After wearing a book, I was spoiled by a rich man

The new year's moon is extraordinarily bright, and the cold moonlight casts on Ye Yu's face, illuminating the delicate facial features with sharp edges and corners.

What is he doing?

absurd.

Ye Yu can only use this word to describe what he is doing now.

After hearing Fu Shaoting's words that he wanted to see him, he unexpectedly sneaked out of the house in a fever.

Ten minutes ago, he walked downstairs timidly, wearing the newly bought elk sweater and a cotton jacket over it, but even so, the sudden drop in the outdoor temperature still made him want to retreat Fortunately, he really wanted to see Fu Shaoting, so he walked out against the cold wind.

That dream flashed in his mind again and again like an incurable disease. He wanted to meet Fu Shaoting to make sure that it was just a dream, and now it was real.

Ye's house is about 800 meters away from the entrance and exit of the villa area. Ye Yu was going to ride a bicycle there, but when he went to the garage and touched his pocket, he found that he didn't have the bicycle key.

He took the bicycle key and returned to the garage, unlocked the bicycle and rode away.Ye Yu was riding a bicycle on the way to the entrance and exit of the villa area, the sound of howling wind could be heard in his ears, whistling and whistling, which made his cheeks hurt.With the help of the blue moonlight and the warm street lights, he can clearly see the road ahead, but on this thoroughfare, there are only him and the two shadows formed by different light rays.

When the coat cuffs were covered with a layer of silver frost, Ye Yu stopped the car at the door of the security room.He knocked on the door of the security room, and the security guard on the night shift quickly came to open the door, staring at a pair of tired eyes and asked him what he was doing with the festive background sound of the Spring Festival Gala

Ye Yu: "I made an appointment with my friend to watch the sunrise on New Year's Day."

Uncle Security was shocked by this reason, but he didn't check the household registration, and he couldn't afford to offend the people living in this villa area, so he let Ye Yu leave after checking the pass according to the procedure.

Ye Yu quickly walked out of the villa area and trot towards Xieqiao Road.After running out for a while, he saw a white car parked on the side of the road from a distance, which was particularly conspicuous at night, and a tall man stood beside the car.

Ye Yu recognized it was Fu Shaoting at a glance, and ran over while shouting.

"Mr. Fu!"

Hearing the call, Fu Shaoting didn't turn his head immediately, but sighed disappointedly, thinking it was an auditory hallucination caused by his missing Ye Yu too much.

"Mr. Fu!"

The boy's voice was louder, as if a burst of spring breeze passed by Fu Shaoting's ears.A bit of hope suddenly surged in his heart, he turned his head slowly, and stood there in a daze on the spot.Fu Shaoting thought that he might never forget this moonlit night in his whole life, and the boy he loved was like a cluster of cosmic sparks, running towards him like a cloud of cosmic sparks.

The moon should have been high above.

But his moon is running towards him without hesitation.

This recognition made an unknown flower bloom in Fu Shaoting's heart. Before Ye Yu came to him, he opened his arms ahead of time. When Ye Yu stood firm in front of him, he pulled her into his arms, Big, like embracing his whole world.

Ye Yu was held by him, and buried her head in the other's neck.Fu Shaoting must have stood outside for a long time. The night was frosty and dew thick, and even the flowing hair was wet, and his body exuded an infinite chill. This chill was not so much brought by the outside temperature, but rather a man's inner core. always existed.

Fu Shaoting didn't seem to be quite right.

What was wrong specifically, but Ye Yu couldn't tell.

Ye Yu closed his eyes and calmed down the disordered breathing caused by the violent running. When the sound of breathing became regular and rhythmic, he raised his head to see Fu Shaoting's face.But as soon as he raised his head, Fu Shaoting forcefully took his breath away.

The man's kiss was not as gentle and considerate as before, but with coercion and uneasiness, the kiss made Ye Yu almost breathless.

Sure enough, something is wrong.

After the enduring kiss, Ye Yu leaned on Fu Shaoting's chest to calm himself down, his light lips glowed with a strange red color, this different domineering kiss made Ye Yu feel worried, and this kind of worry was watching It turned to anger when the man was only wearing a shirt.

"Why don't you wear more clothes?" Ye Yu held his hand angrily. Fu Shaoting's palm was as cold as he expected, like a snow mountain that never melted all year round. After the white snow on the surface melted, the inside was still firm ice.

"I'm not cold."

"Fu Shaoting, are you sick?" Ye Yu angrily called him by name, "Let's get in the car and talk."

The man stared at him deeply, and repeated again: "I'm not cold."

Ye Yu pursed her lips tightly, hiding a little anger in her calm tone: "Then can I be cold?"

The honk of the car unlocked sounded in the dull air.

"Get in the car."

"..."

This attitude of not caring about his own body was like adding insult to injury, the original joy of seeing Fu Shaoting turned into annoyance and sadness at this moment.After getting in the car, Ye Yu closed the car door forcefully, and then turned on the car air conditioner. He didn't know how many degrees to adjust the temperature. .

"The temperature is a little high."

Ye Yu glared at him viciously: "Shut up."

But after listening to it, the temperature was adjusted to a suitable range, and the engine started to run normally. After seven or eight minutes, the comfortable warm air filled the car, but this little warmth was not enough for Fu Shaoting, who had been blowing cold air outside for two or three hours. It's just a drop in the bucket, but his hands are still frighteningly cold.Ye Yu wrapped both hands around Fu Shaoting's cold palm, trying to warm the man's palm with body temperature, but it didn't work, on the contrary, his hand gradually lost its color.

This sense of frustration made Ye Yu want to cry again. On the supposedly peaceful New Year's Day, he was constantly frustrated.The eyelashes kept fluttering, and a drop of tear suddenly fell from the eye socket, and it fell on the back of Fu Shaoting's bruised hand, which became the fuse of a chain reaction, and then the tears continued to flow down.

Fu Shaoting was already unconscious from the cold, and he realized that Ye Yu made people cry again when he lowered his head and saw Ye Yu wiping his tears.

"Don't cry."

His stiff fingers clumsily tried to wipe away Ye Yu's unstoppable tears, but they were mercilessly slapped away.The palms that were originally frozen and stiff suddenly felt a strong pain. Fu Shaoting looked at the pale back of his hand, and then at Ye Yu, who hung his head and said nothing. The irritability came for no reason, but he knew it was the beginning of his illness.

bipolar disorder.

These six words deeply hurt Fu Shaoting's heart, emotions such as pain, entanglement, sadness and anger were intertwined, and finally mixed into a complex emotion and merged into the pair of eyes.He still remembers the psychiatrist's cool description of the disease. Bipolar disorder is both depression and mania. The two emotions appear alternately during the onset. The so-called amitriptyline, fluoxetine and lithium carbonate are just delays. s method.He is a sensitive and suspicious patient, and the slightest sign of trouble will drag him into the dark abyss.

But not.

At least not in front of Ye Yu.

He didn't want to turn into that moody look in front of Ye Yu, it would scare Ye Yu.Thinking of Ye Yu's expression of fear and disgust, for a moment, Fu Shaoting almost couldn't control the violence in his heart, but he still endured it, letting the anxiety and calmness compete with each other in his pupils, and finally turned into a cold line Return to silence.

The man's eyebrows were frowned with confusion: "...It's my fault."

Ye Yu didn't think he was a caring person, he was like a balloon with a small hole pierced by a silver needle, and the surging anger was completely vented along the small vent.He gently caressed Fu Shaoting's frowning brows, and saw that the eyebrows that formed a gap between the brows gradually relaxed, and his tone of speech eased, but there was still a bit of complaint: "Mr. Fu also asked me to take good care of my body." , the result is not the same.”

The man admitted his mistake very quickly: "I'm sorry." Fu Shaoting greedily painted Ye Yu's face with his eyes, hoping that this love for the boy could calm his depressed heart.Suddenly, he began to miss the taste of the capsules rolling down his throat. Although those chemically complex drugs were difficult to swallow, they were enough to calm his fluctuating mood at an extremely slow speed.

Ye Yu asked, "Did you bring your coat out?"

"some."

Ye Yu urged: "Put it on quickly."

"Don't cry, okay?" Fu Shaoting put on his coat as he said, and reached out to wipe Ye Yu's tears again, but this time, Ye Yu didn't dodge.Fortunately, he didn't avoid it, otherwise he might get sick on the spot.

Fu Shaoting thought happily.

Ye Yu let him wipe away his tears: "...Okay." He didn't want to cry at first, but he couldn't control it temporarily.

Fu Shaoting put on an aggrieved face: "Then can I hug you?"

Ye Yu didn't speak, and took the initiative to lean in Fu Shaoting's direction, and Fu Shaoting, who got tacit approval, immediately leaned over and hugged him.The familiar smell hit the wind and snow, and Ye Yu felt the bone-chilling coolness. He unconsciously hugged the man's waist and put his head on his shoulder.

The obedient gesture made Fu Shaoting feel that the person in his arms really belonged to him, and no one could take it away.

"Happy New Year."

Fu Shaoting leaned close to one of his ears, and his low voice lingered around the thin eardrum. Ye Yu felt as if the door of his heart had been knocked on. He finally heard Fu Shaoting say Happy New Year with his own ears, and he couldn't help smiling slightly: " Happy New Year."

The man added: "Be happy."

"You too."

"Also be happy." Fu Shaoting remembered Ye Yu's saying "blessings are never too many", which is ridiculous to say, it was originally a joke of a teenager, but he couldn't help but want to practice it.

Grow up well, his boy.

Be a grown-up, always kind, always sincere.

Ye Yu didn't answer any more, but curled up her fingers and asked the question that she always wanted to ask: "...Is Mr. Fu unhappy?"

Fu Shaoting's body froze, he was dazed for a while, touched Ye Yu's finger on the bandage and said, "Why do you ask that?"

Ye Yu: "I guess."

"Young master is really amazing."

Fu Shaoting kissed the corner of his mouth as if rewarding him, but his boastful tone made Ye Yu not a little bit happy. His expression looked very serious: "Why is Mr. Fu unhappy?"

"Do you really want to know?"

Ye Yu nodded and shook her head again: "If you want to say it, I want to know, if you don't want to say it... I don't want to know."

The man stared at him indifferently, and after a few seconds of silence, he sighed as if he had removed all his pretense, his handsome face was full of exhaustion.Such a fragile man made Ye Yu feel distressed, he hugged Fu Shaoting tightly, and rubbed that cold cheek flatteringly like a docile kitten.

"Let's change the subject."

"No." Fu Shaoting's heart moved slightly, he held Ye Yu's face and kissed again, the delicate kiss was full of deep love, "If you want to know, I'll tell you."

"Everything you want to know, I will tell you."

[The author has something to say: updated... I wanted to update yesterday, but because they cut the cable due to road construction, our campus began to have a power outage since yesterday afternoon, and the power supply was almost restored at noon today:-(The mobile phone and power bank are not electricity, so I went to bed early yesterday...

Recently, I’m struggling with what to write in my next article, I want to write about wheelchair attack, but I also want to write about abo hahahaha]