trapped love prisoner love

I no longer want to go to school. When I get to school, the way everyone looks at me will make me feel deeply inferior and humiliated.

I have been in the room for more than a week, and I can only see Nan Fengyan every day. He will bring me three meals, and he was very happy about my willingness to stay in the room honestly at first, but until now Recently, he also asked me to go out for a walk.

I was forcibly taken to the garden by Nan Fengyan, and I listened to him telling me what happened at school today. In fact, what he said was not interesting, but so far I was more willing to listen to what he said.

I still yearn for school life, but the premise is that there is no severe south wind.

"Do you want to go to school, let's go tomorrow?" Nan Fengyan peeled an apple for me.

"No." I didn't want to eat, but I didn't want to talk to Nanfeng Yanduo, so I held it in my hand.

"Why, you wanted to go so much before. Is it because you were worried that those people would talk about you? Let me tell you, if there is one person in the school who dares to talk too much, I will..."

"It's none of their business." I hastened to help my classmates separate, "It's just that I don't want to go."

"..." Nan Fengyan crouched in front of me, "Then why don't you go."

"..." I need to explain the reason. I don't know if it's Nan Fengyan who is slow, or he pretends not to understand on purpose.

Nan Fengyan always wanted me to stay by his side obediently before, but now that I have done it, he keeps trying to get me out.

In fact, I also want to go out, and I have rethought a way to go back to school in the past few days, but I know that Nan Fengyan will definitely not agree, so I don't plan to say it.

"An'an, I love you very much."

here we go again.Nan Fengyan would say this sentence to me no less than three times every day, but these words couldn't make any ripples in my heart at all.

"An'an, I wanted to be like my brother, but as soon as I see you cry, I regret it. So, I want to try to respect your opinion now."

My eyes couldn't help opening wide to look at Nan Fengyan.

Nanfeng Yan said that he would respect my choice?I began to suspect that something was wrong with my hearing.

"However..." Nan Fengyan continued.

And yet, it really is.

"An'an, try to fall in love with me, okay?"

I know that this is Nan Fengyan's biggest concession. In fact, I don't know how Nan Fengyan fell in love with me, so that he can promise me these things.

I know that Nan Fengyan is very afraid that I will cry, but I am actually not a person who loves to cry. I almost never cry in front of others.But in the face of Nan Fengyan, what he did often seemed to deliberately stimulate my tear glands.When I was young, he would be at a loss for me when I was crying. When I was young, I would blame Nan Fengyan for being sad, but when I was crying, Nan Fengyan couldn't even reply, he just kept saying He was wrong, not next time.

But what Nan Fengyan said, just like him, has no credibility.

I looked at Nan Fengyan, and then at the villa behind him. In the future, I really want to spend my whole life with Nan Fengyan here, or wait until he loses interest in me.

I'm not a fool, with hints from Gu Yechen and Chen Bailuo, and looking at Nan Fengyan's treatment of me, how could he let me go so easily, even if Nan Fengyan really hated me, he might lock me up by his side for the rest of his life.

"...Okay." After I finished speaking, I didn't look at Nan Fengyan, but he hugged me happily.

"An'an, you will really try to fall in love with me."

He couldn't believe it, and kept asking me if it was true, and I nodded in response one by one.

"However, you said that you would respect my choice." In the end, I chose to go straight to the point and didn't want to talk nonsense.

Nan Fengyan hesitated for a moment, "Yes, yes."

"I...I still want to go to school." I bit my lower lip.

"No problem, didn't I just say that I want to go to school with you." Nanfeng agreed quickly, but what I said didn't mean the same as what he said.

"I'm not saying I'll go with you...I want to..." I hesitated and still didn't say what I really wanted to say, because Nan Feng's sharp eyes kept looking at me.I thought I had the guts to face him, but the truth is, I haven't.

"You said, don't you want to go to school with me?" Nanfeng Yan's tone was cold, and I had a bad feeling.Nan Fengyan raised his hand suddenly.

I immediately closed my eyes, waiting for the pain to fall on my face.

However, unlike what I thought, Nan Fengyan gently rubbed my hair with his hand, "Speak slowly, I listened carefully."

In fact, I am still very wary of Nan Fengyan's sudden gentleness.

My body was still a little stiff, but Nan Fengyan was so patient that he listened to me and said, "I... I don't want to be with you... I want to go to other... other schools."

I couldn't see what Nan Fengyan was thinking, he pondered for a while, "Does An An think this is better?"

"Ah."

The reason why I want to go to other schools is my purpose, but I can't tell Nanfeng Yan.

"Okay, as long as you want." Nan Fengyan raised the corners of his lips, "Then I will transfer schools with you."

"Wait, no, no, that's not what I meant." I immediately realized that what I meant was that I wanted to go to the new school by myself, and I didn't want Nan Fengyan to accompany me.

"You don't want to be with me?"

Of course, "No, I just want to be alone." I looked into Nan Fengyan's eyes with sincerity, "I promise, I won't talk to anyone you don't like, I will come back on time every day after school."

"..."

I just want to go to a new school and get into college.In this way, I won't hang around in front of Nan Fengyan every day, maybe at that time, he will meet someone else he likes, and I will find a way to go farther in college.At least until I was admitted to university, I would try my best to listen to Nan Fengyan's words, so that he gradually lost interest in me.

I'm not sure if this will work, but it's the only way I can try right now.

"Which high school?"

Nan Fengyan asked me this, did he agree, "S Zhong."

"Did you think about it before?" Nanfeng Yan tightened my hand suddenly, and my heart skipped a beat.

"No, I just..."

"Okay, since you like it, I'll help you with it, but we have to agree to come back immediately after school. And, don't have too much contact with some dubious people."

As soon as I heard Nan Feng's strict agreement, I nodded immediately.I know what Nanfeng Yan means is that I cannot talk to anyone.However, I can bear all these, after all, only half a year away, I can go to university.

The reason why I choose S is very simple. S is a very ordinary high school, but S is the affiliated middle school of S University. Although my grades are not good, as long as I work hard, I may still be able to get a recommended spot. Yes, and S is not in city A, but in city D, which is completely different from city A.

I didn't intend to meet new friends and classmates in the new school, but after that, everything went smoothly because of Nan Fengyan's help.I enrolled in S.

When I first arrived at school, I deliberately didn't talk to my classmates. There were also one or two kind-hearted girls who wanted to tell me something about the school, but I turned them down with excuses.

After a few days, the classmates in the class gradually got used to my lonesomeness and reticence. I always thought that Nanfengyan would warn my classmates now, just like before, but Nanfengyan obviously didn't.

A few boys enthusiastically wanted to take me to play basketball together, but I also refused. In fact, I really wanted to go, but I was afraid that it was Nan Fengyan’s intention. agreement.

I took a book and sat in the stands on the basketball court.

A large group of boys gathered on the court below. I watched the game start, and I was also rarely driven by the enthusiastic atmosphere on the court. In fact, I still like sports, but Nan Fengyan has always refused to let it go, saying that sports are easy to get injured. .But during the six months when Nanfeng Yan left, I played basketball all the time, and I was with them at that time... Thinking of the group of friends before, my mood fell to the bottom all of a sudden.

I closed the book and started to leave school.

The hustle and bustle of the stadium and the frolics of the students on the road have nothing to do with me, I just stay alone all the time.However, as long as I persevere, everything will be fine until I go to college. Thinking of my college life, I can’t help but have a little hope. Maybe this is the motivation that supports me now.

Nanfeng Yan's home.

"Nanfeng, he made it clear that he wanted to leave and went to S University. I think he really wanted to go to S University. S University is so far away."

Nan Fengyan took a puff of cigarette, "I know."

"So, you let go?" Gu Yechen felt that he and Nan Fengyan grew up wearing the same pair of pants. Suddenly, it really made people wonder if the person sitting in front of him was really Nan Fengyan.

"No, he's been in a bad state of mind recently, and if he does this, he will really give up."

"I'm just talking about such an obvious thing, you won't be able to see it. But, is it too much for you to do this?" In fact, Gu Yechen still felt that Ji Ye'an was quite pitiful, and he didn't provoke anyone, but he was favored by others. Nanfeng took a fancy to it.

"I just want to let him know that he can only stay by my side. However, I have at least given him freedom for the past six months." Nan Fengyan seemed to be talking about a great gift.