On the daily life of nemesis

"Do you know Director? Although he was born in such a wealthy family as Gongwang's family, he is not so popular, especially his father. In fact, Ah Yan treats him really well. ....I only remember that when I was in college, I went abroad to study alone at the request of my father, but what I didn't expect was that he came with me later, and he came to my city penniless , but he didn't tell me, he didn't even call me... Those calluses on his hands, those wounds on his back are really worrying, I don't know what he is doing What happened in those years abroad? He loved me for so many years. I thought I was just a friend to him... But I never thought that I would be so embarrassed this year after many years. You I don't even know the director. Since I saw him outside the hospital ward that day, my soul has gone with him. I don't know what to do... To put it bluntly, I still don't It is already a miracle that I can sit here and talk to you so peacefully. I have never said a word of love to him, and he has never expressed it to me explicitly...but both of us are heart-to-heart To be honest, in these years, no matter whether I went abroad or returned to China, I never stopped thinking about him, and I never even talked about falling in love. In fact, my father has been urging me for the past few years...but I I don't know what's the matter, but I just want to wait for him." Wiping away the tears seeping from the corner of his eyes, Xiao Cheng actually choked up a little at the end.

But he and Xi patted him on the back to comfort him, Xiao Cheng choked up for a while and then said in a hoarse voice, "The moment I found out that he had this disease, I was really on the verge of collapse. I really don't know how to get through the time. Whenever I went to see him in the ward, he just smiled at me silently on the hospital bed. Chatted with me about our past, and then I walked out of the ward due to time constraints, I just looked at him through the small piece of glass in the ward, but he was still looking at him. I waved my hand... My mood was really painful like a knife cut at that time. He fell in love with me unknowingly back then, just like I fell in love with him belatedly now , in fact, each of them love each other in their hearts, but they have never said it out loud, torturing each other... making each other feel uncomfortable..."

Xiaocheng's eyes were already red from crying, but the tears from the corners of his eyes were seeping out uncontrollably, and he no longer wiped those tears away, but let them slide down and drip on the back of his hands, only when the hot tears Only when the drops fell on the back of his hand can he clearly perceive that he is still alive. If Gong Wangyu really can't come out today, then he must go with him. He was left alone for so many years , now he also wants to do something for him regardless of the others, not because of guilt, but because of the love that has been late for many years.

But Yu Yu really didn't know what to comfort him at this moment, maybe it was also affected by emotions, and he was not in such a good mood now... What Xiao Cheng said was like a cold dagger Opened his heart, there is not only true love in it, but also pain that belongs to him alone. Although he had never been in love with Xie before this, nor did he like anyone, but since he and Xiang Zhudi have gradually He became more and more sentimental, as long as he was free in the office, he would look at the office alone and think about it, wondering if he was thinking of me?What do you think he is doing?However, Yu Xi was actually taken aback by his own thoughts. He never even thought that he would care about someone so unreasonably for a day, and even didn't want to be separated from him every second. If he is separated, then he thinks he will go crazy... He has never loved someone so seriously, and he has never been so sentimental... Maybe this Just love.

"Actually, I believe in Huocheng's medical skills, but I'm also afraid. Xiaocheng, you have never been on the operating table. You will never know the feeling of fear when holding a scalpel by the operating table. Many years ago when I was studying abroad My teacher once told me that you must not miss the patient because of your personal feelings on the operating table. That will often harm an excellent doctor, and even ruin his future because of it. It is really easy to be influenced by personal emotions for a moment, and often when you are concerned about these things, you may not know what will happen when you cut the knife, so our industry really taboos this, so after so many years I I have been adhering to the teacher's teachings, don't think about anything, and try new things steadily and bravely. Whether it's a doctor or a patient, it's just for one purpose. As long as the patient recovers and leaves the hospital, what will happen to us? Okay." But he crossed his hands with Xie, shook his hands vigorously, and then let go of the sign language and said to Xiaocheng earnestly, the red indicator light above the operating room at the end of the corridor was still on, and it was only separated by An operating room, but it can't resist the long-term fear. The people outside the door are worried, but the people inside the door are always highly concentrated on the operation. As long as there is hope, then Just can't give up... Life will never come back again, and this love will never go away if you miss it.

"Actually, I know what you said. The reason why I chose to become a doctor was actually for my own dream. I don't want to be a child of a carefree family who spends all day drinking and drinking at home. I also want to go to the hospital. Pursue my dream, and I want to fight for my love, even if no one agrees in the end, and they are not optimistic about us, but even so, I still want to keep going." The tears in the corners of my eyes have long been sucked by emotions It's just that there are some red bloodshot eyes hidden in the bottom of the eyes, and it looks extraordinarily tired.

"Okay, don't think about that anymore, we have to believe in Huo Cheng, and even more so in his idea of ​​living. I believe he will definitely give up on you just like that."

However, he hooked the corners of his lips lightly with Xie and patted Xiaocheng's wrist, and inadvertently, the mobile phone in the pocket of his white coat rang suddenly, holding doubts, he took out the mobile phone with Xie, the brightly lit screen was still displaying the same Mr.'s WeChat, sometimes it really only needs to be glanced at, even if you don't have to say it, it will warm your heart. However, Yuxi did not reply to his WeChat, but at the moment holding the mobile phone, there was a touch of his mouth that he didn't know. knowing smile.