On the daily life of nemesis

"I know...but I'm afraid my brother won't be able to bear the blow. After all, what he cares most about is Lao Pang. How could he bear such a blow when his lover fell in front of his own eyes? Back then It's been a long time since Lao Min came out, I'm afraid my brother will do something radical, after all he's different from Lao Min."

Xiang Zhudi buried his head completely in the shoulders of Que and Xi and said in a hoarse voice.

But with Xi Wenyan, he just stroked his hair gently, yes, with Xiang Shaoqian's personality, he definitely wouldn't just live in the world like this, and he would definitely choose to leave with Pang Zhen... I should have thought of it a long time ago. Pang Zhen had told himself some things in the restaurant. Tragedy, maybe he wants to go this way to feel more comfortable, after all, his illness does not allow him to persist for long, even in the end, he will become thinner and thinner until he dies from cardiac arrest... It is quite a pity, The love that has been with each other for 11 years is now separated by heaven and earth. No one can bear such a heavy blow.

Xiang Shaoqian has been holding Pang Zhen's cold body and sitting on the rocky ground in despair. At this moment, he is shrouded in loneliness...and despair. He clearly asked himself to wait for him obediently this morning. like this?He won't wake up again, never again... Holding him in his arms, Xiang Shaoqian looked up at the sky angrily.

"God! Why are you so cruel?! You once sent him to my side and now you want to take him away so ruthlessly? Have you considered the feelings of the two of us from the beginning to the end? Why? Why? ?! What do you want me to do in the future? What should I do..." Xiang Shaoqian lowered his head in despair as he spoke, letting tears fall down, he hated, he also resented...he I think even more... If I stayed by his side desperately today, wouldn't he leave me?Pang Zhen, why are you so stupid?Why are you protecting me so desperately?Have you completely disregarded life and death?You are so cruel, do you know that even if you leave me, I will still miss you?I will never live alone in this world, life without you is incomplete and imperfect...you wait for me, wait for me to come to you.

Xiang Shaoqian pursed his lips, took out a clean square towel from his suit pocket, and wiped the blood on Pang Zhen's face again and again, even though the square towel was stained with tears, he still kept silent Helping Pang Zhen to wipe it, he wanted Pang Zhen to leave cleanly... He didn't want him to still look back at him when he left, and he couldn't rest assured. Loving someone is hard, and it's hard to walk these years. It was extraordinarily hard work, even though the two of them were already together, God still cruelly deprived them of the time they spent together. Both of them were extremely tired on the road, and Xiang Shaoqian himself was also tired. All these years for the company , For those contracts, he paid and devoted too much effort. In those years, he never looked back to see the people behind him, but he didn't know that in the past 11 years, there had been someone waiting there for a long time , as long as he turns around, he can be seen, but now?Even if he turned around, he couldn't see that person again, that person left him forever... He poured so much love and devotion into himself, but how could he spare even a single moment for so many years? Have you been with him every minute?Is there?No...... Pang Zhen has always been alone waiting for himself to think for himself, even if he was busy at work at the time, he would only call him by himself in the middle of the night, and he would drive from his home to the downstairs of his company pick him up.

Is it because I am too selfish?Or did he see through it long ago but didn't intend to say it... Heh, Xiang Shaoqian, Xiang Shaoqian, are those shares and benefits that you have spent half your life pursuing really useful?Is it really more important than Pang Zhen?No, compared to lovers, those things are completely extraneous things. If you don’t bring them with you when you die, you don’t take them with you. In the end, only your lover is engraved in your heart, because once there was love, even at the last moment, it is the best memory. .

The memories that Pang Zhen brought to him are unparalleled. Even after so many years, he still has the best and happiest memories in his mind. They spent so many happy times together. There have been disputes and conflicts, but in the end, didn't Pang Zhen admit his mistakes first?All he pretends to be is himself, completely thinking about himself, but what about himself?Have you really considered his feelings?As a result, it is conceivable that it would be a bit far-fetched to blame those crimes on God. He was wrong. His fault was that he cared too much about his career.... It was his fault that he ignored Pang Zhen for so many years , the fault lies in waking up too late...the fault lies in the passing of time.

Wiping off the blood on his face, Xiang Shaoqian put away the scarf that was stained red, and squatted down. Xiang Shaoqian hugged Pang Zhen, and when he stood up, he felt distressed at Pang Zhen. Kissed on the eyelid.

"Come on, let's go home now... we don't care about anything, I'll take you home right away, okay?"

After Xiang Shaoqian finished talking to himself, he carried the extremely light person in his arms and walked down the mountain top of the coast step by step. Looking at his distraught look, Xiang Zhulian felt very uncomfortable.

"elder brother....."

He stretched out his hand to comfort his elder brother, but Yuxu suddenly shook his head at him, and whispered in his ear, "Don't disturb him now, let him be quiet for a while...after this It took him a while to figure it out, maybe it would be all right, he needs to be quiet now."

Xiang Zhulian nodded with tears in his eyes, but he and Xi also walked to his car at the top of the mountain at this time. According to the current situation, Xiang Shaoqian would definitely leave alone with Pang Zhen in his arms, as long as he could walk like this At that time...but He and Xi opened the door of the back seat, and then said to Xiang Shaoqian, who was beside him in a daze, "Brother Shaoqian, put him in my car, and I will take you home." However, there was more hope in Yu Xi's eyes, and he hoped that Xiang Shaoqian would agree to his suggestion.

Hearing the words, Xiang Shaoqian stood firm and followed, then mechanically turned his head and looked at Que and Xie indifferently, "I want him to walk in peace, and I don't want him to suffer any bumps. Thank you for your kindness." Xiang Zhuyou nodded sincerely, then walked around the car and walked towards the road. At this moment, his distraught appearance looked really frightening, as if he was suffering from some kind of depression, quiet and terrifying .