trapped love prisoner love

"Nan Fengyan, hello, how long are you going to sleep?" I sat next to Nan Fengyan, "Didn't you say I was thin before, now, you are thinner than me, if you don't wake up, I will ran away, you know?"

Nan Fengyan used to give me massages, but now I give him massages. Nanfeng’s family used the best medical equipment for Nan Fengyan, but after all, more than a year has passed, and Nanfeng Yan has not woken up yet. , just hanging with expensive drugs every day.

I also thought about whether Nan Fengyan would be very painful like this, but I didn’t want him to really die, and Nan Fengyan’s lawyer told me that the decision whether to euthanize or die Nan Fengyan rests with him. I am here.

How much Nan Fengyan trusts me will give me the right to decide a person's life and death, or his own.Moreover, he is not afraid that I will take the opportunity to retaliate against him, in order to obtain his inheritance, so he deliberately let him be euthanized/dead?

I touched Nan Fengyan's face, "Nan Fengyan, you like me so much, let me tell you, if you don't wake up, I really want to run away, I don't want your inheritance, and I have to go Find another man to live with." I gently pinched Nan Fengyan's face, "Don't think I'm joking, I really warn you, if that man treats me worse than you did before , you regret it... But, where can I find someone who loves me more than you, Nan Fengyan, you better wake me up quickly!" I shook Nan Fengyan, but he still no response.

Nan Fengyan and I have been entangled for many years, and I can hardly count them. From the very beginning when we met, our future was doomed.

I opened the curtains, and the sun shone on Nan Fengyan's long eyelashes.

I finished today's lunch next to Nan Fengyan. I don't know when I became Nan Fengyan's full-time nurse, and there was a bed next to Nan Fengyan's hospital bed. The bed is mine, as long as Ji Chenxi doesn't come back, I will sleep in this bed every day.

During the period, Chen Bailuo also came to see me a few times, of course he didn't come to visit Nan Fengyan, he should be able to say that he came to scold me, he didn't want me to waste my time on a person who didn't know how long it would take to wake up body, and this person is Nan Fengyan.

Bai Luo has always been very worried about me. He felt that Ji Chenxi could not accompany me for the rest of his life, and Ji Chenxi also had his own life to live, so Chen Bailuo would always ask me to meet someone or whom to meet. I couldn't bear Chen Bailuo's soft-heartedness, so I wanted to go see him and leave.

But after that person saw my disabled left leg, he exchanged some pleasantries with me and left first.

I couldn't call it sad in my heart, I just told Bai Luo not to introduce me any more in the future, I know my own affairs.

I still read to Nan Fengyan every day. I don’t know how many books I have read to him for more than a year. I just hope that he can hear my voice and give me a little response.

Today the doctor came to me again and told me that the possibility of Nanfengyan’s recovery is too low, and that Nanfengyan will be very painful all the time, so they want me to agree to turn it off and support Nanfengyan to live now. instrument.

I didn't answer.

I sat next to Nan Fengyan and held his hand, "They came to persuade me again today, and they said you were very uncomfortable. Am I being selfish, guarding an almost impossible hope, so I have never Let you go. Sometimes I also think, maybe the doctor's advice is the best, because you are really in pain, and seeing you in pain makes me feel uncomfortable too."

I took a deep breath, "How about we do this, give me another half year, give me another half year of hope, as long as half a year, if you don't wake up, I will give up."

It's just that hope is hope after all, and this is the last day of my promise for the second half of the year.

I looked at the tree that Nan Fengyan planted back then, and I don’t know who he heard at the time. As long as two lovers plant a tree, the better the tree grows, the stronger the relationship between them will be. deep.

The tree doesn’t grow very tall now, but it’s just full of branches and leaves. I picked a branch and brought it to the ward with severe south wind.

I know that Nan Fengyan must be invisible, but I still waved the small branch in front of him, "Nan Fengyan, did you see it? You planted it before. I actually saw this tree for the first time. At that time, I just wanted it to die quickly, but it still grew luxuriantly."

"..." Nan Fengyan lay quietly on the hospital bed.

I slowly brushed his facial features with my hand, as if I wanted to keep his appearance firmly in my heart, "Nan Fengyan, maybe the first meeting between us was wrong, you hurt me, and I hurt you too... ..."

I took out the travel brochure that Nanfengyan gave me, and flipped through it page by page, "Nanfengyan, these places are so beautiful, but you took me to one place, and you still lied to me. Nanfeng Yan, didn't you say that you would never lie to me in the future? Didn't you say that you would always stay by my side to make up for me? You lied to me all the time. Now you are lying on the hospital bed. How are you going to make up for me! How are you going to make up for me? I forgive you for what you did to me before!"

I put my arms around Nan Fengyan's neck, "What to do, what to do... Today is the last day of half a year, I'm so scared... I'm more scared than everything I encountered before..."

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the hour hand was about to point to 0.

I took out the album again and turned on all the lights in the ward, "Nanfengyan, didn't you ask me before if I would like to go to these places with you? Well, I'll tell you now, as long as you Wake up and let's go, shall we?"

If Nan Fengyan heard me say this before, I don't know how happy he would be, but now, he is just lying on the hospital bed without any reaction.

"Nan Fengyan, you big liar... big liar..." I couldn't help but blushed, "You are gone, who will treat me so well, who will always spoil me, Nan Fengyan, tell me, you Say it! Besides, I have promised to travel with you now, you wake up, okay?"

I leaned my head against Nan Fengyan's hand, not wanting to look at the clock.

My hand intertwined with Nan Fengyan's ten fingers, "Hey, Nan Fengyan, you haven't made up for me, how can you go first, you haven't taken me to travel around, how can you go, you haven't heard I said I forgive you, how could you go first..."

I looked up at the time, it was already 0 o'clock, "Nanfengyan, you big liar." I laughed as I said that, "Nanfengyan, in the next life, when you see me in the next life, you must be better than this Treat me well all your life, don't bully me or beat me again, you have to be as good to me as you were in the two years you found me, spoil me and pamper me, you know?"

I kissed Nan Fengyan lightly on the lips and stood up.

My hand is on the switch of the medical equipment, but I can't press it down and take it.

"An An..."

Although the sound was faint, I still heard it.

"An An..."

I turned my head, Nan Fengyan slowly opened his eyes, looked at me with a weak smile.

I walked to Nan Fengyan to confirm that I am not dreaming now.

Nan Fengyan raised his hand and held me with a trembling hand, "An'an, I don't need the next life, but in this life, I will only love you... only for you." Nan Fengyan's voice was hoarse, "I Didn't I say it before, we... still have life after life."

YS.

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The article is finally finished, thank you for your support, and there will be a few episodes on New Year's Day, most of which will be about the protagonist, but there will be one about other people, Ji Chenxi's (PS: Ji Chenxi's article is still black and white Let me make a preview first!) And let me push my new pit a few days ago, even if I escape, it will still be the same prison wind~~ Finally, I would like to thank those who have been reading my articles and leaving comments for me without your support Can't hold on now!Thank you~~ Please give me more advice in the future~

☆, Fanwaiyi loves to peel melon seeds

Nanfeng Yan has fallen in love with one thing recently, which is peeling melon seeds.

I don't know when he liked to do this. We went to Italy once before Ji Chenxi's summer vacation. After I came back, I weighed some melon seeds and went back to watch TV while kneading.

Nanfeng Yan felt that I would be tired after seeing what I did, so he peeled melon seeds for me and put them in a bowl for me to eat.

In fact, I am also bored at home, so I watch TV while knocking.

When I got up in the morning and walked out of the bedroom, I saw Nan Fengyan sitting on the sofa peeling sunflower seeds for me. In fact, I suddenly remembered that day and bought some, but seeing Nan Fengyan being so active, I didn’t say anything. But I have been eating melon seeds for more than two weeks, no matter how delicious they are, I will get tired of them.

"An'an, are you awake?" Nan Fengyan asked me to sit beside the sofa.

I looked at a bowl full of melon seeds. When did he get up to peel them for me? I was a relatively sound sleeper, so I didn't pay attention.

"An'an, look at how much I've stripped." Nan Fengyan just wanted me to praise him.

"Hmm." I just gave a faint 'hmm'.

I checked the time, and I was about to go out to pick up Ji Chenxi.Ji Chenxi is on summer vacation, I'm going to pick him up.

"An'an, don't you want to eat?"

I saw Nan Fengyan looking a little disappointed, "I'll eat when I come back, you prepare, we're going to pick up Ji Chenxi."

"it is good."

I saw that Nan Fengyan was a little unhappy, so he didn't say anything, just went to change his clothes.

Nan Fengyan was more tolerant towards Ji Chenxi because of me, but Ji Chenxi directly expressed to Nan Feng Yan how much he hated him.

The two of them are often incompatible when they are together, and I feel uncomfortable being caught in the middle. I told Nan Fengyan that he would move out during the winter and summer vacations, but Nan Fengyan was unwilling.

When I arrived at the school gate, I saw Ji Chenxi from a distance, with a tall and slender figure, sword eyebrows and star eyes.Ji Chenxi knew from looking at his facial features since he was a child that he must be good-looking when he grows up. However, Ji Chenxi is good-looking now, but he is more and more similar to Nanfeng Yan and Nanfeng Lin.

He was accompanied by a boy who was about the same height as him. I recognized him. He was Ji Chenxi’s friend in primary school. After all, he was the only one who was willing to play with Ji Chenxi at that time. I was about to say hello to him. He left first.

I walked over, "Shen Xi, why did your friend leave?"

"He's in trouble."

"I see." I was still turning my head to look at Ji Chenxi's friend, but Ji Chenxi suddenly touched my face with his hand.

"Ye'an, do you miss me when I'm not around?"

I patted Ji Chenxi's hand lightly, and said to him with a smile, "Of course I miss you. Also, don't call me Ann, you should call me Dad."

"Is this right for you to be my father?"

I looked at myself, and then at Ji Chenxi. Indeed, Ji Chenxi is now in the first year of high school. I don’t know if it’s because he always has a cold face, so even though he is wearing a school uniform, I don’t think he looks like a girl. Especially childish.

As for me, I'm actually in my early 30s now, but I look like I'm in my twenties.In any case, no one would believe that Ji Chenxi and I are father and son.

"But I am your father."

"It's fake, and there is no blood relationship."

Nan Fengyan came up and took my hand, "An'an, let's go."

I looked at the suitcase in Ji Chenxi's hand, "Nan Fengyan, help Shen Xi carry it."

Although Nan Fengyan was unwilling, but I said so, he still honestly dragged on.

Ji Chenxi and I walked side by side, with Nan Fengyan behind.

When I got home, I had packed Ji Chenxi's room a few days ago.

Ji Chenxi looked at the melon seeds in the living room, and started eating while sitting.

Seeing that the south wind was about to explode, I sat next to Ji Chenxi.

In fact, Nan Fengyan just changed his attitude towards me. He is nice to me, but he still has the same bad temper towards others.

Ji Chenxi finished his bowl of melon seeds, washed up and went back to his room.

After I finished washing, I saw Nan Fengyan was still peeling.

"Nanfengyan, why are you still peeling?"

"Ji Chenxi finished eating what I peeled for you today, and you haven't eaten yet."

"..." Actually, I am passionate about many things, but as long as Nan Fengyan thinks that I am more interested in this matter, he will put 1% enthusiasm into doing it for me.

I sat next to Nan Fengyan, "It will take half a month for you to peel it, if I keep not saying that I don't like it, will you still peel it for me?"

Nan Fengyan nodded seriously, "Well, I just want to strip you for the rest of my life."

I was amused by what Nan Fengyan said, "Where did you learn this?"

Nan Fengyan touched his head, "I watched it on TV, but the heroine at that time was not your reaction."

"Is that girl very touched?"

Nan Fengyan nodded.

"Okay, don't peel it off, go to sleep."

Nan Fengyan and I were lying on the bed.

Nanfeng hugged me tightly, and I could feel that he hadn't slept.

"Nanfengyan, what are you thinking, why haven't you slept?"

"...An'an, did you find out?"

"..." In fact, Nan Fengyan would do this every time Ji Chenxi came back.

"An'an, I'm always afraid that you and Ji Chenxi will run away."

"What are you talking about?"

Nan Fengyan's chin rubbed against my hair, "An An, do you like Ji Chenxi very much?"

"Well, of course, he is my son." Although Ji Chenxi never regarded me as his father.

"Oh."

In fact, I know what Nan Fengyan wants to ask is whether I like him or not, but I have never said this to him.

"You won't tell me that you are jealous of Shen Xi, right? He is my son, of course I have to treat him well, you know?"

"Really, you only treat him as your son?" Nan Fengyan's tone was inexplicably happy.

But I felt a little awkward listening to his tone, "Why else would you take him, what strange words did you say?"

"That's fine, that's fine..."

Nan Fengyan is always worried about gains and losses for me. The most important thing I think is that Nan Fengyan thinks too much of me. When we travel, those men and women come to him, but he is always worried about the goals of those people. it's me.

"Hey, Nan Fengyan, let me tell you, I'm not as good as you think. I'm in my 30s now. Besides, you've been getting more and more ridiculous recently, and you're thinking of Ji Chenxi and me."

"I'm just telling the truth, Ji Chenxi..."

"The south wind is severe!"

I woke up early the next morning. Nan Fengyan slept in the living room yesterday, because what he said really made me a little angry.

As soon as I opened the door, Nan Fengyan was holding a plate of peeled melon seeds in his hand.

"An'an, don't be angry."

"..." I didn't say anything, I sat on the sofa, picked up the melon seeds that Nan Fengyan had peeled and ate them.

"An'an, I'm just joking."

I ate a plate of melon seeds that Nanfeng Yan had peeled, "I just peeled these?"

Nan Fengyan immediately shook his head, went to the kitchen and took out the peeled meat, "An'an, here are some more."

I was eating the fruit of his hard work all night, and I didn't want to argue with him anymore, "I won't be an example."

But from then on, whenever Nan Fengyan made me angry, besides making me happy, he also made a well-established rule that he would stay up all night and spend the whole night peeling melon seeds in the living room.

☆, Fanwai Second Ji Shen Xi

"Hey, Shen Xi, let's go home together?" Jiang Yue put his hands on Ji Chenxi's shoulders, and smiled at Ji Chenxi, showing his big white teeth.

With a cold face, Ji Chenxi gently slapped the hand on his shoulder.

"Shen Xi, don't be so indifferent. Do you have a lot to carry today? I'll help you." After Jiang Yue finished speaking, he began to help Ji Chenxi pack his things.

"I will clean up myself." After Ji Chenxi finished speaking, he began to pack up the things that he returned home during the summer vacation.

Seeing that Ji Chenxi ignored him, Jiang Yue sat on Ji Chenxi's desk, "Shen Xi, why don't we go out to play during the summer vacation, I'll come to you, let's go out to play basketball, or how about we go hiking?"

"..." Ji Chenxi didn't have many things, only a suitcase was gone.

Ji Chenxi packed up and was about to leave the dormitory.The other people in the dormitory left the day before, and Jiang Yue could have left school too, but Jiang Yue wanted to accompany Ji Chenxi.

Jiang Yue and Ji Chenxi walked out of the dormitory door, Ji Chenxi couldn't resist Jiang Yue's stalking, so he had to let Jiang Yue send him off.

Jiang Yue kept talking to Ji Chenxi, but Ji Chenxi ignored it.

"Hey, Ye An is here, you go first." After Ji Chenxi finished speaking, he ignored Jiang Yue who was beside him, and walked towards Ji Chenxi.

Jiang Yue had no choice but to leave first. After walking for a while, he couldn't help but look back at Ji Chenxi. Ji Chenxi's hand happened to touch Ji Yean's face.In fact, Jiang Yue had known for a long time that Ji Chenxi's feelings for his father were not just a simple father-son relationship, moreover, the two had no father-son relationship, and the age difference was only ten years apart.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yue felt bitter in his heart, so he had no choice but to listen to Ji Chenxi's words and leave first.

When Jiang Yue received the call, he rushed to the BLONE clubhouse without stopping. Fortunately, everyone in the clubhouse knew Ji Chenxi's identity, so they arranged a private room for Ji Chenxi.

Jiang Yue opened the door of the private room, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Ji Chenxi sitting on the ground, talking all the time.

Jiang Yue closed the door of the private room and approached Ji Chenxi.

Ji Chenxi's face was flushed, he looked up at the person standing in front of him, and suddenly started to yell, "Why can he do it, but I can't?! How can I be worse than him!!"

"Okay, okay, I'll take you home right away." Jiang Yue originally wanted to support Ji Chenxi and go out, but Ji Chenxi opened Jiang Yue's hand.

"Why not me, why not me?!" Ji Chenxi staggered to his feet and yelled at Jiang Yue.

Jiang Yue only thought that Ji Chenxi was talking drunk, and ignored him, "When will I not want you anymore, am I here to pick you up? By the way, why are you so drunk and still alone?"

"You really won't want me?"

"Of course. Hey, what's the matter with you, Shen Xi?" Jiang Yue supported Ji Chenxi who was shaking, and Ji Chenxi immediately hugged Jiang Yue.

"You're not going to want me, are you?"

"En, of course." Besides, I wish you were mine alone. Of course, Jiang Yue dared not say this, but only dared to think silently in his heart.

"Don't want me, you are the only one I have, and you have always been the only one..."

Jiang Yue looked at Ji Chenxi in his arms in disbelief. Ji Chenxi had tears in his eyes, and it seemed that tears were about to fall.

"Hey, Shen Xi, don't cry, I... I..." Jiang Yue has always seen Ji Chenxi with a cold face, and Ji Chenxi usually talks less, now Ji Chenxi is crying in his arms , causing Jiang Yue to panic immediately.

"You said you wouldn't want me, so why are you still with him!" Ji Chenxi grabbed Jiang Yue's collar and kissed Jiang Yue's lips. Jiang Yue was taken aback, but then pressed his hand Holding the back of Ji Chenxi's head, the two gradually deepened the kiss.

"Also..."

When Jiang Yue entered the private room before, he didn't hear Ji Chenxi muttering anything, but now Jiang Yue heard it clearly. The name Ji Chenxi was reciting was not himself, but his father, Ji Ye'an.

Jiang Yue pushed Ji Chenxi away, Ji Chenxi lost his balance and fell on the sofa.

"Why do you push me away! I know that since that man named Nan Fengyan came back, you don't like me anymore! You are no longer mine alone! You lied to me, you just had sex with me Say yes, as long as I am alone!" Ji Chenxi yelled at Jiang Yue.

Jiang Yue sighed, and walked to Ji Chenxi, "Shen Xi, I'll take you out first."

"I'm not leaving!" Ji Chenxi grabbed Jiang Yue and was about to kiss him again.

Jiang Yue pushed Ji Chenxi away again, "Ji Chenxi, you are enough! Take a good look at who I am!"

Ji Chenxi shook his drowsy head, blinked his eyes, and finally saw who the person in front of him was, "...it's you."

Ji Chenxi rubbed his forehead with his hand, and suddenly laughed, "So it's you, so I said, how could it be him."

"Shen Xi..."

Ji Chenxi hooked Jiang Yue with a smile on his eyes and eyebrows, "I said, Jiang Yue, do you like me?"

"I……"

"Stop pretending, I've always known." Ji Chenxi unbuttoned the neckline bit by bit with his slender white hands, "Come and play with me."

Jiang Yue swallowed.

Ji Chenxi was lying on the sofa, showing his fair chest, his face was pink because of drunkenness, and he grabbed Jiang Yue's clothes with one hand.

Jiang Yue couldn't hold back for a while, and pressed on Ji Chenxi's body, "Shen Xi, I have always liked you."

"Ok, I know."

"Shen Xi, Shen Xi..." Jiang Yue crazily kissed the person under him.

Ji Chenxi's eyes were cold, but he didn't resist the enthusiasm of the person beside him.

Suddenly, the person on Ji Chenxi stopped, and got off Ji Chenxi in a panic, "Shen Xi, I was impulsive just now, I'm sorry..."

Jiang Yue slowly buttoned the buttons on Ji Chenxi's body.

Ji Chenxi pursed his lips, pushed Jiang Yue away, slowly supported the sofa, and stood up tremblingly. Jiang Yue was about to help him, but Ji Chenxi avoided him.

Ji Chenxi leaned on the wall and walked to the door, suddenly remembered something, turned around, "If you dare to tell others what happened today, you will die."

"Shen Xi, let me take you out." Jiang Yue hurriedly followed.

Jiang Yue knew that Ji Chenxi didn't want to go home, so he let him stay at his home for one night.

Early the next morning, Jiang Yue rode a bicycle to send Ji Chenxi home.

"Ah, I haven't got my bicycle key, Shen Xi, wait for me here."

Ji Chenxi originally didn't want to ride Jiang Yue's bicycle, but he didn't have any money on him, and he didn't have much strength because of the hangover, so his head still hurt a little.

Ji Chenxi had a terrible headache, so he leaned against the wall, took out a cigarette from his bag and started smoking, waiting for Jiang Yue to go downstairs.

"Ji Chenxi, when did you learn to smoke?! You can't smoke." When Jiang Yue went downstairs, he saw Ji Chenxi leaning against the wall smoking, and immediately stepped forward to take the cigarette from Ji Chenxi's hand and threw it on the ground .

Ji Chenxi frowned, and began to touch Jiang Yue's trouser pocket.

"Shen Xi, you... what are you doing?"

Ji Chenxi looked at Jiang Yue's inexplicably blushing face, "Why are you blushing, do you think I will do anything to you?"

Ji Chenxi took out a pack of cigarettes from Jiang Yue's pocket, "You told me not to smoke, what are you?"

Ji Chenxi was about to take out one from Jiang Yue's cigarette case.

"Wait a minute, I won't smoke anymore, and you won't either." Jiang Yue snatched the cigarette case from Ji Chenxi's hand and threw it into the trash can beside him.

"Why do you control me?"

Jiang Yue looked very serious, and after a while, he said slowly: "Then, if you date with me, I'll take care of you, okay?"

"..."

Jiang Yue looked at Ji Chenxi's slowly buried head, "Shen Xi, what's wrong with you?"

Ji Chenxi raised his head and glared at Jiang Yue. This guy really knows how to lick his nose and face, what kind of relationship, and he wants to control himself in the future. This guy didn't take the wrong medicine, right?

"Shen Xi, do you think my proposal just now is good?" Jiang Yue smiled brightly, but his tone didn't mean to be joking at all.

"I'm sick." Ji Chenxi left without saying a word.

"Ah, Shen Xi, wait for me!"

"..."

"Shen Xi, Shen Xi!" Jiang Yue pushed his bicycle and hurriedly chased after him.

The author has something to say: This finished article and the new pit are blackened and imprisoned. Originally, Ji Chenxi also thought of blackening this article at the beginning, but I think it’s better to be sweeter, so Ji Chenxi’s article It's for sugar. After all, both of Nanfeng's family are abusive. Ji Chenxi is also from Nanfeng's family, but I still want him to live a sweeter life than these two.