even if I don't go

?Excellence's situation is far less optimistic than the rumors, Yan Zipei knows.

This child has a carefree face, but in fact she is as careful as a hair, and the emotional changes of relatives and friends around her cannot escape her eyes.What Yan Zipei can do is to postpone the ruthless deadline, turning one month into a few months in everyone's mouth.

She is optimistic, strong, and loves life, but these are helpless in the face of fate.After all, in the eyes of God, you are just a little ant.

During Yan Zipei's ward rounds that day, he saw Zhuo Zhuo leaning over the table in the hospital bed, writing something stroke by stroke.The nurse sat bored aside.

Dr. Yan asked the nurse, "How long has she been sitting?"

Only then did the nurse recover from her own world, "Ah, it's been about 20 minutes."

Yan Zipei walked over and tapped on Zhuozhuo's head, and put away her pen and paper, "I know I can't sit still for too long and don't pay attention."

Zhuo Zhuo laughed foolishly, "I didn't care if I wrote too much."

Yan Zipei glanced at the result of the little girl's half-day tinkering, and a line of delicate English letters in the title jumped into his eyes: TheBucketList

list of last wish.

A sour feeling swept over her body, self-blame, annoyance, pity and powerlessness.

Zhuo Zhuo tilted his head and didn't speak.

"You want to see the sea alone?" When Zhuo Zhuo looked up again, he saw Zi Pei's faint smile.

"That's right, my parents never let me go on a trip alone. Watching the sun rise and set on the beach alone, what a feeling!"

"Keep a pet dog. Well, you've been talking to me about it for a long time." Zipei put on a powerless look, and Zhuoyue made a face at her.

"Watching a Victoria's Secret show. What's that?"

"You don't even know! Wow, let me tell you that it's a group of long-legged goddesses on the catwalk, with that figure, that expression, and that movement..." Seeing Zhuo Zhuo's eyes squinting like a nympho, Yan Zipei couldn't help poking her. face.

...In view of the unrealistic wishes above, Yan Zipei asked her to use her mobile phone to watch the sea alone, enjoy all kinds of cute pets with her mobile phone, and watch a Victoria's Secret show with her mobile phone in the next few days. something later.

"Doctor Yan, have you ever heard such a sentence?"

"'I didn't intend to miss it, but I've been doing it. I missed the flowery yesterday and I'm missing the present.'"

"During the time I was sick, I kept thinking, is there anything I want to do but haven't acted on yet? Is there anything I want to say but haven't said? I don't want to miss it again."

Yan Zipei sat there silently holding the list. Life is so much, and the past is full of hardships.How many years have I wasted, how many beautiful things have been missed, and how many lives have been wasted?

People always think there is tomorrow, always thinking that there is still time.But inadvertently lost some moods, lost some memories, lost some people.

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Ning Siyin also frequently ran to the hospital.Out of love for someone and affection for someone.

"Sister Ning, do you like Dr. Yan?"

Ning Siyin looked at her in surprise, so obvious?Maybe what the children said was just ordinary liking.After thinking for a while, I replied, "I like her."

"I like it too." Zhuo Zhuo smiled, but Ning Siyin saw a bit of cunning in it.

"You can't grab mine." She put her hand on Zhuo Liang's shiny forehead.

"Okay... Don't look at me with such sad eyes. Let me see what else is on the list... Make up with Ji Yige, who is Ji Yige? A good friend?"

Zhuo Liang didn't answer her question, but sat up excitedly, "One grid!" Then he gasped violently.

"Oh my god, my little ancestor! Be careful and get up slowly." Ning Siyin calmed down for her with lingering fear, and looked back.

There was also a little girl of the same age.With neat short hair and a delicate face, vigor and sunshine fell on her clear eyes.She was also obviously shocked by Zhuo Liang's reaction. Ning Siyin saw the emotions of surprise, worry, anxiety, and anger changing on her face. It seemed that she was really a good friend.

"I'm still surprised when I'm sick!" Ji Yige was carrying a schoolbag and carrying some nutritional supplements. He obviously rushed over just after school, and at this time he looked sullen like an old woman.

"Ah. Yige, you look like my mother." Zhuoyou, who was relieved, was obviously in high spirits, and Ning Siyin pushed him back when he wanted to get out of bed over and over again.

"I leave space for you, one block, and stare at her." Ning Siyin smiled at them, and went out to find her doctor Yan.

Zhuoyou pestered Ji Yige to tell a lot of interesting things that happened in school recently, and the yearning look couldn't help but make people feel distressed.

"It's only one frame, why don't you bring my homework... I've missed a lot of classes these days, and I'll fall behind if I don't do some exercises." Zhuo Zhuo's delicate eyebrows frowned.

Ji Yige tapped her eyebrows, "Just take a good rest, and I'll make it up for you during the winter vacation."

Zhuo Zhuo's expression dimmed a bit, and he forced a smile: "Yige University Bully, please give me more advice!"

Where can you not see that there is something wrong with Zhuoyue, Ji Yige has a bad feeling in his heart, "Your illness... When will it be cured?"

Zhuo Zhuo was stunned for a moment, pointing to his shiny forehead with a mournful face: "I don't have hair, how dare I go out of the hospital. Well, I'll be fine if I grow a little hair."

"Really?"

"Of course." Zhuoyo answered quickly and affirmatively, and Ji Yige was relieved.

When Ning Siyin found Yan Zipei, she was sitting at the desk holding a photo frame in a daze.

She tiptoed over, but Yan Zipei calmly put the photo frame back in the drawer.Didn't see it again!

"When did you find me?" Ning Siyin pouted dissatisfied.

I am all too familiar with your smell.

"From the moment you took off your high heels." Yan Zipei picked up the pen on the table and began to write the medical record.

Ning Siyin curled her lips, put down her high heels and put them on, staring at her work with burning eyes.The light hit the side of her face, casting beautiful shadows on the paper.The rustle of the nib sliding, the sound of turning the pages, and her shallow breathing are the most beautiful symphony at this moment.

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"Doctor Yan, I like you, so be my girlfriend!" Zhuo Zhuo raised his head and blinked his eyes.

Yan Zipei bent down and rubbed her head. Some small burrs had grown on Zhuoyou's head, and his palms were itchy, "Children."

"Who says I'm a child! I'm going to be eighteen soon. Doctor Yan ~ Sister Yan ~ you'd better agree, yes, yes." Yan Zipei still smiled and didn't let go after soaking softly for a long time, Zhuoyue suddenly let go and hung down head to go.

"Didn't it mean that the patient's wish can be fulfilled?" She sighed resignedly, "It seems that I will be single all my life."

Yan Zipei felt pain like a needle prick.Since the treatment, Excellence has been very strong, and she often comforts her family in turn, but she has been silently counting the days, watching more every day, experiencing more, and staying more. "I promise you." Yan Zipei held her thin hand, "From now on, you will be my girlfriend."

Zhuo Zhuo wiped away the non-existent tears on his face, and threw his arms around Yan Zipei's neck.The head nurse said that Dr. Yan hated seeing girls sad, and it was true.

At this moment, Ji Yige, who came to visit, opened the door and entered, and was stunned when he saw this scene.

"Yige, you are here! It's just right, let's get to know each other again. My girlfriend, Yan Zipei."

Ji Yige looked back and forth between the two of them, and slightly nodded to Yan Zipei. "Doctor Yan." She lifted the bag in her hand to the cabinet next to the hospital bed, packed up the few magazines that Zhuo Liang had spread out randomly, and did nothing else.

Zhuo Zhuo pouted to express his dissatisfaction with her indifference.

Yan Zipei smiled silently, "I'll check other wards. Zhuoyou, take a good rest."

When Yan Zipei returned to Zhuo Liang's place again, she was sitting in a wheelchair staring out the window in a daze.It was dark, and it looked like it was going to rain.

"I don't know if Yige has an umbrella." She murmured.

Yan Zipei went over to lock the window and door, squatted down and looked up into her eyes, "You care about her very much." This is a declarative sentence.

"Are you jealous of your girlfriend?" Zhuozhuo narrowed his eyes with a smile, "It's really fun."

Yan Zipei raised his hand and stroked her head again, "I'm really upset."

It was rare for Dr. Yan to cooperate so well, Zhuo Zhuo giggled again.

It's going to rain.Yan Zipei also meditated in his heart.