Crush addiction

Song Sirui was wearing a Ni coat, with dew on his body, he was not surprised to see Song Chuan, and asked in a normal tone: "Xiao Chuan, didn't you go back to the dormitory yesterday? This is quite far from where you work." Her words were not salty. Not weak, neither hate nor favor.

Song Chuan replied with a smile on his face, "I had dinner with my friends nearby last night, so I came back. Sister, you are so early, have you had breakfast?" His attitude was also three points alienated and seven points polite.It's not that Song Chuan did it on purpose, it's just that his relationship with Song Sirui was doomed from the very beginning, because Song Chuan was the child of Song Jikun's cheating.Song Chuan didn't want to comment on Song Jikun's youth, but the real reason why he rejected Song Sirui was Yu Chenyuan, who couldn't even pretend to be close.

At this time, Song Chuan casually glanced at Yu Chenyuan, who was carefully patting the dew off Song Sirui's hair, and said softly, "Why are you doing so early? It's cold in spring and it's going to be cold for a while."

"Aren't you going to try on a dress together today? I'll come with you!" Song Sirui cast a nonchalant glance at Yu Chenyuan's face.

Song Chuan stared at Yu Chenyuan, who was two steps away from him, and remained silent. He didn't know if he wanted to hear what Yu Chenyuan had to say.deny?Or admit it?

"Busy these days." Yu Chenyuan was stunned for half a second, turned his gaze to Song Chuan's face, and explained, "I haven't found a chance to tell you about this, your sister and I—"

Yu Chenyuan's eyes were as sincere as if he had really forgotten, but Song Chuan didn't want to hear him say it himself, so he interrupted: "I know, I received the invitation yesterday." He smiled pretendingly, I wanted to add another word of congratulations, but I couldn't say it.

"You sent invitations to Xiao Chuan?" Yu Chenyuan asked in surprise, no matter how cold Song Chuan's relationship with his family was, it would not be enough to send invitations.Song Sirui replied nonchalantly: "Who knew you didn't tell him! I'm not like you who see Young Master Song every day, besides, I also sent it to Dad! Everyone has a share, and if you want me to send it to you too?"

Yu Chenyuan was speechless to her.

However, what Song Chuan cares about is not how to know, sooner or later, he just doesn't want to know, unwilling to accept.But he didn't have any position not to accept it. The marriage contract was made since the age of seven or eight. Even if the two didn't fall in love halfway, they still had to get married after all. This was the truth.What can he do?At most, I will never call Yu Chenyuan 'brother-in-law' in this life.

"I'm going to be late for work. It's not easy to take a taxi at this time. Brother, I'm leaving first." Song Chuan almost ran away, and even Yu Chenyuan called him from behind, but he didn't respond.

For Song Chuan, the Song family often couldn't find the feeling of home, especially after Yu Chenyuan moved out.He had never met Song Jikun before he was ten years old, and never had the concept of a father. Even if he was laughed at by his classmates, he had long accepted the fact that he did not have a father.

But one day, his mother who raised him alone died of illness, when he still knew little about the world.At that time Song Jikun suddenly appeared in front of him and told him that he was his father, and he never knew that his mother gave birth to him.Song Chuan felt that this reason was extremely lame, but he didn't know how to refute it.

At that time, Song Chuan's mother was just an ordinary female worker working in Song Jikun's factory. After she became pregnant with Song Chuan, she secretly returned to the countryside and raised Song Chuan until she was ten years old, enduring the discrimination of her eyes.Song Chuan believed that if his mother hadn't died of illness, he would probably never know who his biological father was. His mother was a mediocre but tough woman.During that time, he always thought that if his father could come earlier, if he had always had a father, would his mother not die?

So even if Song Jikun brought the embarrassing Song Chuan back to the Song family, he didn't feel grateful at all.But now he should be grateful, Song Jikun at least let him meet Yu Chenyuan.

The 16-year-old Yu Chenyuan first appeared in front of Song Chuan on the evening of the third day when he arrived at Song’s house. At that time, Yu Chenyuan had just entered the first year of high school. He came back once a week because of military training. Song Chuan who escaped.

The 10-year-old Song Chuan jumped out from the not-so-high wall and bumped into Yu Chenyuan's bicycle, and he even cursed at him.

"You are Song Chuan, right! If you don't leave the door but climb over the wall, are you a monkey?"

This was the first sentence Yu Chenyuan said to Song Chuan, accompanied by the bright smiling face of the young man, and then he was carried back to the 'home' where he had just escaped by Yu Chenyuan.

For many years after that, Song Chuan was willing to call it "home" because Yu Chenyuan was there, the young man who smiled at him at the first sight, without looking at him indifferently, and without sympathy.Even now he can still clearly recall the figure of the boy in the sun at that time, as if they were still at the age when they were holding hands side by side in the streets and alleys.

"Song Chuan, what's for lunch?"

Song Chuan looked up and saw the girl sitting at the opposite table straighten her head towards him, only then did he realize that it was almost noon, and he hadn't done anything all morning.

Before he could answer, the male colleague sitting next to him immediately interjected, "There is a new restaurant downstairs, let's try drugs together?"

Song Chuan has always been very casual about eating, especially outside. At this time, the other two colleagues beside him immediately responded.

"Okay, okay! I heard that business is booming."

"The discounts in the new store are huge. The warriors downstairs said that the taste is mediocre."

"Song Chuan is only one vote away from you."

The male colleague at the beginning looked at Song Chuan earnestly, Song Chuan thought for a while and nodded and replied: "Then go." He made a final decision, and they went downstairs.

They are all new interns, and they are all about the same age. These people usually like to get together, so the atmosphere of eating together is very natural.The girl at the table opposite Song Chuan subconsciously waited for him to take a seat before choosing the seat next to him. He handed the teacup to the girl in a gentlemanly manner. The corner of the girl's mouth curled into a shy smile, and she whispered, "Thank you."

Song Chuan didn't respond, but continued to pass teacups to others silently, which meant that he didn't take special care of the girl, and he didn't want to cause such misunderstandings.When he just entered adolescence, he also thought about how beautiful he would find a wife in the future, but those thoughts seemed to only flash through his adolescence, and when he found out that he had someone he liked At that time, that person was already a man, and he was still by his side every day.At that time, he was terrified, struggling every day between telling Yu Chenyuan directly or pushing Yu Chenyuan down.Over time, there are only two types of people left in his emotional world, one is Yu Chenyuan, and the other is the person who covets Yu Chenyuan.

After waiting for 10 minutes for the food to be served, Song Chuan happened to receive a call from Yu Chenyuan. He naturally got up and walked to the empty aisle to answer.

"Brother, are you finished?" Song Chuan didn't want to ask questions like the dress has been tried, because if he continued to ask, he would continue to ask whether it fits, whether it looks good, and it wasn't for him, and he felt uncomfortable if asked.

"It's over, have you eaten yet?"

"Just about to eat, are you going home for dinner tonight? I'll go shopping for food?"

"No, uncle said to go home to eat tonight, and told me to take you back!"

"I'm not going, you go home early at night." Speaking of Song Jikun, Song Chuan will automatically retire all his modest and polite pretense, becoming merciless.

"Xiao Chuan, he is your father, it's just a meal!"

"I know, tell him next time, I'm busy."

"I'll pick you up after get off work, go eat something light, or your stomach will feel uncomfortable."

"Brother!" Song Chuan called out but didn't continue.

"how?"

"I just want to call you."

"Xiao Chuan."

"what's up?"

"I just want to call you, let's go eat!"

Yu Chenyuan hung up the phone, Song Chuan frowned, showing an imperceptible smile, put away the phone and walked back to his seat.As soon as he entered the seat, a colleague wentssiping: "Who are you calling? Girlfriend?"

Song Chuan just smiled, neither admitting nor denying, but the girl sitting next to him looked a little frustrated.

After eating, several people hurried back to the heated office. After lunch break, they got busy in the afternoon, and before they knew it, it was time to get off work.Song Chuan didn't want to work overtime today. In fact, he didn't want to be blocked by Yu Chenyuan, but he didn't expect him to be the first to rush downstairs. Yu Chenyuan had already parked his car on the side of the road, staring at him as he walked out of the office gate with a smile on his face.

"Brother, you missed work today!" Song Chuan walked up to Yu Chenyuan.

Yu Chenyuan lazily leaned on the car door and replied, "Don't think I don't know what you're thinking. I'll ask for leave and get off work early to pick you up. No conditions are allowed! Get in the car!" Chuan got into the car, and Song Chuan walked to the car door resentfully, staring at Yu Chenyuan with eyes full of reluctance, and suddenly he played a mischievous brush on Yu Chenyuan's meticulously groomed hair, and Huanqin quickly got into the car and locked the door superior.

"Little bastard, you forgot how you got spanked before, haven't you?" Yu Chenyuan scolded into the car window.

Song Chuan put down the glass, and said seriously to the face outside the window: "I took off my pants to beat you now, do you want to beat me?"

……

When the car started, Song Chuan's first thought was to be addicted to cigarettes. He smoked a little too much last night. Today he tried not to smoke as much as possible, which made him uncomfortable now that he is addicted.His eyes subconsciously scanned back and forth in the car, and when he saw the express box on the driver's console, the emotion he had finally suppressed resurfaced, and the pain became even worse.He snorted and turned his head out of the window pretending not to see, Yu Chenyuan couldn't help asking: "Are you not used to going to work? I haven't heard you talk about work recently."

"It's okay, Mr. Wang said that I will become a full-time employee after I graduate." Song Chuan replied absent-mindedly.

"But I don't think you are very motivated. Didn't you choose your major because you like it? Do you think it's different from what you imagined?"

"Brother, you send me back to the dormitory, I don't want to eat." Song Chuan changed the subject abruptly.

"Xiao Chuan, this is not my uncle's request, but your obligation. If you can give me a reason for not going home for dinner, I will send you back to the dormitory."

Song Chuan couldn't tell, he knew why Song Jikun asked them to go home for dinner at this time, he couldn't escape talking about Yu Chenyuan and Song Sirui's engagement, but he couldn't tell Yu Chenyuan 'I don't want you to get engaged'.So he simply shut his mouth, and turned his head out of the window in a breathless manner.

"Brother, I want to smoke." Song Chuan finally couldn't bear it any longer, and turned to apply to Yu Chenyuan with a cold face. After a while, Yu Chenyuan replied: "How much did you smoke today?"

"Half pack."

"Only one."

Hearing this, Song Chuan opened the glass window, and the cold wind came in. He lit a cigarette, resting his elbow on the window, staring quietly at Yu Chenyuan in the rearview mirror, taking a puff of the cigarette and forgetting to spit it out.

After a while, Song Chuan threw away the cigarette butt and said to Yu Chenyuan seriously: "Brother, when will you get married?"

"At the end of the year, in December. What?"

"After you get married, I want to change places."

Yu Chenyuan was slightly startled, "Where do you want to go?"

Song Chuan closed the car window and said calmly: "It's all right, if I can, I want to go abroad to see."

"Alright, do you want to continue your current major or study something else? I'll take a look at the school first, and discuss it with my uncle another day." Yu Chenyuan told Song Chuan that the only thing he could think of when he wanted to go abroad was to study. He didn't want Song Chuan to go alone. Working in a foreign country, it is not an exaggeration to say that he has single-handedly brought up Song Chuan, and it is not wrong to say that he is like a parent who is reluctant to bear Song Chuan being wronged.

"If I leave, will you miss me?" Song Chuan forcibly changed the subject again.

"nonsense!"

"I'll miss you too."

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