Crush addiction

Once again stepping into the house that he hadn't set foot in for several months, Yu Chenyuan seemed to be in a lifetime. He was stunned at the door, and Song Chuan pulled his hand before he followed him in.There were only three members of the Song family in the huge living room. Mother Song and Song Sirui sat together, and Song Jikun sat alone at one end and stared coldly at the two people who came in from the outside, with a solemn expression like a tribunal.

Song Chuan and Yu Chenyuan stopped outside the sofa and stood side by side. Yu Chenyuan said to Song Jikun, "Uncle, I—" He glanced at Song Sirui, then at Song Chuan, not knowing how to start.

"You and Si Rui, follow me to the study." Song Jikun stood up as he spoke, turned around and walked upstairs.Yu Chenyuan and Song Sirui subconsciously looked at each other, and then followed Song Jikun. Song's mother looked back and forth between several people with a worried expression on her face, and pulled Song Sirui back and forth without saying anything.

"Mom, I'm fine." Song Sirui patted Mother Song's hand and walked up the stairs.

Song Chuan quietly stood aside like an audience outside the play and watched Yu Chenyuan go upstairs, until his back disappeared into the closed door of the study, he seemed to have recovered and began to feel uneasy.

The surroundings were eerily quiet, he walked around in a daze for a few times, and in a blink of an eye, he saw Mother Song staring at him, with obvious hatred in her eyes, even when he first came to Song's house, that look Never had.At this time, he had nothing to say to Mother Song, he could neither give up on Yu Chenyuan nor fulfill Song Sirui, for a moment he felt as if the air was condensed, smiled awkwardly at Mother Song and retreated to the gate.He sat on the steps of the door and took out a cigarette and smoked it irritably. His eyes turned involuntarily to the study room upstairs. The door was still tightly closed, and the upstairs was silent.

Song Chuan couldn't guess what Song Jikun wanted to do. In his eyes, Song Jikun was like a book written in a language he didn't understand. He would never be able to understand the content of the book. On the contrary, Song Sirui was much easier to guess.Although Song Jikun is romantic, his requirements for his daughter are very traditional. Although he can teach Song Chuan to go out and fool around with men after getting married, he cannot allow his daughter to marry such a man.Song Chuan couldn't understand Song Jikun's double standards, but he knew very well that Song Jikun would never accept that Song Sirui was pregnant out of wedlock, and he was a child who didn't know who his father was.

Therefore, if Song Sirui wanted to have a child, he could only tell Song Jikun that the child belonged to Yu Chenyuan.

Thinking of this, Song Chuan clenched his fists, he believed that Yu Chen would never lie to him, the child was not his, but what if?What if?He didn't dare to think about it.

At this moment, Song Chuan really understood the reason why Yu Chenyuan had been burying his feelings in his heart. Although he always said that everything about the Song family had nothing to do with him, in fact he didn't care so much in his heart, just like he was able to be with him without any scruples. Song Jikun's quarrel, in the final analysis, was because he was sure that Song Jikun would not really sever ties with him.The fetters of family affection accumulated over the years not only give him a backing he can rely on, but he should also be responsible to them for all his actions.

However, now because he put the whole family in an embarrassing situation, this is not an innocuous gossip outside, but a real hurdle in his heart.He couldn't face Mother Song, couldn't face Song Sirui, and couldn't face Song Jikun. He didn't understand the true meaning of what Yu Chenyuan said that night after he forced Yu Chenyuan that night.

It is not only love that makes up this society, but also many inescapable responsibilities.

When Song Chuan smoked his third cigarette, he was so startled by the quarrel upstairs that the cigarette burned his fingers. Although he couldn't hear the content clearly, he could tell that the quarrel was serious.

A moment later, the door of the study was opened violently, Song Sirui ran out angrily, and Song Jikun's voice rang out in the study.

"Si Rui, stop!"

Song Sirui stopped, she turned her head and yelled into the study: "Why can you allow your son to be gay and not accept your daughter having a child without a father? Don't you think I'm not ashamed enough? Yu Chenyuan, he likes men, he has always only liked men Man! What? Are you surprised? Do you want to know why he agreed to marry me? Because—”

"Si Rui!" Yu Chenyuan interrupted Song Sirui, Song Sirui sneered at him, turned and ran downstairs.

Song's mother stopped Song Sirui worriedly, Song Sirui paused and said to Song's mother: "Mom, I'm fine." After speaking, he strode towards the gate.

Song Chuan quietly looked at Song Sirui's expression of being an enemy of the world, and remembered that when she played truant from school and went abroad to chase men, he always thought Song Sirui was very egotistical, and he also thought that Song Sirui was brave when he pursued what he wanted.

"Go!" Song Sirui suddenly grabbed Song Chuan, who stared at her puzzled, and asked, "What are you going to do?"

"Can you stay here?" Song Sirui slanted his eyes, but he didn't let go of Song Chuan's hand.

Song Chuan was stunned for a moment, and even felt flattered. Song Sirui had never been so close to him since he was a child, and he didn't calm down until Song Sirui dragged him out of the gate, stuffed him into the car, and walked away in the background of the house .

"What do you want to say?" Song Chuan turned to Song Sirui and asked.

"I just want to experience the deep love between siblings." Song Sirui replied indifferently, driving the car very fast, running through red lights several times along the way, and finally parked the car on the side of the street unexpectedly.

People coming and going outside the car can't notice what happened to the people in the car, and those unfortunate onlookers who happened to others will never be able to empathize.

Song Sirui stared at the steering wheel and tears suddenly fell down in big drops. Song Chuan was at a loss for a while before he took out a few tissues and handed them over, saying, "Aside from getting Chen Yuan to admit that he is the father of the child, what can I do to help?" your?"

Song Sirui wiped away tears, and said calmly: "Song Chuan, why is Yu Chenyuan so nice to him?" Song Chuan stared blankly, then she suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly and continued, "You must never have imagined that I When I saw your mother, even my father thought I had forgotten it, but in fact I will never forget it. He walked down the street holding hands with a strange beautiful woman that day. He had never held hands like my mother before. It’s a pity that I was only 6 years old at the time, and all I could think of was that my dad was going to be the daddy of another child. I ran over and hugged him and kept crying. Until later, I understood the meaning of it, and I can never forget that scene. "

Song Chuan was stunned for a long time before finally saying: "I'm sorry."

"Why did you say sorry?" Song Sirui smiled suddenly.

"Because I failed to be a qualified younger brother, I remember that on the first night when I got home, you brought me a cup of hot milk and a storybook, although I didn't say a word to me, but I preconceived and rejected you close."

"Really? I don't even remember." Song Sirui continued after being silent for a while, "Actually, when I was young, I really wanted to have a younger brother or younger sister. Every time I heard someone call me older sister, I was very envious."

Song Chuan didn't know how to answer the conversation for a moment, and there was a moment of silence in the car. He suddenly asked, "Who is the father of the child? Why don't you want to marry him?"

"I said I don't know, do you believe it?" Song Sirui smiled wryly, "One-night stand, you will ask the other party if he wants to marry you?"

Song Chuan stared at Song Sirui in surprise, but the other party glanced at him coldly, "Actually, I'm also very surprised. I want to be born. Although he doesn't have a father, I will definitely not let him be like me or you. What do you think?" Can I be a good mother?"

"Sister." Song Chuan really wanted to dissuade Song Sirui, not because it involved Yu Chenyuan, but because he understood too well the feelings of a child without a father and being an unmarried mother.

"I know what you want to say, don't worry! Yu Chenyuan has already distanced himself from the child in front of dad!" Song Sirui said nonchalantly. Song Chuan wanted to say that he didn't mean it, so Song Sirui added, "Take me to dinner." Let's eat! You have never invited me to eat!"

Song Chuan smiled inexplicably, nodded and replied, "Okay, what do you want to eat?"

Song Chuan's cell phone rang before Song Sirui said what he wanted to eat, Song Sirui gave him a cold look, and ordered irrationally, "Don't answer, today is our sister and brother's date, and no one is allowed to answer the phone."

Song Chuan silently hung up the phone, and sent Yu Chenyuan a text message with only the word "very good". He knew that Yu Chenyuan must have come to ask Song Sirui.

Song Sirui excitedly drove the car to a crowded snack street, and said to Song Chuan, "Get out of the car."

Song Chuan frowned unconsciously, not to mention anything else, just so many people made him lose his appetite, but Song Sirui had already got off the car and squeezed into the crowd.

"Why are you in a daze? You don't want to pay, do you?" Song Sirui yelled at Song Chuan, who had no choice but to bite the bullet and get out of the car to follow.

In the past [-] years, Song Chuan has never eaten on such a crowded roadside. When he walked in, all kinds of smells mixed together made him dizzy.Song Sirui was already biting into a bunch of squid skewers, and stared back at Song Chuan to signal him to pay.After Song Chuan finished paying, she ate and said, "My third boyfriend brought me here. When he was still in college, he would use the money from a part-time job for a month to treat me to dinner."

Song Chuan walked beside her and asked, "And then? Why did you break up?"

"He thinks that Song Jikun has too much money, and he feels that I am not in the same world as me, so he will be with an elementary school girl." Song Sirui said very calmly, and then turned to a stall.

The two siblings just walked around the snack street for more than an hour. Song Sirui ate from the street to the end of the street, and finally returned to the car and concluded to Song Chuan: "I am very glad that you are willing to accompany me, thank you! "

Song Chuan didn't understand Song Sirui's reason for thanking him, obviously it didn't mean that he asked her to pay for a street snack.Song Sirui paused for a while and added: "I thank you for doing what I have always wanted to do but didn't do for me. I wish you and Yu Chenyuan a happy life together. Frankly speaking, I'm not sure if Yu Chenyuan really married me, we will be married. Whether life is good or bad, his feelings are hidden too deep. But now I feel very relaxed, if it is not because of you, he will probably never say no to Song Jikun."

"What do you mean?" Song Chuan felt that there was something in Song Sirui's words, but Song Sirui turned his head and got into the car. Before he could follow, Song Sirui yelled, "Go back by yourself!"

Then he was thrown on the side of the road, and the ostentatious SUV had poured into the traffic.He had no choice but to think that fortunately there were fewer people at night, so it was not too difficult to get a taxi.

It was midnight when Song Chuan got home, and when he opened the door, he saw Yu Chenyuan waiting for him on the sofa.Seeing him coming, he turned his head and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"No, how about you?" Song Chuan closed the door and entered the room. Yu Chenyuan had already got up and walked to the kitchen, and said, "I ate, how about the noodles? There is nothing in the refrigerator."

Song Chuan hummed and followed. He leaned on the door frame and watched Yu Chenyuan cook the noodles. After a while, he suddenly asked, "What did Dad tell you today? What did you promise him?"

Yu Chenyuan suddenly put down the things in his hands, stepped in front of Song Chuan and kissed him fiercely.

Song Chuan was stunned for a moment, but he quickly obeyed his physical instinct. He wrapped around Yu Chenyuan's waist, and was pressed against the door frame, kissing him breathlessly.It took Yu Chenyuan a long time to let go of him, he bit Yu Chenyuan's ear and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Where's Si Rui? What did she tell you?"

"Are you afraid of what she will tell me?"

"No!" Yu Chenyuan replied confidently, and then eagerly gnawed on it, with excessive enthusiasm.Song Chuan felt a thought flashing through his mind, but he couldn't resist Yu Chenyuan's enthusiasm, and instantly put aside the yin and yang schemes, leaving only the seven emotions and six desires.