miss each other

The winter vacation of the first semester of the sophomore year was fleeting. After taking Grandma Xu to the hospital for a detailed physical examination, Xu Wangchuan was about to start school again.

When he got the piece of paper showing all the indicators of Grandma Xu's body, Xu Wangchuan just stood there, staring at the various data on it, his thoughts racing for a while.

Grandma Xu is getting older. In addition to many diseases of the elderly, those old diseases have become more serious, especially Grandma Xu's heart problems and arthritis that have been going on for a long time.

The doctor's suggestion is to perform coronary stent interventional treatment for the elderly as soon as possible to relieve the patient's condition at this time.

But it will cost tens of thousands of yuan, and the conservative treatment in the later stage will have to keep up, all of which are beyond the reach of the Xu family.

The strong sense of powerlessness made the unloaded boulder press back on Xu Wangchuan's heart again.

Xu Wangchuan pursed his lips, calmly prescribed special medicine from the hospital and went home to his grandma, telling her that his body was still the same, as long as he rested, he would be fine.

Xu Wangchuan lied to her beloved relative for the first time, adding guilt to her already burdened heart.

Xu Wangchuan didn't know how he got on the train to Jingyuan that day. He only knew that the weather was clear that day. His grandmother sent her to the highway and watched her get on the train before leaving. She then embarked on the road of leaving home to study alone.

Looking at the rapidly changing scenery outside the window, Xu Wangchuan's eyes suddenly turned slightly red. The burden of life was on her body, making her feel out of breath for the first time.

But at the moment when she lowered her eyes, she wiped the traces at the end of her eyes with her fingertips, and that face that rejected people thousands of miles away returned to the calmness of the past, without any weakness from just now.

She stared sideways at the mountains and mountains outside the car window in a daze, and slowly recalled what happened in the recent period.

A few days ago, Fang Jianzhou sent a message in advance to say that she had booked a plane ticket to go back, so that she would not have to wait for her. Of course, her heart did not have much ups and downs. The number of times has increased, and she is used to being alone.

It just seems that Fang Jianzhou has changed a lot over the years, and Xu Wangchuan has gradually become unable to understand the bright and flamboyant friend of the past.

It seems that she already has Shen Nianyi by her side, but she doesn't seem to cherish it very much.

One day later, she went to Fang Jianzhou's Moments again. On New Year's Eve, she didn't post anything, which was far from what she used to want to tell the world.

Thinking of this, Xu Wangchuan frowned, clearing away the distracting thoughts in his mind.

After all, this is a matter between them, no matter how you look at it, it is from her point of view, and it has nothing to do with her.

The brain kept recalling the information that had been missed in the past few days, and suddenly Xu Wangchuan's brows became more frown, and he quickly opened WeChat with his fingers.

Jiang Nanxu sent her more than 100 messages, but she didn't reply to any of them.

The do-not-disturb message she set for her has never been turned off.

Xu Wangchuan was one of the first students to come to the school. When she came, there was still no one in the dormitory, and there was a layer of dust on the bed.

It took three or four hours to simply clean up and tidy up. After she arranged her belongings, she went to work in the milk tea shop at the request of Sister Sun.

The milk tea shop, which was still on vacation, didn't have many customers, so it looked a bit deserted. Xu Wangchuan, who was looking after the shop by himself, stood behind the counter and served a few students.

Although she processed the order without any mistakes behind the counter, her mind was thinking about the driver at night and the way to get the money faster.

Although mathematics majors can enter the financial industry in the future to get in touch with some investments such as funds and stocks, her current knowledge reserve is far from enough, so this road is full of adventures for her, and her principal is not enough.

As we all know, Beiyuan’s biggest spending power is students, and what she saw at the bar door every day, selling drinks is very profitable, the bar has a lot of traffic, there are many students and office workers, naturally it is more profitable than her driver much.

Thinking like this, she remembered the recruitment poster she saw at the entrance of the bar last time, and gradually came up with new ideas.

But Xu Wangchuan didn't dare to make rash judgments. In the spare time of the driver, she would observe the skills and rules of this kind of work.

At the end of the last order of the night, she rushed to the gate as usual, and hurried back to the dormitory from the customer's door.

At night near 11:30, the school was brightly lit and quiet. Xu Wangchuan walked quickly along the path back to the dormitory building at the end.

As she walked briskly past No. 21 dormitory building, she vaguely heard untimely voices coming from the door over there. The empty campus was extremely quiet, and the girl's hoarse and soft voice was also very familiar.

Xu Wangchuan paused, and looked at the door of the dormitory building.

There weren't too many people downstairs in the dormitory, which was on vacation, only a few sporadic people hurried past, so the quarrel between the two didn't attract the attention of passers-by.

"I said no!"

Fang Jianzhou frowned and said to the girl who was wiping her tears with her head down, her attitude was very bad.

"Do you know how much pressure it puts on me just because of you?"

Fang Jianzhou, who had been feeling emotional because of the gap in status between the two of them, became more and more angry as he spoke, and the last sentence was almost an irritable growl.

She stood opposite the girl, frowning unhappily, and looked aside, as if she didn't want to look at her again.

"I didn't..." The girl who was suddenly yelled at unexpectedly was full of grievances, and her voice was choked to explain but was interrupted by the other party.

"You don't, but do you know how aggrieved I am, and every moment I'm with you reminds me how humble I am."

In Fang Jianzhou's eyes, the tenderness of the past was no longer there, only the resentment and unhappiness that erupted due to the continuous accumulation due to the disparity in family background remained.

Especially when she saw the beautifully packaged watch box in the girl's hand, she became even more angry.

Does she know that, the sense of superiority she reveals all the time annoys her so much.

"No, I used my...money...to buy it." Shen Nianyi bit her lower lip, her eyes couldn't hide her grievance and sadness, knowing that her girlfriend was angry, she didn't know how to explain it.

Because of Fang Jianzhou's birthday after the new year, she saved her usual living expenses a long time in advance, and went to work as a temporary worker in a coffee shop during the winter vacation to slowly save enough money to buy her favorite watch.

She thought she would be very happy to receive the gift she loved, but she didn't expect her reaction to be so big, so angry.

Soft fingertips caressed the hard skin of the watch box, Shen Nian bit her lip, silently swallowing tears.

"Today is your birthday, don't be angry, okay?" Knowing that his behavior hurt his girlfriend's self-esteem, Shen Nianyi took the initiative to pull her sleeve.

After being with Fang Jianzhou, she really has the habit of paying attention to her usual habits. She will not go to high-end restaurants on dates, and try to wear cheap brands...

Because of Fang Jianzhou, she has really changed a lot, even the sisters who grew up with her laughed at her for changing a lot.

"You are always like this, but when did you change, have you considered my feelings?"

Fang Jianzhou pushed the girl away with red eyes, her eyes were full of hatred and anger, she stepped on her Martin boots angrily and went upstairs, regardless of the girl standing downstairs in the biting cold wind.

The undefended Shen Nianyi never thought that she would push him away so decisively, and took a few steps back unsuspectingly, his body couldn't stand still, and his delicate body fell to the ground. The slender white wrist also knocked against the hard floor.

The sharp pain from the lower back made Shen Nian frowned subconsciously, his tear-filled eyes were empty, but warm tears flowed all over his face unknowingly.

The girl who used to be delicate and pretty is now extremely embarrassed.

She seemed to have no soul, and she sat on the ground like a broken doll, lost in thought.

Even if she scratched her slender hands and knocked her waist, she didn't let the watch box have any scratches.

"Shen Nianyi."

Xu Wangchuan, who couldn't bear to stand there, walked over with cold eyes and called her.

But she seemed to have never heard of it, and her eyes seemed to be empty, unable to produce focus.

Xu Wangchuan stood still in front of her, with cold eyes, then she squatted down as if resigned to her fate, took out a tissue from her pocket and carefully wiped the tears on her face for the empty person.

Why do you always let her see such a bad side of her state, so that she will really soften her heart.

"Xu Wangchuan..."

Sensing the sense of touch on his face, Shen Nianyi's slack eyes gradually became brighter, and he stared blankly at Xu Wangchuan in front of him.

After a while, as soon as Shen Nian realized that she was in an extremely bad state, she quickly lowered her head in embarrassment and wiped the teardrops on her face with the back of her hand, trying her best to look like nothing happened.

"Can you get up?"

Xu Wangchuan didn't ask her, just glanced at her inadvertently, his black eyes looked at her white palms and red wrists that were bleeding on the ground.

"can."

Shen Nian clutched the small box, she lowered her head and bit her lip, and hurriedly tried to get up while supporting the floor with her slender hands.

Just as soon as she raised her waist, she frowned, and the tears in her eyes rolled continuously.

"All right."

Xu Wangchuan's eyes turned cold, she frowned and stopped her aggressive movements, stepped forward around her legs and hugged her waist.

"what."

The sudden flight and the pain in his waist made Shen Nianyi not able to hold back his exclamation, and his eyes were a little dazed to look at the people who were so close.

"Offended."

Facing those stunned eyes, Xu Wangchuan slowly opened the distance between the two of them, and walked briskly to the other side.

"I'm heavy, why don't you let me down."

It was still several minutes away from here to their No. 9 dormitory building, and the atmosphere between her and Xu Wangchuan was so awkwardly silent, so Shen Nian spoke.

"And I can go." Seeing that Xu Wangchuan ignored her, she explained again, but her voice was hoarse, and she sounded weak.

"do not move."

Xu Wangchuan looked down at the bewildered person, his already frowning brows deepened, and the palms protecting her waist softened a lot.

Shen Nianyi grabbed her clothes and bowed his head and stopped talking.

"Are you going to the infirmary?" She asked, her tone as calm as water seemed to contain a little concern.

But if you think about it carefully, her tone can be called cold, not to mention warmth.

"No, no, I'll go back and apply some medicine." Shen Nian wiped the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand, his voice was still hoarse and soft.

And at this point, the infirmary is also closed.

Xu Wangchuan didn't say anything, but the soft touch from her hand made her feel like a hot potato.

What did she do just now, and why was she so reckless.

"Xu Wangchuan, do you think I hate you?"

The girl nestled in her arms a little tiredly, using her arms to resist the cold wind blowing in front of her, her body shivering with only thin clothes, suddenly said such a nonsensical sentence.

"I said it last time."

She said so, still so emotionless.But under the dim street lights, her calm face looked serious.