Crush addiction

At that moment, Song Chuan felt that all the sounds in the world disappeared, and his eyes were blurred, only the shadowy figure of Yu Chenyuan could be seen.He threw himself on Yu Chenyuan desperately and repeated over and over again: "You like me? Don't you? Right?" At this moment, his brain could no longer think, and all his rationality collapsed the moment Yu Chenyuan admitted that he had been with a man.

"Xiao Chuan, let me go!" Yu Chenyuan shouted in a deep voice, his hands hurting from Song Chuan's tight grip.

"I can't let it go, can it be okay if you are not a man? I am also a man, you like me!" Song Chuan's voice was slightly crying, the weight of his whole body was placed on Yu Chenyuan's body, and the sofa sank deeply due to the weight of the two of them.He stared blankly at Yu Chenyuan's face, as if he wanted to look into his mind.

"I'll say it again, let go!" Yu Chenyuan was really angry.Song Chuan met his gaze directly, and replied after a while, "Okay, I'll let it go."

Song Chuan kept his word, he did let go of Yu Chenyuan's hands, and instead cupped the face of the person under him and kissed affectionately, at worst, just this once, so that Yu Chenyuan would never talk to him again.At this moment Song Chuan really thought so, with self-destructive disregard, all his hidden feelings are now like demons bewitching him, and the only thing left is to possess the person he longs for.

"Xiao Chuan, don't-uh...don't be like this!" Yu Chenyuan managed to squeeze out a sentence, which seemed to be begging.Song Chuan suddenly reached out to cover his eyes, pressed his lips close to his ear and whispered softly, "Chenyuan, if you don't want to watch it, don't watch it, just treat it as a dream, and let me keep it going, okay?" Looking at the pitiful act of being good, it's like asking his brother for candy when he was a child.

"Song Chuan! I'll say it again, let me go!" Song Chuan's mouth moved below Yu Chenyuan's neck, and he was finally able to utter a sentence, and this sentence he said ruthlessly, meant to be a final warning. Apparently this was the worst time he spoke to Song Chuan.

However, Song Chuan couldn't listen to what Yu Chenyuan said at all, he was very busy, his mouth was very busy, his tongue was very busy, and his hands were also very busy.Yu Chenyuan let out a heavy snort that revealed his emotions, and then he pushed his knee hard, and Song Chuan's chin was hit painfully. He sat up with difficulty, grabbed Song Chuan's hair and pulled the nasty hair Lifting his head, he said with cold eyes, "Calm down and figure out what you are doing!"

Song Chuan was still lying on Yu Chenyuan's lap, the only thing moving was his hand, he took Yu Chenyuan's hand off his head, put it to his mouth and kissed it lightly.Then with the other hand, he took Yu Chenyuan's fruit knife for peeling pears on the coffee table, and stuffed it into Yu Chenyuan's hand.He stared at Yu Chenyuan intently throughout the whole process, and finally said very calmly: "I am very calm, I know I just want to fuck you, if you refuse, stab me, but I will never stop until you stab me to death .”

Yu Chenyuan subconsciously wanted to throw the knife away, but Song Chuan held his hand tightly and brought the tip of the knife to his chest, then leaned over and kissed him tentatively, while the other hand didn't stop, gently caressing him. Shangyu Chenyuan's back slowly moved down.

"Chenyuan, Chenyuan, Chenyuan, I have always longed to be able to call you that." Song Chuan whispered emotionally, years of feelings were like hot steam spewing out of a kettle, and he leaned over to take Yu Chenyuan with him. Fell into the sofa, the fruit knife was still pressed between the two of them, as long as he pressed down another inch, the knife could stab into his chest.

In the end, it was Yu Chenyuan who was defeated first, he withdrew the knife, and let Song Chuan's fiery chest press against him, imprisoning the two of them tightly.

The knife fell to the ground with a bang, and then there was only the sound of suppressed panting in the room.

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The living room was in a mess, with sofas that were not in place, messy clothes all over the floor, and liquids stained on the body.Song Chuan still lay on Yu Chenyuan's body and did not move. He was still motionless after recovering from the exhaustion of passion, as if he could stop as long as he didn't move.But he didn't move and Yu Chenyuan didn't move either, just put one arm on his face to cover his eyes, as if he didn't even want to look at him.

Time passed quietly, but after not being silent for a long time, Yu Chenyuan pushed Song Chuan and said, "Get up, go take a shower and sleep." The voice sounded calm, and Song Chuan didn't know what he meant.

"I, are you angry?" Song Chuan asked eagerly.

"Let's talk tomorrow, get up first." Yu Chenyuan's expression still didn't change. Song Chuan calmed down after two seconds of confusion. He got up from the sofa and sat aside. Yu Chenyuan got up and walked into the room without looking at him , his back without a trace walked very calmly, and even the bodily fluids that slipped down his thighs didn't add a trace of mess to him, as if the experience just now was a pious worship.

Song Chuan suddenly panicked completely, he knew that he was an asshole and deserved to die.He didn't think of chasing after Yu Chenyuan's room door was closed, but Yu Chenyuan locked the door with one hand, so he didn't dare to use violence, so he had to pat the door panel to apologize, "Brother, I'm sorry, I, I... you hit me, scolded me, why? It's okay, brother, don't ignore me!"

"Sorry, damn it, can you open the door? Chenyuan."

"Brother, I was wrong, brother, brother!"

Song Chuan yelled naked for 2 minutes, and the door opened.Yu Chenyuan stood in the door neatly dressed, looked at him calmly and said, "Go to bed, I'll talk about it tomorrow."

"But—" Before Song Chuan finished speaking, Yu Chenyuan had already closed the door again, he was stunned and finally went to take a shower, and then went back to his room.But lying on the bed, his mind couldn't settle down, it was full of Yu Chenyuan's figure, Yu Chenyuan's voice, and Yu Chenyuan's smell.In an instant, an evil fire rushed down uncontrollably, and he comforted himself in the sin while repenting.

Song Chuan really did not sleep all night, his door was not closed tightly, he got up immediately when he heard the sound outside the door, subconsciously checked the time, it was only 05:30 in the morning.He gently opened the door and saw Yu Chenyuan cleaning up the remnants left in the living room last night.

"Brother." Song Chuan called softly, and Yu Chenyuan looked up at him with a pile of unbearable clothes in his arms and said, "Why are you up so early?"

Yu Chenyuan's actions and tone seemed too ordinary, as if Song Chuan had a dream last night, but nothing actually happened between them.Song Chuan felt that his whole body was covered with bugs, which made every pore of him uncomfortable. He wanted to go up and grab Yu Chenyuan's collar and ask him what he meant.

"Brother, last night—" Song Chuan subconsciously walked in front of Yu Chenyuan. Yu Chenyuan bent over to pick up the clothes that fell from his hands, took a step back naturally, and then raised his head and said to Song Chuan, "Don't talk about last night anymore. Get up early and clear the sofa."

The things on the sofa were naked~ nakedly proving that Song Chuan was not dreaming last night, but how could Yu Chenyuan act as if nothing had happened?Would it be as if nothing had happened if he did it again now?Song Chuan felt that he was going crazy. He thought about how Yu Chenyuan would react all night, and even kicked him out and never had any contact with him, but he never thought that Yu Chenyuan would expose him like this.

"Brother." Song Chuan's mind was buzzing, he took Yu Chenyuan's hand, and his eyes were fixed on Yu Chenyuan's face, "Do you want to pretend that nothing happened? Do you think I can pretend it never happened? You Is it the same with other men? Have you done it and pretended it didn't happen?"

"Let go." Yu Chenyuan said two words lightly.Song Chuan strengthened his hands, and said in a deep voice, "Answer me, what do you want?"

"Xiao Chuan, I don't care about what happened last night, because I treat you as a family, and you are young and impulsive. I don't pretend that it never happened, but I don't want to make it so embarrassing. When I walk out of this room, I still You have to face your uncles and aunts, face your sister."

Song Chuan's hand loosened slightly.

"Xiao Chuan, what makes up this society is not only love, but also many inescapable responsibilities, do you understand?"

Song Chuan finally let go of Yu Chenyuan's hand, his tone weakened, and he looked at Yu Chenyuan and asked cautiously, "Then do you like me? Even if it's just a good impression."

"Of course I like it, I don't have a second brother." Yu Chenyuan smiled and turned his head slightly, "The sofa is yours, don't let auntie see it!" Every morning someone would come to do housekeeping.

Seeing Yu Chenyuan walking towards the bathroom with his clothes in his arms, Song Chuan felt a cruel beast in his heart trying to break through the restraint and come out to wreak havoc.After a while, when Yu Chenyuan came out, he was still standing there, and the other party seemed to know that he would not move, holding a basin in his hand.

"Yeah!" Yu Chenyuan handed the basin to him, which contained washing water and towels.Song Chuan took it mechanically, walked stiffly to the edge of the sofa and squatted down slowly, his mind flashed the image of Yu Chenyuan lying on it and being pressed under him, his wiping movements became like stroking, as if the sofa was Yu Chenyuan The body is carefully cleaned front, back, left, and right.

Fortunately, the sofa is made of leather, and after wiping it, there will be no traces. He spent half an hour and finally couldn't find any remnants, just like the beautiful time last night, once gone, there will be no chance.When he was straightening the sofa, he found the fruit knife under the coffee table, and he picked it up and stared at it intently.

"Xiaochuan, put down the knife!" Yu Chenyuan's yelling voice sounded behind him, Song Chuan kept squatting and turned his head to look over and said, "Brother, I won't go to the company anymore, Liu Yu recently bought a company, I have one too, and we agreed to do it together, so I plan to resign."

"Okay, starting your own business is also a good thing, I believe you can do it well." Yu Chenyuan rubbed Song Chuan's hair with a gratified expression on his face.

Song Chuan went on to say: "That company is in Lin Province, so I probably won't be able to come back often in the future."

Yu Chenyuan's eyes flashed, and he said, "Do you want me to send you?"

"No need." Song Chuan finally stood up and asked Yu Chenyuan face to face, "Can I call you every day?"

"Yeah." Yu Chenyuan only made a nasal sound, took off the fruit knife in Song Chuan's hand and put it back on the coffee table, Song Chuan hugged him suddenly and said, "Brother, I can't bear to leave you."

Yu Chenyuan hugged Song Chuan, patted him on the back and said, "Are you planning to never come back?"

Song Chuan couldn't help but froze, Yu Chenyuan let him go and said, "I have a meeting this morning, I'm going to work first, and I'll go downstairs to have breakfast by myself."

Song Chuan sent Yu Chenyuan to the door, and then began to pack his things. When Yu Chenyuan came back from get off work, he had already left.In fact, there was nothing missing in the room except a few clothes and documents, as if he was just going out for a few days, but Song Chuan knew in his heart that he probably would never come back again.

The author has something to say: Please forgive me, there is absolutely no description below the neck!But this plot is very important and cannot be deleted!I beg the judges to let it go! !

PS: Don't scold Song Chuan, he is too young!Don't scold Yu Chenyuan either, he has too many worries!So, if you want to scold me, scold me~~~ (`0.0`)