Crush addiction

Song Chuan didn't remember how he returned to the room, holding the box that just filled his palm in his hand, but it was as if he owned the whole universe.He almost stopped breathing when he saw the contents of the box for the first time, and his fingers rubbed the outline of the bronze sculpture as if to describe his mood.He sat upright by the desk, staring at the box in his hand for a long time, as if opening the box again with great courage, his hands trembled involuntarily, not in pain but in ecstasy.

The box is very small, and the things inside can be said to be waste products that should be thrown into the trash can in the eyes of others, but Yu Song Chuan is a priceless treasure.He carefully held the top paper airplane in the box with his fingertips, unable to restrain his heart beating wildly, the picture in his memory came vividly in front of his eyes - Yu Chenyuan looked at him with a slightly mature smile when he was young, and handed a brand new test paper Spread it in front of his eyes and say, "Come on, write down all your troubles."

He slowly unfolded the paper airplane, and the yellowed test paper was no longer brand new. The handwriting he wrote on it was crooked and looked strange, and the content written on it also fell apart from his memory.What was written on it was not his troubles, but a naive oath - when he grows up, he will make money for brother Chenyuan that he can't spend, and buy a bigger house!As long as the two of us live.

The corners of his mouth turned up uncommonly, and he thought that he was planning to kidnap his brother and run away at that time!He felt as if he had suddenly come from the icy and snowy Antarctic to the scorching summer of Hainan, and the blood in his body was boiling all of a sudden.

Song Chuan took a deep breath, calmed down, carefully folded the test paper back and put it aside, and then took out a piece of paper underneath, or only half a palm left, and the edge was burnt Mark of.He is very familiar with the handwriting on the piece of paper, and he can even remember the content.It was the love letter he wrote to Yu Chenyuan at the end of the college entrance examination, and it happened to be the last signature here, with the words 'Chenyuan, I love you forever!Song Chuan'.He thought it was probably left over when he burned it in front of Yu Chenyuan's bed. He didn't find it but was picked up by Yu Chenyuan. Although it was only this small piece, Yu Chenyuan had received his love letter, which made the corners of his mouth turn up again. Warped a little.

At the bottom is a photo, which was torn up and carefully glued together. In the photo, there is only a back view, a back view of walking in the sun with a schoolbag hanging on one shoulder.

Song Chuan suddenly felt that the backpack on his back was very familiar. Although it was not a special style, he still couldn't help thinking that his schoolbag belonged to him.He immediately got up and opened the closet, hoping that the schoolbag from that year hadn't been thrown into the trash can.However, I searched the whole house and couldn't find it. In the end, I sat down on the ground leaning against the wardrobe in frustration, reading the poems written on the back of the photo over and over again.

It's a dwindling mind,

It is the inexplicable sadness before raising the chopsticks,

It is an unchanging feast in memory,

It's a drunkenness that can't be drunk or can't be drunk.

Song Chuan was very familiar with Yu Chenyuan's handwriting in the past few months. Although there were some changes, he still recognized it was written by Yu Chenyuan at a glance.He couldn't understand the content of the poem deeply, but he felt a protruding hot current piercing his heart, as if something was in his throat, and he could speak it out, but he couldn't open his mouth anyway.

The turmoil in his heart calmed down, and the momentary ecstasy subsided quietly. Song Chuan smoked one cigarette after another for a whole night. He thought about many things this night, about Yu Chenyuan, about the past, about the future, about him And Yu Chenyuan's future.At dawn, he finally pinched out the cigarette butt, grabbed the box and hurried out of the smoky room. He didn't say hello to Song's mother who got up early in the living room downstairs.

Song Chuan felt that his brain was on fire, and he felt that he was extremely calm. He knew exactly what he wanted to do, but he couldn't stop himself.He flew all the way to Wang Zhifei's house and rushed upstairs without stopping.

Wang Zhifei burst into anger when he got up from the bed, "Why are you crazy, what time is it now!"

"Tell me, who is this figure from the back?" Song Chuan didn't even enter the door, and handed a scarred photo to Wang Zhifei.

Wang Zhifei squinted his eyes impatiently for a long time before saying, "Isn't this you?"

"you sure?"

"How can you admit your mistake after watching your stalwart back for so many years!" Wang Zhifei said with certainty.

Song Chuan suddenly laughed, his sudden laughter echoed throughout the aisle, even the corners of his eyes were full of joy.He put the photo away, and said to Wang Zhifei with a smile, "Help me book two air tickets, any country is fine. The flight will take off at [-]:[-] noon tomorrow. I will text you the ID number."

"What? This is what you want to do?" Wang Zhifei watched in amazement as Song Chuan turned around and slammed his head against the open door. As a result, Song Chuan touched his forehead as if nothing had happened, and laughed a few times. go.At this moment, he couldn't help but feel that Song Chuan was probably stupid because he couldn't bear Yu Chenyuan's marriage, but Uncle Song's smile that was full of spring made him panic.He shrugged his shoulders and shook off his goosebumps, yawned and was about to go back to the room and sleep in the cage, but when he got to the bedside, his phone rang on the bedside table, and he picked it up habitually, and instantly lost sleepiness.

"Damn it!" Wang Zhifei cursed, staring at the phone closely. One of the ID numbers Song Chuan sent him was Uncle Song himself, and the other was Yu Chenyuan, who was getting married tomorrow. Suddenly, a thought popped into his mind—Song The uncle plans to elope with his brother!

Wang Zhifei felt that he should persuade Song Chuan, but he couldn't get through when he called Song Chuan. He didn't know whether he should help Song Chuan or inform Yu Chenyuan to take precautions.When Yu Qing and Yu Li's views were in opposition, he was so entangled that he couldn't make a choice, so he resolutely knocked on Liu Yu's door opposite him.

After Song Chuan showed his face in front of Wang Zhifei, he seemed to disappear. Not only Wang Zhifei could not find him, but even the Song family could not find him.Early in the morning, Song Jikun got angry at home, and he didn't calm down until Yu Chenyuan's motorcade came to the door.

Yu Chenyuan was stopped outside the door by the bridesmaids, singing and dancing, finally picked up Song Sirui, and then the mighty motorcade circled around the city before arriving at the hotel.

There was nothing special about the wedding scene. If you say it is extravagant, it is better to call it extravagant. The huge banquet hall is decorated with splendor and splendor. If you look at it by the standards of today's young people, it can be called vulgar. The main reason is that it is all written by Song Jikun.But Song Jikun couldn't be blamed for this, he had asked the two juniors at that time, Yu Chenyuan said it was all right, Song Sirui said whatever he wanted, now no one has the right to say no.

In the banquet hall full of guests, as soon as the auspicious time came, Song Sirui appeared at the door holding Song Jikun's hand, and the overlapping flower arches in front led to the other end where Yu Chenyuan was.In the accompaniment of the wedding march, Song Sirui walked slowly onto the red carpet paved with roses, while Yu Chenyuan stood on the other side in white clothes like pines and cypresses.

When Song Sirui walked up to Yu Chenyuan, Song Jikun held her hand and handed it to Yu Chenyuan, saying earnestly: "Chenyuan, I'll leave her to you, and the Song family will rely on you from now on."

Yu Chenyuan smiled slightly, and led Song Sirui up the stage through the steps filled with flowers and rain.

The master of ceremonies talked about the new couple's love story calmly using exaggerated and associative rhetorical techniques while speaking familiar words.Of course, the story was provided by the employer, and he was only responsible for embellishing it. Starting from when the two were seven or eight years old, the big screen on the stage began to show photos of the two when they were young, although there were not many of them, and basically Song Sirui stood far away from Yu Chen Far.

"It seems that the groom has always been disliked since he was a child, and it's not easy to get to where he is today!" the master of ceremonies teased jokingly, causing the audience to burst into laughter.

The two people in the photos grew up gradually, and Song Chuan appeared in some photos, and the master of ceremonies never forgot to tease the groom whenever he found an opportunity.Yu Chenyuan kept smiling all the time, no matter what the master of ceremonies said, he would not refute, until a patched photo appeared on the big screen, the young back in the photo made his heart tremble violently.Then there was the poem behind the photo, the master of ceremonies read it directly as if it was written by the bride to the groom.

"It's a dwindling mind,

It is the inexplicable sadness before raising the chopsticks,

It is an unchanging feast in memory,

It's a drunkenness that can't be drunk or can't be drunk. "

The master of ceremonies turned to Song Sirui and said, "I can't see that the bride is still so romantic—"

However, the master of ceremonies didn't finish his words, and Song Chuan's face appeared on the big screen. He was wearing a black dress with a blue rose pinned on his chest, and he looked like Yu Chenyuan's reverse color.As if staring at Yu Chenyuan through the screen, he spoke as if announcing the world.

"Chenyuan, the end of the world, this life is with you. Only you and me, follow me."

Yu Chenyuan froze in place for an instant. Not only him, but most of the people on the scene didn't react. The one who reacted the fastest was the master of ceremonies. He immediately said, "Isn't this a surprise prepared by someone? Could it be that they are here to snatch the groom?" He said it as a joke, and there was another burst of laughter in the audience, but it was not as loud as before. Many people present knew Song Jikun, the youngest son.

After the MC joked, Song Chuan appeared directly at the door of the banquet hall, separated from Yu Chenyuan by a long red carpet, and shouted to the stage from a distance: "Chenyuan, follow me."

At this moment, the arena was quiet, as if everyone was holding their breaths. When Song Chuan yelled a second time, he was suddenly interrupted by someone rushing over.

"Chenyuan, follow--"

Song Jikun rushed up involuntarily, picked up a chair and threw it at Song Chuan's leg, cursing, "Bastard, what nonsense are you talking about!"

Song Chuan was beaten to the ground, stared coldly at Song Jikun, then stood up covering his legs, his hands were covered with blood, he continued to walk forward regardless, staring at Yu Chenyuan and continued to shout: "Chenyuan, come with me!" I'm going."

Song Jikun was so angry that he picked up the chair and threw it at Song Chuan's back, cursing, "Shut up, get out!"

This time Song Chuan was hit so hard that he threw himself forward, staggered a few steps and stood up again.

At this moment, Song Sirui glanced sideways at Yu Chenyuan, and said with a smile, "You're really worthless!"

Yu Chenyuan stared at Song Sirui in a blink of an eye, and after a while he finally started to run off the stage. He rushed to the stage in a hurry, and stood quietly in front of Song Chuan, his words turned into breaths.Song Chuan was still staring at him and repeated: "Chenyuan, follow me."

"How is your leg?" Yu Chenyuan took a deep breath and squatted down to check Song Chuan's bleeding calf. Song Chuan pulled him up and said, "Follow me."

"Xiao Chuan." Yu Chenyuan raised his voice and then lowered his voice, "You are injured, go to the hospital first." He searched around in the crowd, looking for someone to take Song Chuan to the hospital, but he didn't see Song Chuan The two good brothers.

"Chenyuan, get out of the way." Song Jikun pulled Song Chuan back violently, as if he really wanted to kill his son.

Song Sirui suddenly stepped down on high heels, looked around the faces of several people, and suddenly threw the bouquet on Yu Chenyuan's face, and said to Song Jikun, "Dad, stop fighting, I will not marry this marriage!"

Before Song Jikun could speak, Yu Chenyuan apologized, "Si Rui, I'm sorry!"

Song Sirui laughed twice, making it difficult to understand whether she was smiling for real or fake, and finally slapped Yu Chenyuan on the face and said, "I forgive you! When you pay back what our family owed you, it is now clear. After she finished speaking, she took off her high heels and threw them on the ground, took off her veil and ran out of the hotel barefoot. Song's mother hurriedly chased after her and shouted, "Sisi, Sisi, where are you going? Sisi! What's going on here?" you come back!"

"Follow me." Song Chuan still stubbornly refused to change his words. Song Jikun kicked his injured calf almost at the same time.

"Chenyuan, don't protect him." Song Jikun was really angry.

"Uncle, it's my fault that you hit me." Yu Chenyuan refused to give in, and Song Jikun felt a blood stick in his chest instantly.

Seeing that Song Jikun didn't speak, Yu Chenyuan turned around to persuade Song Chuan: "Xiao Chuan, be obedient, go to the hospital first." He was hit twice by an adult man with a heavy wooden chair, and it was a lie to say that he was not injured.Song Chuan hurriedly grabbed him and said eagerly: "Chenyuan come with me, I beg you!"

"Xiao Chuan, I can't go, you go to the hospital first, I'll see you when I'm done."

Song Chuan didn't want to leave, he knew he should tie Yu Chenyuan up and carry him on the plane, but Yu Chenyuan suddenly hit his ear, shook his hand gently and said softly, "Wait for me."

Song Chuan stared firmly at Yu Chenyuan who was retreating. At this moment, Zheng Jiawei appeared from nowhere and said to Yu Chenyuan, "I'll take him to the hospital."

In the end, Song Chuan still left, just because of Yu Chenyuan's "wait for me".And Song Jikun finally spat out the blood that was stuck in his chest when Song Chuan left. He was panting for breath and was about to fall down. Yu Chenyuan hurried up to support him.

"Uncle, sit down first, I'll call an ambulance."

Song Jikun stopped him and asked, "Is the matter between you and Song Chuan true?"

Yu Chenyuan paused, and replied firmly: "Yes."

At that moment, Song Jikun really wanted to die like this, he felt that he was too old to care about the next generation's affairs.He lay powerlessly on a chair, waiting for the ambulance to arrive.Yu Chenyuan called Song Jikun's full-time driver and asked him to take care of Song Jikun first. He turned and walked to the stage, but the master of ceremonies hadn't left yet. Seeing him coming up, he was very at a loss. It was probably the first time he presided over such a wedding.

At this moment, the whole hall was in chaos, Yu Chenyuan took the microphone in the hands of the master of ceremonies and stood in front of the stage and said: "Dear relatives and friends, Mr. Yu is here to apologize to everyone. Today, it is Uncle Song and Mr. Yu who treat everyone to a meal. Everyone Don't be polite. Yu knows that many of you here are elders, and Yu is not senior enough, so I will definitely come to the door in person to accompany the crime someday."

After Yu Chenyuan finished speaking with trepidation and trepidation, there was an uproar in the banquet hall. Obviously, now he has no time to take care of everyone, and he can't control what others comment. He only informs the person in charge of the hotel to open the banquet.Then he carried Song Jikun out, waited at the door for a while for the ambulance to arrive, and he went to the hospital together.

After checking that Song Jikun was fine, Yu Chenyuan hurried back to the hotel.At the entrance of the hotel, he met Song's mother who didn't chase Song Sirui back, and without even a chance to say a word, Song's mother slapped him twice.After Song's mother scolded all the words that should be scolded, he said lightly: "Auntie, uncle is in the hospital. I asked the driver to take you to accompany him. He is fine, just a little angry."

Song's mother hummed and hummed, but finally couldn't find any words to scold, so she went to the hospital with the driver.And when Yu Chenyuan returned to the banquet hall, many guests had already left, so he still gave away what was left, and arranged what should be arranged, no matter what others said, he did not lose the slightest courtesy.

He was busy until it got dark, and he was the only one left in the whole banquet hall. He sat on the steps of the central stage weakly, staring blankly at the empty hall. He felt as if he had died once.

The author has something to say: it is a matter of mind that makes people lose weight day by day,

It is the inexplicable sadness before raising the chopsticks,

It is an unchanging feast in memory,

It's a drunkenness that can't be drunk or can't be drunk.

—— "The Banquet of Love" Xi Murong

Although the perspective is mainly Song Chuan, I found that Yu Chenyuan was the one who abused from the beginning to the end!Being a forbearing Mensao is too internally hurt~~~~~