even if I don't go

?According to the unwritten regulations of domestic tertiary hospitals, titles below deputy chief physician are treated equally without any privileges.So even if Yan Zipei has a father who is an official and a rich mother, although the dean treats her as a star of the three hospitals, it is inevitable that she will be on duty for 36 hours.

At 8 o'clock in the morning, shift change, morning meeting, drive, go home, stop by to buy breakfast.

The all-night duty did make her a little tired, but I hope the steamy breakfast can soothe her stomach that is already heaving.The small shops on the old street are places she frequents—a habit she has developed since college.

Then, by coincidence, I saw that the two people who were really right were acting intimately and familiarly, and their expressions were relaxed and happy.When the window was lowered, Yan Zipei's turned off car was instantly filled with icy cold air, and the chill penetrated through the pores and went straight to the bone marrow.

Won't you go say hello?Yan Zipei leaned back slightly and closed his eyes.The man obviously saw him, but he just opened his mouth in astonishment.

Forget it, that's all.

Yan Zipei drove the car back home—the previous 20-minute journey was abruptly cut in half by her.She randomly picked a bag of toast in the convenience store under the apartment and lost her mind in front of the drink freezer.As a doctor, she has always been self-controlled, and she rarely touches things that affect her work efficiency, but the burning feeling in her heart is really suffocating.Just a can - let's hope the hospital doesn't get a call.

The wooden floor of the room was underfloor heating, Yan Zipei sat on the floor with his back leaning against the edge of the bed, fiddling with the remote control of the sound system, his dazed head was stimulated by the cold beer to wake him up.

It was completely bright outside, and the cars and people downstairs were in a hurry.A hoarse, low-pitched female voice came from the speaker.

【The shadow of the past follows me wandering

The world in front of me is numb and magnanimous

Do not disappoint and avoid expectations]

What are you disappointed, what are you expecting?She's back, as you wish, back.Be friends back, as you wish, be friends back.But just because she was standing with other men, why did you lose your composure like this?

【Love is enough to make two people unforgettable

I'm lonely but I'm the only one to bear

thank you for walking by my side

Strange you are like the familiar sunshine

Remind me that I'm wandering the earth

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I will still watch you see panic]

He is no longer a young man in his early twenties.Those gorgeous and strong feelings have long been turned into a kind of delusion, why did you leave, why didn't you contact me, why did you come back, I can't ask, I can't let go.But is it really just delusional?

【Love is not self-willed to be able to resist

When the wind blows, the waves can only be wild

So what if not?]

Yan Zipei put down the beer can, raised his hand and turned off the stereo.Standing up suddenly, dizzy for a while.Put yourself down under the quilt, so what, the water will still flow, the clouds will still pass, and the days will still pass.

It was already night when I woke up again, it was getting dark early in winter, when the lights came on, I heard the sound of wind and lightning when I opened the window.Probably being in such a bustling environment will make me feel less lonely.

Yan Zipei walked out of the room with bare feet, only to hear the rustling of cooking fumes from the kitchen, she didn't bother to put on her shoes, and walked quickly to the kitchen, there was the figure of the housekeeper who was busy with dinner.

"Ah, Miss Yan is up. Dinner is almost ready, you should watch the news first."

Oh, how could it be that person.Looks really a little delirious.

Yan Zipei's quiet time has not passed much, and the well-cooked nutritious dinner has not yet been enjoyed, and the hospital's series of fatal calls "arrived as scheduled".

"Doctor Yan, come to the hospital immediately. The young patient with an internal carotid artery aneurysm caused by a car accident needs ventricle puncture and external drainage, and the director ordered you to perform the surgery."

"Okay, I'll be right over here."

……

Ning Siyin had no dreams all night.

The sunshine in early winter casts fine silhouettes on the wooden floor, and it is another new day.

Finally waking up from the rare good sleep after pouring out her heart, Ning Siyin's eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings, and she yawned lazily under the golden light.God did favor this woman and gave her an ageless face.

Turn on your phone to check for missing information.

[Ke Jianshen]: Siyin, are you asleep?

[Ke Jianshen]: Remember to arrive at the studio at nine o'clock tomorrow

Ke Jianshen...

[Ke Jianshen]: Good night, sweet dreams

God, how could he have so much to say.

Continue to swipe down.

【You have a missed call. 】

What was displayed on the screen was the number that was memorized backwards.

Zipei's phone... She called me.Is something wrong?Want to call back?How to speak?The impulsive energy of last night has passed, and Ning Siyin at this moment has begun to exert his ability to think too much as a doctor of psychology.

After leaving the room with such disordered thoughts, she sat down at the dining table again in a daze, raised her head and smiled at Zhang Ma who made breakfast for her, and then buried her head in eating breakfast without a bite.Breakfast... She had already thought about it.

Second Miss Ning finished packing and rushed to Ke Jianshen's psychological counseling studio after ten o'clock.The front desk lady looked at this tall beauty with a slender waist and secretly wondered what kind of weather-beaten heart lay beneath her beautiful appearance—after all, the person who came to their studio was either a lover cheating or a childhood frustration or something.

"Miss, do you have an appointment? What service do you need?"

"I'm looking for Dr. Ke Jianshen."

"Dr. Ke has arrangements all morning, you..."

"Then register for me, Ning Siyin."

"You are Miss Ning Siyin. Dr. Ke told you that you can go directly to his office, please come here." The receptionist's eyes lit up and he wore a decent smile.

Doesn't it mean that the whole morning is empty?What kind of moth is Ke Jianshen doing?

Ke Jianshen is her senior from the same school. He took good care of her in the United States for several years, and he also clearly expressed his affection for her and launched a fierce offensive.As a good Chinese boyfriend, Ning Sitong, a professional shield, was used time and time again by Ning Siyin, and Ke Jianshen also wished her happiness in a gentlemanly manner.

Unexpectedly, after half a semester, their "collusion" was revealed, and Ke Jianshen was not annoyed at being teased at all, so he persevered in sending flowers and making movie appointments.Of course, taking advantage of his professional advantages, he has often been close to the water in the laboratory to carefully guide the junior sisters.

After Ning Sitong graduated, he even acted as a guardian, changing ways to make Ning Siyin happy when she was in a low mood, and he didn't care if Ning Siyin took advantage of her in a small way. I was so moved.

This man looks good, gentle and dedicated, and has a bright future, but he is by no means Ning Siyin's man.Finally one day Ning Siyin agreed to his date invitation, but when he was so excited like a child and eagerly asked her to order, she told him that she only liked girls and had a girlfriend before.I hope he finds another lover and doesn't do useless work on her.

Ke Jianshen did not contact her for the next two weeks, and Ning Siyin secretly thought that it would be easy to recover if he hadn't started.Sure enough, Ke Jianshen returned to the laboratory as a good brother who cared about his junior sister. He should record, arrange, discuss and discuss.

But Ning Siyin has never dated anyone, no matter male or female.When she returned to China recently, she received an invitation from her senior brother.Ke Jianshen's attitude seemed to waver again.

Ning Siyin shook off these absent thoughts and knocked on the dark solid wood door.

"Come in—"

Ke Jianshen's handsome face raised a smile for the first time, and walked around the desk to greet him: "Siyin, you are here. Would you like a cup of tea? Or just go and visit my small studio ?”

"I'm sorry, brother, I'm late. It's better to hurry up and try this tea another day." Ning Siyin quietly pulled away as he spoke, his amber eyes were full of clarity and sincerity.

Ke Jianshen's expression darkened, "That's fine, then it's up to you."

What I can introduce in the studio is nothing more than a few senior consultants, a few young and beautiful receptionists, and cooperation project procedures and rules and regulations.Ke Jian dawdled slowly for several hours in a daze.

Will Zipei be at home or in the hospital now?Would it be a bit abrupt to just run to explain to her?If it is possible to be like this...

Ning Siyin's heart and soul had already flown to the Third Hospital, chatted with Ke Jianshen sentence by sentence, understood the specific content of the project, and then finalized the strategy (what the hell!) Xie Xiaotong, that strange old man's time .

"Then it's settled, I'll pick you up at your house this Saturday night?"

"Hehehehehe. No need, I don't think the professor's mood will be so good when he sees you. Let me go to the front line alone."

"..." Ke Jianshen's face froze, "I'm sorry to trouble you."