On the dialectic that death does not necessarily mean death

After finishing the filming of the competition works, Liang Ti and Ni Yunsheng went back to their home in the northern suburbs of city A, the home where Liang Ti and Ni Yunsheng lived together for several years after the death of Ni Chengying and Zeng Duo.

Everything is still the same as it was before, except for the dust that has accumulated for a long time, everything is still obediently staying in its original position.

Liang Ti felt that all the things in the room were coming towards him with a familiar smell, and he was eager to tell Liang Ti of their existence. The dream-like memory turned out to be really traceable. It turned out to be in this room, so it turned out His past is really not limited to the year after waking up. It turns out that he and Yunsheng really lived together. Although they are not all good memories, it turns out that the history between him and him so long.

The air is filled with the smell of floating dust particles, connecting the distant past at this moment, as if the senses are connected with the dimension of time.

Liang Ti thoughtfully looked at the items one by one, and couldn't help asking: "When you left this house, were these things still placed like this? Why is it no different from the way I left this place when I left here for the last time? Did you pose like this on purpose?"

Yun Sheng was choked by the dust, and pulled the curtains aside, "It was intentional, but this is really the arrangement when you left at the end."

"Why? It's so inconvenient to put it like this. Everything you want to do is in the way. Could it be that you never did anything at home after that, such as painting..." Liang Ti reached out and wiped the cabinet by the door, Wow, what a thick ash!

"No, I always feel that as long as things remain the same as when you left, you will come back one day, so I didn't clean up. The paintings are all painted outside, and the outside is more spacious." Yun Sheng turned his head. Looking at Liang Ti, he said with a smile, "Sure enough, you're back soon."

Liang Ti didn't know what to say, his nose was sore, and his vision was blurry, but he still smiled and said, "Boy, you are too lazy to clean up! You don’t even know how to do hygiene?” He said “haha” twice, and patted Yunsheng on the back.

"Yes, yes, how can I be so noble as to do this kind of work, and I am indeed waiting for you to come back to do it." Yun Sheng said along.

"Really! Smelly Yunsheng..." Liang Ti was startled, and was about to give Yunsheng a "heavy" slap, but Yunsheng suddenly smiled and grabbed his hand, looking seriously into Liang Ti's eyes, He whispered: "Yun Tang, I really, really like, like you very much..."

Liang Ti's tears fell with a "wow", stretched out his arms and hugged Ni Yunsheng's neck tightly, and cried, "Don't think it's okay to say that you bullied me before... woo... It's just me "It's just that I happen to like you too..."

"This is already what I want the most..." Yun Sheng said softly.

Afterwards, Liang Ti and the others didn't stay, they cleaned up a little and went to the cemetery by car.

Although people have gone, some things still need to be explained.

The cemetery is not far from their home, just three stops north by bus.The condition of this cemetery is not very good, and Liang Ti sold another house to make enough money for the burial.

The two tombstones are side by side, with photos of Ni Chengying and Zeng Duo pasted on them.The youthful demeanor of those two people can be seen, their smiles are the most gentle, they don't look like photos taken just to stick on the tombstone, of course, none of the photos were specially taken for use after death.

Because they haven't been here for a long time, there is more dust accumulated on the tombstone than in the house.On Ni Chengying's tombstone, there is still a handful of forget-me-nots whose branches and leaves have fallen off, leaving only the dry branches and the faded plastic wrapping paper wrapped on them.

"Huh? You came here after I left?" Liang Ti remembered that he had never brought forget-me-nots here. He squatted down and picked up the bunch of dead branches. The plastic paper was fragile and cracked immediately, "It's been a long time... ..."

"It's not me. I haven't been here since they were buried, and I won't bring this kind of thing here." Yun Sheng said.

"Who could it be? Someone my dad knows?" Liang Ti said, "You didn't want to come because it hurts to see it?"

"It's really hard to see it. You know, I was the one who killed them. I dare not come alone. I'm afraid they...they will hate me." Yun Sheng pursed his lips.

Liang Ti recalled that time, Yun Sheng did say that he killed his parents, that night Ni Chengying drove to the celebration party to pick up Liang Ti, Yun Sheng also wanted to go, but in desperation, even Zeng Duo went with him follow.In the car, Yunsheng mentioned that he would go to the same studio with Liang Ti to learn painting, but Ni Chengying refused to let him go. Under Yunsheng's fight, Ni Chengying was distracted and bumped into the truck turning out of the corner.Ni Chengying died on the spot, Zeng Duo died to protect Yunsheng, and Yunsheng was psychologically stimulated by this accident, and subconsciously pushed the death of Ni Chengying and Zeng Duo on Liang Ti.

"No...they are father and mother..." Liang Ti said softly.

"And I also blamed their death on you, so I tortured you and harmed you... Hey... How dare I come back alone..." Yun Sheng smiled wryly.

"That's all in the past, and I've forgiven you for that incident a long time ago. Now that we've all reconciled, and you've treated me very well, my parents will definitely not blame you." Liang Ti smiled, facing The tombstone said: "Right, Dad, Mom! Yunsheng is still a good boy, he took the initiative to admit his mistake, and now he is still in college, so don't worry!"

A breeze blew, and the trees in the distance were trembling slightly. The sky was blue and cloudless.

Yun Sheng took a deep breath, and the turbidity that had been suppressed in his chest seemed to disappear all of a sudden.

"Right!" Liang Ti smiled and patted Yun Sheng's arm lightly.

"Then, can I talk about... our business..." Yun Sheng asked.

"Come on, aren't we here to tell them about this?" Liang Ti said with a smile.

Yunsheng took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and said seriously to the tombstone: "Dad... Mom... I, I finally came to see you. You didn't dare to come because, because you were ashamed. Don't blame me." , I am here now, now with Yuntan, we...we are together.

"But it's not the kind of brothers together! I know that Yuntan is different from me, not a child born to father and mother, although half of the blood relationship... Yuntan and I really like each other! Just like before My father is the same as Yun Tang's father, but I will not learn from my father, and I will never let go halfway! I only like Yun Tang in my life, and I will never be with anyone other than Yun Tang!" Yun Sheng said As he spoke, he yelled out excitedly.

Liang Ti blushed a little when he heard it. Although there was no one around, maybe in a dimension invisible to the naked eye, a large group of seniors from the tomb were surrounding and listening.

"I love Yuntang! I want to be with Yuntang all my life!" Yunsheng grabbed Liang Ti's hand and raised it high.

"Uh... okay, okay... whisper down and say that parents can hear..." Liang Ti shyly said, he really had the feeling of an ugly bride seeing her in-laws, even though he had called Ni Chengying and Zeng Duo for more than ten years parents.

"What are you afraid of? I just want everyone to know! I like you!" Yun Sheng said stubbornly.

"Ahem...But there is probably no one around here...Maybe they are all ghosts..." Liang Ti complained.

"..."

Liang Ti glanced at Yunsheng, fearing that Yunsheng would complain that he had broken the majesty of his oath, so he asked weakly: "Go, will you still go to my father's place next?"

"Go! Of course!" Yun Sheng shouted, "I want to say what I just said out loud again!"

"Don't! There may be a lot of people around my dad's place!" Liang Ti objected.

"I do not care!"

"..."

After Liang Ti and the others finished sweeping the tomb, they took a car to Liang Jingshan.

Liang Jingshan was originally a world-renowned painter, but later he opened a studio and became an art teacher. After his death, he was not as embarrassed as Ni Chengying and the others.The place where Liang Jingshan was buried was obviously better than Ni Chengying's Feng Shui. In addition, Liang Huai knew that Liang Jingshan existed, so he had called people over to take care of it regularly, and the tombstone was spotless.

"Teacher Liang..." Yun Sheng opened his mouth first. He recognized the man in the photo. He had seen him when he secretly went to the studio with Liang Ti to draw pictures when he was a child. Although he knew that Liang Ti was the child of Teacher Liang before, now When I saw it, I realized that Liang Ti looks so similar to Liang Jingshan, "It really looks like... I didn't think it before, but now I look at it, it's almost carved out of a mold..."

"Of course, he is my father." Liang Ti said with a smile. He remembered the scene when he was studying painting with Liang Jingshan. Unlike Liang Ti, Liang Jingshan knew that he was his child early on. Seeing Zeng Duo's blood was rejected by Liang Jingshan, and later accepted by Liang Jingshan because of his amazing painting talent.

Liang Ti sometimes felt that perhaps before Liang Jingshan died, he did not regard himself as his child, but as his apprentice. Perhaps, he wanted to teach the apprentice to be himself, and then use it to change the unfortunate person who fell in love with someone else. The facts about Ni Chengying.

Liang Ti was still in a trance, but Ni Yunsheng said loudly, "Uncle Liang, oh no, Dad! My name is Ni Yunsheng, the son of Ni Chengying and Zeng Duosheng, and also Yuntang, no no, this place should be called Liang Ti, He is also Liang Ti's current boyfriend! I like him, I love him! Of course he loves me too! We like each other!

"My dad and my mom, I feel I have to apologize to you on his behalf, but I will never deny the relationship between them, because without them, I don't exist. I can't not exist, For Liang Ti. In addition, I will never empathize with you like Ni Chengying. I swear in front of you that I will only love Liang Ti in my whole life! I have done a lot of harm to Liang because of my childishness and fragility. But now I promise, I guarantee that for the rest of my life, I will never hurt Liang Ti again!

"You, of course you don't have to forgive my dad. Seeing your photo, I can't even imagine why dad doesn't love you anymore. You look exactly like Liang Ti. If this is the power of blood, then my dad won't love you anymore. I should always love you who looks exactly like Liang Ti, because I think, I will always love Liang Ti. I once thought that if Dad chooses to leave you, it may not be that he doesn’t love you anymore, he just because of , Because you are leaving too, so you compromised with reality, but you have seen all of this... Will you forgive my dad?

"I don't know if you will have a lifespan after death as if you were alive. In the long years after your death, if you still have memories and hated my dad all the time, you will not feel good. Liang Ti and I want to get you It would be even better if you could forgive my dad..."

While Yunsheng was talking, his voice gradually became low. He looked at Liang Ti, "Is it okay if I say that? Dad will bless us, right?"

When Liang Ti heard this, he smiled softly, "I just finally found out who put the forget-me-not on Dad's tombstone."

"Could it be... Dad?!" Yun Sheng said in surprise.

"After my father and mother left, I never went to the studio again. I saw my father for the last time and told him about the death of my father and mother. My father was stunned at the time. After I left in a hurry, I also I didn't ask much about his situation. Not long after, Dad passed away. After Dad and the others left, I was busy making money, so I rarely went to visit the grave. Now that I think about it, it is true that after Dad left, I never went to the cemetery. If Dad didn’t let the forget-me-not go, I can’t think of anyone else.” Liang Ti said.

"Then, so... Dad still loves Dad?" Yun Sheng was a little delighted.

"Love is such a thing, how can you say that you don't love it because of another person's entry. It's okay now. Although Dad and Dad didn't get together back then, their children brought their blood, Or maybe it's instinct, they will bless us when we finally get together, for sure." Liang Ti said with a smile, holding Yun Sheng's hand.

"Well! Thank you, Dad and Dad!" Yun Sheng squeezed Liang Ti's hand tightly.

Ming Tingxi and Ming Ting Lake dealt with the funeral of Ming Jue, the three brothers of the Ming family and Chu Bingru together. huge sum of money.

After Mingting Lake got the money, he took Mingting Pool and the belongings of his mother who died of dystocia to a place with a good environment in City B and settled down. He transferred his and Ming Ting Chi's student status to another public school, and began to learn Do part-time jobs and housework, and regularly take Ming Tingchi to see a psychologist on weekends.

Ming Tingxi took a few sets of clothes and a credit card, bought a hard-seat train ticket, and sat all the way back to City E.His life is there, E City Academy of Fine Arts, Building D 101, Liang Ti.

The environment of the hard seat on the train is far less comfortable than that of the business class on the plane, and Ming Tingxi himself does not know why he chooses the cheap train.Although Ming Li and Chu Bingru were dead, he was indeed not short of money.Maybe it's because compared to the plane that can't see the way ahead, the track of the train makes him feel more at ease, as if the ultimate goal is ahead, and he can reach it as long as he follows the track.

Ming Tingxi dragged his luggage to the door of the 101 dormitory in Building D, Emei. He just wanted to call Liang Ti's name with a bright face, when he saw the hand from Ni Yunsheng hanging on Liang Ti's waist.Liang Ti seemed to have just washed his hands, which were still dripping with water. He grinned and pressed his wet hands to Ni Yunsheng's dry face. Liang Ti's lips, Liang Ti did not resist, but responded immediately.

Ming Tingxi stood blankly at the door of the dormitory.