A Guide to Depravity

Fei Ning Gaowu and Fei Yuanming made an appointment at a restaurant, at nine o'clock in the evening, there were not many people even sitting in the lobby.

"Uncle drinks tea." Gao Wu picked up the teapot and Fei Yuanming poured tea.

"En." Fei Yuanming frowned slightly, habitually trying to find out the cigarette case, thought about it, and then forgot.He said, "How long have you two been together?"

Fei Ning glanced at Gao Wu, and told the truth: "Almost half a year."

After Gao Wu poured tea for Fei Yuanming, he also poured tea for Fei Ning, and finally he poured tea for himself.Fei Yuanming glanced at him.

"It's been that long?" Then Fei Yuanming came to his senses, "Isn't it true that you have been together since the beginning of university?"

"Ah," Fei Ning replied, "that's right."

"You brat." Fei Yuanming slammed his palm on Fei Ning's arm, for a moment he forgot that Fei Ning had an injury on his hand, and the sudden pain made Fei Ning shrank reflexively towards Gao Wu.

Just as Gao Wu sat back on the chair, he gasped in surprise when Fei Ning leaned over suddenly, and quickly supported him.

"It's okay." Fei Ning gave Gao Wu a small smile, like a treasure he dug up, and he didn't want others to see it.

A few yuan a pack of poor-quality tea in a teahouse can’t brew a cubic meter of tea fragrance, and the Tieguanyin has a faint astringent taste.

"Your mother and I didn't sleep well last night." Fei Yuanming still couldn't accept the fact that his son was going to be with someone else's son in his heart, but he beat and asked, and everyone was together It's been half a year, and he can't do something like beating a mandarin duck with a club.Holding his breath in his heart, he couldn't be more angry with Fei Ning's actions.

"Uncle, I'm sorry." Gao Wu sincerely apologized to Fei Ning's father first, his expression was not low-browed and pleasing to the eye, but he put down his airs first.

"Hey, there's nothing I'm sorry about." After hearing Gao Wu's apology, Fei Yuanming frowned a little bit, just a little bit, he didn't know it was wrong, but Gao Wu's attitude was very useful to him.Then he said: "I'm here today, just to understand the situation, don't be nervous."

"Know everything without saying nothing." Gao Wu replied.

In fact, there is nothing to talk about, Fei Yuanming didn't come here to hear about their love history, Fei Ning Gao Wuken said he didn't even want to hear it.It's just that his son ran away and didn't stay at home after sweeping the grave. He told his family the news last night.

To use an inappropriate analogy, his current situation is like Fei Ning suddenly mutated, and after the mutated, he is still running around. He is worried and confused, and always wants to tie him at home to observe what went wrong.

Two pieces in one cup, all for supper, and the three men didn't order much.There are few people in the store, the service is fast, there are few refreshments, and there are few conversations. After eating, there is no chat.

So Fei Yuanming turned his head to look at Fei Ning and said, "Aren't you going home to sleep tonight?"

"Yeah, let the two of you calm down, isn't this annoying at my old club's house?" Fei Ning opened his mouth and exaggeratedly slapped him, obviously he wanted to stay with Gao Wu at the moment but said he didn't want to make his family angry .

He doesn't want to give up on family or love, it's his choice to be with Gao Wu, and he doesn't want to be separated from his family because of this choice.The temporary departure is to let both parties calm down, replenish energy and move on.

"I don't want to be angry, you just let me beat me to calm down." Fei Yuanming also knows Fei Ning's virtue, and beating is also an addiction.

"Don't hit me, hit Gao Wu." Fei Ning said with a playful smile, trying to maintain the usual way of getting along with his father. The two fathers and sons understand each other. When it comes to this, it is almost clear that his father's compromise value has already To meet the standard, one is moved, one is surprised, and the other is happy. Various emotions are mixed together. After tasting the product, most of them are happy.

It turns out that as long as you are willing to take a step forward, many things are not as difficult as imagined.When a person cares less, life is easier, especially what others think.A person lives for the sake of himself and his family. It is more important than anything else for the family to live happily and healthy.

"Well, if you want to vent your anger, you can hit me." Gao Wu's expression was serious, and his tone was also serious. I don't know if he really thought so.

Fei Yuanming was choked: "What are you calling, are you calling?" Shun said again: "Fei Ning's mother is hard-spoken and soft-hearted. After so many years, what have we not promised him? According to me , don’t stay in the hotel tonight, go home and stay.”

After a pause, he said to Fei Ning in a deep voice: "Talk to your mother well tomorrow, don't run away while talking, it's easy for you to run away, we have to coax your mother to go."

He didn't even stay in the hotel where he had paid, so Fei Ning Gaowu packed his things and followed Fei Yuanming back home.

Gao Wu was more disturbed than Fei Ning, but he was also unwilling to let Fei Ning face these things alone, saying that he would be beaten was half true, and that he wanted to share weal and woe with Fei Ning was absolutely true.

"Auntie, good evening." Gao Wu saw Zhou Yafang and Fei Xingyun Fei Xingzhi sitting on the sofa in the living room after entering the door.After hesitating for a while, he still greeted Fei Xingyun: "Brother, good evening." He also said hello to Fei Xingzhi in simple sign language.

Brother and sister, the favorability will be increased by one.

Zhou Yafang glanced at them upon hearing this, snorted, and said nothing coldly.

It seems that Fei Ning's parents had approved the letter in advance, and Zhou Yafang didn't show any surprise when Gao Wu came over.He didn't show any resistance.

Gao Wu walked over to Fei Ning's mother and squatted on the ground: "Auntie, I'm sorry, I was the one who insisted on staying with Fei Ning."

Gao Wu didn't seem to have had a good rest either. The weather around Qingming became warm and cold, and his clothes were thin. After squatting down, a tall and thin figure made Zhou Yafang feel pitiful.

Zhou Yafang pulled Gao Wu up with a bit of distress, and let him sit next to him: "Gao Wu, why are you losing weight again? Don't talk about that bastard Fei Ning, did he force you to be with him?"

"..." Fei Ning was very suspicious of his mother's distrust of him. He thought that his mother regarded the child as a treasure. After this incident, he found out that his mother regarded him as grass, or the kind of weed that no one wanted. .He couldn't accept that.

"No, I liked Fei Ning first, he is very nice." Gao Wu obediently sat next to Zhou Yafang.

In fact, Fei Ning's probing and inconsistency in the past few months have been effective in spreading the ideas of his parents. Kongqiao is also considered a big city. There are more peace affairs and education, and the concept is more open.

In addition, Fei Ning intentionally kept sharing with them strange people and strange things, popularized "life is wonderful because of differences" to them, and further broadened their knowledge.

Otherwise, there was a showdown like Fei Ning's yesterday, and he wouldn't be able to stand in front of Gao Wu tonight.If Gao Wu came in straight, he probably had to go out sideways.

Fei Ning also wanted to sit next to his mother, but was rushed to Xingyun Xingzhi's side by saying "Go away".

Zhou Yafang turned her head to talk to Gao Wu again: "Auntie doesn't read many books. I just read some materials about homosexuality on the Internet last night. There are good and bad things. What's the matter between you and Fei Ning? What's going on?"

She held Gao Wu's hand uneasily, but she didn't show much worry on her face, she was much gentler when facing Gao Wu than when facing Fei Ning.

"Auntie, I like Fei Ning, Fei Ning likes me, just like you and uncle like each other, except that we are both boys. Love is the same. There is no distinction between homosexuality and heterosexuality, it is just A kind of sexual orientation. Just like food orientation, some people like to eat durian while others can’t accept it, the choice is just different.”

Zhou Yafang was quiet for a while, as if digesting what Gao Wu said, and then asked: "Then you two won't have children in the future?" Her tone was full of regret.

"If you don't have it, you don't have it. You can be happy without children." Fei Ning interrupted, "Brother, don't you think so?" Fei Ning quietly reached out and pinched Fei Xingyun, signaling him to cooperate with him to persuade his mother as before .

"Yeah, young people nowadays don't even want to talk about dating. Didn't that cousin say she wanted a DINK last time?" Fei Xingyun secretly stepped up his efforts to pinch Fei Ning back, with an expression on his face to help.

It is not very convenient for Fei Xingzhi to communicate, and it is generally rare to interrupt in such a scene.She usually surfs the Internet relatively fast, and she doesn't have much objection to the fact that Fei Ning is gay, and now she cares about protecting her younger brother, for fear that he will get hurt again.

"Others get married and have children when they reach their age, don't you want it? What if there is no one to take care of them when they get old?" Zhou Yafang pursed her lips.

"We just need to live our own lives well, and how other people live is their business," Fei Ning said.

"Life is your own." Fei Xingyun said.

"It's enough for me and Gao Wu to be happy." Fei Ning said.

"Don't worry about the two of them if they are happy. Whether they have children is their business. It doesn't matter whether they will be taken care of in the future." Fei Xingyun said.

"There are more and more people who are not married these days. It's the same when several of my friends have talked and separated." Fei Ning said.

"The divorce rate is also high now, and marriage is useless." What kind of life forced Fei Xingyun, a married family, to say that marriage is useless... It was doting on his younger brother.

"Yes, it's better not to marry after getting married. I got married to find someone I like to live with. Now that I have someone I like, I can live with him in the future. Getting married or not is a ceremony, no It's important." Fei Ning didn't have time to think about whether his brother said something that didn't match his status, he just wanted to lull his mother into a daze and let his mother be persuaded in a daze.

"Now it's different from before. Young people nowadays just want to be with the person they like, and they will decide if they are moved." Fei Xingyun echoed.

The two brothers teamed up and sang together, it was really hard for others to intervene, leaving Gao Wu as a client in a daze.Fei Xingzhi and Fei Yuanming still didn't speak much.

Fei Yuanming's expression was even a little laid-back, he was glad that he hadn't been brainwashed by Fei Ning Gaowu like this in the restaurant just now, otherwise he would definitely have a negative attitude towards their matter.

Now the distance between Fei Ning's father and the people who eat melons is only a pack of melon seeds.

However, before Zhou Yafang interrupted the two brothers, Fei Ning also knew how to accept it as soon as it was good. He was also afraid that Gao Wu would be left out in the cold, so he deviated from the subject and returned to Gao Wu.

"When I'm old, you don't have to worry. I don't have any children to take care of me, so let Gao Wu earn more money to support me." Fei Ning said, "I'm also exercising well now, and I'll take him with me in the future. We just need to take care of each other." Looking at Gao Wu: "Are you right?"

The hippie smiling face is just pretending to be optimistic, trying to keep calm under the storm.

"...Yes." Gao Wu nodded helplessly, his uneasy mood was greatly dissipated by the pair of brothers.

But Zhou Yafang disagreed instead, and tuied at Fei Ning: "You have a good idea, and you know how to bully Gao Wu. When you get old and can't walk, and you are sick all over, according to me, Gao Wu you Just throw Fei Ning out of the house. You two have no guarantee of marriage anyway."

"Auntie, I won't." Gao Wu didn't know whether what Fei Ning's mother said really felt that way or there was something in it, and earnestly assured her according to her heart, "Although we don't have the guarantee of marriage, I will not give up Fei Ning no matter what. I can hand over all the money I earn in the future to Fei Ning, and I will work hard for our future lives."

Hearing these words, Fei Ning was as sweet as soaked in honey. Gao Wu usually said much less love words than Fei Ning, but Gao Wu's occasional words of truth made him feel full of sincerity.

Young people want to earnestly fulfill the promises made by young people.First of all, we must have the confidence to believe that each other can grow old together, so that the relationship can go further.

Fei Ning couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth.

Zhou Yafang was touched by Gao Wu's words. Some people spend their whole lives trying to find someone they love and love.Zhou Yafang has three children, and she is used to so many dramas about family ethics, so she said to her brothers that it was better to give birth to a piece of barbecued pork than to give birth to them.Fortunately, my three children are considered filial piety.

The truth is this, and it is still unacceptable to put it on your own children.

Look at Gao Wu's attitude, and look at his own child... How can you really see how poor Gao Wu is.

Zhou Yafang took her anger out on Fei Ning, and treated Gao Wu as usual: "It's not bad to leave all Fei Ning's money to you for safekeeping, but with his profligacy of spending money, he will go to sleep on the street sooner or later." He asked Gao Wu, "Does your family know?"

"Got it, it's still in the process of acceptance." Gao Wu didn't mention his father.

"That's okay..." Zhou Yafang muttered to herself.

If life is also about "fate", Fei Ning doesn't understand why his mother has such a high affection for Gao Wu, but it is this affection that makes the setbacks they have to face less hurtful.

That night, everyone chatted very late in the living room, and no one mentioned to leave first.

Fei Ning and Gao Wu never thought that coming out at Fei Ning's house was not as difficult as imagined.The acceptance rate of Fei Ning's parents is currently around 65%. In the coming days, Gao Wu Fei Ning still needs to prove to them that their relationship is reliable.

Before going to bed, Zhou Yafang and Fei Yuanming said to Fei Ning Gaowu: "Forget it, as long as you are happy, everything will be fine."

This sentence moved them both deeply.

Life is still long, as long as we are still together, there is nothing we can't live through.

Halfway through the holiday, Gao Wu and Fei Ning went out the next day.

They rode south on the green road of Kongqiao, and they were the only two figures on the whole road.

The sky is blue, the clouds are white, the peach blossoms and the willows are green, and the road stretches as far as the eye can see. They shuttled through countless shades of trees and sunshine, and walked side by side after riding tired.

Fei Ning pushed the cart, looked at the road ahead with a smile, and suddenly said, "Gao Wu, I love you."

The sun fell on his heart from his body, and Gao Wu's image melted in the spring breeze: "I love you."

"I love you!" Fei Ning shouted loudly.

"I love you too." Gao Wu responded softly.

Kongqiao is in the south, and the four seasons are like spring, but their love is always in the midsummer.

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The author says:

Over, "Road Song" pays homage to the band

"The light of dawn has lightened slightly. I seem to have heard flowers in full bloom. It is the light of a prairie star." - Praise the band "Song of the Road"

There is still a long way to go, and love will never go out.

Thank you for accompanying me in my first long article~