A Guide to Depravity

"What's for lunch today?" Gao Wu patted Fei Ning on the back, let go of his hand first, and picked up the food he left at the door, also a little surprised, "Are there so many dishes?"

"Braised beef, bitter vegetable and lean meat soup, and chicken curry?" Fei Ning recalled the ingredients he bought yesterday, and there were still quite a few choices and combinations.

In his impression, the bitter vegetables grown by grandma will not be bitter after the soup is finished.

"Okay, you haven't brushed your teeth and washed your face yet, do you need me to do something?" Gao Wu asked again.

"Why don't you peel a potato and a carrot first?" Fei Ning said, "One potato and half a carrot should be enough."

"Okay." Gao Wu responded.

Brushing his teeth, Fei Ning wandered to Gao Wu's side, threw the unthawed beef in the refrigerator into the water to soak, and then began to watch Gao Wu peel potatoes.

"The peeled potatoes have to be thrown into the water." Fei Ning's words were a little vague.

"Why?" Gao Wu cut carefully.

"Potatoes are easy to oxidize. If you don't put them in water, they will turn black after a while."

After Fei Ning finished brushing his teeth, he came out to take over Gao Wu's task.

"I like chopping vegetables," Feining said.

"I can't let you finish all the work." Gao Wu frowned slightly.

"I still have to wash the dishes, Brother Gao Wu." Fei Ning smiled and said, "After we have our own house, the first piece of furniture I want to buy is a dishwasher." Fei Ning hates washing dishes, He loves the house and Wu, and he doesn't want Gao Wu to take over the job of washing dishes in the future.

Gao Wu paused, and asked uncertainly: "Our own house?"

"Yes, haven't you thought about it?" Fei Ning turned his head and smiled at Gao Wu.

Gao Wu really didn't think about it, Fei Ning went further than he thought.Fei Ning talked a lot and did more, giving Gao Wu a sense of security everywhere.

"It doesn't matter if you haven't thought about it, you can start thinking about it now." Fei Ning still looked at Gao Wu and smiled.

Fei Ning also called his mother and asked about the recipe of bitter vegetable soup. The remote guidance started with Fei Ning's mother's "You actually started cooking, don't burn our kitchen down" and started with "It's very simple, Bring me some of your grandma's food when you come back." After less than 5 minutes, she was mercilessly hung up by Fei Ning's mother.

What followed was another turbulent cooking trip. Gao Wu stood by and tried to help, but he couldn’t do anything. After standing for a while, he retreated silently. Entrance……

It's been a long time.

"Today's braised beef doesn't look as good as yesterday." Fei Ning brought out the last dish, not very satisfied.

Gao Wu glanced at the dishes that Fei Ning put down, it looked a bit dark, but he didn't say anything, he went to take out the rice and chopsticks first.

"How did it become like this?" Gao Wu pulled out his chair and sat down.

"I made it yesterday by looking at the recipe. Today, I thought it was braised in soy sauce, and the steps were all correct, but the sugar didn't look like it did yesterday. In the end, it looked a bit light and uncooked. Added some water, and it became like this." Fei Ning didn't know why, and he didn't know which step he did wrong.

"Not bad, you are quite talented in cooking. You haven't tried for two days and made any big mistakes." At least you didn't burn the kitchen or something.

"I think so too, and yesterday's dishes were pretty good." Fei Ning curled his lips, "I'll go get a spoon."

It is more convenient to have a spoon to eat curry chicken.

"Try?" Fei Ning looked at the dishes he cooked, and then at Gao Wu.

"Yeah." Gao Wu nodded.

"It's not as good as yesterday." Gao Wu picked up a piece of beef and put it in his mouth, his expression didn't change after he took it.

So Fei Ning thought that although this dish was not as good as yesterday, it was still good overall.

He also picked up a slice of beef for himself. He forgot to ask the boss to slice it for him yesterday, so he cut the beef himself just now, and the cut was a bit uneven in thickness.

His expression became a little strange as soon as he took it in, he finally choked on the piece of meat, he didn't know how to feel for a while, thought for a while, looked at Gao Wu for a while, and then laughed again.

"Are you comforting me?" Fei Ning asked him with a smile.

This braised beef is not only "not as good as yesterday", it is many times worse than the braised pork ribs made yesterday.The meat is very woody, and the taste only stays on the surface. It is salty on the outside and bland on the inside. After neutralization, it may not be able to neutralize a normal taste.

It is the worst thing Fei Ning has ever eaten, and it is estimated that there is no need for a "one".

But Gao Wu didn't say anything bad, was there something wrong with his taste buds or to maintain his boyfriend's dignity?

"It's not very tasty, but it's edible." Gao Wu also returned a very slight smile, and then seemed to want to prove that what he said was true, he ate another piece of beef.

"To be a person, you must seek truth from facts. If you can't eat it, don't force yourself." Fei Ning smiled helplessly, "The chicken curry should taste good, you can try it."

The curry chicken is made according to the method suggested by the packaging of the curry box. Chop onions, potatoes, carrots, chicken and other materials. The original box said "stir fry in order", but Fei Ning didn't understand this "in order" According to what order, when the oil is heated, all the ingredients are thrown into it, and then water is added to stew.

It looks ok.

In fact, it does taste good.

"I knew I should make curry beef." Fei Ning felt a little regretful, but he didn't expect to waste the beef after making braised beef.

"There is no 'early knowledge' in the world." Gao Wu smiled.

"Is this green vegetable okay? My grandma grew it herself. If it is used directly for frying, it will be very bitter. But when it is used to make soup, the soup and vegetables have no bitter taste." Fei Ning smiled and pushed the green vegetable towards Gao Wuna a little.

"Your relationship with your grandmother seems to be better than your relationship with your uncle and aunt?" Gao Wu suddenly asked.

"Ok?"

"It's okay if you don't want to say it, I'm just asking casually." Gao Wu said.

"Is there anything I don't want to say to you." Fei Ning laughed, "It's just that I didn't realize it for a while." He said and gave Gao Wu another spoonful of curry sauce.

"I'll do it." Gao Wu also pushed the bowl over so that Fei Ning could pour the sauce into his bowl.

"My honor." Fei Ning put a decent smile on his face.

"Compared to the regular meeting with my father's family, my mother's relatives and I still see relatively few." Fei Ning continued, "My grandfather passed away early, and for a long time only grandma was left alone. I was working hard. I was a little alienated at first, but later I couldn’t understand how the relatives here were not considerate before my grandfather passed away. At that time, I felt that my mother took care of my grandfather more attentively than these sons in the same village.”

"Why can't you take good care of it?" Gao Wu paused, thinking of his mother for a moment, and after a pause, he also picked up vegetables for Fei Ning, and what he could pick up was chicken.

"After my grandfather got sick, I saw him once or twice. He lived alone on the first floor. The first floor was cold and damp, and the quilt in the room was not even covered. The whole room was actually quite empty. There was an old desk. , a glass, a thin and unable to take care of himself grandpa lying on a simple wooden bed, and the whole room is filled with a smell." It is the old life that makes Fei Ning feel pitiful when he thinks about it.

His grandfather is not the only old man in a rural hospital bed he has ever seen. There are always too many helplessness in such a family, but Fei Ning still can't figure out so much, let alone some things that he can't agree with after understanding, let alone Go agree with such morals.

"So here I am most concerned about grandma, right now grandma has a very good impression of you, let's visit her more together in the future." Fei Ning smiled and looked at Gao Wu with sincere eyes.

This is the second "future" that Fei Ning said tonight. The future that Fei Ning planned is all related to Gao Wu.Hearing it made people's ears warm and their hearts warmed, so no matter what request Fei Ning made at the moment, even if Fei Ning wants Gao Wu to eat the whole plate of braised beef without blinking, Gao Wu will follow suit.

"Okay." Gao Wu agreed without thinking.

After thinking about it, he would still agree.Gao Wu could see Fei Ning's helplessness at the moment, and he could also see his persistence. In his heart, Fei Ning was always like a light, an everlasting lamp that would never go out. Even if the fire was weak, he still insisted on his own light.

"Does your family know about us?" Fei Ning simply moved out the entire rice cooker after adding half a bowl of rice.

"Half, my mother didn't agree after knowing it, and my father didn't know yet." Gao Wu honestly agreed, he didn't want to hide anything from Fei Ning.

"Is it because of this that you didn't celebrate the New Year with your mother?" Fei Ning sighed inwardly, but frowned slightly on the surface, unwilling to make Gao Wudai's mood worse.He also guessed a little bit at that time, but only waited until now to ask.

Gao Wu stretched out his hand to hold Fei Ning's hand: "It's not exactly like this, I've mentioned other things to you, you don't have to think that I'm having a bad time now, maybe relatives also pay attention to fate, I stay away from them It’s better.” Besides, having you this year is enough to make up for my heart.

Fei Ning took Gao Wu's hand, and gently put his lips on it.After a while, he let go, and then wiped off the oil on Gao Wu's hands with a paper towel.

"I haven't figured it out before, although I didn't think about going step by step, and I didn't think about deviant." Fei Ning lowered his head and wiped it carefully, as if treating a treasured antique, "I'm not saying that our relationship is deviant, It's just...you know, there are too many relatives at my grandfather's house, a traditional big family life. I have never had the courage to explain our relationship to others, I'm sorry." Guilt, anxiety, always want to treat Gao Wu better , Even better, hoping to make up for my cowardice.

"Yes, it's not right. I took you on this path. I don't need you to tell others about our relationship, and you don't need to force yourself to do so much. You have treated me very well." No matter Whether it was before or now, what Gao Wu needs is Fei Ning's energy and his ability to go on.He was even a little afraid that Fei Ning would think about this too quickly, and would shrink back when he thought of it.

Fortunately, he didn't.

"What's your plan when you bring this up to me now?" Gao Wu asked.

"A little later, I will definitely tell my family, just wait a little longer." Fei Ning held Gao Wu's hand and did not put it back.

"Don't worry, don't hide it from me." Gao Wu wasn't sure what Fei Ning's idea was, he was a little overwhelmed by the firmness in his eyes, he was moved, excited, or some combination of emotions Drowning, the current state of mind is actually a little more nervous than when he confessed to his mother.

"Let me face it with you." Gao Wu said again.

Fei Ning looked at Gao Wu for one second, two seconds, smiled, and said softly: "Okay." Then he said: "It's time to talk again, it's the first time I've shown my face on live broadcast tonight, you have to By my side, you don't need to show up, it's good to be within the range I can see, and when I see you, I can feel more at ease."

"Are you nervous?" Gao Wu got up and walked behind Fei Ning to hug him, "Don't be nervous, you are the best." He didn't let go of his hand.

"Do you think I should confess to Fu Xiwen and Zhang Aonian first? Or tell my brother first, otherwise I'm afraid they won't be able to accept the news suddenly." Fei Ning tilted his head back, closed his eyes and leaned against Gao Wu.

"Why? You didn't come out live." Gao Wu was puzzled.

"...I forgot." After thinking about the plan to come out for a long time, he turned his idea of ​​showing his face into a live broadcast of coming out.

-

The author says:

"See Nanshan" winky poem

Lemon: I've had three bowls of bitter vegetable soup, you can drink some

GaoGao: ... [Looks silent]

Lemon: Okay, I drank two bowls

Gao Gao: After all, is it a bowl?Besides, it means you haven't drunk it?

Lemon: No way, I really drank two bowls!

Porridge porridge: it’s time~