even if I don't go

? Yan Zipei's car was driving on the road leading to Qingcheng University.

Although she has suffered from insomnia for many days, although her eye sockets are not sunken, the gloomy color covering her face can still be recognized at a glance.

A few days ago, the condition of the patient who was brought in with carotid aneurysm in a car accident deteriorated again.Since the end of the ventricle puncture and drainage that day, the patient's hydrocephalus has been significantly relieved, and the cerebral edema has also obviously subsided, which made the doctor's family members rejoice and breathe a sigh of relief.But just the day before yesterday, one side of the patient's pupil was dilated, and the light reflex disappeared. A re-examination CT showed that the edema had worsened, and soon entered a state of cerebral edema...

The young patient's name is Zhuoyou, and her parents must have placed high hopes on her.She is only 17 years old, exactly the age like a flower.She should have released the heat of life like her peers and swayed her youth on campus, instead of being surrounded by lifeless instruments and closing her eyes in the intensive care unit.His parents are both educated people, and they didn't criticize doctors like some ignorant people. Instead, they were just grateful and understanding.Yan Zipei felt uncomfortable.

The hospital persuaded the family members to agree to undergo craniotomy and decompressive craniectomy.Joyo's father asked Zipei: "Doctor, can Yue Yue wake up? Based on your experience, tell me the truth. I know you have tried your best. I just want to know the truth and the result."

Yan Zipei didn't know how to answer this question.

Removing the bone flap can save lives, and those who come back may be in a vegetable state.Completed her mission, saved lives and healed the wounded, brought back a life that was about to die, but how dare she say that her decision was correct?If Excellence becomes a vegetable, how will she face the helplessness and misery of her family?

Ding-dong~ding-dong~ding-dong~

"Who?"

"Master, it's me." The door opened, revealing the surprised face of the woman, and Yan Zipei handed over the tea in her hand.

"Zipei, long time no see. What are you bringing here?" She turned her head and called inside, "The old man——Zipei is here."

"Come in and sit down. I'll get you a cup of tea..."

"The teacher's wife is not busy. I have something to discuss with the professor."

"Yan girl, come to the study." The voice came from the inside, and Yan Zipei walked in with the tea made by his mother.Then I saw a little old man who was over half a century old, driving glasses, leaning over the desk and studying something.

"professor."

He glanced at Zipei, motioned her to sit down, closed the book in his hand, and grinned, "I'm going to annoy Liu Shengming now, let him know that his favorite student loves to run to me, hey."

Yan Zipei shook his head helplessly.

The person in front of him is Xie Xiaotong, a professor of psychology at Qingcheng University and a well-known domestic psychologist.Speaking of which, Professor Xie is not her teacher, but he can be regarded as half of her teacher.

Except for the lectures that Ning Siyin attended in college, after Ayin left...

Yan Zipei could no longer remain calm.She guarded the gate of Ning's community every night, couldn't sleep for a long time, and lost her original look after a month, Xie Youan, who couldn't stand it anymore, dragged her to his study, begging her father to beat her This stiff wood...

"Let me see, can't sleep again?"

"En." Yan Zipei's voice was as thin as a mosquito.

"It's still the same as last time because of work?"

"Ah."

"You... You are used to seeing life and death parting after you have been a doctor for so many years, how can you still be so sad. Other doctors have already received red envelopes and rebates, and they have been soft, so you can't forget Beginning."

……

"Everyone has his own destiny. You have already made a decision in your heart, haven't you?"

Yan Zipei remained silent, and gently stroked the wall of the teacup with his fingers.

"This is not the only thing that keeps you from falling asleep." Xie Xiaotong leaned back in the wicker chair, folded his hands, and looked at her with a smile.

"I heard from An An that Ning girl is back?"

Yan Zipei lowered his eyelids slightly to prevent his piercing eyes from reading all the ditches in her heart.

Yes.I have to admit that it was Ayin who kept her up all night.

Since the window paper was torn that day, she also softened her attitude.Those sweet, bitter, pleasant, and painful memories at night are shown in my mind like a movie.She couldn't see herself clearly, or in front of Ning Siyin, she was always easy to get out of the body called "myself".Those things that are usually hidden in the corners come out to stretch their waists and feet, plucking the string of reason carelessly back and forth.

"Zipei. I just loosened the strap for you so that you won't be out of breath. You have to untie the knot yourself."

"Mom—I'm back! Look who I brought back."

"Who else could it be? Isn't it that little flicker?" Xie Xiaotong came out of the study, rolled his eyes in disdain, and when he said "little flicker", his facial muscles even tightened for a while.

"Dad! I've told you several times, don't talk about me like that!"

"Hmph, who told her to fool my daughter away!"

"I won't quarrel with you," Xie Youan turned his body to one side, and pushed the fair lady behind him to him, "Look who it is?"

"Hi~Professor."

Xie Xiaotong's eyes widened, and he glanced back subconsciously.Yan Zipei was coming out of the study, closed the door, and froze in place when he heard the familiar voice, quickly adjusted his expression, and walked towards the crowd.Ning Siyin's eyes lit up, and then he looked at Xie You'an in confusion.Xie Youan shook his head, it really wasn't my assist this time.

"Sister You'an, Ah Yin." Yan Zipei bowed to Xie Xiaotong again, "Professor, I'm going back first."

"Hey--" Mother Xie, who had just heard the news, grabbed Zipei, "Don't go, don't go, stay here for dinner, the teacher's wife has already made it, so you can't go."

"Who is this?"

The scene was a little awkward for a while, "Hello, teacher's wife, I'm Ning Siyin." She smiled, "I used to come here often for dinner!"

"Oh oh oh, I said, it's Siyin, but I haven't seen him for a long time, look at this one is even more beautiful!" Mother Xie hurriedly took Ning Siyin with one hand and stopped Zipei with the other, walking towards the living room.

"Teacher's wife, I really don't need it, I..."

"Stay here!" Xie Xiaotong patted Pat Zipei on the shoulder, "You need someone to tie the bell."

Xie You'an: Dear father... Dear mother... Can't you see me?

Xie's dining table is like this.

"An'an, why didn't I come at the beginning?"

Xie You'an stuffed a piece of sweet and sour ribs into his mouth, "She has a party."

"Oh, it was not easy for me to run a company at the beginning." Mother Xie nodded, "You all eat Zipei Siyin, you are welcome."

"Entertainment is entertainment again. Hmph! I don't know where to fool around." Xie Xiaotong crunched the soft rice.

"Dad!" Xie Youan glared at Dad, "Where did I recruit you at the beginning? She gave you the tea you drank, and she played chess with you on weekends, and she was the one you said you were going to Europe for." Arranged for you, you need research funds, she offered to provide sponsorship, you..."

"Stop, stop, am I so easy to buy? You were deceived by her sweet talk. I won't sell my daughter for such a small favor. Turn your elbows out!" But you have already Sold her daughter.

Doctor Yan and Ning Er ate in silence to avoid being involved in this family dispute.

Xie Xiaotong would not let them go so easily, "Ning girl, don't hide it, are you afraid that I won't see it if you hesitate to speak?"

Only then did Ning Siyin realize that she had a heavy responsibility on her shoulders. "Cough...Teacher, is your project still short of people? Can I make it?"

"How do you know..." Xie Xiaotong suddenly realized, "You wouldn't be with that brat, would you?"

"That's my brother from America. Think about it..."

"He's just your senior brother?" Xie Xiaotong said to Ning Siyin, but his eyes were fixed on Yan Zipei, "I see that young man is a man who knows how to run a business, so don't pay for it when the time comes. Zipei, how about you?" Watch more."

Even if Yan Zipei was so calm, he couldn't help but blush.She pondered for a moment, then replied: "Ayin has her own sense of proportion."

After the meal, they chatted again, and the juniors got up to leave.The subway that Ning Siyin and Xie Youan took when they came was also taken back by Dr. Yan.

Ning Siyin was forced to be pushed onto the co-pilot by Xie You'an, and said righteously: Don't disturb me and Chu I texting.

As it turned out, she was indeed texting Ding Chuwo (tiaoqing).

Looking in the rearview mirror, Xie Youan's cheeks were flushed, just as the phone screen was lit up, his whole body exuded a sweet aura.Yan Zipei even felt the sad eyes from the neighbor.

When Xie Youan bid farewell to them, the atmosphere between the two of them changed instantly.

"Didn't you sleep well recently?"

"Well, some."

……

"Mom often makes us a kind of scented tea, which has a good sleep effect."

"Well, I'll keep an eye out."

……

"Do you often go to the professor's place?"

"Not many have been there recently."

"Because... me?"

"Ayin, your home is here."

Ning Siyin was still sitting there with a complicated expression.

Yan Zipei pressed the seat belt buckle for her, and looked up at her with trembling eyes.

Ayin, I know what you want to say.You also know what I want to know.And we are in this game of chess, you advance and you retreat, and the soldiers come to block.However, we were never supposed to be two armies facing each other on the border between Chuhe and Han.

She raised her hand, and her fingertips landed on Ning Siyin's beautiful willow eyebrows, stroked lightly, and finally landed on her cheek.

"Ayin, I can tell you what you want to know. Before that, I should know, can you tell me?"