my millionaire part time boyfriend

The weather has been so hot recently, it's so hot that people are upset and irritable.

I have been waiting at the gate of the school for more than an hour, and the one named Xie Shuqiu has not come out. If he comes out later, I must fly up and kick him to the ground to relieve my hatred. It has been painful for so long, and it has fed a lot of mosquitoes.

"Brother Yang, he's out." Fatty pointed to a student who came out of the school gate.

It turned out that it was Xie Shuqiu. I had heard that he studied well and was handsome, but his personality was a bit arrogant. I saw him today. I don’t know if he is good at studying, but handsome is really fucking handsome!

So at that moment, I changed my mind.

Originally, I came here to vent my anger on Xiaopang, my little brother, but now looking at that person who is getting closer and closer, I feel that if the kick that flew up in the air that I imagined just now kicked this face, But what a pity.

Xie Shuqiu looks about the same age as Xiaopang, but he is much thinner, his skin is also very white, his hair is not too long or even a little short, but it depends on who he compares with, it is quite long compared to mine, but He looks so fucking handsome, and he's quite tall. If it wasn't for the sake of saving face, I really want to ask Xiaopang if he has a girlfriend.

"What are you doing?" Xie Shuqiu came over and asked Xiaopang impatiently.

Xiaopang probably got a little more courageous because I was by his side, and said viciously, "Of course I want to beat you!"

Xie Shuqiu smiled disdainfully and pointed at me: "He?"

I couldn't help but believe what they said. Although he is handsome and good at studying, he is very arrogant. From the current point of view, it is true. Just pointing at him at me shows that he is indeed quite arrogant.

"Why?" I looked at him and said, but my eyes moved to his mouth in a second, and I couldn't help thinking: That mouth is so red and looks so soft, I don't know what it feels like to kiss him ...

Xie Shuqiu seemed to notice my eyes, and frowned and asked: "What do you want to do, please hurry up, I have to go back to the afternoon class."

Seeing that he came out here alone, Xiaopang was still so arrogant, and couldn't help cursing: "What the hell are you! I called my elder brother here today to beat you up, so don't cry and call your mother later! "

Xie Shuqiu glanced at me, then hesitated and said, "You want to do it?"

I smiled at him: "Is it okay to move your mouth instead of your hands?"

"What do you mean? Are you going to fight with me?"

"Of course not, I've never been able to do anything and never bb."

"Then what do you mean?"

I waved at him and signaled him to come closer, because I squatted for too long, and now I can’t move on the chair under the shade of the tree, but although my legs are numb and it’s inconvenient to stand up, it doesn’t affect my upper body. So when he approached suspiciously, I grabbed his neck and kissed him according to that mouth.

He seemed to be a little dazed at first, and then he reacted and pushed me away suddenly. When he raised his hand to hit me, I grabbed his wrist and dragged him into my arms. I have to say, I also like the smell of him, it seems to be someone It smells like a shampoo, but it smells good anyway.

But even though I succeeded, it is also very uncomfortable to be held down when my legs are numb. I can't describe the feeling, but it is very sour.

At this time, Xiaopang was completely stunned by the side, staring at us without saying a word.

"Fuck/Your mother! Let me go!" Xie Shuqiu fell into my arms, scolding me while struggling, but I'm famous for being strong, and someone with thin arms and legs like him will be my opponent .

But I never thought that he would cry.

The moment I saw his tears, I only felt panic like never before. I subconsciously wanted to reach out to comfort him, but he slapped him away forcefully, then stared at me with red eyes and tears, and then turned my head away without looking back. rushed back to school.

"Hey! I did it on purpose. If you want revenge, come to me. My name is Xia Yuyang!"

Most people would say that they didn't do it on purpose at this time, but I don't, I admit it even if it's naive, I just want to see him again, even if he came here to beat me up.

In the few days when I couldn’t see Xie Shuqiu, I went back to show others the scene as usual. I was busy every day, but I still couldn’t help thinking about him, his disdainful expression, and how soft he was as I expected. lips.

I saw him again in the afternoon a week later. Xiao Pang told me that Xie Shuqiu was on duty today so he left late, so I waited for him in the alley not far from the school gate. You have to pass there on your way home.

After waiting for about half an hour, Xie Shuqiu walked over slowly. I coughed twice on purpose. He looked up at me in doubt, and then his expression changed from doubt to anger in an instant. He didn't approach, just stood there. He stared at me vigilantly, gritted his teeth and said, "What do you want!"

"Not much, I just want to see you," I scratched my head uncomfortably, "By the way, I've taken a fancy to you."

He seemed shocked by me again, stared at me in disbelief and said, "Didn't you come to apologize?"

I tilted my head and thought for a while, then asked, "Why should I apologize?"

"Because of you... You bastard, I don't want to talk nonsense with you! Get out of here if you don't apologize!" Xie Shuqiu said angrily.

I couldn't help laughing, and jumped in front of him from the steps. I circled around him, then stood in front of him and asked him with a smile: "You cried that day, and Xiaopang said it was yours." First kiss, is it true?"

"It's none of your business..." He blushed.

He must not know, in fact, I really want to kiss him again, but I dare not, I am afraid that he will hate me even more, because I have decided to make him like me and agree to be his boyfriend.

This is also what Xiaopang told me, saying that Xie Shuqiu is actually the type who doesn't like girls, so doesn't liking girls mean he likes boys?

Besides, I don't think I'm bad looking, at least I was the school girl in our school, so he cried that day not because I was ugly and disgusted, but because he is a boy, he has a strong self-esteem, so he must be embarrassed.

"If you feel that you are at a disadvantage, then I will let you kiss me, and we will be evened, okay?" When I said this, I couldn't help admiring my thick skin.

Not to mention Xie Shuqiu, his face turned red instantly, and then he stared at me ashamedly and angrily like last time.

I couldn't bear to tease him anymore, so I said frankly: "Actually, that was also my first kiss. Really, for the sake of my good looks, don't be so disgusted with me, okay?"

"Get out! I don't want to see you again!" Xie Shuqiu said viciously and then ran away.

I stood there in a mess for a while, thinking that this is not letting me go?Why, just after I finished speaking, I first...cough, ran away.

This is our second meeting. Although it was not pleasant, it also made me understand one thing, that is, if I sincerely apologize to him, maybe he will really accept it?

So three nights later, I waited for him at the alley again.

It’s just that Xie Shuqiu is smarter this time, he didn’t walk alone, he was accompanied by a boy, I don’t like that boy, he looks like he’s coming to fight me, even though he’s barely good looking, But I don't feel like IQ is very high.

Seeing that they were getting closer but they didn't seem to notice me yet, I couldn't help shouting: "Hey! Xie Shuqiu!"

He seemed to recognize my voice immediately, and the face reflected by the streetlight suddenly became ugly. For a moment, I even thought a little bit lost: Am I really that annoying?

Then before I had time to feel emotional, someone punched me hard on the face, and my head turned to one side according to the force, but when I turned around, I realized that it was not Xie Shuqiu who hit me, but the boy who was following him, Then I heard Xie Shuqiu say: "Forget about Qi Kai, let's go."

It turned out that the boy was named Qi Kai, who Xiaopang said had the best relationship with Xie Shuqiu, and seemed to be his only friend, and I also knew that the two of them were childhood friends.

"It's evened out now, are you calm?" I pressed my tongue against the inner wall of the mouth and asked him with a smile.

Xie Shuqiu glanced at me, showing no emotion, just tugged Qi Kai and said, "Let's go."

"You fucking don't bother him! I don't care who you are, I'll see you and hit him again!" Qi Kai yelled at me with a middle finger before leaving.

But I ignored him at all, and looked at Xie Shuqiu's back as if possessed, I thought I should not owe him now.

So a few days later, on Friday, I went to the school gate to wait for Xie Shuqiu, because Xiaopang had to watch him for me every day under my coercion, so I knew that today when they handed out the grades, Qi Kai had to go home early to hide So I didn't go with Xie Shuqiu because of the test paper, so I had a chance.

It's a pity that Xiaopang that idiot had to find Xie Shuqiu for some reason. Last night, he even called another group of people to block Xie Shuqiu in the alley. It happened that Qi Kai wasn't there. Of course I went to save the beauty, but it's a pity that I couldn't fight with both fists. In the end, although I lured those people away, I was beaten a lot, but I got used to it, and in order to let Xie Shuqiu remember this incident, after escaping, I deliberately did not go to find him at the same place but went back directly. My kennels and have never cared about those injuries.

Not for anything else, I just want to make him feel guilty when we meet today, even if I can't make him worry.

Soon Xie Shuqiu came out from the gate, I whistled, he really looked this way, and then I happily shouted cheekily: "Xie Shuqiu! I like you!"

In fact, I always thought that I must have smiled very handsomely at the time, but Xie Shuqiu later told me that I actually smiled very silly...

But as expected, Xie Shuqiu froze there for an instant. Although he still left late today so there was no one at the school gate, a few students heard it and looked this way, but Xie Shuqiu didn't tell me. No response so they just looked around and couldn't figure out who I was talking to.

But just when I was about to repeat it again, Xie Shuqiu suddenly walked over quickly and grabbed my wrist and dragged me away. He was obviously very angry on the way, but I was very happy because the person staring at his hand At that time, I was thinking: Is this considered holding hands?He still took the initiative.

It's a pity that good things are always short-lived, especially for people like me.

Xie Shuqiu pulled me to a dilapidated small park not far away, and slapped me before I could speak. I smiled and squatted on the bench and looked up at him, but I saw a trace of helplessness in his eyes .

"What's wrong? Are you scared?" I said with a smile.

Xie Shuqiu looked at me from top to bottom, and then asked awkwardly: "Your face..."

"Don't worry, your slap isn't that powerful yet." I smiled and said to him, then licked the corner of my mouth, and there was a fishy smell spreading.

Xie Shuqiu looked at me for a while, then took out a few iodophor cotton swabs from his schoolbag and handed them to me, staring at the ground and said angrily: "Here, this can be disinfected, you first deal with the wounds on your face and the wounds on your arms and hands." .”

Seeing his awkward look, I suddenly couldn't help laughing, and then Xie Shuqiu looked at me angrily: "What are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing, but if you want to listen to the truth, then I actually think you are too cute and want to kiss you."

"You still have no face!"

"What do you want face for? Is my face good for anything but getting spanked!"

"I don't want to talk nonsense with you, I'm going home!" Xie Shuqiu was so angry that he turned around and was about to leave, but I still caught my hand quickly, yes, it was the hand, not the wrist!

I have to say that his hands are so soft, they don’t feel like boys’ hands, and I even thought they might be softer than girls’ hands. Although I have never held girls’ hands, at that moment I felt that their hands were soft. His hands are definitely not as soft as Xie Shuqiu's.

But with such a soft hand, it really hurts to pull it.

In a few seconds, Xie Shuqiu turned around and began to struggle violently. While trying to push my hand away with the other hand, he scolded me with red eyes.

I've never had that kind of feeling, but when I saw him with red eyes and looking like he was about to cry, I was flustered and very uncomfortable. I think this should be the feeling of liking someone.

"My injuries are more than what you have seen. Can you not go and stay with me for a while." I tried my best to make my voice sound low and look like I needed to be pitied, just In just a few seconds, I felt like I could win an Oscar for Best Actor.

But those are not important, the important thing is that Xie Shuqiu was fooled, he really hesitated, looked at me as if he was confirming whether I was lying, so in order to convince him, I took off my shirt directly.

Xie Shuqiu saw the big and small old and new wounds on my body, and he was stunned again. In fact, he didn't know that every time he froze, it made me want to kiss him. It would be best to kiss him until he couldn't breathe. It's good to get angry, then he can wake up and won't always be in a daze.

But this is my personal opinion after all. I read this kind of thing slowly on the Internet, and I can't be too hasty, or it may backfire and scare him away, so no matter how many messy thoughts I have, I still hold them in my heart.

Seeing that he was still in a daze, I deliberately frightened him: "If you don't talk, I will kiss you."

"You...shameless!" Xie Shuqiu came back to his senses and blushed, then lowered his eyes and cursed.

I took the opportunity to grab his hand and put it on the wound on my chest, and asked with a smile, "Are you ashamed? I still want you to disinfect me."

"You...I, I...you turn around." Xie Shuqiu was so nervous that his tongue was fighting and his ears were red, but he forgot to withdraw his hand.

So I couldn't help but want to tease him even more, and moved his hand down: "There are many injuries in the front, let's start from the front first!"

"Then don't keep staring at me." Xie Shuqiu said.

I nodded obediently: "That's fine, I can close my eyes." After I finished speaking, I really closed my eyes.

In less than a minute, he began to disinfect my wound. Although I could feel that his movements were very light, it still hurt a little to be honest, but for the sake of being a man of cash, I resisted and remained silent.

But this time he spoke first, and suddenly his voice was muffled, and he asked, "Why did you meddle in your own business last night?"

I opened my eyes and looked at his flickering eyelashes, couldn't help swallowing a bit before saying, "Of course it's for performance! Such a good opportunity, how can I not be a hero to save the beauty."

I don't know if my shamelessness angered him again. Xie Shuqiu was silent for about a minute and didn't speak. Just when I felt a little self-defeating, I suddenly heard him say in a low voice: "Thank you."

"Thank you so much without sincerity," I said with a smile, and then pinched his chin with one hand to make him look up at me. His gaze couldn't help but stop on his mouth, unable to move.

"You don't... um... let go... um..."

Xie Shuqiu must have wanted to refuse, but it's a pity that before he had time to say it, I kissed him in a strange way. It was different from the first time. This time I stuck out my tongue in the way I watched the movie before. I kissed him like I imagined, and when he finally pushed me away, he was really out of breath.

I think my expression at that time must be very proud and very happy. As for his expression, I thought he must either cry again or be so angry that he would kill me and stare at me like that, even I was ready to suffer him again slap, but he didn't, he just gasped and said, "Now... I don't owe you anything."

Although this is true, how could I let him go so easily, so I once again used my thick skin and said: "You think beautifully! As long as these scars and injuries are always there, you will always owe me."

"You...!" Xie Shuqiu returned to normal and stared at me.

I smiled and said, "Didn't I say that? My face is useless except for being beaten."

"You're like... your family doesn't care about you!" Xie Shuqiu said in disbelief.

"Ah? I didn't tell you, I'm an orphan, where does my family come from?"

It’s nothing to me who clearly said this, even I have been used to all kinds of curses from others over the years, such as “no one cares about the bastard”, but Xie Shuqiu looked at it with a guilty face. Me, hesitant to say anything, I guess he wants to apologize or something, but I don't need to, because I don't care about something that my family doesn't have, so I don't feel it.

But that little fool took it a little too seriously, and finally said "I'm sorry" to me very quickly and clearly when I walked him home.

He didn't know, if I liked him casually at the beginning, then his three words mercilessly fell into my heart that night.

After that, I didn’t go to the venue anymore but found a job as a KTV waiter. Although it was not a very decent job, at least I didn’t have to fight with people every day and get injured. The most important thing was that when Xie Shuqiu asked, Can give him a reasonable answer.

Of course, I didn’t tell him, because I liked him more and more, and I began to worry that I wouldn’t be good enough for him, because he has been reluctant to tell even Qi Kai about the two of us. I know he is afraid of others knowing, so even I Another confession was a very ordinary day, I just blurted it out on the way to send him home, but I didn't expect him to agree, and that day was the first time he kissed me on his own initiative.

Afterwards we started a secret relationship. He had to hide from everyone to meet me secretly. When holding hands, he would let go as soon as he saw someone next to him. Every time he kissed, he was in a place where there was no one. It's all a dark and broken park, but even so, I still like him, and I still want to be better for him, not to mention excellent, but at least I won't make him ashamed to mention it.

Later Qi Kai found out, although he threatened me with his fists, but I knew that as Xiaoqiu's best friend, it would be difficult for him to be with me out of his best intentions, or in other words, who should It was hard to accept Xiaoqiu being with someone like me, so I really loved Xiaoqiu at that time, and I was grateful to him for choosing to be with me from the bottom of my heart.

Because I wanted to be with him openly, so I resisted not touching him all the time, even though Xiaoqiu said yes, I still didn't.

I remember seeing Xiaoqiu’s parents and sister for the first time, seeing how good their family’s relationship is, I actually found myself feeling envious, and even secretly fantasized that if my parents hadn’t abandoned me , Will I have a younger sister or younger brother who is as cute as Miao Miao, then will I be able to go to school like Xiaoqiu, and then in that case, will I be able to be someone he is proud of.

It's a pity that I don't have a chance, because I'm about to die. The explosion seems to have shattered everything in my body, and I don't know if my heart is still intact. I feel that I love him so much, but unfortunately he hates him so much now Me, even if there is a reason for all of this, I can't explain it anymore, because I said that according to his character, he will never forget me again. I don't want him to always think about a dead person like that. Xiaoqiu is so good and kind. , he will live a happy life, there will be someone who will love him, protect him, and love him for the rest of his life.

I used to believe that I would be that person, but now it is obviously not.

I can't even tell him that I always hit him and even burned him with cigarette butts because I have been dragged into the pit and dyed something that shouldn't be dyed. Every time I go back to the place where we live together, there are always addicts But I couldn't face him... So I tried to lose my temper and told him I wanted to break up, but Xiaoqiu is the kind of soft-hearted and stubborn person, when he saw the injury I suffered for fighting against those garbage, what did he say? I didn't want to break up either, so I just thought something happened to me.

I'm very touched that he didn't leave me, but I know that I can't turn back. If I stay with him again, I will be arrested sooner or later, and our affairs will be known. These will directly affect his future path , so I couldn’t, so I had no choice but to ruthlessly move my hands on him for the first time and yell at him to get out...

I clearly remember that time, it was the second time Xiaoqiu cried in front of me, and the first time was when I kissed him when we first met.

After he left, I started to have seizures, I wanted to bear it, I couldn't control it at all, but I didn't want to touch it again, so I had to hurt myself with all kinds of things, and I didn't expect Xiaoqiu to come back suddenly one day when I drank a lot of wine , I hugged him and kissed him a little out of control, and when Xiaoqiu thought I would apologize to him or coax him to reconcile, I burned him with a cigarette end, and then I hoped that he would never come to me again for the rest of his life Kind of a bastard.

I thought Xiaoqiu would cry in pain, but he didn't. He said blankly that he wanted to break up with me completely. At that moment, I felt pain all over my body. I was very scared, afraid that he would really leave me, afraid of myself Tian Shi didn't even see him for the last time in that room.

Besides, people are always selfish. I love him. In fact, I still don’t want to lose him. So I knelt down in front of him and begged him not to leave. I begged him to forgive me, and I promised that I would never do it again. Xiaoqiu hugged me and didn't speak, but I knew he forgave me if he didn't leave.

Later, I thought that those rubbish would not bother me anymore, so I planned to apologize to Xiaoqiu seriously and confess to him, I was also tricked to go to the previous watching scene, they knocked me out and injected me with those Stuff, the reason is ridiculous to say, because everyone knows that no one cares about me, so no one cares about life and death. It turns out that at that time they thought it would be a big deal for me to die, and they said that I overdose on those things, so there was an accident, because they knew that even if I died If I said that, no one would think it was wrong, and no one would do anything for me.

Now it proves that what they said is right, because when I die, this matter will be over, and they will still live their own chic life, no one knows, and neither will Xiao Qiu.

It's a pity that I have been thinking about apologizing for kissing him for the first time, but I have no chance...

But forget it, anyway, Xiaoqiu will hate me in the future, and always hate me for hurting him at that time, and then he will wish to forget me as soon as possible.

That’s fine, the next person Xiaoqiu likes must be a very good person, someone who likes Xiaoqiu very much, who is richer than me, handsomer than me, and has a more stable personality than me, Xiaoqiu must be Only when I meet someone who can protect him and take care of him will I be at ease.

My head is heavy, and I feel dizzy...

I saw Xiaoqiu crying, as if he was still calling my name, but my ears were too shocked by the explosion to hear any sound. I finally raised my hand to wipe his tears, but my hands were covered with tears. It's blood, and it's black and looks dirty, so forget it.

This face is so pretty, I couldn't bear to kick it when I first met it, and of course I couldn't bear to get it dirty.

In fact, I said something at the end, but it's a pity that he didn't hear me clearly and I didn't have much strength.

"If I went back to the past, I would tell myself to get out of here."