trapped love prisoner love

Nan Fengyan's words have been lingering in my heart.

"Next time I will never give you another chance to escape."

Next time, Nanfeng Yan Mingming will be sentenced to death soon, so there will be a next time.

A kind of contradictory psychology has always appeared in my heart. On the one hand, I don't want Nan Fengyan to have something to do, but if he is really all right, I will be trapped by him forever.

"Ye'an, let's go." Yize held the big and small bags of luggage in his hand, seeing me staring blankly, "Ye'an..."

"it is good."

I can't see in my left eye, and Yize has been looking for a doctor since he found out.

In fact, I gave up a long time ago. Nan Fengyan asked someone to show it to me before, and said that the nerves had died and there was no way to save it.

But seeing Yize working so hard, I don't want his hard work to be in vain, so when we contact the doctor, we will go to see him.

Recently, after I went to see Nanfengyan, I often lost my mind. Yize also found out that he thought I was frightened, so I was not allowed to watch newspapers and TV related to Nanfengyan when I was at home.

"Yeah, it just so happened that a foreign ophthalmologist came to City A for a seminar. I already contacted him yesterday, and we will go find him now."

"Okay." I fastened my seat belt.

Why did Yize suddenly have so much money? I also asked him, and he only said that some were given by Zheng Yini, and some were earned by himself.He also works in a certain company, but seeing his evasive gaze, I don't want to ask any more questions.

"Yize..."

"Ok?"

"Actually, it doesn't matter if I can't see in my left eye. I'm used to it. So, even if it's still the same as last time this time, don't be unhappy anymore."

The first time we went to see an ophthalmologist, the specialist made it clear that my left eye was completely beyond repair.

Yize seemed fine on the surface, but in the middle of the night, I found that Yize had already woken up and was standing by the window alone.

I asked him why he got up in the middle of the night, and he just said that he couldn't sleep.

The next second time, the third time... It was the same, he would always get up secretly in the middle of the night when he got unsatisfactory results.

Yize has always blamed himself on me. He feels that he has not protected himself well, so when he is by my side, he always tries his best to give me the best.

Except, I never thought it was his fault.

"Ye'an, I believe this time, it will work."

Yize said this just to give me confidence, and he himself obviously lacked confidence.

"……it is good."

I went to the doctor, but the doctor just said that the inspection report will come out tomorrow.

Back in the house, I took a shower and changed into my pajamas, Yize was still looking at something in front of the computer, I walked over, "Yize, what have you been sitting in front of the computer looking at lately?"

Yize heard my voice and hurriedly shut down the computer.

But I still saw that Yize was filling out an application for studying abroad at a first-class medical university abroad.

"Yize, are you going abroad?"

"……Um."

I lowered my head in frustration, Yize is leaving.

Yize touched my head with his hand, "What do you mean by this, did I say that I went alone?"

Yize took my waist, and I sat on his lap, "I will take you with me wherever I go, and I just fill in my personal information, so I may not go there."

"Do you want to study medicine, why?" Yize said before that he would choose economics or construction as a major, but he never heard him say that he would study medicine.

"Because I suddenly became interested."

"Yize, don't tell me you want to study abroad to study ophthalmology."

Yize scratched his face lightly, avoiding my gaze, "Well..."

"You don't need to say, I know the reason. Yize, I really don't mind my left eye being blind." I covered my left eye with my hand, "It's fine if I can see with my right eye. I don't think he affects my life. The only thing that affects me should be work."

I pretended to be pitiful and looked at Yize, "Yize, don't you want to support me?"

Yize immediately shook his head and explained: "How come, I never had such an idea, I just because..."

"Okay, okay, I know what you mean." I turned on Yize's laptop, "Yize, have you submitted your application yet?"

"Not yet, I was writing, and you came over."

I think it is necessary to have a good talk with Yize.

"Yize, there is something I've always wanted to tell you."

"Ah."

"The injuries on my body and my eyes have nothing to do with you. You really don't have to blame yourself, I just hope you treat me like before. You don't have to think that you can't protect me, it's not you It's my fault. Now that we are together, the past is over, and...and Nan Fengyan will be sentenced to death soon, so please forgive him, okay?"

The matter of Nan Fengyan will always be a thorn in my heart. I don’t know if I owe him in my previous life. Even now, after he has done so many excessive things to me, I still have deep feelings for him. guilt.

"Forgive him, Yean, have you forgiven him?"

In fact, I don't know if I really forgive Nan Fengyan in my heart, but I think it's unfair and not good for Yize to keep that resentment in his heart.

"Well, I forgive him."

"Since you say so, then so be it."

"OK, all right."

The next day, we received news from the doctor that my eyes might be cured, and Yize hugged me excitedly.

"That's great, Ye'an, your eyes can be cured!" Yize ran around the house like a child.

I am also very happy in my heart, because without the obstacle of eyes, maybe I can still find a better job.

Although there is no way to pay the large expenses at home, I can cover all the utilities.After all, I am also a man, and I don't want to rely solely on another person to live.What I told Yize yesterday to let him support me was just to make him not be so unhappy.

Because of my eyes, Yize has been staying with me at home recently, running up and down.There was no time to go to work at all, so when he received a call from the company in the afternoon, I hurriedly urged him to go to the company to solve the things that had piled up a few days ago.

Yize left, I cleaned up the house first, and then sat down in front of the computer.

At least now that the Internet is developed, I can take some online classes. Now I just hold a junior high school diploma, and when I go to work, I can only do some labor work, like delivering express delivery before.Now my body can't do it at all, and if Yize knows it, he will definitely object.

If the original school kept my student status, I could at least have a high school diploma.

Is there any job that requires less diploma and I am more suitable?

I thought about it, but I couldn't think of anything.Just don't just stay in the house anytime, go outside for a walk.

the company.

"Cheng Yize, do you know why I called you here?"

"What, if it is not very important, I will leave first. I have already told you that I will take half a month off, and now it is only a week."

Zheng Yini knocked on the table, "What's your attitude, don't forget, who gave you the opportunity to come back from America."

"..."

"I just want to tell you that Nanfeng Lin wants to intervene in this matter."

"So what if he intervenes? Didn't Nanfengyan hand in all the information about drug dealers/drugs?"

"No, there are still a few pages left, who tore it up."

Cheng Yize frowned, "Who did it, Nan Fengyan?"

"No, before Nan Fengyan was arrested, it was his guarantee to control the distribution of drugs. He wouldn't be so stupid to destroy a few copies."

"Then you mean there are others."

"Yes, before this, only Nan Fengyan and Ji Ye'an were the only ones who had touched that information."