old year

In my childhood, I lacked the care of my brothers and sisters, and lacked playmates.So I always hoped that I could have an older brother who could take care of me and protect me.It's a pity that my childhood was not as lucky as my childhood. I grew up alone, suffering from loneliness and fragility.This novel is adapted from another novel.I just want to describe a person's mentality when he was young, and the reality that fate cannot be changed.We spend our whole lives pursuing happiness and freedom, and whether we finally get what we want.When I was young, I spent countless late nights alone looking at the white ceiling.Walking out of the room, looking at the cold night sky, imagining the endless future.The night is dark, and the old dreams are gone. ┄┅┄┅┄┅┄┅┄＊In my lonely and incomplete childhood, the sky was always dark and depressing.I always remember you who fought for me and gave me gifts.Whenever the loneliness in the black overwhelms me, as long as I think of you, I feel a light flashing in the darkness, and it is gorgeous in my night.The night is soft and the moonlight is like water.The footsteps are heavy, and the thoughts are heavy.You kissed me that night.Big and big fireworks bloomed in the night sky.Gorgeous and eternal.Some people say that making money, getting married, and getting old is life.But that's not the life I want, fixed, rigid, and mundane.Why do I have to bear so many responsibilities, why can't I let go of my hand.Growing up, responsibility, reality, pressure, years, betrayal, aging, desolation.Why does this world always make people feel sad.Why is there so much pain in this world.Why can't love be pure, why there are so many secular things in love.When you say, you love me, but you can't walk with me.I nodded with a smile on my lips, but my heart kept screaming.Love me and walk with me.Everything is fate, and love is no match for the hand of fate.Content tags: childhood sweetheart, urban love, flower season, rainy season┃ Search keywords: protagonists: Li Weinian, Yang Jiugeng┃ Supporting actors: Yang Kang, Liu Juanli