Red Rose and White Rose GL

Zhou Tingyu was walking aimlessly on the street, and saw himself in a mess in the mirror on the side of the street.

The light boxes at the bus stops were replaced with advertisements celebrating the New Year, red lanterns and Chinese knots were hung on the street lamps, and small shops on the roadside also put up New Year slogans, and the windows were decorated in warm and moving red, creating a joyous atmosphere.

She continued to walk against the flow of people, not knowing where she would end up.When passing by a video store, Zhou Tingyu heard a girl singing in a slightly deep voice, accompanied by a melancholy melody.

orange fish

come and go freely

it can decide

travel without memories

blue sky

Birds fly by without a trace

well and calm

I breathe out

Outline your long back

tried hard

bring us closer

And I don't know

The Story of the Bird and the Fish

false

In fact, I am most afraid of you saying that sentence is impossible

Maybe it's moving when we don't meet each other far away

touching but silly

Can't bear

numb innocent

Naivety is more afraid of you saying that impossible

May run in opposite directions and stop intersecting is us

we turn around silently

turn around

just strangers

……

Tears fell down involuntarily again, and I finally understood that feeling. It turned out that when I was sad, I really felt that every song was singing my own mood.

When that person said it was impossible, did he ever think that he was cruel?When you decided to let go, did you feel even the slightest bit of reluctance?

She thought of the mornings when they cuddled together, the balcony where they shared the sun, and the park where they watched the sunset together.It turned out that I was not that important to her.All the efforts have become a joke, thinking that when they get closer and closer, that person is leaving them little by little, and their love is over before the future is lost to time and the secular world.

Han Lingxi may not understand how much energy she has devoted to this relationship, let alone her position in his heart.Feelings can never be measured by the length of time. Zhou Tingyu admits that she is a stubborn person. As long as she believes in something, she wants to hold on to it firmly. Think so.

Frustration, loss, confusion, and more heartache.

Wiping away tears, Zhou Tingyu turned and walked back.She knew that there were still people waiting for her at home.

Both Lin Yuzhi and Zhou An were sitting in the living room, their expressions not very good-looking.

Seeing Zhou Tingyu coming back, Lin Yuzhi stood up immediately, and asked sharply, "Where did you go, and you didn't answer the phone or send a text message? What do you want?"

Zhou Tingyu looked at his mother, "What do you want from me?"

"You went to see Ran Ran today, so you should know that she has a boyfriend, right? I didn't force it, did I? My mother told you a long time ago that you can't live forever. This is not love at all. "

Zhou An already knew the cause and effect, and was very worried about his daughter, "Ting Ting, although your mother spoke a little aggressively, she meant it for your own good, so don't go into a dead end..."

"Yeah, can I still hurt you? Tingting, forget about it. Mom will introduce you to a good boy later. You..."

"Mom, I think it's okay to be quiet by myself?" Zhou Tingyu's heart was pierced, and his headache was splitting. "I said, no matter what happens to us in the future, I will never see the man you arranged again."

"Why are you so stubborn?! Do you have to let others see the joke?" Lin Yuzhi's temper came up again, "Ran Ran said she was just kidding with you, what's the point of you insisting on it alone? Qi Zheng is engaged, and Ran Ran also has Boyfriend, what are you going to do to make your parents look down in front of the neighbors for the rest of their lives?"

"Is your face more important than my happiness?"

"Nonsense! I am here for your happiness!"

Zhou Tingyu didn't want to argue, she was exhausted physically and mentally and just wanted to go back to her room alone.But my mother was aggressive and continued to chatter: "What kind of evil have you fallen into? My parents are both experienced. We are afraid that you will take a detour and help you make the right choice..."

"There is no such thing as a right choice!" Zhou Tingyu couldn't bear it anymore and interrupted Lin Yuzhi, "We can only work hard to make our choices correct. You are not me, how can you make decisions for me? How do you know me? What do you think?"

"I'm not doing it for you..."

"Can you stop forcing your outlook on life and values ​​on me?"

Zhou Tingyu looked into Lin Yuzhi's eyes, "I have never listened to you since I was a child. If you think girls are suitable for playing the piano, you can enroll me in interest classes. Although I am not interested, you do it; you keep me No. 1 every day. The cram school was full for me all weekend, I didn’t even have time to play with my friends, so I did it; you wanted me to go to the key school you picked, so I did it; you think Qizheng is right for me, let us be together I did it; you wanted me to study abroad and I did, but Mom, those are not what I want, but what you want, you always want me to fulfill your dream, so what about my dream?"

Lin Yuzhi was stunned. She had always been very proud of her educational achievements, but she never expected her daughter to complain so much about herself.

"I've worked so hard to educate you, but you miss your mother like this?" Lin Yuzhi was filled with shame and annoyance, "Then tell me what your dream is, bet your youth and find a woman to live your life with? You Does it have to be so different?"

"I'm not different." Zhou Tingyu's eyes were full of disappointment. "Actually, our relationship is very ordinary and ordinary. We want to live a stable and ordinary life more than anyone else, but you have long used your prejudice to label us as heterogeneous." .”

Lin Yuzhi couldn't listen at all, "I am biased? Okay, okay, you will talk back when you grow up. Since you are obsessed with obsession, I, I must wake you up!"

She picked up a feather duster and rushed over to knock Zhou Tingyu on the back. While beating, she said bitterly, "I've made you obsessed, I've made you obsessed! Do you admit it!"

Zhou Tingyu didn't stop or hide, he stood stubbornly, gritted his teeth and held back tears, and said, "I'm right, why do I have to admit my mistake?"

Zhou An hurried up to grab Lin Yuzhi, "Speak up if you have something to say, why beat the child!"

"Can she listen? If I don't wake her up, she won't know how confused she is!"

Seeing Zhou Tingyu sweating in pain and Lin Yuzhi crying, her daughter is the flesh that fell from her body, how could she not feel distressed?

"Don't be so stubborn, can you? She doesn't want you anymore, what do you want to do! Why don't you understand mother's heart..."

"If I like it, I can choose, and I don't want to let myself do this." Zhou Tingyu looked at his mother sadly, "I don't live to show off to anyone, and I don't want to be with Ting Yu to prove that our relationship must be better than yours. I just don’t want to pretend to be myself for anyone. These years, I’m not happy at all.”

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"What did you do! You should be hospitalized when you are diagnosed, and you have to delay me for a few days. For the patient, every minute is a matter of life and death. If the patient loses his temper, you are ignorant as a brother!!"

Du Yi was scolded bloody, nodded and apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I will definitely cooperate in the future!"

"Why did you go early?!"

"I don't dare anymore!..."

The attending doctor was still complacent about cursing. He drank saliva to moisten his throat, and said with a cold snort, "Start chemotherapy within two days. Remember to take care of the patient's emotions. Three points treat seven points mood, understand?"

"Okay, thank you doctor..."

Walking out of the office in disgrace, Du Yi wiped the sweat off his face.I was summoned by the attending doctor and thought I had something to tell me, but it turned out that I was specially asked to be scolded, maybe it was a bit fierce, and it was for the sake of the patient.

Walking back to the ward, Zhang Fenglan and Han Xu were sitting on chairs outside wiping tears.

"Auntie, Uncle." Du Yi sat next to them and lowered his head in shame, "I'm sorry about Lingxi, I didn't tell you earlier, and I scared you."

"Auntie will beat you hard." Zhang Fenglan was sobbing, "That girl in our family has such a character that she will do such things."

"No, no, no, I should hit her, I shouldn't indulge her." Du Yi thought for a while and asked: "There is one thing I don't understand, did Lingxi suffer from a similar disease before? She seems to be very aware of the condition, But I didn't tell her what the doctor told me."

"Of course she understands." Zhang Fenglan and Han Xu looked at each other with a serious expression, "Her grandfather also had acute leukemia, and he died in just a few months."

"Ah?" Du Yi was taken aback, "Didn't Grandpa go to the countryside to retire?"

"Although leukemia is not contagious, some children will talk nonsense when they are ignorant. At that time, we were afraid of causing bad influence on Ran Ran, so we didn't tell the truth to the outside world."

"Then is this disease due to genetic factors?"

"The doctor said that the probability is very small, and it cannot be judged that it must be."

Han Xu recalled the past, "At that time, my dad took her out to play and fainted halfway. She was sent to the hospital to be diagnosed with leukemia. After chemotherapy, medication, and injections, there was a lot of trouble. Ran Ran stayed at the hospital every day after school. Talking about the disease, she chased after the doctor in charge to ask, and she looked it up on the Internet, and she shed tears when she saw her grandfather suffering. Unfortunately, he couldn't bear it in the end. He developed a serious infection during chemotherapy and went directly. On the day of leaving, Ran Ran took the high school entrance examination , we all kept it a secret and didn't tell her until the exam was over. Ran Ran was hit hard, and since then the child has become more and more rebellious."

Du Yi gradually recalled that Han Lingxi did not get in touch with her for a while after the high school entrance examination. At that time, the two families were far away from each other and they went to different schools. Du Yi thought that Han Lingxi was traveling with her parents during the holiday. Now I think she is hiding at home and crying. .

"Since grandpa had this disease, didn't you notice that Lingxi's body is abnormal?"

Han Xu said regretfully: "Who would have thought that it would be such a coincidence that she also had a fever and nosebleeds before, but the physical examination report was normal. Who knows this time...it's our carelessness."

Du Yi frowned, "Too bad, will she have a psychological shadow because of the deterioration of her grandfather's condition?"

"Don't talk about her, I'm afraid." Zhang Fenglan choked up, "Why did such a thing happen to Ran Ran at such a young age, I would rather be the one who got sick!"

"What did the doctor tell you?"

"If the M5 type is not well relieved, it is prone to extramedullary infiltration. Look at the results after one treatment. Various complications may occur during the period. Each person's situation is different, and the response and degree of treatment are also different. The doctor told us to have it. Mentally prepare."

The more Zhang Fenglan spoke, the more sad she became, tears streaming down her face, "If you are cured, you will suffer, but if you die, you will definitely not be able to do it. There are still many hurdles to overcome. Even if the transplantation is successful, there may be severe immune reactions, or infection, or relapse. Although chemotherapy will alleviate the disease, it will also cause great harm to the body. In the future, her fertility, physical fitness, and life expectancy will be different from ordinary people. I am really afraid that she will not be able to persist..."

"No, Lingxi is still young, and the level of medical treatment is getting better and better now." Du Yi encouraged the elders, "There is hope if she can be cured, and her recovery is definitely far beyond our imagination!"

"Yeah," Han Xu shook Fenglan's hand nervously, his eyes were red, "Don't scare yourself, we must have hope, it will be fine, you can't do this in front of your daughter."

"That's right, there are no absolutes in everything, we still have to be optimistic. Bah, bah, look at me, I've been thinking so much before I even started." Zhang Fenglan wiped away her tears and tried to restrain her emotions, "Attitude is the most important thing, miracles will definitely happen."