miss each other

In the past few days of the New Year, Xu Wangchuan lived a very nourishing life. He slept until he woke up naturally every day. He didn't have to go to work, but he stayed at home with Nian Nian and his baby, enjoying the company of his family and the rare warm moments.

It was another warm winter morning, and Xu Wangchuan, who had slept until his head was dizzy, frowned, his forehead was warm and cold, and his head felt dizzy.

The soreness that came from the depths of my mind was like a dream.

With her tired arms hanging down, she half sat up and hugged the quilt, her eyes were ecstatically looking at the frosty floor-to-ceiling windows.

Outside the glass window, there is still the coldness of deep winter, but inside the glass window is as warm as spring.

After sitting there for a long time, she got up and got out of bed to wash up in the bathroom.

Holding the wooden comb with her fingers, she trimmed her hair meticulously. She stopped and looked at her slightly unfamiliar self in the mirror.

The black hair parted in the middle, the familiar upright silhouette, and the almost black pupils have not changed from before, nothing more than the youthfulness has faded, and there is more precipitation and stability.

Her eyelids moved down, and she lowered her eyes and continued her washing action.

Her head was still hurting, but it was not enough to make her unbearable. The repeated memories in her mind were like dreams.

After waking up from the dream, she also returned to the original point.

He took a familiar white shirt from the closet and put it on, but his fingers accidentally touched an orange sweater he had never seen before.

She rarely has such brightly colored clothes, if she has, it was bought by Shen Nianyi for her.

The brain that reacted quickly answered her, flashing scenes of dynamic pictures.

In the bright sunshine, when they were checked out from the hospital, Shen Nian grabbed her and straightened her wrinkled collar. The woman had gentle eyebrows and eyes, and her movements were all kinds of amorous feelings, and she was wearing an orange sweater...

Xu Wangchuan blinked imperceptibly, put the sweater on his hand back to its original position, opened the door and walked out of the bedroom slowly.

The clear breeze blows the paper on the coffee table, and the empty living room is lonely and calm, but the children's carriages and building blocks piled up in the corner, as well as the toys in the living room, add childishness and joy to the room.

Stepping on the heavy carpet, she clenched her fingers slightly and walked through the corridor to the open kitchen door.

In the kitchen, the beauty was as slender as jade, with a gray skirt tied around her graceful waist, and her jet-black hair tied behind her head exposed her almost perfect swan neck to the cool space.

The wind blowing in from the window made a string of silver bracelets on Su Baihao's wrist tremble, making the bells jingle.

At this moment, Shen Nianyi, who was making soup with peace of mind, was all focused on the boiling hot vegetable and lean meat porridge.

Due to her habit all the year round, she seldom sleeps so late now, so she got up to make breakfast for the big and small.

Thinking of the big and little friends who were still sleeping soundly, she unconsciously raised her lips and smiled knowingly.

Slender feet walked to the refrigerator with a cotton mop, trying to take out a box of dumplings.

It was probably because they were worried that the two guys with the same appetite would not be able to eat enough for breakfast.

She would be full by simply eating a vegetable salad with milk in the morning, so there was no need for such trouble.

As soon as he took a step, he was bound by a pulling force from behind and couldn't stretch his body.

She froze for a moment, and her tense body softened after smelling the reassuring woody fragrance.

It's the big morning guy.

"I'm going to make breakfast, let me go." She pursed her lips and threw out such a sentence pretending to be displeased, and then struggled to get up from her arms.

Instead, he was hugged tighter and tighter by that person.

"Nian Nian, Shen Nian Yi..."

Before she could speak again, there was an ancient whisper from behind, which was so heavy that it seemed to be squeezed out of her throat.

The same voice, but it seemed different from usual.

Or a lot of nostalgia, pampering, and guilt for being late...

As soon as Shen Nian froze her body, she suddenly pursed her lips, and the slender hand that was still holding the wooden spoon was trembling.

"Nian Nian, I'm back..."

Until these words resounded clearly in the air, the string that had been tense in Shen Nianyi's heart broke.

Unspeakable emotions came to her heart, like knocking over a five-flavored bottle, she didn't know what it was like, she stiffened her body.

And the wooden spoon that she had been holding in her palm fell to the ground with a bang, and a small amount of porridge spilled on the cleaned floor.

Xu Wangchuan lowered his eyebrows, hugged her body tightly, and slowly buried his head in her fragrant hair, letting his consciousness go empty and his voice hoarse.

"Niannian..."

Her thoughts are that she is not good, that she is useless, that she has suffered so much all those years alone...

She also missed so many important moments. In the morning, she wondered if it was hard for her to conceive that naughty Xu Zinuo alone. She was also helpless and desperate. , does she not have to go through these...

Thinking... Her heart is thinking...

She is back, and her Nian Nian will no longer have to worry about it...

The wind passed without a trace, as if everything had returned to its original position.

It's just that people who have passed away can't come back after all.

The sky is clear, the sky is blue, and it is located in a cemetery with excellent Fengshui in the outskirts of Beijing. Two figures walked hand in hand through the long mountain road and finally stopped in front of a new tombstone.

Xu Wangchuan in black clothes and trousers looked dignified, her eyes were red, she looked at the old man's kind face in black and white, stepped forward and put down the white chrysanthemum in her hand, bent her knees, and knelt firmly in front of the cold tombstone, proud He lowered his head and kowtowed to the old man.

"Grandma, I'm back."

She lay on the ground, unable to hold back the emotions she had suppressed for a long time, her nose was sore, and the hot tears gushing from her eyes dripped onto the dark tiles.

It was so late that she came to pay homage to her grandma who had long slept in the field.

It was because of her unfilial piety that she failed to stay at grandma's knees, which made grandma Xu feel sad because a white-haired man sent a black-haired man to her when she was old enough to take care of her.

Grandma Xu was the person she couldn't let go of the most during her lifetime, but she couldn't see the old man for the last time without knowing it.

"Since your accident, grandma has been staying behind closed doors in the nursing home, digesting the pain of losing you by herself..."

Standing behind her, Shen Nian walked over to that person in a black dress, knelt on the floor like her, and slowly told her what happened that year.

"At that time, grandma didn't even see me. Maybe grandma made you suffer because of me, so she treated me..."

When mentioning the past, Shen Nianyi lowered her head with a wry smile, her black hair was fluttering in the wind, but the little white flowers pinned in her hair remained unmoved and stood upright.

That period should be the most difficult period in her life. She lost the person she loved the most, and her lover's relatives hated her because of it. If she hadn't been obsessed with finding Xu Wangchuan before she would believe the truth, I'm afraid she wouldn't be able to survive that time. Long.

The slender fingers covered the slender fingers on the knee, Xu Wangchuan looked back at her who seemed fragile at this time, and squeezed her hand tightly.

"But fortunately, the birth of Zi Nuo made grandma change her opinion. Maybe it's because of time. Grandma is willing to accept us. She treats Zi Nuo very well, and treats me very well..."

As soon as Shen Nian held back the soreness in his eyes, his voice choked up and continued.

Some days before Grandma Xu passed away, the old man held Shen Nianyi's hand cordially and sincerely expressed his apology after a long absence.

She told Shen Nianyi that grandma was not good before, because you were to blame for the Wangchuan incident, and now she is dying, so she doesn't expect you to forgive grandma.

Wang Chuan is gone, grandma also hopes that you will not be too attached to the past, and find someone who loves you to spend the rest of your life with peace of mind. As for Xu Zinuo, since you chose to give birth to the child, I also hope that you can bring it up well , Grandma doesn't blame you for other things...

At that time, when Grandma Xu was on her deathbed, the one who was still worried was the very young Xu Zinuo.

After all, this is the child of the deceased granddaughter.

The old and the young of the Xu family have all left, and there is only this one yellow-haired child who is not yet one year old.

"Grandma passed away on Zi Nuo's hundredth day."

Feeling a little more relaxed than before, Shen Nian held Xu Wangchuan's hand back, and handed her the death certificate issued by the hospital in his hand.

Grandma Xu left in the afternoon, and she was very peaceful when she left. Before leaving, she took a special look at her beloved little great-grandson and asked the nurse to push her around outside.

When I came back, I lay quietly on the wheelchair and closed my eyes. According to the nurse that day, the old man still had a peaceful smile on his face.

Due to the deadline, she couldn't last until her granddaughter came back.

This also created irreparable regrets between grandparents and grandchildren.

"Sorry……"

With a sigh full of guilt, Xu Wangchuan stretched out his hand to embrace Shen Nian with red eyes, and wiped away her tears carefully.

Those beautiful eyes were red and swollen from crying because of the ups and downs of the day.

It's her fault, she didn't do anything wrong, but in the end she still bears everything.

It was her fault. At that time, she failed to stand up and protect her, causing her to suffer so much criticism and hardship.

"It's okay. Today, her old man also saw that I came back safely. It's all thanks to Nian Nian. Grandma knows it well."

"And Zi Nuo's birth, you are the lucky star of the Xu family, why are you crying..."

The unstoppable tears that touched the woman made Xu Wangchuan feel uncomfortable, so he could only help her wipe away.

Holding her in her arms, she thought how wronged Shen Nianyi would be if she didn't come back. She gave birth to a child by herself, raised little Xu Zinuo so much and put in so much painstaking efforts, and also suffered strange eyes from the people around her.

Simply, there is nothing if.

God gave her another chance to go back to the girl and take up the sword and shield to protect her.

"Do not cry."

Xu Wangchuan stroked the woman's hair and comforted her. In her eyes, Shen Nianyi was always the best. She gave her a home so that she would not have to bear the pain of being alone when she lost a loved one.

Her girl deserves the best, and even if she is guilty, she is willing to bear everything for her.

When she was young, Xu Wangchuan, who was still precocious, wondered if one day she lost her dearest relative, who would be willing to stay with her forever.

God didn't answer her back then, but quietly gave her a surprise gift a few years later, Nian Nian, Shen Nianyi, her first love Bai Yueguang, her legal wife, the mother of their baby...

In response to that sentence, sometimes there must be something in the fate, and there is no time in the fate. Don't force it.

It's also like Shen Nian's birthday promise for one year, hoping that there will be someone who can see her all over, give her a sufficient sense of security and blatant favoritism.

God in the sky saw the wishes made by these two little girls with different backgrounds and personalities. He had never seen such a compatible and complementary old god find Yuelao to break the gender and tie a red line for them...

After paying homage to Grandma Xu who had fallen asleep, Xu Wangchuan led Shen Nianyi's hand down the mountain.

The red clouds all over the sky reflected the sky, and hit the equally slender and outstanding backs of the two, adding a touch of warmth to them.

Their figures slowly disappeared on the mountain road, leaving only a small black spot, but the low voice and another soft voice still echoed in the mountains.

"What's for dinner tonight?" came a soft voice.

"Anything is fine." Another clear woman answered her.

"I'm going to pick up Zi Nuo from get out of class later."

"Okay, let's go together."

"Then eat outside." The woman with mature eyebrows and eyes couldn't hide her distress while holding her hand.

"I will learn to cook for you in the future." She solemnly promised.

"Hmph, you'll make me happy." Maybe she cried just now, but the woman's voice was still a little hoarse.

"Because I only coax you."

……

The two leaned on each other and walked through the rugged mountain road. When they looked at each other, their lips were stained with shallow smiles. It was hard to hide their affection. Finally, the little black spot disappeared, and they also walked on the sunny road.

The author has something to say: "Nian Nian Xiang Xu" is officially over (-^〇^-), thank you for your support all the time, and gave the author the determination to persevere (=^▽^=), Chuan Chuan and Nian Nian will always be happy (-^〇^-), and I hope to bring you better works next time, and there will be an extra episode by Xu Chen, this is really going to say goodbye to everyone, and then the author Jun I'm about to prepare a new book and the unfinished "Redemption", and "Redemption" will be completed soon, and I will share good news with you in time.

Looking forward to our next meeting.

I also hope that when you read my book, you will not have stereotypes about the gender of the characters. There are many girls like Xu Wangchuan in life. Many men have the same character that women also have. Girls can also be A and heroic, and they can also stay Fighting with short hair and wearing a suit, you just need to be yourself and be happy, and you don't need to pay too much attention to other people's opinions.

The author is very sorry for not being able to update on time a few times before, and I would like to say sorry to everyone, because I am still a college student who is not a full-time student, and I am still a bald architectural student.

As for why there is no interaction in this book, it is probably because the author read his own "Redemption" before writing this book and found that each chapter was very long-winded, which affected the perception and role substitution, and it was uncomfortable to read, so the author had a kind of Simply write novels, don't talk nonsense, just read novels simply.The second is the author's social anxiety. Sometimes I don't know how to reply to everyone. I often think about whether to reply or not.

Then the author, Glass Heart, didn't read the comment area. If you have any questions, you can wb poke the author, and the author will watch it regularly.

Really say goodbye to everyone, and look forward to our next better meeting.