even if I don't go

Thick soup with a strong aroma of medicinal herbs... For the sake of its good taste, Ning Sixin put away the contempt in his heart for the time being, and happily enjoyed the first meal in a tortuous day.

"It's true that the surname is Qi. My wife just recovered from a serious illness and doesn't know how to take care of her." Changshan took a bowl of fresh soup for Qin Wanshu, and specially put some red dates and Codonopsis ginseng in it, with a look of resentment on his face.

Qin Wanshu's expression was slightly alienated, "He has his own business to attend to."

"Busy? Busy eating flower wine? I told you at the beginning that this person is unreliable..."

Qin Wanshu put down the chopsticks and made a moderate sound, the long shirt knew that he had slipped his words, and immediately fell silent.A cold voice floated over, "I'll go back to my room when I'm done eating. Miss Ning eat more, you're welcome."

"Wan... alas." The long shirt revealed a remorseful expression.

Ning Sixin was thoughtful.Recovery from a serious illness?Eating flower wine?No wonder this woman is so thin and weak, and there is always an inexplicable sadness in her brows and eyes.There are always people in the world who don't know how to cherish... So people are just a hundred years of loneliness.

When Qin Wanshu came out again, Ning Sixin was yelling "Xiaoye" kindly.

"Xiaoye, I'm looking forward to you."

"Xiaoye, look at your boss, I'm dressed so thinly, I'm not considerate at all!"

"Xiaoye, do you have any money, I spent all this afternoon."

"Little Leaf..."

Well, the face in the gown has merged with the night.

Ye Zhu grabbed the boss who had a wrong nerve today, and bowed 30° to thank him, "I have caused you trouble."

"No, no, no trouble, no trouble." Chang Shan hurriedly waved his hands, daring to say that this aunt is troublesome, and he would be drowned in saliva.

"I have to thank Miss Ning for her help." Qin Wanshu said sincerely.

How can there be any help.Ning Da coughed embarrassingly when he heard this, and turned his head away...

Later, when asked about Qin Wanshu's impression of meeting him for the first time, Qin Wanshu seriously recalled it, and a smile gradually appeared on her face. She looked at Ning Da who was eager to know the answer, and stroked her head: "I'm still a child... ..."

☆、【Qin Ning】Even if it is ruthless, it is also touching

? A song "coco".The sexy and lazy female voice circulated in the air, getting in from her slightly dilated pores from drinking, making people shake uncontrollably.

She was sitting in a corner of the second floor, extremely hidden, but with an excellent viewing angle, she could clearly see the ambiguous and whispering women below.She couldn't tell what purpose she was holding.Explore?study?Still sure something?

From the darkness at the entrance came a graceful woman.The tight clothes wrapped her proud figure, and the flaming red lips were flamboyant but not seductive.Her appearance attracted the attention of many people, and they exchanged warm greetings without being entangled.She raised her head, her eyes met hers for a second, and it was very iconic——her sharp eyebrows were slightly raised, and she went straight to the stairs leading to the second floor.

The visitor came up to him, glanced at the tabletop and her out-of-focus eyes.

"Miss Ning, do you want to put on such an unlovable appearance. Three bottles have gone down, do you have a girl you fancy?"

"no feelings."

Upon hearing this, the woman called the bartender to take the glass, poured half a glass for herself, and shook it gently in her hand, "So why bother?"

Ning Sixin didn't pick up her words, "That's all, will you die if you drink with me?"

"Well, I won't be able to go to bed."

"Wife slave."

"Thank you."

The two drank alcohol separately, watching the demons dancing on the first floor, Ning Sixin felt a little dizzy.She withdrew her gaze, and turned to look at her friend who was a little devil in the world a few years ago, but now is so innocent, "At first, what was your first impression of her?"

When Ding Chu heard this, a serious and gentle look appeared in my eyes, I put my elbows on my chin, tapped my cheek with my index finger, and said in a sweet tone, "Well... At that time, she suddenly rushed out and told me that someone at home Come on, the acting is so vivid...the face is so innocent that I almost thought it was a high school student..."

"I can't explain the feeling of not being clear—probably because I once promised her three lives and three lives in front of the Three Lives Stone, but it was not the first life after all."

acid.Ning Sixin glanced at someone who was immersed in his own world, "I really didn't see that you still have Wenqing's coquettishness in your bones."

Ding Chu I accepted the evaluation calmly, and continued the conversation naturally, "What about you, your her."

"It's not mine." With a wry smile, Ning Sixin drank the remaining wine in the cup in one gulp. "I have no idea."

The flickering lights in the bar cast dancing light and shadows on Ning Sixin's face, it was a look I had never seen in Ding Chu.In my impression, she is always so good at invigorating the atmosphere, as if she has never been sad, handles interpersonal relationships with ease, and does not attract joy or sorrow for foreign things.Sometimes I feel that she doesn't care too much, because she doesn't care, so she won't be immersed in happiness or sadness.What about her now?That kind of look that you can't ask for in a textbook...

"You know." Ding Chu and I leaned towards her, poking her heart with onion-like fingers, but not very hard, "People always pretend to be confused about themselves."

Ning Sixin leaned back slightly, "I've seen a lot of chicken soup for the soul in WeChat recently." This is a determined tone.

"Tch, sister, I know a lot."

"Sister Nading, make way for me."

"Why go?"

Ning Sixin turned his head and gave her a look, which made the latter clutch his little heart in shock. "What do you say?"

"Hey, your phone..." Before I had time, Ding Chu saw her go downstairs, and licked the corner of her mouth mischievously.Following her memory, she unlocked her phone and opened the address book.After searching for a long time, I couldn't find the target. Ding Chu, my fingers paused for a moment on a number with a blank name, and pressed the dial button.

"Ah Xin?" Hearing this voice, most of the guesses in my heart were verified, but it was very consistent with the image described by Ning Sixin.

"Is it Miss Qin?"

Hearing that it wasn't Ning Sixin's voice, the other party obviously became nervous, "I am..." bingo!Ding Chu I bent my eyebrows triumphantly for my wit.

"I just sent an address to your mobile phone, did you receive it?"

"Let me take a look—City East Road...is this?"

"That's right. Your friend was drunk in our bar and kept calling your name, so we had to call your number. Can you come pick her up if it's convenient?"

Qin Wanshu on the other end hesitated for a moment, "She...you can try calling her family."

Ding Chu and I acted accordingly, "What are you talking about? I can't hear clearly? Hey, what's wrong with this phone? Hey, hey, hey..."

Perfect, shutdown.

"I've been here for so long, so I couldn't be hiding and crying." Ding Chu, I crossed my legs and looked at the person who came, and reached out to hand over the crime tools, "You forgot your phone here."

Ning Sixin glanced at it and took it, frowned and sat down, looking at her leisurely, "Boss Ding, can you formulate rules and regulations for your bar bathroom. Why do I have to endure the impact of the duet next door when I solve my physical problems? !"

Ding Chu laughed out loud when I heard this, and spread my hands, "No way, they are also solving physical problems."

Ning Sixin rolled her eyes at her, then wondered again, "Why is my phone turned off?"

When she didn't get a response, she looked at the other party suspiciously, staring at Ding Chuwo's ​​flickering eyes and long pressing the power button.

"Well, what the hell...my wife asked me to go home before ten o'clock, let's go and get together again."

"Ding Chu me!"

The 3-minute dialed call made her want to chop up the man who had run away.Qin Wanshu saw her depraved appearance...

Looking up at the watch, 15 minutes have passed.Without thinking too much, Ning Sixin picked up his handbag and rushed towards the bar door.

"A Xin."

The night was thick outside the door, and the chilly wind came in. The bar that entered the carnival stage had already changed to deafening rock music, and women with different styles passed by them one after another, casting amazed or curious eyes.

But this voice seems to be the only one left in the world.her voice.

"Ah Xin." Qin Wanshu breathed a sigh of relief the moment he saw her.In the next second, the worried look was replaced by anger.Her hair was still a little wet, and it looked messy because of the dust.She opened her mouth, but without saying a word, she turned and walked towards the side of the road.

The car was obviously parked very untechnically.When Ning Sixin chased after him, Qin Wanshu was negotiating with the traffic police uncle.

"Don't park your car here next time." The traffic policeman looked up and down Ning Da who came "aggressively" and Qin Wanshu's gloomy expression, and walked away thoughtfully.

Ning Sixin quickly opened the passenger door and got in. Qin Wanshu sighed softly and sat in the driver's seat, his gaze fell on Ning Da's left shoulder.He clearly knew that it was a signal for a seat belt, but Ning Da didn't make any move.

"sorry."

"Sorry for worrying you."

"Put on your seat belt and I'll take you home."

"Do you remember that day?" Ning Sixin suddenly turned his head, but his gaze seemed to be looking somewhere through her, "The second night of our acquaintance?"

That night Ning Sixin was on his way to the dinner in the restaurant in the ancient town, he found an excuse to get away and let Ye Zhu count one as ten, and then walked to the door of the inn like a ghost.

"Miss Ning," Qin Wanshu called out in surprise, "Are you also here to release the river lantern?"

Ning Sixin was confused, "I..."

"That's great, why don't you go together with Miss Ning, Wan Shu, so I can rest assured." The long shirt slapped two palms, and looked at Qin Wanshu as if asking for credit.

"Is this okay?" Qin Wanshu's eyes obviously lit up.During the twice-yearly River Lantern Festival, things at the inn couldn't be let go, and Ye couldn't rest assured that he was alone, and the two had been arguing tepidly for a long time because of their disagreement.

"Of course." Ning Sixin, who didn't know anything about the situation, readily agreed.

"...so people set off river lanterns to express condolences to the dead and pray for the living." The two walked with the crowd, and Qin Wanshu's voice was very comfortable telling the story, just listening to it, one day's life The impetuousness seems to be washed away.

The river is sparkling, and river lanterns of various sizes and shapes carry heavy blessings. There are many lights on the shore, old people, young lovers, young babies, and the bustling crowd make people know that they are in the world. But not in the world.

"Little girl, buy a bunch of worry-relieving stones."

Ning Sixin followed the prestige.There are a few strings of handicrafts hanging on the arms of the old lady who is over seventy years old. They are just ordinary pebbles with a few holes and connected in series with rough red strings. They are called "Stones of Worry".

With a kind smile on her face, the mother-in-law put the stone string on Ning Da's wrist without anyone noticing, "Look, how beautiful it is."

Ning Da was stunned, and wanted to untie it, but Qin Wanshu said from the side, "Don't take it off, it's very pretty. Mother-in-law, how much is it?"

"The two little girls are so beautiful, let's make it ten yuan cheaper."

"Do you still believe this?" Qin Wanshu couldn't fail to see this kind of low-quality goods that cost a few cents.

"People often say drinking to get rid of their worries, do you believe it?"

Ning Da understood, "Yeah, it's just a sustenance. The old Jade Emperor, Tathagata Buddha Lord Yin Bodhisattva, I hope my father will stop oppressing me!!"

"press?"

"Yeah, you don't know me..."

Ning Sixin remembered that day when she opened the chatter box, she couldn't stop the car. Qin Wanshu listened carefully by her side, sometimes nodding and sometimes frowning.Later she asked, "What about you, what's bothering you, tell me and I'll share it for you."

She regretted that she said this sentence, and regretted that Qin Wanshu showed such a fragile and sad expression; she was also glad that she said this sentence, and that this open conversation had invisibly narrowed the distance between the two of them.

"We've known each other for a year." Ning Sixin still had a gentle smile on his lips, "I went to the town again on the day I returned to Qingcheng, and found that old woman who bought this."

The crude red thread had been replaced by a strong knotted knot, and the stone was crystal clear.Ning Da curled his lips in annoyance, "The inn was closed when I went to find you again."

"I left it behind for a while... I thought I couldn't send it out."

"Whether you wear it or put it away. May you no longer be disturbed by sorrow..." Her voice paused, "Be treated tenderly by this world."

After she finished speaking, she took a deep look at Qin Wanshu and opened the car door, "Also, today was a joke made by my friend, I only found out later, I'm really sorry."

"Be careful on the road, Ashu."

☆、【Qin Ning】is not a period

"So get up at five o'clock tomorrow to put on makeup, and then Zipei and I will go there first, sister, you can arrange for the guests to take the ferry... Hey Ning Sixin!" Your brother is getting married tomorrow, so why don't you go for a snack?

"Uh-huh?"

"I've been distracted a lot lately."

"Is there?" Ning Da leisurely glanced at her, and then his eyes drifted away.

Ning Er secretly sighed, thinking where did Ning Sixin, who was wise and determined to kill and attack, go!Ning's performance was steadily increasing, and Sven didn't bother her anymore, except...except that Sister Qin had "disappeared" for more than half a year, and she had nothing to worry about! "Okay, you can rest here today, saving you having to walk back in the middle of the night, and it will be convenient tomorrow."

"Here, the key."

"We don't have a guest room in our house. Elder sister Qin happened to come to clean it part-time today, so I'm wronging you to sleep for one night."

"It's pajamas, disposable panties, underwear... Well, you're not older than me, are you?"

"The toiletries are in the bathroom cupboard."

"I'll wake you up at 4:30."

"Don't be distracted and go quickly, my good sister."

It wasn't until Ning Er opened the door of Qin Wanshu's house for her, and left with a bang after "good night", that Ning Sixin realized where this is and who I am.She was holding a pile of clothes and standing under the warm light, she was the only one in the room, but there was another person's breath floating in every possible way. (The author's inner OS: I only smell the smell of disinfectant)

When she buried her wet hair in the cold, brand-new quilt, she took a deep breath like a bewilderment——Qin Wanshu's black and smooth hair, black eyebrows like smoke, slightly tired eyes, raised to a subtle angle Lips, slender and fair neck... She closed her eyes hard.

I don't know how many times I have come here on the pretext of visiting my sister.There is always such a spark of "maybe we can meet by chance" in my heart, and I have met Qin Wanshu running upstairs ecstatically with the lights on in his home a few times, only to see Yan Zipei shaking his head slightly.

My heart sank.

Is she alone in the festival alone?Will it be in danger?Have you missed your family, your friends, and a little bit... Missed me?

I'm crazy to let her go. I should have kept her face in the first place and refused to let her go.If distance creates beauty, then it should be very beautiful now...

"I said, Ah Xin, did you act like a ghost last night?" Ning Siyin pinched her chin and looked left and right, amazed.Ning Sixin knocked her hand off, put on her foundation in front of the mirror, made sure that the smudge was temporarily covered, put on a perfect smile and was ready to go out.

"Can't you stay a little longer—" Ning Er wailed.Resigning to her fate, she followed behind her sister, with her head held high, her chest held high, and she reluctantly left the bathroom.

"Hey, this is the elder sister of the bridegroom officer. They are all beautiful people. Let me introduce my nephew..." This is a relative of Chen Yun's family.

"Ah Xin, my younger brother is married, you have to work harder." This is the third uncle.

"That's right, Ah Xin, your grandma is thinking about it if she doesn't say it." This is the fourth aunt.

"Ah Xin is such an old man, she has her own opinion." This is his glorious father.

"Hongyuan, don't be too lenient, if Ah Xin also learns from your second daughter..."

"Wife, stop talking!"

"Why... I'm doing it for her own good."

"It's a big day for everyone... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, let's go there first..."

This was a good time, and the circle of relatives and friends who knew about it all dispersed in embarrassment.Ning Hongyuan's face changed, but he didn't say anything. He patted Ning Sixin on the shoulder, took a deep look at her, and turned around to accept the congratulations from others.

Ever since my own sister declared her love willfully to the world, pointing and talking about it is inevitable, but the two of them "have nothing to do with themselves", and they are still affectionate and give out dog food regularly, as singles You Yuzhi himself suffered a catastrophe.

Thinking of this, she gave Ning Er a hard look across the crowd, that man seemed to have sensed something, raised his head and smiled innocently at her, then lowered his head to whisper to Yan Zipei.

The wedding was held on a small island, and Ning Sixin was exhausted after sending three or four groups of guests to the island.Now look at the sunny beach, sea waves and flowers, a pair of beautiful couples, dazzling happiness, and cheers one after another, she smiled gratifiedly.Yes, the boy with a runny nose pestering him about Little Red Riding Hood, the boy with a bruised nose and a swollen face, the boy who proudly introduced that she is my sister, is already going to be a husband, even a father ...

"Next, please pay attention to all the single women here!"

There was a burst of screams from the crowd, and the young girls gathered in the middle, both shy and eager to try. Even Ning Siyin dragged the helpless doctor and urged Chen Yunyi to hand her the bouquet directly.

Chen Yun blinked slyly, and without turning her back, with a wave of her arm, the white bouquet flew straight to Ning Sixin, who was ten meters away—smeared her face.

Ning Sitong couldn't bear to look directly and covered his handsome face.

Ning Siyin folded her arms as if watching a show.

Ning Sixin took down the bouquet expressionlessly and raised his eyebrows.

"Uh..." The host felt embarrassed, "We invited this young lady to come on stage."

"Sister, sister, sister... I didn't mean it." The strange bride was about to cry.

"It's all right." Then let the groom take off the tender green leaves from her head.

Ning Sitong finished all this carefully, put his arms around her shoulders, took the host's microphone, and smiled softly, "I knew something would happen to my daughter-in-law."

There was a burst of laughter in the audience.

"This link was designed by Xiaoyi and I." He and Chen Yun exchanged glances, "Of course it's not aimed at you, Ah Yin."

There was laughter again.Ning Siyin pretended to be annoyed and shook his fist at him.

"I always feel that I am very lucky. I am lucky to have such parents to support me, lucky to have such sisters to accompany me, and lucky to have found my Xiaoyi."

"I am undoubtedly the happiest person today." He tilted his head and touched Chen Yunyi. "I don't know what everyone's definition of happiness is. For me, it's probably like my parents, who care for each other and support most of them." Forever." Ning Hongyuan and his wife looked at each other and smiled.

"Probably like Ah Yin and her brother-in-law, no matter how far away they are, they can find each other and find themselves." Ning Er and the doctor clasped their hands tightly.

"Probably like me, find someone who is willing to quarrel with me, fight and play games to give birth to monkeys." Chen Yun didn't say a word, and pinched him fiercely on the side of the waist, and the scream of the groom's officer penetrated through the microphone. skyrim.

"I also want to pass this happiness on to my sister, Ning Sixin."

"Ah Xin, I hope you listen to your heart and do whatever you want. Ah Yin is no longer that little girl who has nightmares in the middle of the night and asks you to fuck me, and I won't let you clean up the mess because of some bastard. You have to know that no matter what you do, your brothers and sisters will cheer for you behind you..."

"Yes, sister, marrying Bai Fumei to reach the pinnacle of life is the kingly way!" Chen Yunyi really couldn't listen to Ning Sitong's sensuality, and grabbed the microphone and shouted slogans.uh, what did i say?

The scene was strangely quiet for three seconds before Ning Sixin let the tears flow down wantonly and bluntly smeared on the groom's smooth high-end suit. Ning Sitong wrapped her in his arms helplessly and pamperingly, (everyone OS: Whose fucking wedding did I attend!!) Ning Siyin stepped forward, scolded for his sister with red eyes: "You get married and just end it well, why do you implicate the innocent!"

……

The sand on the beach was soft and warm, and the sea breeze was salty and intoxicating. Ning Sixin walked aimlessly along the coastline, looking up at the sky.

Yes, big and big clouds are migrating past.

I'm afraid that if you don't pay attention, you will become rainwater and wet others,

Leave me alone.

I must be crazy.

I went ashore from the island ferry, flew 5 kilometers, got the ticket, the plane took off and landed, got in the corresponding car, and finally stood at the door of the inn, but it took only 6 hours.

"Boss Ye."

The expression on the long shirt was like seeing a ghost.

"you you you you……"

"Single room."

"I I I I..."

"Ye, it seems like in the kitchen..."

Ning Sixin used a teacher to suppress his unreasonable heartbeat, slowly turned sideways, and saw that face that he had been thinking about day and night appeared in front of him.

She is thin.

She is thin.

It was still Changshan who resigned himself to making dinner for the two ancestors.

Ning Sixin's gaze never fell into the bowl after a meal, and Sister Qin had no choice but to pick up food for her with chopsticks, and she swallowed it whole, as if this person would disappear if she looked away. .The two were speechless for a while, so Qin Wanshu went back to the room blushing after dinner.

Ning Sixin looked away in a daze, and saw Changshan took two cans of beer and sat down in the yard by the moonlight, beckoning her over.

"It's really strange. We just came back the day before yesterday, why did you arrive? Could it be..."

Ning Sixin tilted her head and smiled, "If she wants to tell me, she will naturally say, what's the point if I know what she doesn't want to tell me?" I just made a bet with myself that she would definitely come back here, Bet she won't let it go.

"I really envy you." Changshan swallowed a sip of wine, "I thought I would have a chance when Qi Benyao left. She said she wanted to go out for a walk, and I closed the inn without saying a word. I never thought that another one would come out." you."

Changshan smiled wryly, and seemed to be talking to himself, "I discovered it myself. According to Wan Shu's temperament, how could he confide in others."

"Others can't find it. Everyone talks and laughs and just thinks it's the same as in the past. But I can't wait to keep an eye on her 24 hours a day. No matter how well she hides, there will always be mistakes."

"She never bought souvenirs before, but this time she always picks out some exquisite gadgets every time she goes to a city." (Actually, she was buying toys for Ning.)

"She wrote a lot of postcards, but none of them were sent."

"Obviously specializing in landscapes, but there are countless sketches of facial contours."

"Your name appears over and over on hotel sticky notes."

"I finally couldn't bear to poke her maliciously and told her that this would be fruitless."

"You know what she said?"

Ning Sixin's eyes fell on the shadow of the whirling tree, and he took a sip of the beer in his hand without dipping it.

"She said Ye, sometimes you should not seek the result, but the process."

"You are a good person."

"Hey, you don't need to issue this card." Changshan was obviously a little drunk, and waved his hands disdainfully, "I know you don't want to stay here, so hurry up and leave."

Ning Sixin pursed her lips, left the wine to the melancholy Wen Qing, got up and walked straight to the man's room.She took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

There was still steam in Qin Wanshu's eyes, and her blushing cheeks were hot or shy.Ning Sixin told himself that he was about to throw his heart out, "Don't worry, you still have a long, long time to go together".

"Ashu," this was the first time she called her name tonight, "I'm afraid of the dark, can I sleep with you?"