miss each other

Xu Wangchuan, who had drunk too much, lay weakly on the bed with her eyes closed. The strong smell of alcohol hit her throat, and she didn't feel well. She never let go of her locked eyes.

The bumps along the way made her stomach churn even more, and she felt so uncomfortable that she finally fell down on the bed and enjoyed the girl's warm wiping. The uncomfortable feeling eased a little, but the girl's hand movements suddenly stopped. , causing the smell of alcohol to rush up again.

So she couldn't help humming a few times, making Shen Nianyi who was in a state of distraction quickly come back to his senses.

"..."

She withdrew Piao Yuan's thoughts, pursed her red lips in dissatisfaction, but the movements of her hands were still so gentle, as if there was no force.

"Be comfortable."

After wiping her face and neck, Shen Nian stretched out his hand to take off her coat, put some quilts on her, and served her comfortably.

Shen Nian, who was sitting by the bed, lowered his head and touched her drunken face, he couldn't help reaching out to stroke it, and helped her take off the frame on the bridge of her nose.

"Hair is going to be cut." Slender hands involuntarily brushed her bangs that blocked her eyes, and looked at the thin face for a long time, she said to herself.

"water……"

Xu Wangchuan ignored her, just closed his eyes and hummed, his throat was very dry, and his voice was naturally much hoarse.

"Oh." Shen Nian, who only realized it later, remembered this, got up and unscrewed a bottle of mineral water to feed her.

The cool water flowed into his throat, which made Xu Wangchuan, who was feeling uncomfortable all over, feel better, and his consciousness became clearer. As soon as he opened his eyes, he touched the girl's approaching soft face.

She was so close that she could see the arrangement and number of her thick eyelashes.

The girl lowered her body slightly, her breath was warm and sweet, eroding Xu Wangchuan's gradually waking consciousness, and made her swallow her throat subconsciously.

"Shen Nianyi."

Xu Wangchuan, who was briefly awake, stared at her beautiful face and called her name in a low voice.

"Ok?"

Shen Nianyi didn't realize the intimacy of their posture, seeing that she didn't continue to drink water, he took away the water bottle.

When she raised her eyes and met those eyes that were no longer calm, she began to be dazed. It seemed like wildfire started inside, no longer innocent, and her kneeling body froze there for a moment.

As soon as the lips were hot, the other party's breath came back.

As soon as Shen Nian closed her eyes, she wrapped her arms around her back and acquiesced to her movements, but the whitened fingertips still revealed her nervousness at this moment.

On the soft bed, Xu Wangchuan didn't have so much patience this time, but became more anxious and anxious.

"Shen Nianyi, Shen Nianyi..." She called her name, raised her hand and grabbed her body.

Shen Nian bit her strong shoulder blade one by one, tears fell from the pain, his fingers wanted to scratch her thin back.

If she was gentle in every possible way the first time, then this time she was rude and overbearing without rules. Shen Nian couldn't understand why there was such a big difference in the same person.

The sky gradually turned pale, and like last time, Shen Nian, whose eyes were red and swollen with tears, and his voice was hoarse from crying, was bullied by her severely, and when he stopped, he fell into a deep sleep like a docile cat nestled on the pillow.

The room was full of incense, and the sweet smell of a girl permeated the whole room. There were two bodies stacked on the messy single bed against the wall, and the bedding was wrinkled, filled with the smell of mixed hormones.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, there was a rustling movement on the bed. Xu Wangchuan, who had regained consciousness, closed his eyes and pressed his still dizzy forehead before slowly opening them.

The strange ceiling she could see made her head freeze instantly, her pupils widened suddenly, messy and broken memories flooded into her mind like a tide, and the lingering soft touch from her arms.

"Xu Wangchuan..."

Perhaps dissatisfied with her subtle movements, the girl closed her eyes and raised her lips and muttered, her delicate body instinctively leaning towards her.

The heavy curtains were drawn in the room, and a few beams of light could barely penetrate, causing the room to fall into a dim state, and it was impossible to see the specific situation outside.

Xu Wangchuan kept his body straight and motionless, as stiff as a piece of wood, and looked straight at a certain position in the corner of the wall, feeling at a loss for what to do.

Why did she sleep in the same bed with Shen Nianyi again.

"Hug me, Xu Wangchuan, cough..." The girl buried herself in her flat chest, speaking with a strong nasal voice.

She didn't seem to wake up yet, and her speech was slurred. Xu Wangchuan stretched out his arms and took her into his arms, and her scalding body temperature came over.

Xu Wangchuan didn't care about the beauty in his heart, and reached out to touch her forehead, further confirming the conjecture in his heart.

She has a fever.

Thinking of his excessive behavior last night, Xu Wangchuan's face turned red, and then he blamed himself and felt guilty.

"Shen Nianyi, you have a fever, how do you feel now?" She raised her eyebrows worriedly, and pressed her forehead to the other's forehead again.

Unlike the warmth and coolness on her body, her body was extremely hot.

Shen Nianyi never opened his eyes, but hid in her arms as if he lacked a sense of security, Xu Wangchuan thought that procrastinating like this was not an option, so he simply moved his body away and got up.

It's just that as soon as she left, Shen Nian opened his eyes, tears flashed faintly, feeling extremely wronged.

Xu Wangchuan's heart softened, he pulled the quilt for her, quickly put on his clothes, and then picked up her clothes.

It should be to help her wear it, because Shen Nianyi just pursed his lips and opened his beautiful eyes to look at her without saying anything, blushing and eager to help her fasten the bra on the back, Xu Wangchuan ignored these and just wanted to take her to the hospital now.

"I'll be fine soon, and I'll get to the hospital soon." Seemingly worried that she would not be able to bear the high fever, Xu Wangchuan squatted down to tie her shoelaces, his tone was unbelievably gentle, just like the tone of coaxing a child.

Shen Nianyi let her play with her like a puppet, his body was so uncomfortable that she didn't want to say anything or move.

Putting on her own coat, Xu Wangchuan, who only wore a long sleeve, led her to check out from the front desk in a hurry, and then went straight to the city hospital.

Registered as quickly as possible and waited for the doctor to come for an injection, Shen Nianyi sat in the infusion hall and watched Xu Wangchuan running around with the medical form.

Her fair and pretty face was flushed with abnormal sickness, and her beautiful eyes were looking at her figure ecstatically. She was wrapped in a black coat, and it still smelled of washing powder, but it was very reassuring.

After waiting for the doctor to come and put her on a bottle, Xu Wangchuan slowly calmed down.Shen Nianyi suffered from a cold and had a fever, and the doctor asked her to come over tomorrow for a one-day infusion, which made Xu Wangchuan, who was already guilty, even more guilty.

"Wait for me, I'll go buy breakfast." Xu Wangchuan fetched her a glass of warm water, and after seeing her nod, he went out to buy breakfast.

As soon as Shen Nian sat on the armchair and watched her leave, she felt dizzy and wanted to sleep, but she was not here, and she didn't dare to sleep, tears welled up in her beautiful eyes.

Xu Wangchuan's speed has always been very fast, and he came back with a few packed bags in a few minutes.

There are her favorite Xiaolongbao, lean meat porridge, soy milk and so on.

"Take a bite." Xu Wangchuan acted as if she was a fragile ceramic doll that would shatter if touched, carefully blew on the warm porridge before feeding it to her.

Perhaps Shen Nian wanted to go to bed early after eating, so she took it in small mouthfuls without being picky, and enjoyed Xu Wangchuan's feeding.

After filling her stomach, she leaned on her shoulder as she wished and fell asleep again.

Xu Wangchuan held her contributing shoulder with one hand, and carefully ate her untouched steamed bun with the other. Adhering to the principle of not wasting food, she digested all the unfinished food.

The phone in her pocket rang several times before she realized that most of them were from Jiang Nanxu, and some were from Cheng Cheng. It was probably because she and Shen Nianyi didn't go to class today.

She picked up the phone and sent Jiang Nanxu a WeChat message, asking her to ask for a leave of absence, and casually talk to Cheng Cheng to help Shen Nianyi ask for leave.

Jiang Nanxu probably knew that this had something to do with Shen Nianyi, so he agreed wholeheartedly. After the matter was resolved, Xu Wangchuan slowed down with his typing fingers with his right hand.

In the infusion hall, there were many couples behaving intimately. Xu Wangchuan held her waist and waited for the bottle infusion, letting the tenderness in his eyes pour out.

Apart from other things, they are like an ordinary couple, but this is only her own imagination, even with skin-to-skin relationship, the relationship between them is still like a gutter.

Thinking of this, the smile on her lips disappeared little by little, and her heart became extremely heavy.

What are they now, and what qualifications does she have to have such a beautiful her.

She is beautiful, her family is rich, and she will match her lover in the future. Now they are entangled, and they are nothing more than voluntarily being her consolation when her feelings are empty. When she wants to start a relationship again, it must be When she quit completely.

She was just a substitute who took the opportunity to fill the vacancy left by Fang Jianzhou.

Xu Wangchuan was very aware of this, but she was still involuntarily moved and entangled with her like this.

I am sorry.

Thinking about the impulse last night, Xu Wangchuan looked at the girl again with more complex and obscure eyes. She gently brushed away the messy hair on her porcelain-like face with her thumb, but her eyes stayed on her sleeping face for a long time, unable to let go.

This is the girl she has loved for four years, the object of her first love, and the white moonlight she can't touch.

Shen Nianyi, what should I do.

Knowing that he was falling, Xu Wangchuan sighed and looked away blankly at a corner.

If grandma had undergone a stent operation, the Xu family would not be so poor, and belonged to a well-off family like the Fang family, would it be possible for them.

She is still young and will have many opportunities. If she works harder than now and enters the upper class of society in the future, will she be worthy of her?

According to the plan, she must go abroad. Given her current situation, going abroad for gold plating is undoubtedly the best choice. Without considering her future, she wants to go to the American Institute of Technology for further studies, laying the groundwork for entering Wall Street securities work in the future.

But she didn't go abroad overnight, at least one or two years, at most four or five years, when she came back, would Shen Nianyi wait for her at the same place?

What's more, there has never been a place for her in her heart, and it will be a matter of time before someone settles in in the future.

In the bright infusion hall, she was clearly beside her, but Xu Wangchuan's heart was empty. She was afraid that she would not be able to keep anything in the end.

Grandma can't keep it, and she can't keep it, just like she came to this world, she was alone.

Both parents are dead, the family is empty, and there is nothing.