On the dialectic that death does not necessarily mean death

Liang Ti had been staring at the ceiling for about half an hour, and he was still lying on the bed, maintaining the posture of opening his eyes after waking up, but it was as if his soul had gone out of his body, and his mind was wandering into space.

He had a dream.

He always thought that once he dreamed of Ni Yunsheng, it would be a nightmare, and all his previous dreams had told him so.But the dream last night broke this connection.

In the dream, he was only about eight or nine years old. Ni Yunsheng was younger than him, probably only six or seven years old, a head shorter than him. Compared with the current perspective of looking up, Liang Ti felt inexplicably novel when looking down in the dream.Ni Yunsheng, with bun face and short fluffy hair, exudes indescribable cuteness all over his body, and always shows a innocent smirk, the whole person cannot be more pure.

Liang Ti felt that it was very comfortable to be with such a Ni Yunsheng.

At that time, Liang Ti was as good as he is now. The teacher praised him, saying that he was very talented, good at painting, good at Taekwondo, piano, and national standard.The difference from now is that Liang Ti was not confident at that time.

The classmates around were probably too envious, and couldn't help but say a few sour words, and put Liang Ti's excellence as a result of a fluke, and Liang Ti himself was shaken by this.

Liang Ti began to feel that the class made him suffer a lot. If he didn’t get the first place, it seemed that he was no longer him. His classmates and teachers stared at his grades, even if it was just a normal fluctuation, they would make a big fuss. , and regard Liang Ti's "regression" as a failure to make progress or Zhong Yong's injury.In the dream, Liang Ti was still so young, he actually suffered from insomnia.

Seeing herself stealing her mother's sleeping pills, Liang Ti couldn't help but feel a little bit bitter in the dream.

At that time, Xiao Yunsheng saw Liang Ti stealing the medicine, and was so shocked that he dragged Liang Ti to the small house to do "ideological work" for Liang Ti.Liang Ti had already forgotten what Yunsheng said in the dream, but he remembered that Xiao Yunsheng spoke very seriously, and he laughed when he heard it, and couldn't help giving Xiao Yunsheng a bear hug, and rubbed her Rubbing the opponent's hairy head, Yun Sheng didn't resist, and was hugged and laughed.

Since then, Xiao Liang Ti has never doubted his talent, and has become more and more confident, and he will not waver in any verbal attacks.Xiao Yunsheng, on the other hand, worships him and gets close to him as always. Although he has his own little bed, he still likes to sleep next to Liang Ti. The days when there was no barrier between the brothers were really beautiful!

Then, Liang Ti woke up.

He opened his eyes for a long time, but he couldn't believe that he had such a dream. When he woke up in the morning, his whole body was comfortable, not as heavy as before.

He also had a childhood dream before, probably a bit bigger than this one, where it was raining heavily outside, accompanied by the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, the rolling hospital bed, the rushing steps and urging shouts of the rescue doctor, and Two corpses covered in white cloth in the morgue.Then, there was Ni Yunsheng's gloomy face, his motionless thin body, and his eyes that wished he could kill himself.

There are also some similar dreams. For example, in the dream, Liang Ti just woke up and found a dead cat with all its internal organs pulled out beside his pillow. He still held the bloody eyeball of the cat in his palm. Ni Yunsheng Leaning against the door, looking at himself gloomily.Then, he felt stomach cramps, and then vomited for a whole morning. He dared not eat for three days, dared not go to the market to buy meat for three months, and was a vegetarian for three years and couldn't help stomach pain when he saw small animals.

A dream like last night had never happened before. Liang Ti didn't want it to be just a dream, but he began to fear that it was really a fact.

Liang Huai knocked on the door of his room, and the deep knock brought Liang Ti's thoughts back to reality.

He quickly finished washing, changed his clothes and left the room. When he went downstairs, he found that everyone had woken up. Cheng Ying was sitting on the carpet and building blocks with the little one to build a house. Liang Huai was busy in and out of the kitchen, bringing breakfast to the dining table. .

"Usually I never sleep in late, so it's really rare to wake up the latest today." Liang Huai said when he saw Liang Ti.

Liang Ti grinned, "It's thanks to Brother Tuo, he talked with me last night and talked about it in his heart, so after a good night's sleep, he overslept."

"Hmph." Liang Huai "evaluated" with his nose expressionlessly.

"TT! TT! House! Home!" Liang Yuanxi, who was building blocks, turned his head and saw Liang Ti, shouting excitedly, holding the blocks with his little hands, and waving them vigorously.

Liang Ti looked at the pile of building blocks on the carpet, and he could only say that Cheng Ying's guiding ability was too powerful, and he could actually make the little one use a few single-shaped building blocks to pile up the shape of his own house, and it still looked good. Even in the yard. "Not bad! Xixi, is this the house you built? It really looks like our house! Why are you so smart!"

The little one put his hands on his hips, raised his head in a high-spirited manner, and shouted, "Xixi! Smart!" Then he glanced at Liang Ti with his small eyes, and said, "TT, not bad!"

"I haven't shown my talents yet, you just praised me, how much do you like me?" Liang Ti laughed, and couldn't help but reach out and rub the little one's slippery head. The little one's hair is very soft, sticking to the circle The friction on the round head is almost negligible.Xiaoyuan Xi enjoyed the feeling of being touched by the tiger, and even narrowed her eyes.

Cheng Ying smiled at the side, but didn't speak, and looked at Liang Huai in the kitchen from time to time, probably thinking that Liang Huai's waist tied in an apron was pretty, so he stayed there for a long time.

When Liang Huai came out with the poached egg, he met Cheng Ying's eyes, and he almost shook the egg in his hand. Fortunately, the plate was stable enough, so he twisted the plate a little, so that the egg was pulled on the side of the plate and did not slip out.

The arc of Cheng Ying's mouth couldn't help but bend even further.

Liang Huai put down the plate calmly, and immediately turned around and walked to the kitchen, saying without hesitation, "Stop playing, wash your hands and eat breakfast."

Liang Ti picked up Yuan Xi and went into the bathroom to wash his hands, while Cheng Ying walked towards the kitchen. Just as he reached the counter next to Liang Huai, Liang Huai didn't pay attention, and when he turned around, he came into close contact with Cheng Ying. Almost throwing the spatula in his hand, Yu shouted in surprise, "Why are you so close!"

"Wash your hands." Cheng Ying smiled and turned on the tap, and slowly began to wash her hands.

Only then did Liang Huai realize that he had lost his composure, and even suspected that Cheng Ying was "conspiring against him" and that he was just here to wash his hands, okay?Liang Huai shouted silently in his heart.She couldn't help comforting herself with what happened last night: Cheng Ying has no experience in dating, so how could she do anything to her nakedly?Besides, it doesn't hurt to do something!

Thinking of this, Liang Huai froze all over, why did his thoughts change so quickly!

Cheng Ying, who was standing beside Liang Huai, of course also felt the change in Liang Huai. She tightened her lips and held back for a long time before she could laugh. How could Liang Huai be so cute!But Cheng Ying was very restrained, and went to the dining room after washing his hands. Liang Huai's stiff body slowly recovered. As for whether the working efficiency of the brain has recovered, it is unknown.

Everyone sat down to have breakfast, and the atmosphere was very warm.Especially the harmonious nature of the little one's own, it was a godsend medicine for Liang Huai, the numb half of his brain finally started to function normally.

"By the way, Xiaoti, we are going to accompany Xixi to the zoo to see tigers, will you come with me?" Liang Huai said.

This morning's dream suddenly appeared in Liang Ti's mind, and he couldn't help being taken aback, then realized that the words on his lips had already blurted out, "I want to go back to school early today, you should go!" Yuan Xi, Xiao Yuan Xi stared at him, her eyes were watery, and she burst into tears, "I want TT, I want TT!"

Liang Huai coaxed the little one, and frowned, "I haven't seen you for so long, and you're in a hurry to go back to school?"

"En." Liang Ti guiltyly took a big bite of the poached egg, and replied vaguely.

Cheng Ying hugged Huanxi very cooperatively, and the little one was sobbing in Cheng Ying's arms. Cheng Ying smiled and said softly to the little one, "I heard that there are two new white tigers in the zoo, one big and one small. tiny."

Xiaobudian immediately raised his head to look at Cheng Ying, his eyes sparkling, "Little one!"

"Smaller than Xixi." Cheng Ying said.

The little one stared wide-eyed.

"If Xixi cries, we won't go to see the tiger today." Cheng Ying said again.

The little one immediately pursed his mouth, turned his head and looked at Liang Ti aggrievedly, then turned back, obediently threw himself into Cheng Ying's arms, and whispered, "Xixi, be good, look at the tiger, little..."

Liang Ti apologized, "I'm really sorry for Xixi, I will definitely accompany you when I come back next time!"

Xixi pouted and ignored Liang Ti.

Liang Ti could only laugh dryly, and continued to eat eggs.

Liang Huai took a look at Yuan Xi who was being subdued by Cheng Ying, and always felt that he was also being subdued, so he immediately gave the little one a "serious" look, "Then give me a good look." What are you doing lying on top of A Ying while eating?"

Cheng Ying put down the little one amusedly, and the little one obediently opened his mouth to eat breakfast without saying a word.

After breakfast, Liang Huai drove to the zoo with Cheng Ying and Xiao Budian, while Liang Ti took a taxi back to school.

Liang Ti actually didn't want to go back to the dormitory.Dallying around the campus, walking around the track in the playground, watching the nimble youngsters running around the football, dodging with the ball, volleying with their big feet... But Liang Ti's brain didn't know Thinking about something.

Today's weather is very good, the sky is clear, occasionally there are a few glowing clouds drifting by, the breeze is gentle, and the students passing by are laughing softly in twos and threes. Near the faculty dormitory, someone's big yellow cat is lying lazily Basking in the sun on the concrete floor, squinting, enjoying it quite a bit.

Liang Ti was taken aback by the cat, he blew up when he saw the cat, he thought it was probably because of those nightmares.

The cat squinted and looked over lightly, Liang Ti was frightened, afraid that it would suddenly jump on him, but the cat boss just glanced at him, then closed his eyes in disgust, Liang Ti heaved a sigh of relief at the same time Feeling hit again, he had to walk away quickly.

As he was walking, he realized that he had reached the door of the dormitory, and he was taken aback for a long time without turning out the key.If it hadn't been for the sound of someone going out in dormitory 119 behind him, Liang Ti wouldn't have pinched the key as quickly as the Flash, inserted it into the keyhole, unscrewed the lock and slid into the door. Chao's gaze escaped from the computer and he showed a shocked expression like eating shit, Liang Ti realized what he had just done.

Xie Chao adjusted his glasses, and almost returned to his previous expressionless face, "Did the younger brother see a ghost? Such a speed is hardly human."

Liang Ti smiled awkwardly, but subconsciously ran towards Ni Yunsheng's bed, and found that the bed curtain was tightly covered, so he couldn't help asking, "Where is Senior Brother Ni? Where did he go?"

"Based on the fact that senior brother Ni you mentioned didn't get out of bed and turn off the lights when the lights were turned on at six o'clock today, I preliminarily estimate that he should probably still be in bed. Since this probability is too low, I can no longer make an accurate prediction." Xie Chao continued. Start playing computer.

Liang Ti was a little surprised. He knew that the dormitory administrators forcibly turned off the lights at 11:6 every night, and turned on the lights at 6:[-] the next morning. If they forgot to turn off the lights in the dormitory after turning off the lights , At [-] o'clock the next day, you will be stimulated by strong light on time.

Ni Yunsheng couldn't stand it, he would always get out of bed and turn off the lights at the first time, and his speed and accuracy kept the other three dormmates bowing down. Of course, he was very grateful to the head of the dormitory, especially for them, a group of art students. .

Although Liang Ti usually doesn't sleep late, he can't bear the excitement of turning on the lights in the dormitory so early, so Liang Ti admires such a dedicated head of the dormitory from the bottom of his heart.

But today the head of the house didn't get up to turn off the lights!Had he gone out before turning on the light?Or...for some reason still in...the bed?

Liang Ti walked to Yunsheng's bed lightly, secretly opened a corner of the bed curtain, and looked inside cautiously, only to see a big quilt piled on the bed, no, it's not that the quilt is big, it's just late summer At the beginning of autumn, the quilt was very thin. After careful inspection, Liang Ti found that the quilt was still slightly undulating, and there was clearly a person wrapped inside!

"Senior Brother Yunsheng?" Liang Ti called softly, seeing that the quilt didn't respond, he yelled again with amplified volume.

There was a muffled "huh?" from the quilt, and then, Liang Ti saw Yun Sheng put the quilt on top of the quilt slightly, and a pale and tired face appeared from a small corner, his eyes struggled to open and then closed quickly, for a while Neither adapted to the light outside.

Liang Ti leaned on the edge of the bed and poked his head in, pulled the curtain, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell? Have a fever or what?" Shrinking his hand instinctively, he put his hand on it again, and said in surprise, "Oh my God! It's so hot! How many degrees have you measured? Have you taken medicine? Why did you go there? Why did you have a fever!"

Yun Sheng felt that Liang Ti's hands were cold and comfortable, so he replied vaguely, "It's nothing... Just sleep and it will be fine..."

"How can it be possible to just sleep! Your forehead is so hot, how can it be lowered by covering it like this!" Liang Ti was a little anxious, seeing that Yun Sheng was delirious and still smirking at him, he couldn't let go of his suspended heart , said eagerly, "Wait a minute." Then he withdrew his hand, and it disappeared in the blink of an eye.

Yun Sheng called out "Yun Tang" weakly, tried to get up but his whole body was weak, the quilt made him unable to move, lying on the bed alone as if he had been abandoned again, he actually sobbed softly.

When Liang Ti came back with the antipyretics, he saw Yun Sheng sobbing softly with tears on his face, but he had already passed out.Liang Ti's heart ached immediately, he mixed half a bottle of warm water with his thermos cup, prepared a wet towel, climbed up Yunsheng's bed carefully, knelt and sat on the head of Yunsheng's bed, and called him softly, "Yunsheng, wake up, take the medicine and sleep again, come..."

Yun Sheng replied in a daze, feeling a cool hand lifted his head, gently stuffed two things into his mouth, and then fed a few sips of warm water, the hand's His slender fingers ran through his hair, making him feel very comfortable.

But after drinking the water, his head returned to the pillow, and the hand was retracted, and Yun Sheng felt it was a pity.

Suddenly his forehead was cold, and a cold wet towel was placed on his forehead, Yun Sheng opened his eyes slightly, but unfortunately the bed curtain was drawn, and the environment in the bed was too dark, he couldn't see anything clearly, he could only feel the It seemed that someone was sitting, and the other party covered him with a quilt and touched his face from time to time.

"Yun Tang..." Yun Sheng didn't know why he felt that the other party was Liang Ti, he felt very at ease.

"I'm here, go to sleep, it will be fine when you wake up." The other party said softly.

"Yun Tang... I miss you so much..." Yun Sheng said again in a daze.

"Well, I know, I miss you too, so you need to get better soon..." Yunsheng felt that the other party seemed to hold his palm, and he quickly held it back, tightly, "Okay... don't go..."

"I'm not leaving, you can rest easy and sleep, good boy..." Yun Sheng heard this and fell asleep satisfied, but his fingers were still pinching the hand, not relaxing.

Liang Ti's eyes had already adapted to the dim light in the bed. He looked at Ni Yunsheng's face in silence, and there was no expression on his face. His eyes flickered slightly, not knowing what he was thinking.