my queen is a man

"Alright." Li Keqing replied.

Nani?I'm just talking!

"What do you think?" Li Keqing turned to ask Gu Yi for his opinion.

"agree."

"No! That's what - I just said it so casually, and you just listened so casually."

"Blindfold your eyes." Ji Yu untied a belt from the stone statue, and tightly blindfolded me.

What is this for?Blindfolded again?What are you going out for? !

Ji Yu gave me a push, and said in my ear: "Wait, go straight for three steps, turn right for fifty steps, go left for five steps, then turn right and keep going, and you will be out of the city."

"Shrimp?! Are you kidding me? It's so simple, why don't you go? I was bitten to death when I went out!"

"Believe me, the gate is still there."

"I believe your grandma has a leg." I struggled to back up, but I was kicked out of the door by someone, and I heard Ji Yu's last words before going out, "If you go wrong, you will be blessed. "

This woman was sent by God to play with me, right? !I staggered and fell out of the door, let me go, this fall counts as three steps!Forget it?It should be counted, can I turn around and ask?

The sound of the strange bird was hovering above my head, and I didn't know if I was noticed. I kept lying on the ground, so stiff that I couldn't move.I can't control my body, but my head is still running fast. Gu Yi, a bastard, really doesn't plan to save me?

Why did it seem that I hadn’t been discovered, I didn’t hear the call approaching, I stood up tremblingly, groped for the direction, mustered up the courage to move forward, and bet my life on trusting them.

"Are you worried?"

The sudden sound startled me. The voice sounded so quiet that I couldn't tell the direction or even the distance of the speaker.Didn't the people in this town turn into stone statues?

"Who?!" I asked nonchalantly.

"Are you worried?" The voice sounded again, it sounded like a young man, very gentle, it warmed my heart inexplicably.

"Uh, are you from the town? Are you okay?" I fought back the urge to take off the blindfold and see who he was.

"Worry—it's very powerless—" He said to himself without answering my question.

"Yeah," I couldn't help being infected by his sadness, "I know what's wrong, but there's no way to reverse it. Who are you? Are you trapped here too?"

"Why are you troubled in your heart?"

"Me? What's the matter? Isn't it poor."

"No—real worries—"

"Huh?" Really?There are a lot of troubles, the real troubles?what is it then?My heart is sinking gradually, there are too many, probably those who have control are qualified to live, a person like me who seems to be drowned by a wave at any time, if he can live, he has already tried his best. What kind of life are you talking about?

"The thing that's really bothering you in the back of your mind—it's the thing that pops up in your mind whenever you're alone, and makes you die—"

"Oh, of course there is. Incompetence is my biggest problem. Apart from dependence, I can only avoid it. I can't even protect myself, and all other love and protection are out of the question. If I want to become stronger, it should be like this -"

"I can help you forget about these worries—"

"you forget?"

"Exchange the price with me, and I can give you strength."

"The price? What?"

"Open your eyes and look at me, I can make your wish come true."

"——" I felt bewitched by this voice, my head was muddled, and I could feel that my thinking ability was gradually leaving me. I knew in my heart that I couldn't do this, but I couldn't control my body, and stretched out my fingers to touch the blindfold.

"Open your eyes—look at me—"

"Who are you?" My trembling fingers had already untied the blindfold, and I asked with the last remaining will.

"I can give you strength—"

The strips of cloth had been scattered, and I used all my strength to restrain myself from opening my eyes. I bit the tip of my tongue hard, and a trace of blood poured into my throat, which made me a little more awake.

"No——" My feet seemed to be filled with lead, and I had to grit my teeth to force myself to move.

A gust of wind blows past me.

"Don't you want to save yourself by yourself?"

"I think! If I don't look at you, I'm saving myself!"

How many more steps?I can't remember clearly, I touched a wall, I should go around it and go straight.

It takes a lot of self-control to try to keep your eyes closed when you can see, but you have to grope and walk with your eyes closed.

"You're a liability, you know that?"

It's Gu Yi! !I was so startled that I froze there immediately, trembling like falling into an ice cellar, as if I had been hit with a sap, and my head was beaten into a paste.

"Gu Yi? Is that you? You, what are you talking about?" It took me a long time to recover from the shock and asked in a trembling voice.

"Hehe, I said, you are a burden. You are useless and will only drag others down. It would be fine if you didn't exist. Seeing you will make me feel extremely disgusted."

"No! You're not Gu Yi! There's no way Gu Yi would say such a thing!!" I couldn't control myself from shouting.

"Yes, I'm not Gu Yi." It was the man's voice at the beginning, "but what I said was what he thought in his heart—you are a burden, a burden that you can't even protect—"

"Impossible! It's impossible for Gu Yi to look at me like that!"

"why?"

"Because!! Because—" I was filled with anger and sorrow suddenly, "Because of him, he likes me——"

"You think he just likes you—"

"No, it's not—" I feebly denied.

Is it because of this feeling, so unscrupulously so weak all the time, with such a taste of self-deprecation, if you can't get up, then just lie down all the time.I hope he quickly realizes that we are not the same way, and left me earlier, and he is afraid that he will really leave me.

"Actually, you like him—"

My heart sank suddenly with a thump, and many old things rushed out.Gu Yi is very popular. Many times, in order to help me turn down my sister's date, I even made fun of him for using me as a shield. Maybe it's just me consuming his kindness, or maybe it's because I want to be valued.

"You are so weak, you don't deserve anything, open your eyes, and exchange the price with me—"

That's right, I don't deserve it.

"I'll give you strength—"

I don't want to be another liability.

"Open your eyes."

I slowly opened my eyes in the sound of his last order, and my heart was never at peace, hoping to be given up by everyone, and let me take care of myself - be strong or die.

There are countless eyes in front of me, all looking at me flickering.

"Give me—" I said.

Those eyes were all growing on a lump of flesh, the strange bird came close to me, and the speaker was nowhere to be seen.

The city wall was only a few meters away from me, and I saw that Gu Yi had just walked into the city wall, and that location should be the city gate that Ji Yu said.They are actually in front of me?It seems that he is really planning to give up on me.

I silently stared at the strange bird in front of me, surprised that I didn't feel any fear at all, instead I laughed, "Give it to me!"

The strange bird arched its neck back, tilted its head to look at me, and brought the lump of sarcoma close to me again.

Some of those eyes showed pain and confusion, and they stared at me together. I couldn't explain why, but suddenly became extremely angry, jumped up and punched the lump of sarcoma fiercely, and shouted frantically: "Give me this!" Ah! Give it to me!!"

The strange bird fluttered in pain, the flying dust confused my eyes, and I couldn't find the direction, but I didn't want to find the direction either, I just wanted to kill the little bird in front of me!

In the chaos, someone grabbed my arm, dragged me through the dust, and slammed into the city wall.

Although I just saw Gu Yi passing through there, but when I opened my eyes and saw myself hitting a wall, I still raised my hand to block it.

In a daze, someone pulled my arm and threw me forward, and I rolled to the ground, feeling dizzy.

The great loss made me slump on the ground powerlessly. In front of me was Li Keqing, looking at me helplessly.

Sitting on the grass outside the city, I saw that the town was shrouded in layers of black mist.

"Won't even tying your eyes stop you from being stupid?!" Gu Yi walked up to me and knelt down, his words filled with anger.

"Hehe." This time I didn't refute, just laughed.

"Are you injured!!"

Gu Yi twisted my shoulder to look back and forth, and I flung him away.

"What are you doing!" Gu Yi was so angry that he stood up suddenly, "Can you grow your brains! You can't do without looking at you for a minute!"

"You don't tell me, don't you just want to see how stupid I am at a loss?" I sat on the ground idly and didn't plan to get up. I looked up at Gu Yi and smiled. I really have no anger.

"Why didn't he turn into a stone statue?" Ji Yu asked.

Li Keqing shook her head, "I don't know. Could it be that our guess was wrong? Anyway, let's get out of here as soon as possible."

Gu Yi frowned and stared at me condescendingly. This is probably the way we have always been getting along. He is at a height that I can't reach, and he gives me the possibility of contact depending on my mood.

I was still smiling, and this smile was maintained until Gu Yi turned around.

"Let's go." Gu Yi said to them without looking back at me.

Slowly getting up from the ground, I silently followed behind them, Jiyu looked back at me secretly, I made a face at her, she laughed, and was embraced by Li Keqing.