as long as Liang Zhang said to let him go out, he would pack up and leave immediately.

Liang Zhang didn't answer, feeling guilty.He wasn't sure what to say, even though his eyes revealed his expectation to Pei, looking forward to the meaning behind Liang Zhang's words that he didn't want him to move out.

"You don't want me to move out, is it because you don't want to part with me?" Xiang Pei deliberately leaned over and didn't touch Liang Zhang, but Liang Zhang felt that Xiang Pei's eyes were also warm, burning on his skin.

"Is it too late for you to move out now?"

Xiang Pei shook his head slightly, indicating that it was too late.He leaned over and encircled Liang Zhang's body, his arms were strangling Liang Zhang a little hard to breathe. There was a throbbing red in front of Liang Zhang's eyes, which could not be avoided in his eyes. He hesitated for a moment, and responded to Pei Pei. Suddenly, he understood that Xiang Pei didn't care about the vicious abuse.

Liang Zhang would give Xiang Pei a hug when he was wronged, but Xiang Pei didn't care about the hug.

Xiang Pei's lips were warm on Liang Zhang's neck.

"No matter where you are, I can wait for you." When he spoke, Liang Zhang was shocked. He didn't know whether it was because he was surprised by Xiang Pei's sudden opening, or because of the content of his words.

Liang Zhang said, "Then what I said on the Internet, should I delete it?"

Xiang Pei laughed lowly, it was the happiest voice Liang Zhang had heard from Xiang Pei in the past few days: "Don't delete it, I want to see how you swear for me."

"Didn't you always tell me not to be so impulsive and learn to be calm?"

"I regret it a little. Sometimes life needs a little impulsiveness." Xiang Pei said, "But this is pretty good, I like it."

"I like you so much, Liang Zhang? Can you hurry up and be with me? Or in a second."

The week before Xiang Pei's performance, he basically didn't stay at home. He practiced singing in the practice room all day long. Xiang Pei would call Liang Zhang from time to time to tell how they practiced today, and Chen Zhaonan made a few wrong rhythms.When he rarely talked so much, Liang Zhang listened silently, feeling that his heart was filled to overflowing.

People on the Internet always forget events quickly, with goldfish-like memories.

Xiang Pei never replied to the online discussion about his sexuality, and probably felt bored, so no one mentioned it again. Xiang Pei still took daily photos and posted landscape photos on Weibo, and there were more comments from people who liked to make fun of him and Chen Zhaonan. The sequelae of Xiang Pei's Weibo.

Whenever Liang Zhang thinks of the picture of Xiang Pei and Chen Zhaonan being together, he gets horrified, and when he sees a girl called Xiang Pei's boyfriend, he secretly rejoices, thinking that they will never have a chance.

There are about hundreds of comments on Xiang Pei's Weibo, and the magazine promotes a little more. In addition to Xiang Pei Shuai's comments, there are also a few comments saying that he has long hair and is very motherly, and dyed red hair is even more disgusting.

Liang Zhang gritted his teeth while pressing his cell phone, and was about to scold people politely and tactfully, when Yin Jing called and said that Liang Ansheng was taken to the hospital by ambulance in the morning.

Although Yin Jing tried her best to restrain her voice on the phone, she was still trembling when she listened carefully. Liang Zhang's heart sank, and he said that he would go home immediately.

Before going home, he left a message on Xiang Pei's WeChat, only saying that there was an urgent matter at home, and Xiang Pei didn't reply until he got on the plane, maybe he was still practicing singing and not looking at his phone.

The night before Liang Ansheng entered the hospital, he felt unwell. He felt sick after a few mouthfuls of food, and went to bed early. When he was old, he swarmed over any problems, and Yin Jing didn't take it seriously.

Liang Ansheng just woke up in the morning, his eyes were dizzy, and everything around him was spinning. He tried to stand upright, but he fell beside the bed. Yin Jing was awakened by the sound. Liang Ansheng did not lose consciousness, but he couldn't say anything. Without words, her face was pale, and she could only call an ambulance in desperation.

When Liang Zhang arrived home, Liang Ansheng had already returned home from the hospital. His condition seemed to have recovered a lot, and he kept saying that he was fine.

Yin Jing was cooking in the kitchen, when she heard Liang Zhang's footsteps coming back, she came out of the kitchen wiping her hands with her apron, her steps were a little slow: "Ménière's syndrome, your father has an old problem."

Liang Zhang had never heard of this disease, so he checked it with his mobile phone on the spot, and Liang Ansheng said beside him, "It's not a serious disease, don't be too nervous. Liang Zhang, it's rare for you to go home, why don't you have a drink with me tonight?"

Liang Zhang happened to see what patients should pay attention to, and happened to avoid smoking and drinking. His face sank, and he sat beside Liang Ansheng: "Dad, you should pay more attention. It said that you should not drink alcohol. You should still drink alcohol." Doctor, why don’t you understand these truths?”

Liang Ansheng waved his hands indifferently, and couldn't understand Liang Zhang talking to him with a bit of educational meaning, and said angrily, "Just because I'm a doctor, I know it!"

"How long have you had this disease?"

Yin Jing interjected, "It's been a few years."

The air conditioner was not turned on at home, and the vertical electric fan hung his head tiredly. Liang Zhang felt the same way. He was also a little tired now, covered in sweat. After receiving the call, he rushed home without stopping. The sun outside was so hot Roasting people, Liang Zhang ran home from the gate of the community.

Yin Jing thinks that blowing too much air conditioner is not good for her health, but she and Liang Ansheng are not afraid of the heat and can save electricity bills.

His body was so hot that he was sweating non-stop, and the fan couldn't relieve the heat at all. Liang Zhang couldn't even argue with his mouth, let alone turn on the air conditioner, so his tone inevitably rushed forward: "Then why didn't you tell me?"

Yin Jing said: "Thinking of your hard work, I won't trouble you, and your father doesn't get sick a few times a year."

"Then you should also tell me that the ambulance has come this time, can I not worry?" He slowed down his tone, facing Liang Ansheng, "You still want to drink, can I rest assured?"

"Then don't drink?" Liang Ansheng turned his back, not looking at Liang Zhang.

Yin Jing walked over, and Liang Zhang noticed that she was walking abnormally: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

"I was too anxious in the morning and twisted my foot."

Liang Zhang was about to faint, and went over to support Yin Jing in two or three steps: "Is it serious? If you sprained your foot, can you just sit on the sofa and rest, and cook while standing in the kitchen."

"You and my dad have to eat too."

"It's really not possible, ordering a takeaway is also possible." Liang Zhang's headache was splitting, and it was inconvenient to see Yin Jing walking. He must stay at home to take care of him for a few days.

He thought in a blink of an eye that this Saturday was the first tour of Xiang Pei, the stowaway's first tour in China.He looked at Yin Jing with a numb scalp, and his mother was also looking at him with a frown, her mouth slightly opened, as if she was about to say something, she turned her head and glanced at Liang Ansheng.

Afterwards, her eyes flicked between them, almost suffocating Liang Zhang.

Liang Ansheng said: "Takeout food is very unhealthy, so you should eat less."

Liang Zhang tried his best to ignore Yin Jing, and smiled speechlessly: "When you educated me, I felt like a doctor."

After eating, Liang Zhang sat on a chair downstairs in the community and called Pei, explaining their family's situation clearly.

Xiang Pei was a little noisy, probably still rehearsing.

"Are you okay, do you want me to come with you?"

Although Xiang Pei couldn't see Liang Zhang's expression, Liang Zhang still opened his mouth wide in surprise and retracted his neck: "Go crazy."

"It feels like you're going to need company right now."

Feet twirling on the ground boringly, Liang Zhang said: "Xiang Pei, I haven't agreed to reconcile with you yet."

Every time he saw the faces of his parents when he got home, he felt that his fantasy began to shatter again, and the feeling of bumping into reality made him very helpless.Family members are forever family members, and it is impossible to deny them if their ideas cannot be changed.

"I know."

"My parents didn't mention that you live with me at dinner today."

"Maybe their attitude has softened?"

What Xiang Pei thinks is very optimistic. Liang Zhang is not as optimistic as he is. He thinks that Yin Jing doesn't mention it because she doesn't want to get angry for the time being. She wants to ignore Liang Zhang's behavior. If Liang Zhang resists one day, She will explode completely.

"I don't know if I can go back to watch your tour. My mother needs me to take care of her for a few days."

After Xiang Pei was silent for a while, Liang Zhang knew that he should be very sad.

"I'll wait for you," said Xiang Pei.

Liang Zhang hung up the phone, wandered in the woods of the community, teased a few cats and dogs, and took a while before going upstairs.

Yin Jing and Liang Ansheng were watching TV. Yin Jing peeled the apple with a knife, and the complete red peel came off completely without breaking off.Yin Jing has always been like this, not letting go of every little detail in life.

She called Liang Zhang over to eat some fruit. Liang Zhang sat down and ate a few pieces of apples. The sound of his teeth biting the flesh was clear and loud, and the atmosphere began to become difficult. Pei's tour, what songs will he sing.

"Is that man still living in your house?"

Liang Ansheng's question broke the silence, and also shattered the continuous sound of bullets. The enemy just vomited blood and died.

He obviously didn't have Yin Jing's stamina, and couldn't bear to face the war with Liang Zhang.Yin Jing didn't speak, presumably they reached a consensus by taking Liang Zhang for a walk.

Liang Zhang casually replied: "Yes."

"How long will it take to move out?"

"Shouldn't move out."

Liang Zhang put down the apple in his hand and reached out to peel the oranges on the table. The peel and the messy tangerines went into the trash can. He broke the whole orange in half and put it in the hands of Yin Jing and Liang Ansheng: "I probably will be with him."

His tone was as calm as a mountain range in a storm, never wavering, and he gave Yin Jing and the others the hardest blow with the most indifferent tone.

Yin Jing pinched the orange, and the juice embedded in her fingers, making her nails yellow: "You didn't say that last time."

"People are changing all the time." Liang Zhang tilted his head slightly, as if trying to avoid their verbal attacks, "Mom, I know that we separated because of you. You should have looked for Xiang Pei before leaving."

"What did he tell you?"

Seeing that Yin Jing's expression gradually became unmaintainable, Liang Zhang continued, "I guessed it. Although I don't know what you said to him specifically, I also know that it's not all because of you. You are at most contributing to the flames."

Liang Ansheng's expression was a little distorted, and his face turned red. Liang Zhang hesitated for a moment, he was worried that Liang Ansheng's body would not be able to bear what he said next.

"But separation is not a completely bad thing. At least it makes me understand that we still love each other."

Liang Zhang has never been so happy for so many years. When he said this, it was like the boulder pressing on him was completely separated from his body. Finally, he no longer had to lie to himself and his parents. He was completely liberated. He became that Liang Zhang who dared to love and hate again.

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