The whole world of comprehension is chasing after me [Transmigration Book]

The spring breeze is blowing, as gentle as water.

Xu Chengzhi felt extremely cold.

The person in front of you is like the wind. When you don't care, he is like the most gentle net around you. Although it is inconspicuous, it is the tenderness that can melt a heart of stone. But when you notice and realize When he exists, he is as invisible as the wind, passing by, unable to catch or keep.

After Shen Lianyu sorted out his thoughts, he lost all scruples, and his voice was Lang Lang: "Master Xu, the hatred in the previous life is over, and I will not do anything against you again, but, the emotion you desire, no matter what Whether it's forgiveness... or something else, I can't give it."

Xu Shengzhi's eyes were bloodshot, staring at him, still a little unwilling, his voice was hoarse, as if blood was in his mouth: "Is it because of the cold? Is it because you have already fallen in love with others? Am I a step late?"

Shen Lianyu was a little horrified by him, but suddenly remembered the words of the master when he went out - the master said "he will look at him".

Thinking that the master had awakened, his heart suddenly relaxed again, and he was no longer afraid.

Although he really likes Master, but rejecting Xu Chengzhi has nothing to do with who he likes, even if there is no Master, he would never like him if he worshiped the person in front of him as his teacher in his previous life.

At this time, he felt more and more that the "infatuation" and "perseverance" of the person in front of him was as vain and ridiculous as a child playing around.

——Because of Xu Shengzhi's going deep into the deep abyss to pick the ice lotus, Shen Lianyu's dislike for him had just subsided a little, but when he found out that this was just Xu Chengzhi's method to soften his heart, the disgust immediately doubled On the heart.

How is this different from what he did before?

Shen Lianyu couldn't hold it back, and showed a three-point irony: "Master Xu, why do you want to compensate me so much? Is it really because of guilt, feeling that you have done something wrong, or just want to erase the damage you have caused, and restore those you? something you once owned?"

Xu Chengzhi was left speechless by his question, the redness in his eyes gradually faded, his Adam's apple rolled, and he said dryly: "...all of them."

He was fairly honest, and Shen Lianyu's anger subsided a little, but he still pressed on every step of the way: "If I had told you firmly from the beginning that we would never return to the master-student relationship like in the previous life, then you would still go deep into the dark Yuan picking snow lotus? Do you still want to make up for what you have done?"

Xu Shengzhi's eyes dodged a little: "It doesn't matter if you're not a master or apprentice... I don't want to force you to worship me as a teacher again."

Shen Lianyu almost laughed angrily at his thinking about other things and refusing to face his own thoughts.

He couldn't help stabbing him: "You should know that I'm not referring to the master-student relationship, but the trust I gave you, but in the end I only got betrayal and use of trust, right?"

Xu Shengzhi: "..."

He doesn't know the answer to this question...

Or rather, dare not know.

Xu Chengzhi turned his head slightly embarrassed, not daring to meet the young man's piercing gaze.

——Every word of Shen Lianyu turned into a silver needle piercing his heart, stripping out all the little thoughts that were hidden in the deepest part of his heart, those little unbearable thoughts that could not be revealed in front of others, naked. Come out naked, forcing him to face it, and he can no longer deceive himself.

What he wanted was not to forgive at all, but for the boy to return to his side and continue that warm and peaceful life.It doesn't matter whether he is a master or apprentice, he just wants to get that kind of unconditional trust and unconditional dependence...

Ke Yu'er said that he would not give him these feelings anymore.

While Xu Shengzhi's heart was tingling, he also had a feeling that it was so.

There is a feeling that reality has finally settled as expected.

From the day we first met, Yu'er's appearance following Han Zhi was almost the same as the one that followed him back then... This always made him feel that everything must be redeemed, Yu'er is still the same A simple young man who knows the dark side of the world.

Even at the beginning, he never doubted whether Yu'er also had the memory of his previous life.

Because in the last few years of the previous life, the Shen Lianyu he saw was no longer the gentle and soft appearance of his youth. He erected the spikes all over his body, full of defense against the world.

...On the contrary, it almost overlaps with the aggressive appearance now.

Xu Chengzhi closed his eyes, his body trembled slightly, and painful emotions stirred endlessly in his heart.

he finally realized the truth

They can't go back to the past.

"I understand..." Xu Shengzhi sighed, turned around in desperation, and planned to leave.

"In that case, I wish..." He paused, endured the throbbing pain in his heart, and said bitterly: "I wish you and Master Han Zhi... the harmony between master and student, and no more harm or betrayal."

The hem of Xu Shengzhi's black clothes fluttered, and there was a slight bend towards his straight back, looking indescribably lonely and lonely.

Shen Lianyu looked at the back, his eyes were filled with emotions, he thought for a moment, and decided to add the last weight to his already on the verge of collapse, breaking his mind completely.

"Really Xu—" he called out.

"Huh?" Xu Shengzhi stopped and looked back at him, with a trace of hope burning in his eyes, like the last breath of oxygen obtained by a person in a vacuum.

"Master Li said that you once accepted a named disciple, but you never brought him back to Tianhengzong, right?" Shen Lianyu's black pupils were unwavering, and under the sun, they seemed to be coated with—— Layers of Phnom Penh, solemn and solemn.

Xu Shengzhi responded with difficulty: "...Yes."

This is really not something worth mentioning, if it wasn't for the sect master's younger sister to force him to ask who he passed on the exercises, he would not want anyone to know about it.

But he didn't expect that the junior sister in charge would tell Shen Lianyu all these things.

Shen Lianyu raised his head slightly, with the light behind his back, his long black hair fluttering in the wind, and looked at him with contemptuous eyes, like a government office executing a trial in a yamen, who is about to pronounce his crime: "You The same injury, the same betrayal gave another innocent life, trampled on his trust, accepted him as a disciple and then abandoned him...Xu Shengzhi..."

"Re-life, have you ever changed a bit?"

The young man's reprimand was like a thunderbolt hitting Xu Chengzhi's celestial cap, his face suddenly turned pale, his body trembled slightly, and his back completely hunched.

——In the re-life, has he ever changed in half?

Countless overlapping calls sounded in Xu Chengzhi's ears—the soft and waxy voice of Yu'er when he first became a teacher; During the journey, there was Yu'er's indifferent and distant voice; there was also the confused voice of the young man who saw his intention of leaving.

"Master!" "Master!" "Master!"

That sound of calling finally cleared away the stubborn fog in Xu Chengzhi's memory. For the first time, he saw clearly that in his previous life, the last master-student time when he sent Shen Lianyu to the Western Desert was not as good as his dream. so harmonious

- On the way, the young man leaned alone on the edge of the jade boat, his eyes were cold, and he didn't say a word. He refused to stay in the same room with Xu Shengzhi, and would even take the initiative to stay away when he approached.

He knew where Xu Chengzhi was going to send him. If there was no magic circle outside the jade boat to prevent living creatures from entering and leaving, he would have jumped off the boat long ago.

——As early as the day after taking the heart blood, he didn't call him "Master" very much, but became taciturn, and his heart was immersed in cultivation.

In Xu Shengzhi's memory, the last time Yu'er yelled "Master" was when he clasped the young man's shoulders and pushed him off the boat. The young man turned his head coldly, and his voice was full of sarcasm: "Master?"

That was not an affirmative tone, but a rhetorical tone.

It's almost the same as Yu'er's aggressiveness now.

The two figures overlapped one another, and Xu Chengzhi suddenly understood that, from the moment he forced Yu'er to cut open his chest and take out his blood, they had no room for redemption.

Being a stranger...is already the best end.

Xu Shengzhi looked at Shen Lianyu in a daze.

It turned out that it was his own wishful thinking from the beginning to the end, and he thought that there was still room for redemption between the two of them.

If it wasn't for the Ice Soul Snow Lotus that he brought to save Venerable Han Zhi, he might not even want to talk to himself.

Shen Lianyu didn't say another word, looked down at the Tangli tree next to him, caught a leaf, and played with it, this attitude of turning a blind eye to him seemed to say "you can leave now".

But Xu Shengzhi showed a little ignorance.

He didn't try to get close to the boy, but just called softly: "Yu'er, this is the last time I call you that."

Shen Lianyu frowned slightly and wanted to interrupt him, but Xu Chengzhi didn't give him such a chance.

He spoke quickly: "I used to think that the dreams I had... were the reflection of the memories of you and me in the previous life, and they were part of those memories. But today I know that those dreams Not exactly consistent with real memory."

Shen Lianyu's pupils shrank suddenly, and he swallowed back the words he was about to say

He has also had such an experience!

He used to think that Xu Shengzhi broke through the Hedao realm by harvesting and using his yin body, but the memory he saw in the mansion under the extreme northern ice sheet told him that was not the case.

It's not that he didn't have doubts, it's just that Xu Chengzhi was bewitched at that time, and the things that followed forced him to have no time to think about it. Later, doubts about this matter gradually settled in his heart, and he didn't think about it.

When Xu Shengzhi brought up this matter, those questions hidden under the water suddenly popped up again, making him break out in a cold sweat

How much of the "memories" he saw was real, and how much was deliberately created by the system to mislead him?The system said that after changing the fate of the original owner, he could return to the original world and be resurrected, but it never clearly explained, to what extent does the so-called changing fate go?

Just when Shen Lianyu was startled and frightened, Xu Chengzhi took a deep look at him and reminded him again: "If someone can invade my dreams and tamper with my memory when I am unconscious, then this person's ability... How powerful it must be."

"This is the last thing I can do for you... In the future, you, be more careful."

After finishing speaking, he simply turned around and left with Yujian.

He walked straightforwardly, but the surprise in Shen Lianyu's heart could not be calmed down for a long time.

——What exactly does the system want to do?What it wants to do...will it hurt Master?

This is what he fears the most.

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