Heartbeat

Me, but he will always give me different little surprises and sing me the songs I like.

"Xiao Linzi, look here." Lin Che pointed the camera at me.

And I always cooperate with him to make different appearances for him.

"Lin Che, don't call me Xiaolinzi next time, it sounds awful!" I have emphasized this title many times, but he always said, "This is my pet name for you, and you can't change it!"

"Oh! That's awful."

"It's not ugly. In my eyes and ears, Xiao Linzi is always the most beautiful."

"You're the only one who can play tricks, by the way, do you know what day the tenth is?" I asked him at that time, looking forward to it.

"Hmm... Saturday, what's the matter?" He didn't have any emotion, and answered me as usual.

But I feel a little sad, that day is my birthday, don't you know?

But he still pretended to be fine and replied with a smile, "Then you can go out and play!"

"Yes."

"We are about to graduate in one month. Time flies. Lin Che, will we go to the same school and class after graduation?" I didn't know how he felt at that time. He will not be seen, his voice will not be heard.

But at that time, you answered me lazily, "Graduate as soon as you graduate, and you have to leave anyway!"

Yes, if you want to leave, then you will leave me too!

"Then have fun for the rest of the day!" I forcefully smiled, I don't want you to see my cowardice.

"Okay." Lin Che turned off the camera and sat next to me. I looked at him. His expression was a little sad. I didn't know what was going on, but he still explained it to me.

"Charlene, maybe I won't come to school tomorrow, wait until I come back, okay?" He glanced at me lightly, and I didn't know how to answer after hearing what he said, I just wanted him to give me a reason.

He looked out of the window and continued to say, "There are some things at home, I may not come back for a while, Xiao Linzi, can you wait for me?"

I didn't know the meaning of his words, I believed him, and seeing him sad because of this, I reached out and touched his head and said, "Of course I'll wait for you."

It's just that he didn't slap my hand off this time, and let me ravage his hair, but I don't know, this is the last time, the previous him would always slap my hand and say to me, "I won't grow taller." .”

As he said, the next day I didn't see Lin Che who was filming me with a video camera. I missed him very much. I didn't know what it felt like, and I was so sad that I couldn't express it.

I was looking forward again, he said he would come back, but I hope he can come back on my birthday, I waited for that day to come, maybe I was too obvious, the stepmother saw something wrong, she checked my school Situation, I know this day will always come, so I waited for her to reprimand me, but what I waited for was this sentence "He won't come back, he is lying to you, your father told me to wait for him, why don't you marry him?" someone else."

I heard that sentence, my head started to hurt, my heart started to hurt, I don't know what to do, I'm not sure, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that he will be like his father, abandoning his mother and stepmother.

I was dubious, I wanted to wait, maybe he would really come back, even if not, I would like to know an answer.

Extra Story: Forgive Me, I Love You So Late ([-])

It's been a week, and tomorrow is my birthday, but you haven't come back yet, I don't believe your words anymore, I start to think that you lied to me.

I decided to give you a chance to explain to me, I tidy myself up, I don't want you to see me as fragile.

Today I am waiting, waiting for an answer.

I returned to my original form and greeted the guests. Today I received a lot of gifts, I invited many people, and my stepmother prepared a birthday party for me. To be honest, I don’t like it, because the stepmother is just trying to win the relationship.

As night fell, I followed my stepmother and shuttled through the crowd. Many people came that day, but most of them were my friends. I was not in the mood to make trouble for them. My eyes are floating here and there, I'm afraid I won't see you if I'm not careful, I've been looking for a long time, but I can't see you, I started to hate you, I think you are really like my father.

I felt uncomfortable, I started to drink non-stop, and everyone said that drinking to relieve my sorrows, but the more I drank, the more sad I became, and I was dragged by my stepmother while drinking, I still know about these, I sorted out my emotions and followed Behind the stepmother.

She took me to a woman who was very beautiful, especially her big eyes.

Polite greetings, I have long been numb to these.

"What a beautiful child." The woman looked at me and said with a smile.

"No way, by the way, why didn't you see Chanyeol?" The stepmother also chatted with the woman.

I don't have the heart to listen to this, my heart has long been elsewhere, until I first met Park Chanyeol.

"Linlin, this is your aunt-in-law's son, Chanyeol." The stepmother pulled me, I looked at him reluctantly, and said hello.

I observed Park Chanyeol carefully, he was very handsome, but he just stared at him with a cold expression, absent-mindedly.

I was very dissatisfied with his attitude, because others would always praise me when they saw me, but he never looked at me directly. He was too arrogant at that time, and always thought that men would look at me.

He aroused my interest, but when I saw Lin Che not far behind him, my eyes seemed to see light. I didn't know how to face it, so I just found an excuse and left.

I ran to the place where Lin Che was staying, there was no one there, only his favorite video camera and a photo album were left there.

I picked up those things and looked around, hoping to see his figure, but I was so stupid, he said he would leave.

I put the things that Lin Che sent into the house and didn't open them. I was afraid that I would see something that would make me sad.

It was late at the party and I didn't know what time it was, I just knew I was drunk.

When I woke up, I opened those presents one by one.When I saw the video camera and photo album, my hand paused, and I skipped it with all my heart, but every time I saw it, I felt sad again. I decided to ask myself what this feeling was?

I made myself less embarrassed. I went to Lin Che's house. His house was different from what I had imagined. His house was really big.

I stood outside the iron gate, waiting for someone to open the door and take me in. I didn't see Lin Che until I was sitting in the living room.

At that time, I was a little scared, afraid that he was hiding from me. I sat on the sofa, feeling a little nervous. When I heard the sound of going downstairs, I turned my head excitedly, but that wasn't Lin Che's face, it was Lin Che's face. With a face similar to Lin Che's, he looked at me curiously, walked up to me and sat down.

"So it's you." He opened his mouth, but his words made me confused.

"You are?" I asked cautiously.

"Hi, my name is Lin Feng, and Lin Che is my brother." Lin Feng was very friendly, but I looked at his face and thought in my heart: Maybe he knows where Lin Che is.

"Where's your brother? I have something to do with him."

"He's in the backyard, but it's not convenient to see you now."

After hearing what he said, my heart was a little heavy. I didn't understand what he meant, but I still wanted to find out. I ignored Lin Feng's yelling and ran to the backyard alone.

When I saw that scene I regretted it, I should really wait, maybe my heart would not be so sad, I knew that my appearance also surprised him, I couldn’t hold back my tears, I cried, it was really sad at that time sad.

I saw Lin Che running towards me, he abandoned the girl standing beside him, I don't know what to think, I just want to escape, to a place where there is no Lin Che.

Extra Story: Forgive Me, I Love You So Late ([-])

I ran without purpose, I wanted to escape, I ignored Lin Che's shouts behind me, and kept running.

I don’t know how long I’ve been running, I just know I’m tired, I squatted on the side of the road, there was no sign of Lin Che behind me, I threw him away, I hugged my knees and started crying, I was like a psycho, I knew There are many people looking at me.

I don't know what I was expecting, maybe I thought Lin Che would come after me and tell me, explain to me, but I waited for him.I heard him call my name.

"Charlene."

I didn't look up at him, I didn't have the courage to look at him, I squatted there motionless, I wish he would leave, I really don't want him to see me like this.

"You go!" I told him to leave, but he didn't, he hugged me.

The moment he hugged me, I felt the world collapsed, yes, look!Lin Che, I just have nothing to do with you.

"Charlene, go home!" He said softly to me, I didn't speak, I understood what he meant.

"Charlene, goodbye!" I couldn't see his expression, but his tone was a little choked up.

"Goodbye!" I broke away from his embrace, I didn't want to stay in the embrace that made me warm and sink.

With my back to him, I realized at that moment that you were lying to me, that you were hiding so deeply, and that you had such a scheming heart.

I was walking alone on the road, and I knew he was following me, he was always like this, every time I walked home alone, he always followed me and sent me home.

I didn't say anything, and let him follow behind me, walking and walking, I knew that the girl was chasing me, he and the girl were arguing behind me, I couldn't hear clearly, I only knew that I had no strength, every step , I felt like I was going to die, there were so many cars on the road, and I crossed the road without looking at the road.

When I heard a sudden brake and Lin Che's yelling, I felt like I was knocked out by something. It hurt so much, but why was I still alive.

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