old year

Several of his children were playing games on the sidelines.

He was holding a stack of dishes and was about to enter the kitchen when he heard women's conversations coming from inside.

"That son is really good. He has good grades and is quiet. I just saw him helping to clear the table."

"Of course you're good. You didn't see how his father loves him. It seems that there is only one son."

"Why, is he still close?"

"That's right, I just bought him a mobile phone a few days ago, and it cost thousands of dollars. Let me just say, how can a child who is only in the first grade of junior high school use such a good mobile phone, be careful to teach it to be broken. You didn't look at him Dad looked like he was going to eat me, and he wanted to buy a cell phone for his son..."

"Tsk tsk, I thought he was a sensible child, but I didn't expect him to be very scheming... It seems that he has been drugging his father in private... You have to be careful..."

"Hey, what am I afraid of? Isn't it just that his grades are better and he pretends to be cute? Our Xiaoguang is not far behind him. This year, he will be admitted to a key middle school. See if his father won't love him then? "

"It's just... Xiaoguang has been smart since he was a child..."

On this winter night, Wei Nian felt as if he had been splashed with cold water all over his body.With a blank mind, he stepped back and put the dishes on the table again.

Standing in the restaurant, Wei Nian felt a sharp pain in his heart, which became more and more irresistible.He had never been so excited and depressed as today.But today, he could hardly control the violent emotions surging in his body, he seemed to have become impulsive.He wanted to vent, wanted to escape, escape from this world.He knew that he couldn't control his trembling fingertips and wanted to destroy everything in this cold home, and he wanted to roar and accuse this group of people with ferocious smiles and cold hearts and conscienceless hearts.

He dashed away, and the wooden stair boards whined loudly.He ran back to his room to get his schoolbag, quickly stuffed a few things into it, and immediately slammed the door and ran down the stairs.

Li Weinian, who had just stepped down the last staircase and was about to run towards the door, slammed into a person who was walking towards him.Wei Nian rushed down the stairs like an out-of-control locomotive, and the collision almost caused him to fall. The person in front of him helped him up, and a worried voice immediately sounded above his head:

"Weinian, what's the matter? Why are you running in such a hurry?"

He looked up and it was his father.

For a moment, it was like being poured from head to toe by a basin of cold water.Li Weinian stood there fixedly, his father grabbed an arm, his mind went blank, without any action or reaction.

The father looked worriedly at the son who seemed to have suddenly changed into a different person. When he noticed the schoolbag in his hand, he suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart.

"What are you doing with your schoolbag? Going out?"

As if awakened by a single word, Wei Nian began to panic.He didn't know what he did, what he wanted to do.But he knew he wanted to leave, if only for a little while.

"I... I suddenly remembered that tonight...tonight, I made an appointment with my classmates...to, to discuss homework..." Weinian said hesitantly.

"Now?" The man frowned, looking at the expensive diamond watch in his hand, "It's already so late, it gets dark early in winter, it's not safe for you to go out alone, can you do it tomorrow?"

Biting his lips, Wei Nian suddenly broke free from his father's hand holding him, and quickly said while opening the anti-theft door: "No way. I have already made an appointment, and I will be back soon..." After finishing speaking, he immediately Disappearing outside the closed door, a faint cold wind blew out, locking his father's anxious voice behind him. ?

☆、Lonely Journey

?Li Weinian came out from home, not knowing where to go.He walked out of the community with his schoolbag on his back, and walked alone on an unfamiliar street, feeling a little desolate and lonely.

Sitting on a bench in the park, he took out the comic in his schoolbag.

"If you can't see it, does it mean it doesn't exist? Maybe it's just covered by thick clouds, maybe it just happens that wind and sand fly into my eyes. I can't see you, but I still feel warm."

"Remember, will it never disappear? I guard dreams that are as fragile as bubbles. Happiness has just begun, but sadness has long been lurking."

Under the light, Wei Nian opened the book, as if Jimmy was sitting in front of him, narrating to him.The helplessness of the impermanence of the world, the desire for beautiful things, and the thinking about the state of life are all in the book.

"Aren't you annoying? I'm so tired that I'm dying. Can you stop pestering me and go back to your home?" Yang Jiugeng said.

"You are heartless, I bought food and drink to accompany you because I thought you were lonely and alone on the New Year's Eve today. What is your attitude?" Wang Hongsen said angrily.

"Could it be that I begged you to come back to your home and stop following me?"

"Yang Jiugeng! Do you still have humanity! I sent you to your doorstep, and you drove me away."

"Okay, okay, it's getting dark, if you don't go back, your mother will come to arrest you again. Brother, I am in a very good mood, and I am not alone at all. You should go quickly."

Yang Jiugeng forced Wang Hongsen to the intersection, and Wang Hongsen was embarrassed and left.

Back at the door of the house, Yang Jiugeng smiled helplessly, and slowly took out the key to open the door.The moment he opened the door, he suddenly saw a green post-it note stuck to the black door.

Could it be a small advertisement?Are you bothered?

He turned on the light and saw that there was a string of phone numbers written on it, followed by the inscription: Wei Nian.

Is it my brother?Yes, that's him!

Under the dim light, Yang Jiugeng read the post-it note again and again, and then turned it over again, only to see a string of small words on it: I really want to go home, I miss you.

Doesn't he know that our parents are gone?Is he still that silly kid who always lives in his own world.

As if Yang Jiugeng suddenly remembered something, he closed the door of the house that had just been opened.

He went out, hailed a taxi, and yelled directly to the driver, "Master, go to Huiguang Mobile City."

The vehicle drove away and came to the bustling business district in the city center.

As soon as I arrived at the counter, the waiter asked: "Hello, what kind of mobile phone do you want?"

"It's cheaper, and the one that can send text messages will do."

"Oh, this Nokia is nice, take a look."

Without much thought, Yang Jiugeng said, "Okay, that's it."

"Then I'll take care of it for you. Go over there and pay for it."

"Row."

After sitting in the small park near his home for a long time, he suddenly realized that it was getting late.The darker the night, the colder the air.The biting cold blew over his head, making him shiver.

Li Weinian returned home lonely with his schoolbag on his back.He walked to the brown anti-theft door, but just stood there with his head down, as if there was a thousand gold pressure in his hand, he couldn't lift it up to ring the doorbell.

Just an hour ago he had done the most capricious thing of his life.He was born like this, he didn't like to cause trouble for others, and let others control his own destiny and everything.

He just wanted to prove himself, to prove that he was alive and remembered, so he had to do something no matter what.

There seemed to be thousands of ants crawling in his heart, uncomfortable, entangled, and tormented.

Suddenly, there was a buzzing vibration in the pocket.

He took out his mobile phone in a daze, and there was a line of words on it: "Brother, I miss you too, and Mom and Dad will miss you too."

His image lost its strength and sat slumped against the wall.

He was so tired, like a bird without feet, he had flown too far, but he never had a chance to stop and rest.

A thin and thin young man, sitting alone at the door of his house, with his head deeply buried in his arms.

The light is slightly cool, infiltrating the blurred night of the young year.

Crystal tears fell down in big drops, soaking his long eyelashes, and the ends of his short hair disappeared into his collar.

But if you can see the boy's face, you will find that there is a slight smile there.

That is really, the lightest and weakest smile in the world. ?

☆, gorgeous fireworks

?The southern country in winter shows its icy side. The New Year is approaching. Red lanterns and lively crowds fill every corner of the city.

Ever since he had a mobile phone, Li Weinian began to send text messages to his brother frequently.He knew that Yang Jiugeng's mobile phone was Nuoji, and he could not use other methods.

Wei Nian prefers texting to calling.His words are always concise, fresh and short, like a string of drops of water.

But when such a literary and artistic young man meets Yang Jiugeng, who has a rough nerve, the results are always so unsatisfactory.

For example, on that Lantern Festival night, Wei Nian sent Jiu Geng a text message: "Aren't the fireworks beautiful?"

At that time, Yang Jiugeng was resting in the kitchen corner of the restaurant when his cell phone vibrated suddenly. He was so busy on New Year's Eve that he finally sat down.I took out my phone and looked, but it was: "Aren't the fireworks beautiful?" Since I was still working, I hurriedly replied: "I didn't see it, where are you watching the fireworks, be careful, don't go to crowded places go."

What Yang Jiugeng didn't know was that Li Weinian didn't go anywhere.That night, he refused to go out with his family on the grounds that he was not feeling well and in a bad mood, and he was bored in the room alone.While my father, aunt and younger brother went to the city center to watch the fireworks.He pulled on his slippers and came to the sofa in the living room, turned on the TV to the maximum, and watched the live broadcast of the bright fireworks on the TV in the dark space. He remembered that on New Year's Eve that year, he and Yang Jiugeng sat together on that The roofs of dilapidated buildings were shivering with cold, but they were still watching the free fireworks show in the sky with great interest. They didn't go home groggy until the fireworks died down at several o'clock in the morning.

That is the most beautiful memory of my childhood.

So he sent such a text message to his brother.It's a pity that Yang Jiugeng can't understand such a literary and artistic future.

One night in summer, Yang Jiugeng came back from taking the mock exam at night, feeling very dizzy.He was walking on the hot street at night and his phone vibrated suddenly in his pocket.I took it out and saw that there was a line of short text on it: "Have you heard Leslie Cheung's "Heating"?"

Yang Jiugeng thought for a long time, but he couldn't remember the song.I had no choice but to reply embarrassingly: "I haven't heard of it. I only remember his movie "Farewell My Concubine". Go and see it when you have time. The historical issues involved in it and the cruelty of the Cultural Revolution are shocking. It's really great. of a movie."

There was no reply to the text message for a long time, and it was not until Yang Jiugeng took a shower and went to bed that he saw a line of words appear on his phone: "Farewell My Concubine is really good. I cried after watching it. Also. Happy birthday."

He was surprised to find that today was his birthday.He has been so dazed by the heavy classes in the third year of junior high school and the pressure of life that he even forgot his 16th birthday.

In fact, what Yang Jiugeng didn't know was that Wei Nian went to a restaurant alone that night. He ordered a drink and sat down in the corner, as if waiting for someone, but no one showed up.The lead singer of Light sang "Keep Warm" many times that night.In this quiet winter night, the soft singing seems to carry warmth, lingering in the restaurant.

"The footsteps of the dark night are two people, they are closely pursued all the way, and your eyes are still innocent, this is a question I have hidden for a long time. The journey to the end of the world, two people, keep falling into the bottomless abyss, holding hands Whether it’s cold or not, until the end of the world is only us, don’t hide your lonely heart, even though the world is crueler than we imagined. I won’t cover your lonely eyes, just because I want to see your innocence, we can keep warm by hugging , we can survive by clinging to each other, even in the world of ice and snow, we lose our identity. We can keep warm by hugging, we can survive by clinging to each other, even if we are in the vast sea of ​​people, we will sink.”

The lead singer's brother's voice is somewhat similar to that of Leslie Cheung, with a faint melody and vague sadness.

Reminds me of my elementary school days.Thinking of the nights and winters of childhood, although life is difficult, there is a rare warmth.That is incomparable to the prosperous homes on the surface.

But the difference in life between the two people seems to make their distance farther and farther.

That day, Wei Nian was watching "Dream of Red Mansions", saw No.20 seven chapters, and suddenly sent a text message to Jiu Geng, saying: "Brother, do you know that 'the flowers fade and the flowers fly all over the sky, who is there to pity when the red fades away?" ? I think Cao Xueqin is really talented."

But the reply I received was: "No. Are you reading a book?"

Now the two people's life and study, there is not much intersection.It will never be the same as when I was in elementary school.This year, Wei Nian has grown up a lot. He lives in a new home and studies in the best middle school.Yang Jiugeng, on the other hand, doesn't know much about Wei Nian's current situation.His family only knew Wei Nian's father.

Are the lives of the two of them very different? ?

☆, where to end

?early morning.Li Weinian's room was still dark, and everything was quiet, and outside the undrawn curtains, the sky was already slightly bright.

"Ding……"

"Ding……"

There was a small but annoying sound in the room.

Li Weinian opened his sleepy eyes, grabbed the mobile phone next to the pillow, and before looking at it, he turned his head and fell asleep again.We are already in the second year of junior high school, and will soon be promoted to the third year of junior high school. There are more and more homework, and it is commonplace to stay up late every day to read books and do homework.Long-term staying up late and overloaded study made him feel more and more tired. He was weak and sick since he was a child.But he knew that he had to work hard and had no choice.What others have, he does not have, so he has to work harder than others.Only by being admitted to a key high school can he be admitted to a good university, leave this place he doesn't like, and live a life he likes.

Fortunately, the final exam ended yesterday, and the intensive review lasted for several weeks. Wei Nian just wanted to sleep comfortably at home without thinking about anything.But the phone rang again...

Wei Nian, who was about to fall asleep, was disturbed by the annoying text message again, and he forced himself to sit up, his anger rising slowly.Picking up the phone, he saw that it was indeed a few messages from Jiu Geng.The latest one is:

"Little devil, it's time to get up. If you sleep again, you will become a slob."

He quickly turned back: "I'm a slob, I want you to take care of me!"

Soon, the phone received another text message: "Tsundere."

Li Weinian suddenly felt that he needed to call Yang Jiugeng on this special day of vacation.The number of calls they have made this year can be counted on the fingers, and they never call others unless there is an emergency.

"Hello! Yang Jiugeng, let me tell you, I'm on vacation today."

"Hey, so fast, why didn't you tell me earlier, I thought you overslept."

"I stayed up late to study every day for the final exam. Today I finally managed to sleep in, but I was woken up by you, you, you!"

"Hey, let's not talk about it, our high school is not as easy as you, and we have a holiday so early. I have to catch the bus to go to class."

"Oh……"

"Go to sleep, I won't bother you anymore. I'm going to school."

"Well, bye."

"Goodbye."

A year ago, Wei Nian's half-brother Xiao Guang had to go to a third-rate school in the city because of poor grades, and his father went to various key middle schools in the city with a thick wad of money. Good words, in the end I had to enter a key middle school with a low threshold.But since entering junior high school, Xiaoguang has been mixing with troubled teenagers in his class and school every day, and is extremely stubborn, often skipping classes and fighting.For this son, the father and stepmother also took great pains, but it didn't work at all.

Although it was still early, for Wei Nian, a child with extremely poor sleep quality, it was difficult to fall back asleep once he woke up.He simply got up, washed up and went downstairs to the dining room.Looking at the dishes on the table, he knew that his father and aunt had just finished breakfast and went to work.He cleaned up the dishes on the table and moved to the kitchen. After washing the dishes, a voice suddenly came from outside the kitchen door, which made him stop.

"Well, your design institute has decided to go to Australia, right?"

"It's basically confirmed. The approval has been passed yesterday, and you can go through the formalities next week. It will take about three months to submit and approve the family members' materials. You can come here within half a year at most."

"Well, that's good. My son, it's not an option to go on like this all day long. It's also good to send him to a foreign country as soon as possible. After all, the education in foreign countries is still very good. I believe he will improve a lot. And My other son is very capable, and he might be more promising in a better environment when he goes to a foreign country."

"Oh, then you don't have to worry. I've been there this time, and there is no five or six years that I can't come back. The design institute has living allowances and education subsidies, and we can also contact the schools of the two children."

"Now I feel much more at ease. When Xiao Guang grows up, no matter how poor he is and cannot find a job, he will be regarded as a returnee when he comes back. It seems that I have to let him learn English well now, otherwise it will be difficult to communicate there. "

"What are you worried about? When you get to that environment, it will naturally happen..."

Li Weinian could no longer listen to the latter words.He was extremely uncomfortable, his mind went blank, and he stood there stiffly, motionless.He was reluctant to part with China, his brother who was helpless but no one cares about him.

After a while, he only heard the security door outside the living room slam shut before he walked out of the kitchen.

In the empty living room, Wei Nian stood blankly.In summer, it dawns early, and the warm sunshine in the morning quietly shines in, falling on the milky white European-style furniture, which looks luxurious and simple.And at this moment, in a bedroom upstairs, the brother with blood similar to his was still sleeping soundly.

Back in the room, maybe I was really too tired, and the drowsiness that disappeared in Wei Nian suddenly returned.Weinian fell asleep in a dark room all day, and his father didn't find him in the room until the adults came home from get off work in the afternoon and dinner was served.

The dining table for four people is, as always, two worlds. There is a family chatting and laughing, and here is Wei Nian, who is eating quietly without speaking.Dad seems to have discovered something unusual about Wei Nian.Over the past year, Li Weinian has become a person enclosed in his own kingdom by his side, even as a father, he cannot open his heart and enter his inner world.He can't guess what his son is thinking, he has already found that this is a puzzle that he will never be able to solve, so he gives up, as long as the child is happy, then don't disturb his world.But sometimes he also really wants his son to truly integrate into this family. After living together for so long, he should get used to everything he doesn't adapt to.Xiaoguang and him are brothers, both of them are his sons, he also hopes that the family will be harmonious and warm, not like now, where one is hyperactive and the other is as cold as ice, leaving Li Weinian to hide in his closed and cold world alone .Turning to Wei Nian, Dad said gently: "Wei Nian, your English is good, but it's still not good enough. Read more English books when you have free time. Then you can tutor your younger brother. You will teach him at home during the summer vacation."

Wei Nian glanced at his younger brother indifferently, but did not answer.Everyone knows that Li Weinian's refusal to answer is tacit consent.But a few seconds later, he said unexpectedly, "No."

Dad was completely taken aback, he seemed in disbelief: "What?"

Wei Nian took a deep breath and said, "I don't want to learn English."

"why?"

"I'll be in the third grade next semester. I'm very busy and don't have much time. I have a lot of homework to learn. It doesn't mean that good English means good grades."

Before Dad could speak, the woman at the dining table said sarcastically: "Oh, let me tell you, the students in this key middle school are different. A student is busier than the president of the United States, and he is good at all subjects. It's amazing." Oh. No wonder your mother was always busy before and wanted to send you here, it turns out that busyness is also inherited, haha."

"Of course, I am studying in a key middle school here, and I will also be admitted to a key university in the future. My English is good enough, and of course my time will be spent on other subjects."

At this moment, the opposite face, which is over forty years old but carefully maintained with heavy makeup, stares angrily and is full of murderous intent.This was the first time Li Weinian talked back to his elders. His indifferent tone made the woman feel ashamed, and the woman scolded angrily: "Which school did you teach in? It's so uneducated. The teacher never taught you how to be a good man." elder brother?"

Li Weinian put down his bowl and chopsticks and left the dining table. He turned his head and said calmly: "I think no matter which middle school or teacher I teach, I will be better than a student who doesn't want to make progress. It doesn't matter if my grades are not good. As long as you are a little aggressive, you are considered a useful person. A person who eats and drinks, even if he goes to a key middle school or a famous foreign university, he will have nothing to do. This is my best advice from an older brother."

"you……"

Wei Nian left the restaurant and went to the room, and the woman behind him shouted angrily: "Look at him, he is really unqualified, which child talks to his parents like this! No wonder everyone said he is a wild man. Children, no tutor!"

The sharp scolding continued, and finally Wei Nian shut the door of his room.The young man on the dining table who was clanging his words collapsed the moment the door closed, and slipped powerlessly behind the door, as if falling into a bottomless black hole.As if all the strength in his body had disappeared, Wei Nian sat slumped on the cold iron floor, his shoulders trembling uncontrollably, his whole body was convulsed and sore.I had to hug my knees tightly.The young man could no longer control his sobs, and the tears poured down, one by one falling into the boundless darkness, disappearing invisible.

Why?Why was I born in such a country, such a family.Why, why did my adoptive father and biological mother leave me early.Why did you work hard for so long, work hard for so long, wait for so long, expect for so long, endure for so long... In the end, it turned out to be such an ending?

Is it true that once destiny is doomed by God, no amount of struggle will be futile, no amount of opportunity will be vain, no amount of hope will be an illusion...

Maybe... I will never meet my mother again... Maybe I will never be able to live with my brother again... Maybe my childhood was just a cold dream...

If there is no tomorrow, what is today?

If there is no future, what is the past?

If all of this is just a beautiful dream after all, then what is the point of me living to this day?

I seem...seem...really...I can't hold on any longer...?

☆, so stubborn

?In the dark and empty room, Wei Nian was lying on the bed.Tears flowed out uncontrollably. "I'm so tired, so tired, I really want to lie down and have a good rest, so I'll never get up..."

"Ding……"

Thus passed the long, lonely night.Nobody bothers, nobody cares.

The summer morning sun is very bright, lightly sprinkled on the light-colored sheets and Wei Nian's clean face.

There were still some tear stains on Wei Nian's immature face.

After a night of sleep, my brain became clear and calmed down a lot.He sat up on the bed with difficulty.After looking around, he realized that the clothes were still crumpled on his body.It turned out that I was too tired last night, and fell asleep crying on the bed.

Sitting there, he began to think about the events of last night.This time, I really got into a big disaster.His anger and resentment broke through the mask of obedience and forbearance uncontrollably, venting all the resentment he had accumulated in front of others.After being submissive for so long, he finally couldn't bear it anymore.He didn't want to be silent anymore, this home was even less like home than the original home.

Pulled out the phone from under the pillow, turned on the screen, and received a text message.

"Wei Nian, it's great that you've finished the exam. I won't start the exam until a few days later. I'll be busy with the revision these days. Don't miss me if I don't send you a text message..."

Weinian pinched the phone, a faint smile appeared on his face, and then a bitter and sad expression.

"My brother is still working so hard, and he still doesn't know anything. If he knows, what will happen?"

Finger typed a line of words on the screen: "Take a good exam. Waiting for your good news. I'm fine here."

Get out of bed, go to the table in front of the window, the sun is shining outside the window, it seems that today will be a good weather.

When I came to the restaurant, there was a breakfast on the table.A bowl of preserved egg porridge and three big steamed buns were placed on the mahogany dining table.Dad doesn't know how to cook, and my aunt basically cooks the meals at home, but... this breakfast is obviously not prepared by her.

Li Weinian walked to the refrigerator in the corner of the dining room, opened the refrigerator, and took out a carton of milk from it.

Back at the dining table and sat down, he was very tangled.Should I have this breakfast or not?The family is not here, and there is only this one, so it should be reserved for myself.

He quickly finished his preserved egg porridge and steamed buns, and finished his milk, before going to the kitchen to wash the dishes.Just after washing, I heard a knock on the door in the living room.

Li Weinian wiped his wet hands on his back in a panic, and ran to open the door.Opening the door, I saw standing outside the door is——

Yuan Lingfei.

"Wei Nian, early ah ha ha."

"Morning." Wei Nian hurriedly replied, and then greeted Yuan Lingfei to enter the door.

"Have you had breakfast? If you haven't, I'll get you something to eat." Wei Nian asked.

As soon as Yuan Lingfei entered, he put the bag in his hand on the sofa in the living room.He said unhurriedly, "Of course I ate. What time is it? You think I'm a snooze like you."

Li Weinian blushed unknowingly.

Yuan Lingfei smiled, and couldn't bear to tease him anymore, so he pointed to the bag on the sofa and said, "I brought all the books you asked me to find."

"Really?" Wei Nian went over and took out the books in the bag to read one by one, then raised his head and said, "Thank you so much."

"You're welcome. I used these books several years ago, and you should thank me for keeping them in good condition. But..."

Yuan Lingfei picked up a "Cambridge Elementary English Course" and said: "These are very basic English textbooks. Your current level is not bad. Even if you are worried about going abroad, you should not have to learn it from scratch. Well. Anyway, there are special ESL courses abroad, so you don’t have to be too nervous.”

"Ah? Why go abroad...you, what did you just say?"

"what happened?"

"What did you just say, go abroad?"

"Huh? Don't you know? You asked me to find these English textbooks. I thought you already knew?"

"What do you mean, know what?"

"You really don't know? Didn't your dad tell you? My dad said that the Design Institute has decided to let your dad take a technical team to Australia for technical seminars. It will probably not return to China for several years. My dad also Will go, your dad also asked my dad to help you contact the school in Melbourne, anyway, I am going to go there to continue my studies, your dad also said that we should try our best to study in the same school..."

As he listened, Li Weinian's face gradually turned pale.

Weinian didn't speak, just kept silent, put all the books into the bag and packed them.It turned out that Yuan Lingfei knew it all, and everyone knew it.He was the only one who hadn't gotten even a single word of advice so far.His fate, everything about him was arranged by others, no one came to ask him, no one cared about his wishes.

In this family, no one regards him as a person with independent personality.It has always been like this, whether his parents divorced, whether he was taken away by his mother, or brought into a completely strange family, no one asked him, everyone just arranged everything for granted, as long as he was like a puppet Neither can speak nor resist, as long as they implement those arrangements.He was never a child who was willing to be pushed around. He knew what he wanted from an early age.It's just that he is too sensible and thinks about others, and never wants to trouble others, so he keeps forcing himself to be patient, so that everyone ignores what he wants, and ignores that he also has emotions.

In the quiet living room, white sunlight penetrated through the white curtains and fell on the smooth marble floor, making it pale.

Yuan Lingfei noticed that Wei Nian was abnormal.There was a strong chill all over his body, very different from the usual silent but docile child.This kind of Li Weinian made him feel uneasy, and he tried to appease Wei Nian: "Weinian, are you worried that you will not get used to it abroad? It's okay, we will help you, and you are so smart, even if there is something wrong If you understand it, you will learn it quickly, so don’t worry.”

"I. I don't want to go to Australia."?

☆, the abyss of pain

"What? What did you say?" Yuan Lingfei was taken aback: "What a great opportunity to go abroad. When you go abroad, you can see more new things and receive better education. Many people can't go there even if they want to. .What about you... My dad said that uncle's approval has been approved, and they are busy finding a school for you these days."

Li Weinian's eyes were cold for a moment, and his tone was absolutely indifferent: "I said no. I just won't go. No matter what they do, no matter whether others go or not, anyway, I won't go."

After finishing speaking, I realized that I had gone too far, and said to Yuan Lingfei: "If you have nothing to do, you should go back first. My own affairs have nothing to do with others. I will handle it myself."

Yuan Lingfei didn't turn around and leave, but frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you, Wei Nian? Why don't you want to go, just say what you have, don't be bored."

Li Weinian broke free from Yuan Lingfei's hand, picked up the bag and walked upstairs, saying, "I don't have any questions. You don't need to ask any more."

Yuan Lingfei sat alone in the living room, a little embarrassed.Just then, there was a noise upstairs, followed by a quarrel.

It turns out that as soon as Wei Nian came to his room, he saw his younger brother Xiaoguang looking at his mobile phone, as if he was playing a game, and there were some of Wei Nian's favorite books on the bed, "Hate in the World" and "Long Ran Jie". .

"You, why did you touch my phone!" Furious, Weinian rushed forward, grabbed his phone, and pushed Xiaoguang hard.

Xiaoguang fell to the ground and shouted: "Why dad only buys you a mobile phone! If you don't come, this mobile phone will be mine! You extra person!" He said, grabbing a heavy object on the table and facing Li Weinian threw it, and the heavy object hit Weinian's forehead.

Li Weinian suddenly felt dizzy and sat down on the ground unconsciously.

At this moment, Yuan Lingfei rushed in from outside the door. He grabbed Xiaoguang's arm and cursed, "Hey, what are you doing? He's your brother!"

Xiaoguang was angry and shouted: "What brother! When you come to my house, you will only grab my resources. He never cares about me or talks to me. He must still miss his former home. I don't want such a brother. !"

Li Weinian felt a heavy stone in his chest, his heart was stuffy and he couldn't speak.After a while, the breathing became smooth, but the throat still seemed to be blocked by something, sore and painful.

Wei Nian grabbed the phone in his hand, then gently put it in his pocket.

Xiaoguang continued: "Hmph, my mother has long said that you are an uneducated wild child, a stinky rascal! Tell me what you want to do when you come to my house? Do you want to fight with me for family property in the future!"

Li Weinian stood up slowly while supporting the corner of the bed, his brain was completely blank due to dizziness.

His eyes were red, and his fists were clenched tightly: "Li Guangzhu, show me some respect when you speak! You are human, and I am also human. You are not inferior to me, and I am not inferior to you! Don't forget, I am you elder brother!"

"Who wants you to be my brother! You only recognize your parents and brothers from your previous family, they are all gone. You poor bastard, this is my home,