Crush addiction

The next day, Kuang Yuan called out from the attic early in the morning: "Chenyuan, come down!"

Song Chuan casually found a magazine by the bed, raised his hand and threw it out to the balcony, then hugged Yu Chenyuan tightly under the quilt, "You promised to ignore him, he's plotting something wrong."

"What is he plotting against? Get up!" Yu Chenyuan sat up first, and Song Chuan pushed him back.

"Don't make trouble, you haven't had a good breakfast since the holiday! Be good." Yu Chenyuan coaxed.

"You promise me!" Song Chuan refused to move.

"I won't have anything to do with Kuang Yuan other than our former classmates, I assure you!"

Yu Chenyuan spoke very firmly, but this did not increase his affection for Kuang Yuan. He turned over and hugged Yu Chenyuan and said, "I believe you, but I don't trust him, so ignore him!"

"Okay, I'll ignore him!" Yu Chenyuan pulled Song Chuan up from the bed, both of them dressed naked in the hut, Song Chuan still continued his beach style, Yu Chenyuan put on a long sleeve to cover the marks on his body .

Kuang Yuan was waiting downstairs for the two to go downstairs, and when he saw Yu Chenyuan was about to go up to say hello, Song Chuan led him indiscriminately. He was left far behind by the two of them, and Song Chuan smiled provocatively at him.

In the restaurant, Wang Zhifei and Xia Mengxi were already full. When they saw Song Chuan and the others coming over, Wang Zhifei shouted: "Song Chuan, why are you so undisciplined, you slipped away halfway, you are so uncooperative!"

"I've never had a sense of collective honor!" Song Chuan sat down and immediately changed his tone, "How many days do you plan to play? Chenyuan and I plan to go back in the afternoon!" He didn't ask Yu Chenyuan about this decision, but Yu Chenyuan was not surprised when he heard it.

Kuang Yuan, who was lagging behind, walked over slowly and heard this sentence. He stared at Yu Chenyuan for a long time, remained silent, and was no longer as shameless as yesterday.

Wang Zhifei was the first to object: "I refuse, a brother who doesn't show loyalty is not a good brother! I want to complain to the organization!" Song Chuan glanced at him indifferently, and put a steamed stuffed bun in Yu Chenyuan's bowl.

"Song Xuedi, is it because of me?" Kuang Yuan interjected.

Song Chuan replied with a smile: "How come!" No!

Kuang Yuan was taken aback, Yu Chenyuan patted Song Chuan on the shoulder and stood up, and said to Kuang Yuan: "I have something to tell you, come here!" Song Chuan immediately got up to follow.

"Sit down and eat." Yu Chenyuan pushed Song Chuan back, Kuang Yuan looked at Song Chuan first, and then walked out with Yu Chenyuan to the shipwreck.

Wang Zhifei asked incomprehensibly, "What happened to Senior Kuang and Brother Chen Yuan?"

Xia Mengxi put down the spoon, stared gossipingly at the two people who walked to the beach, then glanced at Song Chuan and said tentatively, "I didn't understand before, but now I understand, what happened to the two of them back then."

Song Chuan turned his gaze to Xia Mengxi, she paused and said, "Kuang Yuan dropped out of school only when he was a junior. He said he dropped out, but in fact he just stopped coming suddenly. He said he went home one weekend and never showed up again. At that time, he and Yu Chenyuan had a very good relationship. Later, I heard that he had gone abroad and hadn’t been back for several years. I didn’t know until the year before last when he came out to the classmate reunion. His father forced him to go abroad because of his with men."

Song Chuan remained expressionless, and after a long while Xia Mengxi laughed and said, "Actually, it happened so many years ago, who still misses who! Isn't it?"

Song Chuan shook his head slightly, then got up and walked directly towards Yu Chenyuan and Kuang Yuan. Wang Zhifei suddenly felt that something was wrong. The calmer Song Chuan was, the more angry he was. Would he like to persuade him? , but Song Chuan didn't move when he saw the Buddha's blocking and killing Buddha's eyes.

Song Chuan approached the two people at the beach, only to hear Kuang Yuan say to Yu Chenyuan solemnly, "Chenyuan, I'm really sorry! I owe you so many years, I actually—"

Kuang Yuan was punched before he could finish speaking, and Yu Chenyuan stopped Song Chuan when he wanted to hit him again.

"Xiao Chuan, don't do anything!"

"Since he apologized to you, he must have done something sorry for you. What's wrong with me hitting him for you?"

Yu Chenyuan couldn't understand Song Chuan's logic at all. He glared at Song Chuan, then pulled him away and said to Kuang Yuan, "How is it? His child's temper hasn't changed yet, so I apologize on his behalf."

Kuang Yuan suddenly laughed, "Child temper? He is taller than you, Chen Yuan, is he raising a child or falling in love? I recognize this punch, but it's not as ruthless as yours. Back then, you didn't even say a word to keep me!" He Then he turned to Song Chuan and asked, "Is this acting bravely again?"

Kuang Yuan's words made Song Chuan's heart skip a few beats, he dragged Yu Chen away and rushed forward again.Kuang Yuan is also a man, and he also harbors unwillingness in his heart. The two of them seemed to want to fight a long time ago, and the fight broke out like a flash flood, and no one could get in for a while.In the end, the security officer who was on duty separated the two.

"Song Chuan, violence can't solve any problems! When will you get rid of this problem?" Yu Chenyuan was really angry. He rarely called Song Chuan by his first and last name like this.

Song Chuan was stunned, and replied: "I'm not solving problems, or using violence!" He thought of the year he learned to smoke, which happened to be the year Kuang Yuan left, and thought of the two cigarettes that Yu Chenyuan used before entering the house every day. The cigarette was smoked for Kuang Yuan, and he felt uncomfortable all over.

"Matures should first learn to control their emotions, don't say it's for me, you're just venting your anger!"

"Yes! I'm just angry. Thinking of how sad you are for him, I want to think that I played too lightly. It's best to let him lie in bed for the rest of his life, lest he come to you again!"

Yu Chenyuan stared at Song Chuan and exhaled softly, "Calm down first, and think about the problem. I'll take Kuang Yuan to get the medicine first."

Although Kuang Yuan's nose bleeds all over the place, Song Chuan's face was also blue in several places, and he was hit in several places. Yu Chenyuan didn't even ask him if it hurts. Seeing Yu Chenyuan supporting Kuang Yuan away, Song Chuan instantly I feel wronged.When the spectators dispersed, he was still in a daze and became overwhelmed. He glanced at the hickeys exposed in the torn shirt on his body and suddenly regretted it. He could trust Yu Chenyuan unconditionally, but he couldn't either. Get rid of the insecurity in his heart, that's why he hates Kuang Yuan so much.What he regretted was not that he beat Kuang Yuan, but that he shouldn't have let Yu Chenyuan know in front of Yu Chenyuan, and even quarreled with Yu Chenyuan because of Kuang Yuan, they had never quarreled before.

Wang Zhifei and Xia Mengxi came over, and seeing Song Chuan's distraught look, Wang Zhifei explained: "Song Chuan, I didn't say that every time you meet Brother Chen Yuan, you always blush like Guan Gong. Now it is a legal society. Hitting someone is against the law!"

"I know, I'm going for a walk, don't follow!" Song Chuan said lightly and walked towards the shallow beach where there were few people. The rest of Wang Zhifei and Xia Mengxi sighed and sighed.

After blowing the cold wind alone for an hour, Song Chuan completely calmed down, and finally realized his impulsiveness. He could never be as calm as Yu Chenyuan when facing emotional matters, and he couldn't take care of other people, even those he said would take care of him for a lifetime.

Suddenly, Song Chuan turned around and ran to the health center on the island. When he stopped panting, the nurse told him that Yu Chenyuan had left.He shook his head, flustered inexplicably, and hurried to the beach outside. He ran aimlessly on the beach looking for Yu Chenyuan's figure, and finally saw the person he was looking for at the place where he and Kuang Yuan were fighting.Only Yu Chenyuan stood alone in the sun, overlooking the sea.

"Chenyuan! I'm sorry!" Song Chuan stepped forward and put his arms around Yu Chenyuan's waist.

Yu Chenyuan let him hug him without moving, and asked softly, "Do you know what's wrong?"

"I shouldn't have quarreled with you."

"Ok?"

"I shouldn't have done anything to Kuang Yuan in front of you."

Yu Chenyuan couldn't help laughing. He patted Song Chuan on the back and asked, "What about last time? When did you meet? Did you do it too?"

"Three years ago, he played hooligans on you!"

Yu Chenyuan recalled the class reunion the year before last. He had never attended such a reunion after graduation. It was a whim, and he happened to meet Kuang Yuan, who had just returned to China. It seems that he is friends with the owner of that bar, and went to the bar to make him a glass of wine.He didn't remember very clearly what happened afterwards, and he couldn't even remember why Song Chuan was there that night.

"I went to pick you up that day, but I saw you going to the bar with a man after you came out, so I followed you." Song Chuan admitted voluntarily, "If he didn't plan to do something wrong, how could you be drunk!"

"Do you want to hear it?" Yu Chenyuan suddenly said something without beginning or end.Song Chuan walked beside him, their shoulders brushed together from time to time, they didn't understand what he said and subconsciously asked, "What?"

"It's about me and Kuang Yuan."

"As long as you are willing to speak, I am willing to listen to anything."

Yu Chenyuan thought for a while and said, "We had a good relationship in high school. It was an ordinary classmate relationship, but it wasn't particularly good. Later, when we met in the same university and the same dormitory, we gradually became good brothers, like you and Zhi Fly. Around my sophomore year, I realized that I had feelings for the same sex. At that time, I was quite panicked, and I didn’t even dare to have too much contact with the same sex. I was afraid of being seen out, so I naturally alienated Kuang Yuan.

However, one day he suddenly took the initiative to admit that he also likes the same sex, and I felt like I found the same kind among a group of scourges. During that time, we were like two door gods guarding the same secret, and we were together almost every day.It wasn't until the end of my junior year that he said he liked me, and we've bonded naturally since high school.But only one month later, he suddenly left the country. I don't know when he left. When we said goodbye, we said we would see each other next week, but we didn't want to see each other again until that class reunion. "

Song Chuan stopped immediately, stared straight at Yu Chenyuan and asked, "Do you like him?"

"I should have liked it. After all, he was really good to me in those years, and I have always been worried about not saying goodbye. But in fact, I am sorry for him and let down his feelings for so many years." Yu Chenyuan He paused before continuing, "I knew at the time that there would be no result between me and him, but I still accepted him. Maybe it was because I was actually unwilling in my heart!"

Song Chuan understood what Yu Chenyuan was unwilling to do. Song Jikun tied him to the Song family with the kindness of nurturing. If he happened to fall in love with Song Sirui, everything might be perfect, but it is a pity that feelings are not controlled by subjective consciousness, so he will be unwilling, unwilling His love that never came.

"Can I make up for your unwillingness?" Song Chuan turned around and hugged Yu Chenyuan, leaning his head against his ear slightly, he wanted to put all his tenderness on Yu Chenyuan's body.

"If it takes a lifetime, it's probably barely enough!" Yu Chenyuan smiled slightly.

"I reserve my next life for you!"

"But I've already made up my mind, I want to find a girl to marry in my next life!"

"Then I will be a girl in my next life."

Yu Chenyuan's smile turned into the sun above the island, warm enough to drive away the coldness of Song Chuan in winter.

The author has something to say: classmate Song Chuan fought again~~~ I feel sorry for him~~~ Is it really okay for adults to be so impulsive? ! !

_(:3」∠)_ You can hit me, but don’t hit me in the face~~~