Red Rose and White Rose GL

Rong Jingxi and Mu Ning stayed for a while after Zhou Tingyu arrived, and then left. Only Zhou Tingyu sat on a chair in the hospital corridor. She came back in such a hurry that she didn't even bother to bring her luggage.

She didn't know the situation in the ward, but that face was always in front of her eyes.Tears flowed down silently and could not be stopped no matter what.If Jiang Ziying hadn't let go later, Zhou Tingyu couldn't imagine that she would spend the rest of her life regretting it. She blamed her own carelessness, Han Lingxi's cruelty, and hated her own incompetence. She could only watch that person suffer but could not help him. She takes one point.

Zhang Fenglan comforted Han Lingxi in the ward. Her mood fluctuated too much just now, and now she was even more unwell. She coughed for a long time before she calmed down and fell asleep exhausted.

After covering her daughter with a thin quilt, Zhang Fenglan made sure she was fast asleep before getting up and going out.

"Auntie, how is she?"

"Don't worry, I'm asleep."

Zhang Fenglan sat down beside Zhou Tingyu, sighed and said, "Tingting, according to your relationship with Ran Ran, we really shouldn't hide this from you, but Ran Ran has been a stubborn and self-respecting child since she was a child, the last thing she wants It made you sad, and I was most afraid of letting you see her like this, so I dragged Li Ke into a scene..."

"Auntie, I understand, I understand." Zhou Tingyu stared blankly at the floor, "But I can't accept that she left me for this reason."

"At this point, it's okay to tell you something. The doctor said that Ran Ran's condition required bone marrow transplantation, and the risk of autologous transplant infection was too high, so I chose allogeneic transplantation. However, Ran Ran has no biological siblings, so it is difficult to find fully compatible hematopoietic stem cells. Both my father and I are semi-identical, and his father's coincidence rate is a little higher, which means that the risk of transplantation is a bit higher...Of course, I firmly believe that my daughter can get better, and it can be treated. It will take time, and recovery will also take time, I don't want to delay you because of Ran Ran, so Auntie thinks it's inappropriate for you to be together again."

Zhou Tingyu said stubbornly: "I can wait, I have a lot of time to wait. She is sick now and has no energy, so I will talk about whether we are compatible after she recovers."

"Ting Ting..." Although Zhang Fenglan was touched by her persistence to Han Lingxi, as an elder, she needs to treat it rationally. Both the Zhou family and the Han family have only one daughter, and the child represents the hope for the future, and she should not be sick because of her daughter Delaying one more time will make her feel ashamed to explain to Zhou An and his wife.

"I've already told your parents that they will be at the hospital soon." Zhang Fenglan's attitude was unusually tough, "Go back with your parents obediently."

Zhou Tingyu raised her head in a daze, she didn't expect that this aunt who was always pleasant-looking would one day put on a straight face and object to her being with Han Lingxi.

Seeing her hurt look, Zhang Fenglan's heart softened again, and she used her old tone to coax her: "Ting Ting, you are obedient, Auntie is doing it for your own good..."

"Please, don't say such things as being good for me." All kinds of bitterness gathered in his heart at this moment, Zhou Tingyu covered his ears, shook his head and said almost collapsed: "Did we do something heinous? I just I just want to be with her..."

Pretending to be strong is a very hard thing, not being understood is a very helpless thing, but no amount of blows can compare to Han Lingxi's indifference to her, like a knife piercing into her heart, almost severing her heart Confidence is all shattered.

Zhang Fenglan couldn't continue.

Zhou An and Lin Yuzhi rushed to the hospital and saw their daughter on the chair.Lin Yuzhi was very annoyed, she pointed at Zhou Tingyu and couldn't say anything for a long time. She wanted to scold her daughter for getting more and more presumptuous. All her complaints.

If you had been patient with your daughter when she first confided, how could she have kept everything from you in the end?

After the couple learned the cause and effect, Lin Yuzhi's tears flowed down, and he took Zhang Fenglan's hand and choked up: "Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing earlier! I... If I knew, I wouldn't have quarreled with you. .....I am a cheap-mouthed person! Blame me for being reckless! Fenglan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for being a sister..."

Zhang Fenglan held one hand for Lin Yuzhi, wiped her tears with the other hand, turned her face away and said: "It's nothing, after all, my Han family is sorry for your Zhou family in terms of the two children, and I called you here because your family is in the same place." Here. Don't embarrass the child too much, she doesn't feel well either. "

Knowing that Zhang Fenglan was still angry, Lin Yuzhi felt even more self-pitying and apologetic, sobbing and apologizing: "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I didn't share your worries, and even broke Ran Ran's head. It's all my fault."

Zhou An bent down and hugged his daughter into his arms, wiped away the tears on her face, and said lovingly: "Son, Dad is here, don't be sad, have you visited Ran Ran?"

His father's gentle words rang in his ears, Zhou Tingyu's eye sockets were hot, leaning on his father's generous chest, he said aggrievedly: "She doesn't want to talk to me anymore..."

"It doesn't matter, Ran Ran is playing with you, women, there are always moments of temper." Zhou An felt distressed and ashamed, and patted his daughter on the back to comfort him: "Don't cry, don't cry, dad and you Wait outside together, when Ran Ran stops being angry, see her again..."

The four of them sat in the corridor in silence for a while.

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Zhou An and his wife failed to take their daughter away in the end, Zhou Tingyu stubbornly stayed in the hospital for two days, Han Lingxi still refused to face her.

Han Lingxi's condition didn't improve. The doctor checked her, called Han Xu who stayed behind last night, and told him with a stern face that Han Lingxi had signs of lung infection.

When Han Xu heard those words, he suddenly remembered the scene when his father's condition deteriorated. The veins on his forehead twitched and he shook his head repeatedly, "My daughter has always actively cooperated with the treatment, and she also followed the doctor's advice on diet. How could she still be infected? ?”

"This is a side effect of chemotherapy. The patient's low immunity can easily lead to infection. The medicine is added to her today. The top priority is to control her body temperature and infection. If it continues to deteriorate, she will be admitted to the ICU ward."

Zhou Tingyu heard the doctor's words clearly.She really wanted to go in and talk to Han Lingxi, but she was afraid that her presence would make her mood fluctuate, so she had to ask Han Xu for help, and only quietly entered the ward after confirming that Han Lingxi was asleep again.

Han Lingxi frowned and lay on the bed, sleeping unsteadily. She could feel someone coming in, but her body was heavy and unable to move, her consciousness was chaotic and muddled, as if in a dream.

The two days of waiting made Zhou Tingyu exhausted. There was no extra bed for family members in the hospital. She opened a hotel near the hospital, took a rest at night, and returned to the ward at dawn. will feel safe.

Stretching out his hand to hold her fingertips, Zhou Tingyu stared at Han Lingxi's face, his tears had dried up, and his eye sockets were still sore and swollen.

"Lingxi..."

Recited the name lightly, Zhou Tingyu said to himself: "Since you have no intention of giving up, what does it matter if I know so much? I promise to stay quietly and never add anything to you." troublesome."

"You don't want to delay me, so let me tell you, all my efforts are for us, and you have always been in my plan, so this is not a delay. You are afraid that my feelings for you will deteriorate, but I said it, You are you, no matter what you become, I still like you, I will never take you as a burden, I am willing to take care of you. In fact, you don’t know how long you can live, and I don’t know how long you can live, no People can predict the future, so everyone's future is unknown, and the end point is the same, so why not be together well before then?"

Bending down and lying on the bed, holding her palm, Zhou Tingyu felt more and more tired.She stared blankly at the hands they held together, and said in a pleading tone: "Please, don't torture me anymore..."

The voice next to her ear was sometimes blurred and sometimes clear, Han Lingxi could hear Zhou Tingyu talking, and wanted to cry sadly.It shouldn't, it shouldn't be like this, he made a mess of things, obviously intending to let Zhou Tingyu avoid these things, but in the end it made her even more sad.

The physical pain and mental pressure crushed Han Lingxi one after another. She wanted to scream out, but felt uncomfortable all over her body, and her back was covered with sweat.Consciousness gradually disappeared, and the pain also became lighter. It seemed that the torture had finally ended. Han Lingxi was exhausted, and fell into a dream at the last bit of sobriety.

No, it's not a dream, it's Han Lingxi's childhood memories that have long been forgotten [-] miles under the sea.

On the first day of elementary school, the head teacher gave all the children brand new homework books, asking them to write their names.

Han Lingxi sat in the first row and wrote the word "Han" tremblingly, no matter how difficult it was to write.

The head teacher watched Han Lingxi dawdling under her nose for a long time, and asked her with a smile, "Han Lingxi, why don't you write?"

"I can't write..."

Han Lingxi was so anxious that she wanted to cry, and complained that her parents had made it too difficult for her to name her. This was simply a book for a 6-year-old child. Even the last name was learned after several days of practice, and she forgot the rest. .

"You can't write your name, but what about your nickname? Didn't your mother call you Ran Ran?"

Han Lingxi's face turned red, and she couldn't write the word "Ran".

The deskmate grinned: "Oh, Han Lingxi can't even write her own name, what a shame, what a shame."

"I will, I will write for you."

A child squeezed in from behind, and Zhou Tingyu, who was wearing a small flower skirt, took her pen and wrote her name on the calligraphy seriously. At that time, children all practiced matt, but Lin Yuzhi taught Zhou Tingyu to practice long fonts, beautiful Delicate and beautiful.

She stared timidly at Zhou Tingyu's face and thanked him. Zhou Tingyu said, "You're welcome. Mom said you're my younger sister, so I need to take care of you."

Then the camera flickered and arrived at the gate of the Cultural Palace.All the classmates had left, and she and Zhou Tingyu stood on the iron railing with their small schoolbags on their backs, but they didn't see Zhang Fenglan and Lin Yuzhi.

The weather was so hot that Han Lingxi wanted to eat ice. She thought the two mothers must have forgotten them.

"Zhou Tingyu, let's go back by ourselves."

"Do you know the way?"

"I know, I'll take you away."

She was full of confidence and led Zhou Tingyu to the main road. The little girl believed it and was easily abducted by her.The two little girls walked past the railway bureau and an elementary school, and passed a two-hole bridge hole. The bridge was paved with railways. A black train pulling coal rushed past, shaking the ground so that the ground was rumbling.

The first time Zhou Tingyu saw the train, she was too scared to pass. She grabbed Han Lingxi's schoolbag and called her: "Han Lingxi, don't go, don't leave me."

Han Lingxi gradually remembered that she had so many memories of getting along with Zhou Tingyu in harmony when she was a child. Zhou Tingyu was the only one who was willing to help her tie her shoelaces for free. This guy has been righteous since he was a child.

Zhou Tingyu was still yelling: "Don't go, don't leave me behind."

She looked at the little figure and giggled, and said, "I won't go, I want to be with you."

In the dream, she also opened her mouth in reality, but it was just a series of broken murmurs.Zhou Tingyu didn't hear it, she was already holding Han Lingxi's hand and fell asleep with her on the bedside.

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